LOGINWe got him into the sickroom and onto the cot and I worked on him for two hours.
The shoulder was bad. Maeve had not torn it open, but she had shaken everything loose that had been holding together, and the roots under the skin had gone further up and the silver burn was weeping again. I packed it and bound it and put a poultice on it and sat with my hand on his chest and waited for the shaking to stop.
It did not stop. It went on and on, and around four in the afternoon Padraig came in and looked at him and then at me and said, quietly, "He is not going to come back from this on his own."
"I know."
"What are you going to do?"
"I am going to do the rite," I said. "Tonight. Tomorrow. As soon as he can open his eyes and say yes to it."
Padraig was quiet for a moment. Then he said, "You will need Elara. You will need the box. And you will need to be somewhere the Council cannot walk in on you."
"The boathouse."
"The boathouse." He nodded slowly. "It is on the water and it has a door that bolts and it is not on Council maps. It will do."
He went out. I sat with Ronan until the light went and he did not wake, and Nessa brought me bread and I did not eat it, and around seven there was a knock at the front door and then voices in the hall and then Nessa put her head round the sickroom door with her face white.
"Healer," she said. "It is the Council boat. Petra is on the step and she has a paper and she says she has come to collect you."
I went out.
Petra was in the hall with four of her twelve behind her and Lorcan at her shoulder in his grey coat, and the whole pack was in the corridor behind them, and Nessa was standing in front of the door to the sickroom with her arms out.
"Fiadh," Petra said. "The Council has reviewed your contract and has decided to call in the debt in full. You are to come with me to the northern seat and remain in Council custody until the debt is settled or the twenty eighth, whichever comes first." She held up the paper. "This is not a request."
I stood in the middle of the hall and looked at her.
"The debt does not exist," I said.
"The debt is on the paper."
"The paper is a forgery. The original contract has no number in it and no sum named and the file in the northern archive has a page missing out of it." I looked at Lorcan. "You know that. You have known it since the first day."
Lorcan smiled.
"Then bring the file to the Council and argue it there," he said. "It will take six weeks and a lawyer and by then the twenty eighth will have come and gone and the Alpha will be dead and the pack will be gone. Or." He stepped forward. "Or you can come with me now, quietly, and I will tear this paper up in front of you and the debt will be cleared and you will be a free woman with a licence to practise and no contract on your name."
The hall was very quiet.
"In exchange for what?" I said.
"In exchange for leaving this coast," Lorcan said. "Tonight. On the morning tide. You go north and you do not come back and you do not write to anyone in this pack and you do not stand in that Council chamber on the twenty eighth. And in exchange the debt is gone and the Alpha gets the second mark at the Council seat and lives and the pack keeps its territory."
"He gets the second mark and the Council owns him."
"He lives." Lorcan said it flatly. "You are a healer. You have spent a month telling everyone in this house that you will not let him die. So here is your chance. Leave, and he lives, and the pack survives, and the only thing that is lost is you."
I stood there with my hands at my sides.
"He will not take the second mark," I said.
"He will if you are gone. He has no healer and no rite and no hope and a pack that will not follow him. He will take it because it is the only thing left." Lorcan put his hand out. "The tide goes out at six. I will have a boat at the slip at five."
I looked at his hand.
"No," I said.
Lorcan's smile did not move. "No?"
"No. I am not leaving and he is not taking the second mark and you are not tearing up that paper, because that paper is the only proof in the world that the Council invented a debt to trap a healer, and I am going to stand in that Council chamber on the twenty eighth and read it out loud to the elders." I took a step toward him. "You have twelve wolves on a boat and I have a pack and a rogue king and a binder and an old man with a book. Take your hand down, Envoy. You look foolish with it out."
Lorcan's hand came down.
"Very well," he said. "Petra. Take her."
Petra stepped forward, and behind her the four guards stepped forward, and behind me the whole corridor of the Blackthorn Pack moved at once.
I do not know who moved first. I think it was Colm. I think he came off the wall with his shoulder down and took the first guard in the chest, and then the corridor was full of wolves and the hall was full of shouting and somebody knocked the lamp over and it went out.
I got my back to the sickroom door and stood there.
When the noise stopped, Petra was on the floor with Colm's knee in her back, three of her guards were pinned against the wall by six Blackthorn wolves, and Lorcan was standing in the middle of it all with his coat torn and his notebook on the floor and his face for the first time entirely without a smile.
"This is an act of war," he said.
"No," Maeve said, from the top of the stairs. "This is a pack defending its healer. There is a difference and the Council knows it." She came down. "Take your wolves and go back to your boat, Envoy. The twenty eighth is nine days away. We will see you there."
Lorcan looked at her. Then at me.
"Nine days," he said, and picked up his notebook, and went out.
Petra and the guards went after him. The front door shut.
Maeve stood at the bottom of the stairs with her arms folded and her mouth set, and she did not look at me.
"You challenged him this morning," I said.
"I did."
"And now you are defending me."
"I am defending the pack." She turned her head. "The Council does not get to walk into my house and take a wolf out of it. Not while I am Beta and not while there is breath in me." She looked at me. "Do not mistake it for friendship, healer. There is no friendship between us. There is only the pack."
She went out.
I stood in the hall with my back against the sickroom door and my hands shaking and my heart going, and behind me, through the wood, I heard Ronan's voice.
"Fiadh," he said. "Come in here. I need to tell you something."
I opened the door.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







