로그인Serena Vale point of View;
The diamond on my finger weighed more than it should have. it was too tight, too cold. A constant reminder of the performance I couldn't escape. The applause from the night before still echoed in my head, hollow and mocking. I hadn't slept. Not really. I'd stared at the ceiling most of the night, trying to quiet the thoughts that clawed at me. The proposal had been perfect on the surface. Flashing lights, champagne toasts, murmurs of "Finally" and "Damien's changed." But underneath it all, I felt like I was standing in Quicksand, smiling while I sank. And Damien. He hasn't said another word to me after the photos. He slipped away into the shadows like he always did, leaving me alone in a sea of people pretending to care. Now, the sun was up, the staff was buzzing and the estate felt different. Colder. Like something important had shifted and everyone could feel it. I was still in bed when the knock came. Three soft raps. I didn't answer, but the door creaked open anyway. "Good morning, future sister-in-law" Emilia Alaric swept into the room like she owned it. And maybe she did. she's always seemed more comfortable in this mansion than Damien himself. Silver blonde hair pulled into a sleek braid, wearing an oversized cashmere sweater and leggings, she looked too casual to be dangerous. which was exactly what made her lethal. "you're not even dressed," she said glancing around. " And we've got wedding decisions to make." I sat slowly. "you're joking." she grinned. " oh sweetie. Damien proposed in front of the press. The world's already expecting a date, a designer, and a three-tiered cake." I rubbed my temple, " I haven't even agreed to marry him " "Did you say no?" I didn't answer. "Exactly." she clapped her hand once. "Now come on. we've got dresses to pick, locations to shortlist and PR damage to manage." I gave her a look. " you're really enjoying this, aren't you?" Emilia tilted her head, her smile cooling. "I enjoy being in control of chaos. And right now, you're a hurricane in a wedding gown." I signed and slid out of bed. There was no point arguing. The train had already left the station. my name was already trending on social media. The ring was on my finger. Whether I liked it or not- I was the bride to be of Damien Alaric. By the time we got to the east wing, three wedding planners were already waiting in the sunroom. All women. All dressed in shades of beige and black. clipboards, Fabric swatches, and tablets in hands. They looked at me like I was their next project. I hated it. "Serena Vale," one of them said, standing. "We're honored to help design your dream day." it's not my dream. But I smiled anyways. "Thank you." They launched into options before I could sit. Locations. Color palette. Floral arrangements. I heard words like " Winter estate, Vintage noir, and Paparazzi-free ceremony." Emilia leaned over and whispered "You should go with a deep red bouquet. it'll pop against your skin." I glanced at her. "And what's in it for you?" she smiled, unfazed. " I like weddings. Especially when they end in bloodshed." I didn't know if she was Joking. Half an hour later, I was surrounded by fabric swatches and barely restrained panic. Everyone kept saying Fairytale, But nothing about this felt magical. it felt like a war strategy. I barely had a say. Everytime I opened my mouth, someone countered with a "But Damien would prefer.." of "the family expects.." or "this is what looks best in the photos." I wasn't Serena Vale anymore. I was the bride. A headline. A walking diamond. But then, in the middle of all the chaos, I stood up. "No pink," I said firmly, setting down a sample. "No lace. No cathedral veil." The room went quite. Even Emilia raised an eyebrow. I folded my arms. "if I'm going to be forced into this circus, I at least get to decide what I wear." The lead planner cleared her throat. "of course. we're here to bring your vision to life." I leaned in slightly, voice low. "You're here to make sure Damien doesn't lose Face. Don't confuse the two." Emilia let out a low whistle. " Look at you. already sounding like one of us." I ignored her. Because the truth was- If I was going to survive this, I needed to stop playing the victim and start playing the game. The planners took the hint and left soon after, murmuring about scheduling another session to finalize details. Emilia stayed behind. she watched me from across the sunroom, arms folded, eyes unreadable. The sharp afternoon light framed her like a painting- Perfect, cold, and too polished to be real. "You handled that better than I expected," she finally said. I sat down on the arm of the velvet chair, still feeling the static hum of adrenaline in my limbs. "it's not exactly how I imagined my wedding." Emilia smirked. "That's the thing about imaging, it rarely survives the Alaric touch." i tilted my head. "Do you even believe in marriage?" "Not in the fairytale kind," she said. " But alliances? leverage? oh, I believed in those." I stared at her for a moment. "What Damien getting out of this? Really." Her gaze flickered, just for a second. "Control," She said simply. " Perception. A bride makes him look Grounded. settled. Especially one like you." "Like me?" "You're not a socialite, or a cartel daughter, or one of those silent heiresses who smile and nod and vanish. you challenge him. That scares people." She grinned. "Which is why it works." it wasn't a compliment. it was a strategy. "Does your father know the truth?" i asked. "That this engagement is fake?" Emilia's smile faded, just slightly. "My father knows what he needs to know. And right now, he thinks Damien is finally falling in line. That he's stopped rebelling. That he's becoming him." That made my stomach twist. "Is that what Damien wants?" I asked. "To become like your father?" Her silence was answer enough. I stood and walked to the windows, staring out at the endless grounds- the trimmed hedges, th rose garden, the marble statues too pristine to be innocent. "You're all playing a game," I said quietly. " And I'm just the pawn that keeps the king distracted." "You're not a pawn," Emilia said behind me. "you're a weapon.". I turned slowly. "Excuse Me?" she stepped forward. "Damien doesn't let anyone close. Not unless he can use them. But you- you've already gotten under his skin. you're not afraid of him. you're not impressed by him. That makes you dangerous." I didn't know whether to thank her or slap her. "so what now?" I asked. " you dress me up, paint a smile on my face, and parade me like I'm some trophy? until when? until he gets bored?" Emilia studied me for a moment. "Until you stop pretending you hate it here." My jaw tensed. " I don't belong here." "No," she agreed. "But neither does Damien..That's what makes this so fun." Later that evening, I stood in front of the mirror in my room, still wearing the black satin robe they'd laid out for me. My hair was pinned up from the earlier fitting, soft curls cascading Down one shoulder. The ring gleamed on my finger like a brand. I touched it lightly, wondering - not for the first time- how a girl like me had ended up in a place like this. surrounded by power, secrets, and a man who saw me as both threat and tool. Damien hadn't spoken to me since the proposal. Not a text. Not a knock at the door. Not even a sideways glance when we passed each other in the hallway. which was fine. I preferred silence to manipulation. But silence didn't erase the tension in the air the crackle of something building. I didn't know what his plans was. or how long this arrangement would last. But I did know this; I wasn't going to be another forgotten victim in the Alaric history book. This house, this legacy had already stolen enough from me. Now it was my turn.Damien's point of View I’ve seen death in every form.Gunshot wounds that gushed like rivers.Men begging with their last breath.Bodies we buried at dawn because the night was too dangerous to dig graves.I’ve seen blood, betrayal, and the arrogance of men who thought they could outsmart me.But I’ve never seen anything like this.Never seen anything as disarming as terrifying as the tiny girl sleeping on Serena’s chest.My daughter.My blood.My heartbeat outside my body.Hours had passed since Serena finally drifted into exhausted sleep, but I couldn’t force my legs to move from the spot beside the bed. My daughter’s tiny breaths were the only sound in the dim room, soft and shaky, like she was still learning how to exist in this world.Serena’s hand rested protectively over her back, fingers curled lightly, her other hand still wrapped in mine even in sleep. She was exhausted, pale, but more beautiful than anything human beings had a right to be.She had given me everything I d
Serena's point of View I always imagined birth would feel like a storm loud, violent, impossible to survive.But when it finally happened… it didn’t begin like thunder.It began quietly.It was past 3AM when a sharp, deep ache pulled me out of sleep. At first I thought it was the usual discomfort eight months of pregnancy teaches you to expect random pains at the worst hours. But when the second wave hit, rolling from my back to my belly with a force that made my breath catch, I knew.This was different.This was real.I pushed up on my elbows, groaning softly. “Damien…”He woke instantly. He always did. Even in sleep he hovered close to me, one arm draped over my waist, his breath warm against my neck. The moment he heard my voice tight and strained he sat up straight.“What’s wrong?” His hand cupped my cheek, eyes sharp despite the darkness.“I… I think,” I exhaled shakily as another contraction tightened my stomach, “I think it’s time.”He froze.Not in fear.In awe.His mouth p
Four Months LaterSerena’s POVI never thought “home” could smell like fresh paint, vanilla candles, and Damien’s cologne all mixed together. But that’s exactly what this place was our place.Four months had passed since the world had turned itself inside out, since blood and betrayal had given way to something I still didn’t quite understand. In those months, the mansion that once felt like a fortress had become a memory, and Damien had done something I never expected from a man like him: he moved us.Not to another mansion heavy with shadows and old ghosts, but here to a house filled with windows and sunlight, a place where the curtains billowed when the breeze came through and where the floorboards creaked in ways that somehow felt alive.I padded barefoot down the wide hallway that morning, my hand instinctively resting on the slight curve of my belly. Four months. I could hardly believe it. Sometimes, when I looked at myself in the mirror, I still expected to see only the girl
Damien's point of View Serena slept as if the world could not touch her hair splayed over the pillow, lashes soft against her cheek, shoulders rising and falling with steady breaths. For a long minute I simply watched her: a shape that had become the impossible center of my world.There are moments when a man knows the line he cannot uncross and moments when he knows there is nothing left but to march over it. I had crossed more lines than I could remember. Tonight I made the last kind of decision a man like me must sometimes make: I chose an end.I left the room before dawn, dressing in black and silence. My men were waiting where they always were a dozen shadows who took my orders without the pause of a conscience. They were tired; they were loyal. I gave them what they needed: a simple plan and the permission to finish what I had started.“Emilia,” I said when I stepped into the warehouse. My voice was steady like the steel that lined these walls. The folder lay on the table be
Serena's point of View His mouth was still on mine when the world began to fall away. The war, the blood, the mansion, Matthias, even my old dreams of freedom it all dissolved under the weight of his hands on my skin.I had never felt Damien like this before. Not as a captor. Not as a monster. But as a man. A man trembling under my touch, a man who had built walls so high around himself he had forgotten how to climb down. And now, here he was, shattering them, brick by brick, under my lips.When he pulled back, his forehead still pressed to mine, his eyes searched mine as if for permission. He didn’t speak, but I felt the question in the tremor of his fingers at my waist.I answered by sliding my hands up his chest, my fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt, and whispering, “Don’t stop.”A sound escaped him, low and rough, somewhere between a groan and a prayer. He bent his head and kissed me again, slower this time, deeper. His hands moved up my back, then down, tracing the
Serena's point of View The silence after Damien’s words stretched so long I thought it might consume us both.He stood there, tall, broad shouldered, the firelight catching the sharp planes of his face. For once, he didn’t look like the heir to an empire, the ruthless man everyone whispered about. For once, he didn’t look like the monster who had taken me, bound me to him, forced me into a life I never asked for.He just looked broken.“After Matthias is gone,” he had said, voice rough, raw, almost shaking, “and after Emilia is dealt with you’ll leave. You’ll go far from me. Somewhere I’ll never touch you again.”He meant it. I could see it in the way his eyes dropped, in the way his hand flexed at his side like he wanted to reach for me but didn’t dare. It was a death sentence spoken quietly not for me, but for him.My throat tightened. I should have felt relieved. Freedom had been all I wanted since the night he bought me, dragged me into his gilded cage, branded me as his. I’d







