DEEP REGRETS AND SOLEMN VOWS

Darius

Marlene and I lay imbed.

I ran my hands absentmindedly through her hair when my mind was somewhere else. My wolf had refused to talk to me ever since I rejected Ayla. Goddess the look in her eyes when I said those words, they would fucking haunt me forever.

Marlene rolled us over until she was on top of me. “Baby?” she called out “hmm” I replied half in the mood to even talk, majority of it was being influenced by Leo sulking at the corner of my fucking mind.  “I’m really happy” she began “your dad loves me”. I shot her a half assed smile “yeah he does doesn’t him?” I asked.

“We should celebrate” she said with a mischievous glint in her eyes and I arched my brow “what do you have in mind?” I asked teasingly. I was already in the mood and my little man was already at full attention, painfully hard. I deserved to get a release from my future Luna”.

 Marlene captured my lips in a searing hot kiss. I quickly took control of the kiss, if she thought she was leading anything then she was damn wrong.

“I’m going to make you feel so good” she murmured against my lips. She had climbed fully on top of me now grinding into my manhood.

“You are so hot baby” I said against her lips. My wolf was revolted but I pushed him far deeper into the back of my mind if he wanted to be a wuss and groan after some weak stupid Omega then that was none of my business.

I stripped Marlene off her clothes and began to coat very inch of her body in love bites, thoroughly kissing her, drawing out her sweet little moans. I stripped off my clothes and lay her down lining my manhood with her entrance. I thrust in in one smooth move and we both groaned. She was warm and tight, a sweet little home.

“Are you ok?” I asked and she nodded frantically “yes I am just fucking move already or else I might die” she said and I smirked and began moving. I could feel my climax building “I’m going to-” Marlene moaned and we both reached our release.

I rolled unto the other side of bed and scooped her into my arms “That was so good Luna” I said and she smiled “you were not so bad yourself Alpha”.

Everyone felt it, when someone chose to cut of ties with the pack and live as a rogue. That was the same feeling we all had now. A feeling of dread washed through my whole body. “What was that?” I asked “someone has become a rouge” she replied and we both rushed out of bed. Who had dared to leave the pack on my watch?

Everyone was awake, we had all felt it the disconnection from our pack. Werewolves were pack animals, it was the very essence of our being. And this is why banishing someone to become a rogue was the most serious of all punishments, for only the most gruesome of crimes.

When rogues wandered too long without the essence of a pack, they slowly lost their minds and soon their humanity. Which made me wonder, who was stupid enough to damn themselves to such a fate? That feeling of dread soon returned like I already knew the answer but no… I refused to believe it, she wouldn’t do that, and she couldn’t.

“Alright everybody we are doing a headcount. One of us has decided to commit a treasonous act” I said allowing my voice to resound with the veracity of an Alpha. Murmurs erupted all around. “Who dared to leave the pack?” “Who dared choose to live the life of a rogue?”

“Beta Christopher aid me in the headcount” I said and he bowed his head in submission “yes Alpha” he said. After the headcount, surely enough one person was missing.

“But everyone is here” Marlene said.

“Where is Ayla?” one of the pack members asked “forgive me for intruding Alpha” he added head bowed. He was Gerald, her father. He looked genuinely worried and the bad feeling I had only got worse. “What does it matter if she left Gerald she was useless anyways” Helen, his wife replied. My gaze turned angry and I had my hands around her neck tightly.

“Say that again I dare you!” I spat. “I-I a-am s-sorry Alpha “she choked out, her eye bulging out of their sockets, a little more force and I could end her pathetic little life.

Marlene gently touched my biceps “calm down Alpha, she’s right anyways the omega is weak” she said “probably won’t even survive long anyways”.

“Who were the warriors on duty?” I asked completely disregarding Marlene. I didn’t want to imagine anything bad happening to my mate. They stepped forward. Peter and Elias were two of our strongest warriors “How did this happen?”

I asked and they bowed their heads “we don’t know Alpha she was just too fast not at all like anything we’ve seen. “I scoffed. This was ridiculous “you both mean to tell me that a wolf less Omega out ran you my two best warriors?” I asked and they remained silent. Fucking useless.

I stormed off all the way to the attic and burst the door open. It was empty. But remnants of her scent still filled the air. I fell to the ground not knowing when tears left my eyes. “All your fault. Our mate left because of you” my wolf said and faded away again.

My heart ached at the thought of her being gone for good. I looked around this room, what a horrible state she had been living in. My mind went back to the horrible ways that we treated her, treated Omegas, no wonder she ran away.

What was this, regret? I was not a nice feeling. I was worried for her, it was dangerous out there in the wild. She was a rogue Omega. I sent a prayer to the moon goddess to forgive me and protect the one I now realized how deeply I cared for her. Seems like one never realized how much they loved something until it was finally gone.

I had to find her, and make her mine again. I would prove myself to her, she had to forgive me and that was a vow.