Sophia
"You really know how to ruin my romantic evening, Sophia."
The woman was frantically wiping her face. Her delicate makeup was totally ruined now.
"Honey, look at what she did!" she choked out and
tried to snuggle into his arms for comfort. But Bright mercilessly pushed her away.
"Get out! Go wash your face quickly. You're a nuisance" his voice was cold, without the slightest trace of warmth.
I narrowed my eyes at his attitude. Bright deserved a beating. If I wasn't busy keeping my balance on these stilettos, I'd make sure he knew it.
"It wasn't my fault. And you!" she shot me a furious look, as if she wanted to kill me, then turned around and stormed out of the room. The sound of her heels echoed angrily against the floor.
She should thank me for saving her. I raised the glass, but no drip in it. Bright walked toward me. He crossed his arms over his chest, his muscles subtly flexing. He looked at me with a flash of disgust in his eyes, as if expecting an apology. But at that moment, my heart was full of rage and sadness, and I had no intention of apologizing.
"You have a talent for ruining my dates."
I laughed.
"Do you call sleeping with a stranger a date? Basic."
"Calling me basic isn’t an insult to me. I know you're upset because Dante dumped you, but getting drunk like this won’t make you less pityful," his voice softened slightly as if he were trying to comfort me, but it felt like mockery.
"I'm not upset about Dante," I lied.
"Then admit that you came into this room because you were jealous of the girl I was with," he raised an eyebrow, a smug smile on his face.
Never.
"I'm upset about Dante, so what?. At least he's better than you. He wouldn't sleep with just anyone," I said angrily.
"Yeah, sure, I’m not like your saintly Dante, who flirted with you for years and then ran off to marry someone else," his words were like a dagger at that moment.
He smirked mockingly, and that laugh only enraged me more.
Cruel. So cruel. He could have kept that comment to himself.
The rage in my chest could no longer be contained.
"Shut up, Bright. You don’t understand Dante, and you don’t understand me either. You're the kind of guy who plays with women. You don’t know what true love is. How dare you judge...?" I slurred out, my tongue so clumsy now.
I hated such feeling, I hated being rejected, I hated being weak in front of the man I mostly disliked. But deep down, I knew he was right, and I didn’t want to accept it.
I couldn’t help cry loudly and my tears rolled down my face.
"True love is letting him play with you while you keep crying over him here?" he continued with irritation before dropping onto his back on the bed, crossing his arms over his chest, an expression of absolute displeasure on his face.
"Take it." He pulled a handkerchief from his pocket. "Your face is a mess, Sophia."
"I don’t need your pity."
But I took the handkerchief anyway.
I wiped my face and knew my face was the same as that woman now.
"Damn it" I muttered.
"Yeah, damn it, Sophia. I thought you were tougher than this."
I laughed, but there was no amusement in it.
"Stop saying that. You don’t have feelings. I do. You live unattached all the time. I can’t. You’re heartless, Bright," I ordered, annoyed.
The room felt smaller. The walls were closing in.
"It’s the truth, Sophia. Maybe you're right about what you say about me. I live without attachments, and I can be heartless. But admit it, you're crying over an asshole."
I narrowed my eyes. Bright didn’t understand. He would never understand what love is. I didn’t bother to explain it to him.
The silence stretched between us. Bright adjusted himself on the bed, waiting for a response. I grabbed a water bottle from the mini-fridge and handed him one.
I noticed the fridge in a corner. The rooms always had a bottle of alcohol, and I needed to drink more. Without hesitation, I took out the champagne.
"More alcohol, Sophia? Didn’t you learn your lesson?"
"Ruining your night isn’t a lesson for me. Will you join me?" I held up a glass to his many swaying figures.
Bright shrugged. He took the bottle and opened it. He filled our glasses.
"I’ll toast to my bad romantic decisions," I grimaced.
"I’ll toast to for…" anyway he clinked his glass against mine.
"Why do you think Dante didn’t love me?" I gulped another drink and asked him. I wanted an answer which Dante didn’t give me. I couldn’t accept his bullshit reason, just because I was impulsive.
Bright fell silent playing with the bottle in his hands. He turned his head to look at me and smiled.
"Men don’t like boring women."
I froze. Did Bright think of me as a boring woman? Did he think Dante left me because of that? I felt anger take over me. No one said that before.
"Boring?"
I didn’t think twice. I stood up and stammer towards Bright. I took the straps of my dress and slid them down. The garment fell down my body, revealing my breasts and panties.
“How dare you say that? Open..open your eyes..”
I couldn’t read his face but I felt his eyes traveling over my body.
"Do I still seem boring to you, Bright?"
Bright swallowed hard. He ran a hand through his hair and looked away.
Without a word, he grabbed his shirt from the floor and draped it over my shoulders without looking at me.
"Get dressed, Sophia," he said tensely. "You don’t have to do this to prove anything to me."
But the alcohol clouded my mind. I didn’t want to stop. The game was fun. Seeing him nervous pleased me.
"What if I don’t stop, Bright?"
"Stop, please." His nervousness made me smile.
"I don’t want to," I teased.
Bright was a womanizer. Why was he holding back with me?
"Sophia, you’re playing the dangerous game."
"I am not afraid."
The mix of pain, desire, and frustration led me to kiss his lips. It was a decision I would soon regret. But I didn’t care. Not tonight.
Bright hesitate at first, but soon he became fierce.
He grabbed my waist and deepened the kiss. The touch of his tongue against mine ignited my skin.
His kisses weren’t slow or tender. There was no sweetness. Passion controlled Bright. For a moment, I forgot everything else. I forgot about the party. I forgot about Dante. I forgot the pain.
I clung to him, desperate to something to support myself from melting beneath his touch. His fingers kept trailing lower, I felt hot as if he sent fire through my veins. I couldn’t help shivering when he slightly touched my part. I wanted to say no but a soft moan escaped my lips, swallowed by his relentless kiss.
He pulled back, his forehead pressed against mine. His thumb brushed over my swollen lips.
“If you want me stop, I’ll do that” he murmured, his breath uneven while his eyes full of desire.
I swallowed. I never imagined I would kiss Bright, but my body betraying me in every possible way. “No."
I pulled him back down to my lips, this time taking what I wanted.
He lifted my legs so they wrapped around his waist. Bright carried me to the bed and laid me beneath him without breaking the kiss. I dug my nails into his back as he traced a path of kisses down my neck, moving slowly.
I closed my eyes.
I let myself get lost in the flames of the night. Our bodies are perfectly in sync.
BrightIt felt like a joke seeing how Sophia had all her suitors gathered in front of her. Stefan, Dante, and me. I tried to stay calm, but a few comments slipped from my lips. I couldn’t contain the rage inside my body. I had to let out the poison that was stuck in the middle of my throat.During the meeting, I couldn’t focus. I already knew what was coming when I got up in the morning, but I didn’t think the four of us would arrive at almost the same time and be alone together. I hadn’t counted on the delay of the other meeting members.Most of what was said went in one ear and out the other. I caught myself losing my mind more than once. I just nodded whenever someone looked at me as if I were really present, but the truth was that my mind was somewhere else. Drowning in a sea of chaotic thoughts.I wanted to leave. I couldn’t stand being far from her, but I also couldn’t breathe when Sophia was near. I didn’t leave because I didn’t want to show any more signs of what was already o
Sophia It was exhausting to feel guilty even for accepting a hug from Dante, but I let myself go and allowed him to hold me. It was what he seemed to want, which surprised me. He looked upset, but Dante still sought to hug me. His love kept his wounded pride from taking over, and he offered me comfort.It would be unfair to say that was the kind of attitude I expected from Bright. That was never going to happen. Dante could be resentful, but Bright outdid him in that category.When I pulled away from Dante, our eyes met. His gaze was full of sadness, and still, there was no anger in it. At least not the anger I deserved. Maybe that’s why I felt so guilty even about accepting a hug because this wasn’t what I deserved. Not after the hurt."I can't give you what you need, Dante," I said, wiping my face with the sleeve of my blouse. My makeup was probably a mess. "Not because I don’t value you. It’s not about your worth, but because..." I tried to find the words, but nothing felt right.
SophiaI had barely managed to turn on my computer when someone gently knocked on my office door. I didn’t feel like seeing anyone, but the urge to pretend everything was normal made me get up and open it. It could have been James. Before leaving the meeting, he told me he wanted to talk to me afterward.I allowed the person in, but it wasn’t James. It was someone I wasn’t ready to see. I told him I didn’t want to talk right now, but he didn’t respect my space.It was Dante."Can I come in?" he asked, hesitant but calm. Still, there was urgency in his eyes. I could see it.I hesitated for a second, but then nodded and motioned to the chair for him to sit down.Dante walked over to the desk and took a seat."If you came here to judge me, I wouldn’t say I don’t deserve it, but I’d appreciate it if you could judge me later when I have more strength to face it."Dante wanted to judge and reproach me. I could see it in his impatient, resentful gaze, but he was reasonable when he wanted to
SophiaIt was hard for me to get out of bed that morning. If it hadn’t been for my father hurrying me along, I would’ve been late for the meeting. Actually, I was late.Dad said this meeting was important. He scolded me for waking up so late. I didn’t understand why it was such a big deal for him if we were only meeting with two lawyers from another firm. It wasn’t anything major. At least not compared to other meetings. But he kept insisting I hurry.I nearly ran to the conference room, imagining I’d walk in and everyone would turn to look at me in annoyance, but when I entered with my notebook in hand and my laptop under my arm, I saw no one.I frowned.Not even James was there.I called my brother to ask what was going on.“Sophia?”“James, am I in the right room? I went into conference room two and there’s no one here.”“Sophia, the meeting starts in half an hour. Didn’t you see the message I sent you this morning?”“No. Actually, Dad rushed me out of the house to get to the offic
SophiaThe food felt stuck in my chest from the anxiety weighing down my stomach. Eating in Bright’s presence wasn’t exactly how I imagined spending the evening, but at least having him nearby gave me the chance to make him jealous. But he made me jealous of her presence. With Sabrina. A beautiful she-wolf from our pack. After dinner, I asked Stefan to wait for me a moment. I needed to go to the bathroom, to breathe, to pull myself together. I hadn’t looked in the mirror all night, but I was sure I looked terrible. My discomfort and frustration at running into Bright here were written all over my face. Actually, it was more about seeing him with Sabrina. That put me in a bad mood, and I knew I wouldn’t sleep a wink after what I saw. I spotted the sign pointing to the restroom. I needed to take shelter as soon as possible. But just as I was about to turn the corner, I heard footsteps behind me. I stopped, sensing a familiar presence at my back. I turned around and saw him. It was h
SophiaI wasn't excited about the idea of going out with someone else, but I had no other choice after agreeing to the date. I felt bad about wanting to cancel on Stefan after seeing how excited he looked when I said yes. I think he expected me to say no, but he was surprised when he heard me agree.I didn’t have anything to wear. Nothing for a date. I asked one of the werewolves to bring me clothes from home. I didn’t feel like spending an hour picking out a dress because I wasn’t in the mood for a date, but I tried. I got ready and fixed myself up. I told myself that maybe, just maybe, tonight I could make a new friend even though that wasn’t what he wanted from me.Stefan was handsome, polite, and had a kind of confidence that, in another life, could’ve won me over. But this wasn’t another life. This was mine, emotionally wrecked and still tied to a man I couldn’t stop looking at, even when I tried. A life where I lost someone precious because I didn’t know how to choose. I guess I
BrightIt had been quite a complicated morning. I didn’t expect it to drag on so long, but I had so much work that I just wanted to leave early for lunch. I had planned to meet Sabrina at the café near the company, but she canceled because of work. I had to go eat alone, and that was bad for me, because being alone meant thinking about her.I didn’t want to do that.From my spot in the hallway near reception, I couldn’t help but stop when I saw her. Sophia. It’s amazing how my breath would catch when she was near. It wasn’t the first time I’d seen her that morning since she found out about me and Sabrina, but the impact was just as hard.Her hair was down, something I had always liked. She tucked it behind her ear with a distracted gesture, as if she didn’t know she had the power to destabilize me without even looking at me. Some people cornered me to talk. They were part of the company’s corporate team, and we had agreed to have a conversation later. They interrupted my moment of adm
SophiaI wanted to go home. The day had already been long enough to make me not want to stay a minute longer at the company. Mom was waiting for me with lunch ready. Not that she had cooked, of course, she spent her days resting. Ever since she had that health scare, I’ve had the perfect excuse to stay at my parents' house, though I wasn’t sure how long that would last. I knew that sooner or later I’d have to tell my parents that someone was following me and we had no idea who it could be.I was behind on work because I had taken over Mom’s tasks. We had a meeting in the morning where I had to see Bright, and I left it feeling drained from how uncomfortable it was. Dante hadn’t been there (the meeting didn’t involve him) but it was so exhausting that I was grateful he hadn’t shown up. Everything would have been worse.I was sitting behind the front desk, organizing documents that had fallen to the floor. I had to take the time to put them back in order.But I felt his presence. It was
BrightI couldn't sleep at all last night. It was impossible, constantly remembering the look on Sophia’s face when she found Sabrina in my house. It’s not like I owed Sophia any explanation, but my heart was pressuring me to give one. I could barely think rationally.I was exhausted and didn’t feel like going to work because I knew she would be there, but I put on my shoes, buttoned my shirt, and made my way to the company. Sabrina, on the other hand, was still asleep and naked in my bed.I glanced at her one last time, thinking that maybe I was doing something wrong. My heart told me so, but I chose to ignore it. I wasn’t the one who brought someone into our home while she was risking her life at the border. Sophia made a decision, and I had no reason to explain anything to her or feel guilty.Unfortunately, Sophia’s words kept echoing in my head as I climbed the stairs of the pack’s building with firm, almost mechanical steps. I promised myself I wouldn’t let it get to me, but it d