IRIS POV It's been three days in Bloodcanine, and all I could say was that a lot had changed, especially between Alpha Tristan and me.He wasn't the same person, not even giving me a second glance when he passed me, which wasn't very often.These days he was always in his wing, his door shut, and when I went in, I knew it would be dark. His gloom was back, and it scared me. But not enough to keep me away any longer; if he would keep me out, at least saying it to my face was the right thing to do.The light penetrated my window, making me realize I had spent the night thinking.Why couldn't I find a way to get him out of my head, no matter how hard I tried? It would take his words for me to understand his silence on whether he wanted me or not.I climbed out of bed, the pain reminding me of Atlas' abuse. It was a good thing he was keeping her away for the most part, but how long?Pulling the ribbons off my hair, I combed my fingers through it when there was a knock on my door.Without
Tristan.POV I wish I knew how to erase it all—the damn thing—so I didn't have to push her away, and maybe then we could see how it all went. She was angry at me; I'm pretty sure she never wanted to see my face again after pushing her off like she was dirt. But what did I care? I was doing it all for her; at least, that's what I thought each time I heard her questions. Atlas had told her then about the dreaded night that refused to go away and stuck memories in my head. Atlas and hitting low were inseparable. She knew the truth, but not all of it; she'd be good if she kept away from me for as long as possible. Or maybe even forever. Forever! I shivered in the darkness of my room. After a few days without her, I felt weak and weary. "You'll get used to it," I assured. There was no way I was going to tie my well-being to her. The door pushed open, and Aidan came in, his vest undone and the button of his shirt undone at the top; he looked like he had been running a race. The thou
"You have a mate, Stan! Why am I the only one left in the dark with all this?!" She paced in my room, so I sat back on the bed, staring at her, wondering what to say. "And why the fuck are her eyes like that?" "A long story," I shrugged, refusing to tell her more. She seemed out of control, and though I was a little bit mad at her for acting so crazy outside, I was bent on keeping calm about it. Didn't Iris defend herself already? I stopped the smile that was beginning to rise on my face. "She's so rude," Kath drawled, boot thudding as she walked around, "and you and Aidan just let her be rude to me like I am the problem?" "Kath, you were rude to her first; she only told you she wasn't an Omega." "You're siding with her now?" She looked at me in disbelief, and I shook my head. Kathy hadn't changed at all; memories of her running to me, feigning tears—somehow she constantly manipulated me to avenge her, and either I came back with my ass whooped or we somehow found our way out
IrisAlpha Aidan guided me to his wing, hands on the small of my back, taking me away from the stranger who, for some reason, had disliked me.If she were always this rude, she would have a problem being in the pack, especially with me."Come on, Iris, stop being mad over nothing; Katherine doesn't mean any harm." Aidan chuckled, looking forward immediately so he wouldn't meet my glare.Seeing his beautiful face, I scoffed and continued the walk into my room. When we reached there, he settled me on the bed, standing in front of me and tipping my chin upward so he could look into my face.He smiled when he saw my face, saying, "You look like a scarecrow with that look on.""Is she always like that?"He caressed my face, tucking stray hairs behind my ears and saying, "Well, in some way, but don't get worked up; I'll never let her get to you."I brushed his sweetness off so it didn't get awkward; it was incredible playing around, hoping to get him to help me forget Tristan, but the farthe
Iris POVI shouldn't feel this way staring at him with another female, her head on his back; he had warned me not to, didn't he? And I had agreed, didn't I? So how in hell could I explain this feeling trying to numb me?Was I under a spell of some sort? Was I always cursed to be attracted to his darkness, no matter how many times he pushed me away?Anger and sadness still tugging at me, I cleared the emotions from my face, straightening my shoulders, my voice coming out as natural, "And who told you I was thinking anything?"That knocked him off alright, and suddenly he stopped trying to push her off, relaxing under her touch while still glaring at me."I guess we have no problem here, then. Why are you here?"That same damn question, we could be through without him sounding like I was a pain in the ass.I looked pointedly at Katherine and said, "I need to speak to you alone; if you would tell one leech to back off now....""How dare you?" The anger in her voice had my heart dancing a
Iris POV The following day, I was dressed and ready to reach the temple in my white gown and scarf. The material pushed sadness into me as I thought of Zelda.I wanted to think she had gone to a better place, but the thought of the pain she would have gone through before she died brought tears to my eyes.It was too much not to know where I stood in all of this, being Akasha.Because of me, parks and clans would be destroyed; does that make me a villain? But not having a clue about all of this, did it then make me innocent? Besides, if Artemis wanted to punish her daughter, why not punish her alone instead of wiping out innocents with her?I sighed, putting on my sandals, and, staring at my tired face in the mirror, I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hands, then left the room, the veil leaving only my face out.Stepping downstairs, I was hoping to grab a small bite before I went off, but instead of only Alpha Aidan, Katherine was sitting opposite him, warming her hands on the mug o
TRISTAN'S POV I stood watching her back as she disappeared into the packhouse; the last I saw of her was her veil.Why did I keep saying the wrong things? Because I was jealous? Maybe. Jealous she was with Aidan.I dragged my hands down my face; I needed to understand that I pushed her away, and not the other way around, and told her some hurtful things like *stay in your place.* Why was I finding it hard to stay in mine?But away from that, something else was disturbing her—something that wasn't me; she was never comfortable, always distant and snappy.It sent guilt through me. The pack issues alone were disturbing, and I just had to throw more loads on Iris' back like I didn't give a damn."Hey Stan," I heard behind me; I didn't need to turn to know who it was; her aura and that damn pet name l was beginning to hate sold it all out.I said nothing, my hands behind me, knowing I shouldn't get angry with her when I yielded to her last night at once without a fight.She was before me i
IRIS POV The noise of "Life to the Alpha!" woke me up from my slumber, jerking me up from the bed.With this, the pain that shot through my head made it impossible to have a clear view of my surroundings.As the film in my eyes began to clear, I looked at the wall. It was just six and very early, but the noise was so loud."LIFE TO THE ALPHA*" The voices came up again; they were loud cheers and even instrumentals, deafening me, but everyone else seemed to enjoy it.Why all of this?Then it hit me; It was Tristan's ceremony. How did I forget so soon?I stood up from bed, rubbing my eyes with my hands, before walking to the window.The number of crowds standing at the gates alarmed me; they were dressed and happy. Ready to see their favorite Alpha reinstalled.Only if they knew he was also a jerk!I exhaled. Moreover, I didn't give a damn. He was better off not being an Alpha than the arrogant, self-centered person he was now.Everything was perfect in Vampire clan, even though we wer