LOGINAmber.
“Get down,” Zeden snarled, his legs shoving me hard. My knees hit the floor, pain shooting through them. He grabbed my hair, yanking my head back until my neck strained. His face hovered close, his breath hot and sour, eyes glinting with something cruel as he tilted his head, listening for my reaction. “Take it. Suck it,” he ordered, voice low and vicious. “I’d rather die than let you touch me,” I spat, my voice cracking with rage. “I’d rather be buried alive than do what you want.” My spit landed on his cheek, and I glared, chest heaving. He wiped it off with a slow swipe, letting out a dry, humorless chuckle. His lips curled into a smirk, but his eyes stayed cold. “You think you’re tough? I’ll kill you if you push me, girl. Your father shows up begging for you, I’ll take his head too.” He jabbed a finger at me, his voice dripping with menace. “Do whatever you want,” I hissed, my teeth grinding so hard my jaw ached. Tears burned my swollen face, but I kept my eyes locked on his, refusing to look away. Fear clawed at my gut, sharp and relentless. His hand tightened in my hair, a silent warning. “Then I’ll do whatever I want,” Zeden said, his voice cold and final. His hand unbuckled his belt, the metal clinking as he kept my head tilted back, fingers digging into my scalp. His pants dropped, and his cock sprang free, brushing against my face as he pulled me closer. “No, I don’t want this!” My voice cracked, raw with panic. “You’ll take my cock like the little virgin you are,” he growled, his words dripping with venom. “Soon, you’ll be my slut and nothing more.” “Never! Don’t you ever call me a slut again!” I shouted, jerking my face away from his shaft. My hand tightened around the sharp object I’d grabbed from the corner earlier. With all my strength, I drove it into his toe. “Fuck!” he roared, pain twisting his voice. He shoved my head away, his grip loosening as he stumbled back. “This is what you get for trying to control me!” I yelled, scrambling backward to the corner near the bathroom, my heart pounding in my ears. The door burst open, and Rukov, the guard who’d brought me here, rushed in. “Boss, what’s the matter?” he asked, his voice tense. “Lock her up!” Zeden snarled, his dead eyes flicking toward Rukov’s voice, his face contorted with rage. “No, please, let me go! I want to go home!” I screamed, my voice breaking as I pressed myself against the wall, terror clawing at my chest. “Let me go! He tried to force himself on me!” I screamed, thrashing as Rukov’s hands locked around my arms like steel clamps. “Y-You’re all monsters!” I choked out, my voice cracking as he dragged me down the hallway. “If he’s not going to marry me, then why keep me here like some prisoner? You blind bastard!” Rukov didn’t say a word. Not even a blink of emotion on his face. My bare feet stumbled across the cold floor as I struggled to keep up with his harsh grip. I turned to look ahead—and that’s when I saw it. The door. It wasn’t wood. Iron. Heavy. Dead silent. “No… No, no. What is this?” I stammered, trying to dig my feet into the floor. Rukov ignored me as he pulled out a set of thick keys and started unlocking the bolts one by one. The sound made my stomach twist. “Are you—are you going to leave me in there?” I cried, voice shaking. “Please, it’s too dark… Don’t leave me alone in there!” Still nothing. He didn’t even look at me. “Rukov! Please!” I begged, tugging at his arm now. “You can’t do this to me—please, I don’t want to be alone, please don’t—” He shoved me hard. I hit the floor of the room with a dull thud, the coldness biting into my skin instantly. My palms scraped against the hard ground as I twisted to look back at him. But he was already locking the door. “Rukov—please—I’m sorry—please let me out—I’ll do anything—just don’t leave me in here!” I cried, my voice breaking as I pushed against the door. The last lock clicked. Silence. I dropped my forehead against the door, tears already streaking down my cheeks. “…Please…” But he was gone. And I was alone. Again. My whole life had turned into something I couldn’t even recognize anymore. My own blood—my father —had tossed me away like I meant nothing. He didn’t just reject me. He sold me. Traded me for power, for his selfish pride. And in this cold, silent room, all I could think about was my mother—still lying unconscious in that hospital bed, unaware her daughter was living a nightmare. I sat in the corner, hugging my knees, shivering. My dress was damp with sweat and tears. My back ached from the hard floor. My throat burned from crying out. Then I heard it. Footsteps. Soft. Measured. Someone trying not to be heard. My heart kicked up, unsure if I should feel scared or hopeful. For a second, I thought—maybe Rukov came back. Maybe Zeden changed his mind. Maybe he wasn't going to keep me here after all. I dragged myself to the door, legs unsteady. My palms pressed against the iron, my cheek resting against the cold surface as I tried to make out anything beyond it. “Rukov?” I whispered, barely able to speak louder than a breath. “Is that you?” No reply. I tilted my head toward the small opening in the door, straining to hear. The footsteps were still there… slow, careful… getting closer. “Please…” I said again, softer now. “I won’t scream anymore. I just want to talk…” But the silence that followed didn’t ease anything inside me. It made my skin tighten, my stomach twist. Whoever it was—they weren’t speaking. They were just there. Waiting. Listening. Watching. I swallowed hard and stepped back from the door, my fingers trembling as I slowly lowered myself to the floor again, chest rising and falling in panic. Who was it? Why weren’t they saying anything? “Mama?..” A small voice cut through the silence. A girl’s voice—young and soft, like it wasn’t meant to be heard. I scrambled back to the door, my heartbeat climbing again. I pressed my face close to the narrow opening. “Who’s there?” I whispered. “Show yourself…” “Mother, is that you?” the voice came again, a little closer this time. I stepped back just slightly when she came into view. She couldn’t have been older than ten. Blonde hair falling around her shoulders, skin pale, eyes wide but unreadable. She didn’t smile. She didn’t blink much either. She just stood there… looking straight at me through the small gap in the door. She came even closer now. Quiet steps. Careful, but steady. “Are you my mother?” she asked, voice low. I didn’t answer right away. My lips parted, but no words came. My hands clutched the bars of the door tighter. “What?” I finally managed to say. “What do you mean? Who are you?” My chest felt heavy, my mind racing. Everything inside me started pulling in different directions—shock, fear, confusion. I couldn’t make sense of it. I didn’t understand why this girl was here or why she thought I was her mother. But she didn’t move. She just stood there… waiting for me to answer.Amber. We were finally back at the Vercetti mansion. The whole ride home had been hell. Zeden treated me like poison in his throat — every time I tried to speak, he turned his bandaged face away like my voice alone made him sick. Even after Rukov explained a hundred times that I wasn’t Marissa, he still demanded I ride in a separate car with one of the guards. My own husband couldn’t stand being in the same space as me.The moment we stepped inside, Zeden stopped in the grand foyer, head tilting like he was listening for ghosts. Rukov guided him carefully by the arm.I turned quickly to Cara. “Take Yulia and Zam upstairs to their rooms, please. Get them settled.”“Where’s my mother? And Misha?” Zeden asked, voice sharp as he twisted his head, trying to catch any sound.“Zeden…” I started, taking one careful step closer.He raised a hand, stopping me cold. “Boss, they don’t stay here anymore,” Rukov answered quietly.“Why?”“You didn’t want them here. You threw them out.”“Wha
Amber. A few minutes later I rushed back into the room with Doctor Petrov right on my heels. Zeden was worse now — screaming, hands clawing frantically at the blood-soaked bandage covering his eyes, trying to rip it off like it was burning him alive. Yulia’s cries had quieted to soft, hiccuping whimpers, but even that tiny sound seemed to cut straight through him, making his whole body jerk and twist in agony.“Oh my God, what’s wrong?” I cried out, voice cracking with panic. “Doctor — he was fine just a little while ago! Why is our baby’s crying making him scream like this?”“The noise…” Zeden’s voice broke, raw and desperate, barely human anymore.Doctor Petrov’s face hardened with worry. “You and the baby need to leave. Right now.”“No… I won’t,” I said stubbornly, stepping closer even though fear twisted in my gut. “He has to get used to his child’s cries. This is his daughter. He can’t keep reacting like this.”I should have listened.Instead, I moved toward the bed, still crad
Amber.There was a heavy silence between us while his fingers kept trailing slowly over my face.Mapping my cheekbones, my lips, the wet lashes beneath my eyes. I knew he couldn’t see anymore. The truth sat like lead in my chest. Still, I needed him to say it out loud.“Zeden… tell me, can you still see anything? Even a little light? Do you hurt anywhere else? Your head? Your chest? Anywhere?” I asked, repeating the same questions like a broken record, voice cracking. “Please, baby. Just talk to me.”“I said no,” he answered roughly, pulling his hand away from my face like it had burned him.“I’m sorry,” I whispered, leaning in closer and wrapping my arms around his waist, pressing my body to his. “I know it’s so much pain and you’re trying so hard to endure it all by yourself. You can cry it out, okay? You don’t have to be strong right now. Not with me. Let it out, Zeden. Scream, curse, whatever you need — I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.”He stayed silent, face hardened
Amber. It had been three long, torturous hours. Almost morning now — the last time I’d glanced at the old wall clock, its hands crawling like they were mocking me. Rukov and the guard had taken Zeden into some back room that opened into a hidden hallway I wasn’t allowed to follow. I hadn’t seen the doctor. Hell, I hadn’t even seen a proper medical setup. This place looked ancient, like some forgotten estate from another century, all heavy wood and dim lighting that did nothing to calm the storm raging inside me.Zameera had dozed off again, curled up in my lap, her small body straddling mine as I sat stiffly on the worn couch in the large sitting room. Every time she stirred, she’d mumble for her papa, and my heart would crack a little more.An older woman approached for the third time, her steps soft on the creaky floorboards. “Ma’am, can I get you anything? Water? Something to eat?”I shook my head, too drained to speak.“You haven’t touched anything since you arrived,” sh
Amber.My head throbbed like it was about to split open.Sharp, relentless pulses hammered behind my eyes, matching the chaos exploding in my chest.My hands shook so badly I could barely hold onto Zeden.I wasn’t even sure what to do, how to fix this, how to make the screaming stop, how to breathe through the terror clawing up my throat.Zeden was still screaming, guttural and broken, body twisting on the floor like something was tearing him apart from the inside.Then I felt it, warm, thick liquid soaking through my fingers as I cupped his face.I pulled my hands back, staring in horror.Blood.Dark, sticky blood poured from both of his eyes, streaming down his cheeks and dripping onto the floor.“Oh my God, Zeden! No, no, no, baby, your eyes!” My voice cracked into a raw sob. “There’s blood, fuck, there’s so much blood! What’s happening?! Stay with me, please, don’t do this to me!”I tried to lift his heavy frame, pulling him desperately into my arms, but he was dead weight, writ
Amber.Silence wrapped around us like a heavy blanket, broken only by the ragged sound of our breathing.Zeden had rolled off me and now lay on his back, staring at the ceiling like it held answers he didn’t want.I could practically hear the storm in his head.The fear of going blind, of never seeing our faces again, of only being able to feel us from now on.“What are you thinking about?” I asked softly.“Nothing.”I snorted. “Liar.”I twisted onto my side, propping myself on one elbow to face him. “Are you thinking about the surgery? When is it scheduled?”“I haven’t fixed a date yet.”“Why not?”He exhaled slowly. “Because there were more important things to fix first. We weren’t even speaking, Amber. You wouldn’t look at me, let alone talk. I wasn’t about to plan something that big without you knowing.”“And what if I hadn’t still agreed to speak to you?” I rolled onto my back again, staring up at the same ceiling.A low, cocky chuckle left him. “I knew you would. The second I
~~Amber~~ One thing I knew for sure—my father wouldn’t show up here without a reason. Not without something he wanted. Money, probably. Zeden must have paid him off already. So why was he back? Another deal? Another price on my head? I guess that’s what I was now. A transaction. A receipt
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