LOGINAmber.
“Get down,” Zeden snarled, his legs shoving me hard. My knees hit the floor, pain shooting through them. He grabbed my hair, yanking my head back until my neck strained. His face hovered close, his breath hot and sour, eyes glinting with something cruel as he tilted his head, listening for my reaction. “Take it. Suck it,” he ordered, voice low and vicious. “I’d rather die than let you touch me,” I spat, my voice cracking with rage. “I’d rather be buried alive than do what you want.” My spit landed on his cheek, and I glared, chest heaving. He wiped it off with a slow swipe, letting out a dry, humorless chuckle. His lips curled into a smirk, but his eyes stayed cold. “You think you’re tough? I’ll kill you if you push me, girl. Your father shows up begging for you, I’ll take his head too.” He jabbed a finger at me, his voice dripping with menace. “Do whatever you want,” I hissed, my teeth grinding so hard my jaw ached. Tears burned my swollen face, but I kept my eyes locked on his, refusing to look away. Fear clawed at my gut, sharp and relentless. His hand tightened in my hair, a silent warning. “Then I’ll do whatever I want,” Zeden said, his voice cold and final. His hand unbuckled his belt, the metal clinking as he kept my head tilted back, fingers digging into my scalp. His pants dropped, and his cock sprang free, brushing against my face as he pulled me closer. “No, I don’t want this!” My voice cracked, raw with panic. “You’ll take my cock like the little virgin you are,” he growled, his words dripping with venom. “Soon, you’ll be my slut and nothing more.” “Never! Don’t you ever call me a slut again!” I shouted, jerking my face away from his shaft. My hand tightened around the sharp object I’d grabbed from the corner earlier. With all my strength, I drove it into his toe. “Fuck!” he roared, pain twisting his voice. He shoved my head away, his grip loosening as he stumbled back. “This is what you get for trying to control me!” I yelled, scrambling backward to the corner near the bathroom, my heart pounding in my ears. The door burst open, and Rukov, the guard who’d brought me here, rushed in. “Boss, what’s the matter?” he asked, his voice tense. “Lock her up!” Zeden snarled, his dead eyes flicking toward Rukov’s voice, his face contorted with rage. “No, please, let me go! I want to go home!” I screamed, my voice breaking as I pressed myself against the wall, terror clawing at my chest. “Let me go! He tried to force himself on me!” I screamed, thrashing as Rukov’s hands locked around my arms like steel clamps. “Y-You’re all monsters!” I choked out, my voice cracking as he dragged me down the hallway. “If he’s not going to marry me, then why keep me here like some prisoner? You blind bastard!” Rukov didn’t say a word. Not even a blink of emotion on his face. My bare feet stumbled across the cold floor as I struggled to keep up with his harsh grip. I turned to look ahead—and that’s when I saw it. The door. It wasn’t wood. Iron. Heavy. Dead silent. “No… No, no. What is this?” I stammered, trying to dig my feet into the floor. Rukov ignored me as he pulled out a set of thick keys and started unlocking the bolts one by one. The sound made my stomach twist. “Are you—are you going to leave me in there?” I cried, voice shaking. “Please, it’s too dark… Don’t leave me alone in there!” Still nothing. He didn’t even look at me. “Rukov! Please!” I begged, tugging at his arm now. “You can’t do this to me—please, I don’t want to be alone, please don’t—” He shoved me hard. I hit the floor of the room with a dull thud, the coldness biting into my skin instantly. My palms scraped against the hard ground as I twisted to look back at him. But he was already locking the door. “Rukov—please—I’m sorry—please let me out—I’ll do anything—just don’t leave me in here!” I cried, my voice breaking as I pushed against the door. The last lock clicked. Silence. I dropped my forehead against the door, tears already streaking down my cheeks. “…Please…” But he was gone. And I was alone. Again. My whole life had turned into something I couldn’t even recognize anymore. My own blood—my father —had tossed me away like I meant nothing. He didn’t just reject me. He sold me. Traded me for power, for his selfish pride. And in this cold, silent room, all I could think about was my mother—still lying unconscious in that hospital bed, unaware her daughter was living a nightmare. I sat in the corner, hugging my knees, shivering. My dress was damp with sweat and tears. My back ached from the hard floor. My throat burned from crying out. Then I heard it. Footsteps. Soft. Measured. Someone trying not to be heard. My heart kicked up, unsure if I should feel scared or hopeful. For a second, I thought—maybe Rukov came back. Maybe Zeden changed his mind. Maybe he wasn't going to keep me here after all. I dragged myself to the door, legs unsteady. My palms pressed against the iron, my cheek resting against the cold surface as I tried to make out anything beyond it. “Rukov?” I whispered, barely able to speak louder than a breath. “Is that you?” No reply. I tilted my head toward the small opening in the door, straining to hear. The footsteps were still there… slow, careful… getting closer. “Please…” I said again, softer now. “I won’t scream anymore. I just want to talk…” But the silence that followed didn’t ease anything inside me. It made my skin tighten, my stomach twist. Whoever it was—they weren’t speaking. They were just there. Waiting. Listening. Watching. I swallowed hard and stepped back from the door, my fingers trembling as I slowly lowered myself to the floor again, chest rising and falling in panic. Who was it? Why weren’t they saying anything? “Mama?..” A small voice cut through the silence. A girl’s voice—young and soft, like it wasn’t meant to be heard. I scrambled back to the door, my heartbeat climbing again. I pressed my face close to the narrow opening. “Who’s there?” I whispered. “Show yourself…” “Mother, is that you?” the voice came again, a little closer this time. I stepped back just slightly when she came into view. She couldn’t have been older than ten. Blonde hair falling around her shoulders, skin pale, eyes wide but unreadable. She didn’t smile. She didn’t blink much either. She just stood there… looking straight at me through the small gap in the door. She came even closer now. Quiet steps. Careful, but steady. “Are you my mother?” she asked, voice low. I didn’t answer right away. My lips parted, but no words came. My hands clutched the bars of the door tighter. “What?” I finally managed to say. “What do you mean? Who are you?” My chest felt heavy, my mind racing. Everything inside me started pulling in different directions—shock, fear, confusion. I couldn’t make sense of it. I didn’t understand why this girl was here or why she thought I was her mother. But she didn’t move. She just stood there… waiting for me to answer.Sleeping was impossible. I didn’t know what I should feel—if I was supposed to pity my father for being tortured by Zeden, or be glad that he finally got everything he deserved. After all the beatings. After all the pain. After dragging me into this twisted life… then selling me off like I was nothing. And still, here I am. Still suffering. Still being used. I rolled restlessly, tossing around the bed like I could shake off the weight on my chest. But it only grew heavier. Zeden used his own child—used her to crawl under my skin, to open my heart, just to fuck me. Zameera told me. She told me he was her father. And I didn’t listen. I was so distracted, so desperate to protect someone, to feel something… I ignored every red flag. I should’ve known. Fuck. I pressed my palm hard over my chest, trying to silence the ache, the regret, the disgust—at him… at my father… and at myself. Every organ in my body screamed to go to him and stab him straight in the chest. He sh
I couldn’t tell what Zeden was trying to do, but whatever it was, it wasn’t what I had imagined. “What are you doing, huh?” I asked, voice shaky. His arms were still locked around me, my bare chest crushed against his. “I’m getting my refund back,” he said coldly. “Did you really think I’d let it slide after seeing those scars on your skin? He should be grateful he didn’t lie about your virginity… because if he had, I wouldn’t be wasting time explaining anything to either of you.” I clenched my teeth. “What are you saying? You’d have me killed too?” He didn’t blink. “Obviously. And definitely.” “You’re a psychopath!” I snapped, my voice loud in his ear. “You call me that because I allow it,” he growled. “If I didn’t want you—if I hadn’t picked you as mine—you’d already be six feet down, Amber. I swear it.” He leaned in tighter, his breath warm and heavy. “But I’ll only hurt those who’ve hurt you,” he said, his voice like a knife. “Because you’re mine. I don’t care
~~Amber~~ One thing I knew for sure—my father wouldn’t show up here without a reason. Not without something he wanted. Money, probably. Zeden must have paid him off already. So why was he back? Another deal? Another price on my head? I guess that’s what I was now. A transaction. A receipt with no refund. I stepped forward, ignoring my father completely. “I came to ask what the guest needs,” I said, keeping my voice flat as I walked past Father—Like he was nothing to me. “Amber…” My father stood like he was about to embrace me, like he deserved to. “No, no, no…” Zeden cut in, heading toward his chair. He dropped into it like a king reclaiming his throne. “Antonio, sit down. I didn’t call you here for a father-daughter reunion. You sold her. She’s mine. No ties. No relationship. So sit your ass down.” The weight of his words hit hard—especially the way my father obeyed without hesitation, sinking back into the couch like a spineless coward. I didn’t stop. I kept
As soon as he uncuffed my wrists, the ache in my arms released in a heavy wave, but I barely had time to breathe. He moved lower, untying my legs from the elastic rope—slow, focused, methodical. I thought that was it. That maybe he was done. That he'd step back, tell me to get dressed, tell me to leave. But he didn’t. Instead, he grabbed my waist and flipped me over—fast—forcing my chest flat onto the mattress. My nightwear was still bunched around my hips, exposing everything. His hand fisted the fabric tightly, like he was trying to choke my body with it. He shoved my legs apart again—wide, too wide—and grabbed a full handful of my ass, squeezing hard enough to make me cry out. “I don’t think you know,” he growled above me, voice scraping against my spine, “how many fucking nights I dreamed about bending you like this. About splitting you open.” All I could do was whimper. Every time he touched me, I reacted—helpless. Every rough slap of his palm against my thigh o
~~Amber~~ As a young woman on the brink of losing my virginity, I should be expecting a penis, but instead, I'm horrified to think my first penetration is going to be from a gun. Tears welled in my eyes. I couldn’t stop them. I kept pulling at the cuffs on my wrists, kept kicking and struggling against the elastic ropes holding my legs apart. But with every desperate tug, my legs spread wider… and wider. The stretch burned. It hurt so much. "You’re seriously going to use that on me?" I asked, trying to stay calm, but my voice trembled. "Will it hurt?" He didn’t answer. "Huh?! Answer me, you fucking monster!" I shouted, my voice cracking. My knees were wide open now. I couldn’t close them even if I tried. I was completely exposed. He just smiled. "What’s sex without pain, huh?" he murmured, his voice soft, chilling. "Every pain you feel… that’s the most pleasurable part of it, my little blondie." He lowered himself onto the bed, his weight sinking the mattress, as he
~~Amber~~ It took everything in me—every breath, every ounce of strength—to make a promise that would haunt me for a long time. Whatever I said back there… I don’t even know if it was the right thing. I had to count numbers backwards just to calm myself enough to speak. But I did it for Zameera. One day, she’d grow up. Maybe she’d understand. Maybe she’d appreciate what I did for her. And yet, I’d be the one suffering for it. Alone. Used. Broken. All I ever wanted was marriage before giving myself to a man. That was the only condition I set for my body, my soul. But somehow, I’ve ended up here—about to become a plaything for a monster. A blind one. Zeden Vercetti. I stood in front of the mirror, staring at the nightwear he’d ordered one of the maids to bring me. A short, silky white slip. Thin straps. No bra allowed—his rule. I ran a hand over the smooth fabric. It felt too light on my skin. Too exposing. Too dangerous. But I wore it anyway. For the child w







