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“Get down,” Zeden snarled, his legs shoving me hard. My knees hit the floor, pain shooting through them. He grabbed my hair, yanking my head back until my neck strained. His face hovered close, his breath hot and sour, eyes glinting with something cruel as he tilted his head, listening for my reaction. “Take it. Suck it,” he ordered, voice low and vicious. “I’d rather die than let you touch me,” I spat, my voice cracking with rage. “I’d rather be buried alive than do what you want.” My spit landed on his cheek, and I glared, chest heaving. He wiped it off with a slow swipe, letting out a dry, humorless chuckle. His lips curled into a smirk, but his eyes stayed cold. “You think you’re tough? I’ll kill you if you push me, girl. Your father shows up begging for you, I’ll take his head too.” He jabbed a finger at me, his voice dripping with menace. “Do whatever you want,” I hissed, my teeth grinding so hard my jaw ached. Tears burned my swollen face, but I kept my eyes locked on his, refusing to look away. Fear clawed at my gut, sharp and relentless. His hand tightened in my hair, a silent warning. “Then I’ll do whatever I want,” Zeden said, his voice cold and final. His hand unbuckled his belt, the metal clinking as he kept my head tilted back, fingers digging into my scalp. His pants dropped, and his cock sprang free, brushing against my face as he pulled me closer. “No, I don’t want this!” My voice cracked, raw with panic. “You’ll take my cock like the little virgin you are,” he growled, his words dripping with venom. “Soon, you’ll be my slut and nothing more.” “Never! Don’t you ever call me a slut again!” I shouted, jerking my face away from his shaft. My hand tightened around the sharp object I’d grabbed from the corner earlier. With all my strength, I drove it into his toe. “Fuck!” he roared, pain twisting his voice. He shoved my head away, his grip loosening as he stumbled back. “This is what you get for trying to control me!” I yelled, scrambling backward to the corner near the bathroom, my heart pounding in my ears. The door burst open, and Rukov, the guard who’d brought me here, rushed in. “Boss, what’s the matter?” he asked, his voice tense. “Lock her up!” Zeden snarled, his dead eyes flicking toward Rukov’s voice, his face contorted with rage. “No, please, let me go! I want to go home!” I screamed, my voice breaking as I pressed myself against the wall, terror clawing at my chest. “Let me go! He tried to force himself on me!” I screamed, thrashing as Rukov’s hands locked around my arms like steel clamps. “Y-You’re all monsters!” I choked out, my voice cracking as he dragged me down the hallway. “If he’s not going to marry me, then why keep me here like some prisoner? You blind bastard!” Rukov didn’t say a word. Not even a blink of emotion on his face. My bare feet stumbled across the cold floor as I struggled to keep up with his harsh grip. I turned to look ahead—and that’s when I saw it. The door. It wasn’t wood. Iron. Heavy. Dead silent. “No… No, no. What is this?” I stammered, trying to dig my feet into the floor. Rukov ignored me as he pulled out a set of thick keys and started unlocking the bolts one by one. The sound made my stomach twist. “Are you—are you going to leave me in there?” I cried, voice shaking. “Please, it’s too dark… Don’t leave me alone in there!” Still nothing. He didn’t even look at me. “Rukov! Please!” I begged, tugging at his arm now. “You can’t do this to me—please, I don’t want to be alone, please don’t—” He shoved me hard. I hit the floor of the room with a dull thud, the coldness biting into my skin instantly. My palms scraped against the hard ground as I twisted to look back at him. But he was already locking the door. “Rukov—please—I’m sorry—please let me out—I’ll do anything—just don’t leave me in here!” I cried, my voice breaking as I pushed against the door. The last lock clicked. Silence. I dropped my forehead against the door, tears already streaking down my cheeks. “…Please…” But he was gone. And I was alone. Again. My whole life had turned into something I couldn’t even recognize anymore. My own blood—my father —had tossed me away like I meant nothing. He didn’t just reject me. He sold me. Traded me for power, for his selfish pride. And in this cold, silent room, all I could think about was my mother—still lying unconscious in that hospital bed, unaware her daughter was living a nightmare. I sat in the corner, hugging my knees, shivering. My dress was damp with sweat and tears. My back ached from the hard floor. My throat burned from crying out. Then I heard it. Footsteps. Soft. Measured. Someone trying not to be heard. My heart kicked up, unsure if I should feel scared or hopeful. For a second, I thought—maybe Rukov came back. Maybe Zeden changed his mind. Maybe he wasn't going to keep me here after all. I dragged myself to the door, legs unsteady. My palms pressed against the iron, my cheek resting against the cold surface as I tried to make out anything beyond it. “Rukov?” I whispered, barely able to speak louder than a breath. “Is that you?” No reply. I tilted my head toward the small opening in the door, straining to hear. The footsteps were still there… slow, careful… getting closer. “Please…” I said again, softer now. “I won’t scream anymore. I just want to talk…” But the silence that followed didn’t ease anything inside me. It made my skin tighten, my stomach twist. Whoever it was—they weren’t speaking. They were just there. Waiting. Listening. Watching. I swallowed hard and stepped back from the door, my fingers trembling as I slowly lowered myself to the floor again, chest rising and falling in panic. Who was it? Why weren’t they saying anything? “Mama?..” A small voice cut through the silence. A girl’s voice—young and soft, like it wasn’t meant to be heard. I scrambled back to the door, my heartbeat climbing again. I pressed my face close to the narrow opening. “Who’s there?” I whispered. “Show yourself…” “Mother, is that you?” the voice came again, a little closer this time. I stepped back just slightly when she came into view. She couldn’t have been older than ten. Blonde hair falling around her shoulders, skin pale, eyes wide but unreadable. She didn’t smile. She didn’t blink much either. She just stood there… looking straight at me through the small gap in the door. She came even closer now. Quiet steps. Careful, but steady. “Are you my mother?” she asked, voice low. I didn’t answer right away. My lips parted, but no words came. My hands clutched the bars of the door tighter. “What?” I finally managed to say. “What do you mean? Who are you?” My chest felt heavy, my mind racing. Everything inside me started pulling in different directions—shock, fear, confusion. I couldn’t make sense of it. I didn’t understand why this girl was here or why she thought I was her mother. But she didn’t move. She just stood there… waiting for me to answer.Amber. My eyes fluttered open slowly, but the harsh glare of sunlight mixed with bright white hospital lights made it impossible to keep them fully open at first. For several long seconds, everything felt disorienting. I wasn’t sure where I was. At first I thought I must be dead. I was supposed to be. Was this what heaven looked like? I had never really believed in life after death, but the sterile smell that hit my nose and the quiet voices around me quickly pulled me back to reality. There was a heavy pressure on my wrist, a dull, throbbing reminder. Was this the pain from where Zeden had slit my wrist? But if I was truly gone, would I still feel something like this? My hazy thoughts shattered when a calm female voice broke through. “You’re awake.” I tried to move my hands, my legs, even to speak, but nothing responded the way my brain commanded. Where was I? Zeden? The questions burned in my mind, but my throat felt like it was on fire every
Amber.His hand tightened around my neck, my own hands flying up to claw at his iron grip. It was useless—he was far stronger. My eyes widened in panic as he squeezed harder, cutting off my air. My legs kicked wildly against the floor, desperate for any escape.“Let me go… you’re going to kill me,” I choked out, the words barely scraping past my crushed throat.“Well, it would be faster if I did,” he said, his dead eyes darkening further. He tilted his head slightly, as if straining to catch every broken sound I made. “But you know I hate anything quick.”“Ple…ase…” I begged, my voice a ragged whisper.“Weren’t you going to leave me? What better way to make it quick, huh? Let’s just go together. After your death, I’d make sure to join you soon—I swear I won’t waste any time. What’s life without you anyway?” A cruel, evil smile twisted his lips.Both my hands still clutched at his wrist, trying to pry his fingers loose. For a fleeting second, every memory of the people Zeden had k
Amber.My chest heaved as I struggled to catch my breath. I knew Zeden would never let me go so easily.“Zeden…” I called out, my voice small and shaky.He raised a brow as I took three hesitant steps toward him. He remained completely still, calm in a way that terrified me more than any shout could. Despite my hammering heart and trembling legs, I held Yulia tight against me.“What’s happening, Zeden? They won’t let me leave.” I gestured toward the guards with my free hand. “And the door—the door is locked. It wouldn’t open when I tried.”He answered with a single nod, but not to me. It was directed at the nearest guard. Confusion washed over me as the man approached, his steps heavy with reluctance, as if disobeying might cost him his life.He reached out to take Yulia from my arms.“What are you doing? Get your hands off me! Let go of my child!” I shouted, panic rising fast. “Zeden, tell him to stop! Please, he’s trying to take Yulia away from me!”The guard was too strong. “
Amber.My hands moved quickly through the closet, grabbing clothes and shoving them into the bag. Tears kept falling no matter how hard I tried to stop them. The moment I left Zeden in that shattered room, I had laid Yulia gently on the bed and rushed straight here.Everything I was doing was for the best. Everything. I repeated it like a prayer as I folded shirts and pants into the suitcase. This was for Yulia. She needed to be safe. She didn’t deserve to grow up hated or caught in the middle of Zeden’s dangerous world. I had lived it. It only brought pain, fear, and endless sadness. Zeden should be glad. I was doing us both a favor by walking away before it destroyed what little was left of us.My heart ached with every item I packed. My hands trembled so badly I could barely zip the bag. Tears soaked the front of my blouse, leaving dark wet patches across my chest. Still, I kept going, moving to Yulia’s things next—tiny onesies, soft blankets, her favorite rattle. Each piece fe
Zeden. I bent down and picked up a sharp shard of glass, then closed my fist around it. The edges sliced deep into my palm, warm blood seeping between my fingers. “This pain you’ve caused me is so much worse than anything I’ve ever felt,” I said through clenched teeth. Amber cut in before I could continue. “Zeden, I can’t keep living like this. Every single day has been torture since the beginning. Constant suffering, constant pain. It’s tearing me apart inside and messing with my head until I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’m scared all the time. I jump at every sound, every shadow. I can’t breathe freely.” Her eyes darted down to Yulia, and fresh tears fell onto the baby’s blanket. “Look at us. We can’t live freely because of your enemies—people who are always ready to kill or punish us just because I married a blind, ruthless man who turned half the world against him. Look at Zameera. She can’t even go outside these walls. You won’t let her. She can’t have real friends
Zeden.“Don’t you dare look away!” I shouted. I wasn’t going to stay calm about this. My hands clenched into tight fists at my sides, nails digging so hard into my palms I thought the skin might split. I could sense how tightly Amber held Yulia to her chest, as if the baby were her only lifeline in the storm I had become.If this was the height of her foolishness, I refused to accept it. Not after everything we had survived. Not when she stood here ready to tear our family apart because fear had finally gotten the better of her.I heard her small, broken sobs, and they only fed the rage burning through me.“You’re so fucking unbelievable!” I stepped back, my hands slicing through the air in sharp, furious gestures. “You want to leave? Then what about Zameera? You’re just going to abandon her? After she has grown so attached to you? After you made her see you as her only friend, her mother, everything I could never give her on my own?” Before she could answer, I grabbed the neare
Amber.It was harder getting used to this version of Zeden than I ever expected.I’d spent so long convincing myself he was a psychopath.A monster who fed on pain the way normal men fed on air.He broke women down methodically, taught them submission through bruises and commands, manipulated the
Amber.His free hand cracked down on my ass, sharp, stinging.I screamed, my pussy clamping down so hard he groaned.“Again,” I begged. “Please, mark me.”He spanked me harder, left cheek, right cheek, over and over until my skin burned bright red.Each slap drove me higher, made me wetter, made
Amber.A few minutes passed while Zeden stood by the door.His arms are crossed, eyes locked on me with that quiet, burning patience that always made my skin prickle.He didn’t rush me.He just waited, watching every movement as I pulled on the new clothes we’d barely had time to pay for.A black sh
Amber.I perched beside Zeden on the long leather couch, fingers wrapped around a glass of something dark and bitter that scorched all the way down.The room felt different here, cleaner and sharper, like the air itself carried money and old power.Crystal trays glided past on silent servers’ ha







