LOGINTHEODOSA.
A brutal ache spread through my chest like wildfire.
Nothing could have prepared me for it.
Narra shoved me as the crowd laughed, taunting and pushing the rejection along.
The one person I thought didn’t find me disgusting… couldn’t stand the idea of anyone knowing we were mates.
“You fucking bastard!” Binny roared, charging toward Narra as his shoes left burning footprints in their wake.
He was fire gifted. That was his wolfs given ability.
“Don’t try to fight me, Binny,” Narra warned, “You’ll loose.”
But Binny swung anyway, fiery fist blazing. Narra, water gifted—and an alpha-blooded one—extinguished the flames instantly.
And when Binny cracked him across the jaw, Narra’s friends intervened and held him down.
“What the hell is going on here?” Pippa shoved through the crowd with her boyfriend right behind her, holding her back.
“Narra… st-stop,” I whispered.
“What was that?” Narra turned, brows slanted harshly over angry eyes. “You know, I tried to be nice. Your sister kept coming to me, asshole! Throwing herself at me ’cause I wasn’t treating her like shit. She was desperate, looking for attention from any guy who wouldn’t gag just looking at her.”
Everyone was staring. Every word he said dug deeper.
“And I took what she offered, fucking sue me!” he roared.
“Narra, you’re being a sadist. You’ve made your point, let them go,” Pippa said, trying to push forward, but Narra’s friends blocked her easily.
Binny jerked his head up and spat hot, molten mucus at Narra’s shoes.
The glob melted through the leather instantly.
“Let’s toss them out to the river, Triosi,” one of his friends said. “They can swim home.”
“Yeah,” Narra agreed.
My stomach dropped. I wasn’t a good swimmer.
I turned to Narra, the hurt and confusion written all over my face.
How could he do this?
“After everything we shared, you’re going to act like this? You’re going to just walk away?”
Narra watched me before he closed the distance, and leaned down to whisper, “The only thing we ever shared, was your pussy. Once.”
I lifted my chin as he pulled away, hastily wiping the tear the fell before anyone saw it.
Narra snapped his fingers. “Take them out the back!”
“No—” Hands grabbed me. Pippa’s voice vanished as I was hauled through the house.
Binny was dragged across the floor, fighting against a wall of high-rankers. Even with his beta strength, he didn’t stand a chance.
This wasn’t a fight. It was a humiliation ritual.
Cold night air hit me as we were shoved outside. The sound of crashing waves made my heart drop.
I hit the ground. Binny was forced to his knees beside me, arms held out, face bleeding.
He looked at me. I couldn’t hold his gaze—I turned toward the water.
This river separated the three Kingdoms of the Northern Realm.
Kingdom Duskmire.
Across from us, Kingdom Lucenia.
My head turned in the direction of the one hidden in shadows.
Kingdom Obsidian.
People said it’s ruler was a depraved Lycan with a wolf he couldn’t control.
Xahen Ithorno.
He was the oldest king in the northern realm.
Everything about him was mysterious. Everything about him was scary.
Rightfully so.
If the rumors about his wolf were true, then that meant there was a forest surrounding his territory, protected by Xahen’s beast of a wolf, where every single guest was the animal’s prey.
Merchandise and transport moved freely between Duskmire and Lucenia. But Kingdom Obsidian had been cut off for as long as I could remember.
And that’s why there was a divide in the river, a clear line where the water shifted from dark blue to black.
The black line was never to be crossed.
“Liking the view, Fane?” Narra mocked, standing behind Binny near the edge. “Any last words?”
“Fuck you, Triosi.” Binny spat.
“Throw him in,” Narra ordered.
They hurled my brother into the river. I rushed to the bank, searching the surface.
Seconds dragged on. He didn’t come up.
“Where is he?” Pippa screamed. “Can you see him, Theo?”
Goddess, don’t let my brother die because of me.
Then Binny burst through the water, gasping. He tried to swim back, fighting the waves.
“Don’t throw her in here!” he shouted. Panic cracked his voice. “The current’s too high. You’ll kill her.”
“Beg me, Fane.”
But Binny didn’t hesitate. “Please! Don’t throw her in!”
Narra laughed. “That was easy.”
“Let her go, please,” Binny begged. “Just let her leave.”
Narra nodded slowly. “Throw her in.”
The ground disappeared under me instantly.
The water swallowed me whole, ice cold and sinking into my bones. I kicked hard, fighting for the surface. Every time I reached it, the current yanked me back under.
I finally came up, hearing Binny’s relieved shout—before I was pulled under again.
The water was too strong.
When I surfaced next, I reached for Binny. But he wasn’t close to me anymore. Infact, he was very, very far away.
The noise died.
“Help her!” Pippa screamed as I was dragged further out.
“Binny!” I cried, choking on tears. “Binny, help!”
“I can’t reach her!” he yelled, thrashing helplessly. “The current keeps pulling me back!”
His eyes were wild with terror.
“Narra do something!” Pippa was now at Narra’s side, shaking him and hitting at his chest.
No one reacted.
Their faces were white as sheets as they watched the current sweep me away.
“She’s crossing the divide,” Pippa cried, “That’s Kingdom Obsidian, she’ll never make it back alive. Help her!”
The moment I crossed into his forbidden territory, I felt it.
Darkness.
Surrounding me.
Pulling me in.
My vision was giving out on me. My limbs were no longer working.
I would have been long dead before I washed up on his shore, and that was the last thought I had.
And then my eyes opened.
I gasped out for breath, choking instantly as water poured from my mouth and nostrils.
I didn’t drown?
My hands were buried in dark dirt, and I lifted my head, looking around. To the left of me, waves crashed against the bank, just inches from where I lay on the ground.
The water… was black.
It hit me all at once.
At the exact same time, an overwhelming presence seemed to press down on me.
Suddenly, I couldn’t see a thing. Everywhere was dark.
No, not dark. Black.
The crunch of gravel reached my ears, and my entire body tensed as I looked in the direction of the sound, unable to see anything.
They were footsteps, and they were getting closer.
A faint scent hit my nose.
I sniffed the air, wondering what could smell so good in such a nasty environment.
The scent was growing thicker, making me so aware of it I could almost taste it on my tongue.
It was musky, potent, kind of harsh.
But for some reason, I couldn’t get enough of it.
My head turned as I caught a wave of it, my nipples tightening, my chest growing heavier.
Was Narra close by?
I had felt all this earlier when I realized he was my mate. Only now… it was all more intense.
There was warmth pooling between my thighs, an ache growing on my skin that felt like only rough hands could soothe.
What was happening?
“You are back.” The rough voice made my entire body tighten.
“Again.”
In fear.
“You have returned.” The voice seethed, “Again.”
In desire.
And then the declaration came back, taking hold of my senses, making me unable to think or feel anything other than the word, “Mate.”
There was an angry growl that reverberated through the whole forest as soon as I said it.
Fear swallowed me whole.
But my body reacted differently.
My body... was on the verge of combusting from that growl alone.
It didn’t feel this way earlier with Narra.
Was it even possible to have two mates? Or find them in the same day?
And my mate was in Kingdom Obsidian?
Was this some sort of joke?
The darkness ebbed, and the moonlight cast a faint glow down on the forest.
That’s when I saw him.
Shrouded in shadows.
His skin was bare enough for me to tell he was naked, but the shadows covered his legs, his crotch, wrapped around wrists that were coated in heavy tattoos.
His entire body seemed to be inked.
Dark hair. Pale skin. Sculpted face.
Eyes full of rage.
Rage directed at me, as he growled out, “Mate.”
And then came the next declaration, roared as his canines descended, a feral look overtaking his handsome features, “Run!”
THEODOSA. Nala settled deeper into the armchair and a small cloud of dust lifted around her. She scrunched her nose at it, looked around at the murky interior of the cabin like she was taking stock of it, and then seemed to decide she had bigger problems. Her fingers found one of the tattoos on her upper arm and traced over it slowly, absentmindedly, while she let out a long breath. "Well." She paused for a moment. "Where do I begin?”I pulled my knees up and waited. I was good at waiting when I needed to be.She shrugged, shifting in the chair. "From what I know, when he got his gift, he used his shadows to barricade this whole territory from the rest of the northern realm." She looked at me. "That's how he protects his people. Against ferals."I held back a shiver at that.Ferals. Monstrous, humanless rabid things. Whatever had once made them wolves was long gone. They lived down in the Unders, in the toxic lower levels of the northern realm where nothing grew and no one with any
THEODOSA. Nala had been staring out the same window for ten minutes. I watched her from the armchair, picking at the edge of my thumbnail, tracking the way her eyes moved across whatever was outside without her expression giving anything away. The cabin was small and smelled like old wood and dust and nothing else. No one had been here in a while. I wasn't sure if that was comforting or not. "Are we safe here?" I asked. Nala didn't turn around. "We're not safe anywhere." I stopped picking at my nail. She turned then, and looked at me the way she sometimes did, like she was taking stock of something. Then she crossed the room, moved a pile of folded cloth off the worn armchair across from mine, and sat down. "What happened," she said, and it didn’t come out like a question. So I told her. From seeing the eye at the window. Climbing out into the dark. The wolf backing up when I told it to, like it understood me, and then dropping its whole head into my lap like that was ju
THEODOSA.The first thing I registered was that I couldn't breathe.My chest was compressed and there was heat everywhere, pressing me into the ground from above, and my lungs were working against it absentmindedly.My mouth was dry.The back of my neck was damp. And the smell hit me before anything else did… It was dark, earthy, warm and familiar in a way that made my heart rate pick up before I was even fully awake.I lay there in confusion for a moment, trying to place myself.There was grass under me, and the cold morning air on my legs.And then my heart slammed with one hard lurch, straight up my throat as I remembered last night.I blinked my eyes open fast.The black curls were the first thing I saw.A full, thick mop of them, right there, buried in the center of my chest. I stared down at them without moving. The weight compressing my ribcage resolved itself into a broad back, tattoos I recognized without wanting to, muscles I could count from here. Xahen’s arms were wrap
THEODOSA.My brain was still trying to catch up to what had just happened. It had understood me…It had actually understood me and proven it, and now it was sitting at my window looking at me like it was waiting to see what I did next.The question came out before I could stop it, as I shook my head in wonder, "How different are you from him?"The wolf snorted.I drew back from the glass in surprise. It had heard me. And from the sound it made, it had thoughts about what I'd asked.I stared at it.It stared right back.Slowly, I glanced over my shoulder at my bedroom door.Nala was right there. Twenty feet away. She would know what to do with this. She always knew what to do.A soft whine reached my ears and I snapped my head back to the window fast.The wolf had its paw on the glass. It wasn't pounding this time. It was just pressing there, slow and steady against the surface.It felt like it was reaching for me.I stood there and tried to think clearly about this.The last time I'd
THEODOSA.I was still working the towel through my wet hair when I stepped out of my bedroom.The shirt Nala had given me hit mid-thigh and my feet were bare and I was in the middle of trying to detangle a section of curls at the back of my neck when something settled on my chest like something had reached in and grabbed it.I went still.My blood was pulsing in a way that had nothing to do with my heartbeat, and my hackles rose before I'd fully registered what I was feeling. My eyes went straight to the door.Xahen was close.A sound at my window made me turn my head.The gasp came before I could stop it.A single golden eye blinked through the glass of my window. It blinked at me again, focusing on me more with every second that passed.My heart stopped completely.I stood there. That was Xahen's wolf outside my window. I couldn't work out what in the realm he was doing there and my hands were already shaking when the towel hit the floor.The wolf's face disappeared from the glass.
XAHEN.My sedatives rattled in their tin as I turned it over in my hands.Nala had dropped it off and left without a word, which was how she handled things when she didn't want a conversation. She came here now because she wasn't about to find me anywhere near her cabin.I ran my tongue over my teeth and told myself not to think about why.That lasted about as long as it always lasted.I hadn't stopped thinking about Theodosa since she'd grabbed my cock and made use of me like I was there for her convenience.I still couldn't fully work out what to do with that. Theodosa moved around me like she was scared of me half the time, and then she did what she did in that bedroom and I didn't know what to make of her anymore. A woman who was genuinely frightened of a man didn't close her eyes and take what she wanted from him without asking.I pressed a hand to my mouth.I was pacing my cabin again, thinking about that fucking bitch.Every day since she'd stood in my bathroom doorway. Every
THEODOSA.Obsidian in the daytime was a different beast entirely.The streets that had felt like a death trap my first night here were now just streets. Busy ones filled with people who looked like they had places to be and things to do. Stall vendors shouted over each other trying to attract custo
THEODOSA. I found myself staring at Xahen's sleeping face when the back door creaked open. My entire body jerked at the sound. Nala's harsh whisper cut through the cottage. "Theo!" I looked over and found her crouched by the kitchen with Afnie behind her. Afnie's eyes were so wide I could see t
THEODOSA. I sat there watching him, completely lost.My gaze traveled to the wall of shadows still blocking the door. Still trapping me here with him.I looked back down at Xahen in confusion.Muffled sounds came from outside. Probably Nala and Anfie being just as confused as I was and unwilling t
XAHEN.The third bottle went down wrong.I drained what was left anyway, waiting for my thoughts to blur into something manageable. Something that didn't involve red hair and freckles and the way she'd looked at me from across that brothel like I'd personally offended her just by existing.Didn't w







