LOGINMaeve took the ledger off the table and walked out of the chamber.
She did not run. She walked, with the ledger under her arm and her copper curls tied back and her bruise fading on her mouth, and she went past the benches and past the clerk and out through the doors at the back.
It took the chamber about three seconds to understand what had happened.
"Stop her," Ilsa said.
Two Council wolves went out after her. I went after them.
I caught her on the stairs.
"Maeve."
She stopped with her hand on the rail and turned round.
"Give me the ledger."
"No."
"That ledger is the only thing in this house that ties Soren and Lorcan to thirty one deaths. If you walk out of here with it, this Council has nothing."
Maeve looked at me.
"This Council has nothing anyway," she said. "You have been in it for a day and you have not worked out what it is. Five elders and a clerk and a guard and a hundred years of paper, and not one of them will do a thing that Soren has not already written down for them. I have been in this house two days and I have watched them. Ilsa has lost her nerve and Rannoch will vote with whoever is loudest and the other three are Soren's." She held up the ledger. "This is the only thing in this building that can take him down and I am not going to leave it on a table where his clerk can put it in the fire."
"Then give it to Ilsa and let her lock it up."
"Ilsa will put it in the archive under the chamber and it will be gone by morning." Maeve came down a step. "I have run a house for nine years, healer. I know how a thing gets lost. You put it somewhere safe and you tell one person where it is and by the end of the week nobody can find it."
I stood on the stairs.
"Where are you taking it?"
"Out of this town and onto a boat and up the coast to a pack that does not owe Soren anything." She looked at me. "I am not doing this for you. I am doing it because I have been Beta of the Blackthorn Pack for nine years and I stood in a Council house two days ago and traded my Alpha for a seat, and I am going to spend the rest of my life making that right."
The two Council wolves came up the stairs behind me.
Maeve looked at them and then at me.
"Tell them to stand down," she said.
I turned round.
"Stand down," I said. "The Beta is acting on the Luna's orders."
The two wolves stopped.
Maeve looked at me for a long moment.
"Luna," she said.
"You stood in a yard this morning and took my hand," I said. "That makes you my Beta. And a Beta who is doing what needs to be done is not a Beta I am going to hand to the guard."
Maeve's jaw worked.
Then she came down the last two steps and put her hand out.
I took it.
"Oisin is in the corridor," I said. "He has a boat at the mill and he knows every harbour on this coast. Take him with you and do not go north on the road."
Maeve went out.
I went back up into the chamber.
Ilsa was standing at the table.
"The Beta has gone," I said. "She has taken the ledger and she has gone to a pack that does not owe Soren anything, and she will send word when it is safe."
"That is theft," Ilsa said.
"That is the only reason this Council is going to survive the week," I said. "And if you want the ledger back you will have to deal with me."
The chamber was quiet.
Lorcan stood up.
"Elder Ilsa," he said. "I have a thing to say and I would like to say it before the guard comes for me." He put his hands on the table. "I have signed thirty one orders and I did not ask what they were for and I have known since the spring that something was wrong and I did not say a word. I am not going to ask for mercy. I am going to ask for paper and a pen and a room with a lock on the inside, and I am going to write down every name I know and every order I signed and every wolf who paid."
Ilsa looked at him.
"You will have the room," she said. "And the pen. And when you have finished writing you will stand in this chamber and read it out loud."
Lorcan sat down.
I went out of the chamber and up the stairs.
Ronan was awake.
He was sitting up in the bed with a blanket round his shoulders and his hair on end and Padraig in the chair beside him.
"Fiadh," he said. "What happened?"
"Soren has run and Lorcan has confessed and Maeve has taken the ledger and gone north." I sat down on the edge of the bed. "And Bran is on the north road with a rifle and a grey coat and he has been buying hunters with Soren's money."
Ronan looked at me.
"Then Soren is not running," he said. "He is going to Bran. He is going to give him the seat and the money and the hunters and he is going to do it in the north where there is nobody to write it down."
I sat on the edge of the bed with the stone in my pocket and the letter from my mother in my coat.
"Then we go north," I said.
Padraig stood up.
"Healer," he said. "Before you go north there is a thing in your coat that you have not read."
I put my hand in my coat and took out the letter.
It was old and soft and sealed with wax and it had my name on it in my mother's handwriting.
I broke the seal.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







