Mag-log inZeden’s POV.
“Marriage?” I let out a laugh. Not loud. Not forced. It came out as a low growl from deep in my chest as I paced around her. My stick tapped the ground with every step, slow and steady. She flinched at the sound. I could feel it in the air. They say I’m blind. But I see more than they’ll ever know. My ears catch every shift in the room. My nose tells me more than eyes ever could. Her fear? It’s thick. I could smell it before she even opened her mouth. “Who the fuck told your father to speak to me about marriage?” I snapped, stopping in front of her. “You think you’re fit to be my maid, let alone a wife?” I slammed the stick down once and broke it clean in half. Threw it across the room without hesitation. “Fucking disrespectful,” I barked. “How dare he try to trick me with this nonsense?” She didn’t speak. But I could hear her breath—shaky, uneven. Her heartbeat was louder now. Fast. Her body was trembling. I didn’t need to touch her to know she was panicking. “Rukov,” I called out sharply. “Yes, boss.” He moved beside me. “Take off her blindfold. She needs to see who she’s speaking to.” He obeyed without a word. That’s why I keep him close—he listens. I heard the cloth drop. Her breath caught for a second. That silence told me she’d seen what she needed to. “What do you mean you won’t marry me?” she cried. “Then why the hell am I here? My father said—he told me you made a deal—” She stepped toward me, but Rukov grabbed her arm. “Don’t fucking say deal like you understand what it means,” I said calmly, but my jaw clenched. “I’ll pay your father more money than his entire bloodline has seen. But that doesn’t mean you were sold for love, or marriage.” She shook her head, confused. “Then why—” I cut her off. “You’re here to serve. That’s it. You’re not a bride. You’re not a guest. You’re nothing but a body to use.” I stepped forward and grabbed her chin. My fingers pressed into her jaw. Her skin was warm, her breath hitched. I tilted my head, listening—her heart was thudding like a drum. Then she spat. Right into my hand. Thick. Hot. “You bastard!” she screamed. “You think I’ll let you touch me? You’re blind! You’re old! You’re disgusting! You can’t even satisfy a fucking woman!” I heard it all. Her voice cracked, full of rage. Her body trembled with every word. I smiled. My guards laughed too. I wiped the spit with slow fingers and stepped closer. “Sweetheart… I don’t need my eyes to know where to put my cock. And I don’t need to see to know where to bite you.” I slid my hand to her dress, lifted the hem, pressed one finger deep between her thighs. She jolted. “Get off me!” she shouted, pushing me. Not strong enough. Never strong enough. Rukov grabbed her from behind and twisted her arms back. She cried out. “Take her,” I said. “Feed her. Clean her. I don’t want to touch filth. Make sure when I finally do, there’s no stain left on her body or soul.” She screamed. I listened. “I said let me go! Let me fucking go!” she cried, struggling against Rukov’s grip. But I didn’t move. I didn’t speak again. I listened to the sound of her being dragged out of the room—her sobs, her curses, her pain—until all I heard was silence. Just the way I like it. Few minutes later... I suddenly heard Rukov’s boots returning across the marble. “She’s stubborn,” he muttered flatly. I didn’t turn. Just stood there, hand clenched at my side. “Then I’ll break her,” I said. Calm. Cold. “To my taste. She’ll beg to crawl, she’ll forget what pride tastes like. I’ll make her dream of escape—and then I’ll remind her there's no way out.” A long silence followed. Then Rukov cleared his throat. “There’s something else, boss,” he said, tone shifting. I turned my face slightly toward him. “Talk.” “The shipment from the southern port—it didn’t reach the warehouse. Word is… the Grigori Syndicate got there first.” I felt my jaw tighten. “Who the fuck let that happen?” “They were fast. Too fast. Moved like they knew our routes. Intercepted at Junction 43, rerouted to their hold in Varex.” “Varex?” I spat. “That’s my ground.” “Yes, boss. But Dmitri’s calling it his now.” “Dmitri Grigori…” I whispered. My grip curled tighter around my broken stick. “That cockroach doesn’t know how to stay out of a grave, does he?” “He’s getting bold.” “He’s getting suicidal.” I stepped forward slowly. “Listen carefully, Rukov. I want every fucking man watching the Varex line. No uniforms. No noise. When Dmitri steps outside his compound, I want a bullet between his eyes.” Rukov nodded. “No warnings. No deals. I want him gutted like a fucking animal. And burn one of their trucks while you’re at it. Send the ashes to his woman’s front step.” “Understood.” “If he thinks I’m blind, then let him walk into the dark. I’ll bury him in it.” Rukov smirked. “You want his ears or his tongue this time?” “Both,” I said, smiling. “Wrapped in his flag. I’ll teach the rest of those bastards what happens when they steal from a blind man.” "Boss... here is another cane for your walk." He said handing me another stick. I smiled. They don't know. But yet I took it from him, without a word. Rukov turned and walked off again, ready. And I stood still—listening, breathing, planning. This wasn’t just business anymore. It was personal now. Let Dmitri come. I’d be waiting. And the girl? She’s my fucking focus now. I walked out toward the hallway—slow, deliberate, my cane tapping once in a while against the tiled floor like a metronome of control. I didn’t need light. I didn’t need eyes. I needed her silence. That’s what always gave them away. I opened my door. The air inside changed. It wasn’t just the usual scent of leather, whiskey, and smoke. It was her. She’d been cleaned. Bathed. Probably scrubbed down until her skin stung under the maids’ hands. But even more than that, she was quiet. Too quiet. As if that would help her. As if she really believed silence could make her invisible to me. I walked further in, shutting the door behind me with a soft click. She didn’t flinch. But I could smell her fear. It clung to the air. Her sweat. Her breath. The shampoo they used on her hair. I knew where she was even without her moving an inch. I sat down on the bed, legs apart, body facing the doorway. My hands undid the buttons of my shirt, one by one, slow and steady. I let the fabric fall behind me, baring my chest to the cold room. I didn’t speak at first. Let the silence do what I always knew it would: make her squirm. Then I tilted my head. “Will you keep standing there,” I said low, “with your fucking hand over your mouth… thinking I can’t hear the way your breath shakes?” I leaned forward a little, voice rougher now. “Do you think I can’t feel the tiny shift in the air when your feet shift on the floor? Do you think your silence protects you?” I smiled. “Come here,” I growled, deeper. “Crawl to me. Prove whatever shit your father said is true. Prove your cunt’s as untouched as he claimed—because my cock’s going to taste it either way.” She was silent. Five seconds. Ten. Then finally… she spoke. “Make me…” Her voice cracked. “You blind old bastard.” She tried to sound strong. But I heard the tremble, the way her tone pitched and dipped. Fear coated every word she spit. I stood up. My cane hit the ground, dropped from my hand. I moved in the dark without hesitation, slow at first, letting her hear every step I took. No yelling. No rage. Just pressure. I knew she was trying to stay still. I could feel the panic bouncing in her chest like a trapped animal. When I was close enough, I whispered, low and cold: “You just signed up for pain, sweetheart.” I reached forward, grabbing her arm hard, yanking her to her knees. “You want to be made to obey?” I hissed near her ear. “Then I’ll fucking teach you how a slave breathes under me.”Amber.“Oh fuck, blondie, you’re so perfect at this—you’re such a little slut. My slut. Mine. All mine.” He groaned as both his hands trailed roughly through my hair, turning the neat bun I’d tied earlier into a tangled mess. His mess entirely.“I fucking know you’d enjoy this… you’re so good. Keep going, fuck… you love my cock, don’t you?” He continued, thrusting his hips forward this time to bury every inch deep into my throat, his fingers clamping tighter against my scalp.I gagged, my eyes widening shamelessly as if I might lose my breath entirely, but then he tilted my head backward, freeing his length from my mouth with a wet pop.He gazed down, taking in how my breaths came in heavy, ragged bursts. His release had smeared across my cheeks, my chin, even dripping down to my chest, where the heat of it soaked through the fabric, leaving dark, sticky patches against my skin.Then he lowered his head to meet my level, nibbling gently on my ear before his tongue traced a long, d
Amber.The demand hit me like a bolt, sending shivers through my core as I stayed on my knees before him. It wasn’t new—Zeden had pushed me into acts I’d never dreamed of, wild things that twisted my thoughts. But he always made it happen, bending me to his will.He never repeated commands. I knew that.“What are you waiting for?” he growled, his head tilting down like he could pin me with a stare. He swore he saw things, even in his darkness—shadows, shapes, whatever guided him.My right palm still wrapped his length, firm and pulsing, while my left dug into his thigh for balance.“Gonna keep teasing with those fingers, or get to it?” he pressed, impatience thick in his tone.“What…” I mumbled, acting like I hadn’t caught his order to take him between my lips.“I said, no just hands. Mouth. And don’t make me say it again,” he warned.My lips opened without thought, like his words pulled strings in me. Of course they did. He owned every part—bought and paid for. I was his toy, his
Amber.Every inch of me sparked alive at the shift—his breath feathering over my skin, warm and teasing, stirring hairs I didn’t even know could feel so sensitive. His lips hovered there, not quite touching, but close enough to send electric pulses racing down my spine, pooling low in my belly. The pillar dug cold into my front, a stark contrast to the heat of him pressing behind, his frame solid, unyielding, trapping me in this haze of dread and unwanted fire.My pulse thundered wild, betraying me, echoing in my ears like a drumbeat I couldn’t silence. His fingers on my wrist loosened just a fraction, but only to slide up my arm, tracing a slow path that left gooseflesh in its wake. I hated how my body leaned into it, how my hips shifted back instinctively, brushing against the hard line of him. “Why won’t you tell me?” I whispered, my defiance cracking under the weight of his nearness. His mouth grazed the curve of my throat now, a ghost of contact that made my knees weaken, f
Amber.“Zeden…?” I whispered.I couldn’t see his face clearly, the hallway lights too dim, the angle wrong—but his scent gave him away instantly. Cold, familiar, unmistakable. Panic surged through me and I tried to wrench myself free, twisting my wrist in his grip.It was useless.“What are you doing?” I hissed in a low voice. “Let me go. Now. This minute.”I didn’t dare raise my voice. I knew better. Even if someone woke, even if someone heard—once they realized it was Zeden, they would turn their faces away and pretend blindness. He was the Don. His actions didn’t require witnesses. Or permission.“Quiet,” he muttered suddenly.In one swift motion, he twisted me around, pressing me back against one of the stone pillars. My spine hit his chest, hard, his body caging me in. His hand still held my wrist, but now his other arm snaked around me, locking me in place as if I were something he owned, something that could be restrained at will.That was when I smelled it.Blood.Faint, met
Amber. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have a life at all. Because I never truly had one to begin with. Not with my father. Not with my sister. My father treated me in ways a father should never treat his daughter—ways I still couldn’t name without my chest locking tight. And Skyla, my younger sister, never saw me as the eldest. To her, I was just a space that needed erasing. A mistake that should be replaced with something better. Something cleaner. And now here I was—Zeden’s prisoner. Or maid. Or whatever name fit his mood. But never a slut. Never that. Even if the word brushed my lips in anger or despair, I refused to wear it. Before all of this, I had a life. A real one. Dreams. A future. And my father had cut it off with his own hands and sold what remained. My mother’s face flashed through my mind—pale, still, unmoving. God… how had I lived here for weeks without breaking apart over her? She was still in a coma. The last time my father was supposed to go to
Zeden. I should have looked away. I should never care about her the moment Misha pointed at her like she was something worth sweeping out with the trash. That was the simplest choice. The expected choice. The choice a man like me—blind, merciless, unbothered—was supposed to make. Yet here I was, sitting on the edge of my bed with a jar of ointment in my hand, my fingers brushing over the warm pulse of her wounded knees as she trembled. And I hated—hated—that I could feel every shiver. Hated that the smallest sound she made crawled under my skin like a spider of irritation and something far worse. She winced when my thumb pressed too close to the cut. Good. She should wince. She had disobeyed. She had embarrassed me in front of my sister. She had made me speak twice, which was a sin punishable on its own. And still… I was kneeling here like some idiot. “This wouldn’t have happened if you simply obeyed,” I said, my voice cold as the marble floors in this cursed







