Anja

I gasp and stumble as blood falls from my mouth. The power of the Firsts rips from my body, flowing back into them.

What the fuck just happened?

I fall to my knees, gasping for air and clutching my chest. I feel as though I’m in another dimension, but, strangely, I feel like my old self once again.

Thank the Goddess!

However, I remember every vile thing I’ve done over the past weeks, and my heart is breaking.

Tears fall from my eyes, and I sob. I’m a monster! There is no other word for it: I’m a monster and will never be anything more.

“Anja?” I look at the man crouching in front of me. “My child,” Mythius cups my cheek. “You are free.”

“I don’t know what happened,” I admit.

“The blood of the Firsts corrupted your heart and mind. It almost stole your life force, but your mate saved you. How did he do this? No one knows.”

“Orrin,” My eyes widen. “Where is he?”

Mythius smiles sadly. “I’m sorry, young one.”

“No,” I shake my head while clambering to my feet. “He’s not gone; I would feel i