MasukThe bell was still ringing when there was a knock at the mill door.
Oisin went to it with his knife in his hand and opened it six inches, and there was a young wolf on the step in a clerk's coat with a leather satchel over his shoulder.
"I am looking for the healer Fiadh," he said.
"Who wants her?"
"The Council's clerk's office. I have a paper to deliver." He held up a sealed envelope. "It came in on the morning post from the south and it is marked for the healer and it is marked urgent and I have been told to deliver it before the trial."
Oisin took the envelope and shut the door and brought it to me.
It was a small envelope, good paper, and the seal on the back was not the Council's. It was a plain seal with no device on it.
I broke it open.
There was a single sheet of paper inside and it was a receipt, and it was stamped at the top with the seal of the Council's treasury and at the bottom with the seal of the clerk's office.
It said that the debt of Siobhan, healer, deceased, had been settled in full, and that the name of Fiadh, healer, had been entered on the roll of healers of the Council, and that all claims against her were extinguished.
I read it three times.
"Fiadh?" Ronan said. "What is it?"
"It is a receipt," I said. "The debt is paid. It is paid in full and my name is on the roll of healers and there are no claims against me."
The mill went quiet.
"Paid by who?" Oisin said.
I turned the paper over. There was nothing on the back but a stamp and a date.
"There is no name on it," I said. "It says the debt was settled by a benefactor who does not wish to be named."
Oisin came round the table.
"Let me see that."
I gave it to him and he read it and his face changed.
"Oisin," I said.
"It is not me," he said. "I have not got two pennies to rub together and I could not pay a Council debt if it was the price of a loaf of bread."
"I know it is not you. You have been in a boat for a month." I looked at him. "But you know something. You have got a face on you like a man who has just seen a ghost."
Oisin put the paper down on the table.
"Your mother," he said. "She paid it before she died."
"She could not have paid it. She died in a rented room in Galway with a case of tins beside the bed and no money to bury herself. I paid for the burial."
"She did not pay it in money." Oisin sat down heavily on the bench. "Fiadh. The purse she gave me was not only money. It was a purse and a paper and the paper said that if I kept you out of the Council's hands until your twenty eighth year the debt was cleared and the purse was mine and I could go back to the north. I have been carrying that paper for twenty two years and I have read it a hundred times and I have never once read the last line of it properly."
"What does the last line say?"
"It says that on the day the healer comes of age and is entered on the roll, the debt of her mother shall be settled from the estate of Siobhan, healer, held in trust by the Council's treasury." He looked up at me. "She put money in trust. Twenty two years ago. She put it in the treasury before she ran and she put a condition on it that it could not be touched until you were twenty eight and entered on the roll." He wiped his mouth. "That is why there was a page missing out of her file. The page with the trust on it. Somebody in that office took it out because a trust in the treasury is a thing the Council cannot explain away."
I sat down on the bench.
"The debt was never a debt," I said. "It was a trust. My mother put money away for me and the Council turned it into a debt and hung it round my neck and sent me to a dying Alpha's house to work it off."
"And the anonymous benefactor," Oisin said, "is your mother. Twenty two years dead and paying off a debt that was never owed."
I put my hand over my mouth.
Ronan came and sat down beside me and put his arm round my shoulders.
"Fiadh," he said.
"She knew," I said. "She knew they would turn it into a debt and she knew they would send me somewhere and she put the money in trust anyway, because she knew that one day somebody would look at the paper and see it for what it was." I looked at him. "She was three steps ahead of them for twenty two years and she did it from a rented room in Galway with a case of tins."
Maeve was standing by the window.
"There is a thing you should know," she said. "About the roll of healers."
I looked at her.
"Go on."
"The roll is kept in the chamber. It is a book and it is on the table at every trial and every elder can open it." She turned round. "If your name is on that roll, and it is, then you are a healer of the Council. Not a rogue. Not a debtor. A registered healer with a licence and a name and a standing." She looked at me. "And a registered healer cannot be tried for unlawful practice. That is the whole of the charge against you, Fiadh. The whole of it. Without it there is nothing to try."
The mill was very quiet.
"Then the trial is over before it begins," Ronan said.
"No," Maeve said. "The trial is not over. Soren is not a fool and he will have read the charge and he will have seen the receipt and he will have had the whole morning to work out what to do about it." She picked up her coat. "But he will be angry and he will be quick and he will make a mistake. And we will be there to see it."
Down the street the bell stopped.
"Come on," I said. "Let us go and see what the oldest wolf on the Council does when he is angry."
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







