“The doctor’s made a mistake and I was artificially inseminated by another man’s semen," I blurted out, still sobbing.
Zack’s laughter turned into disbelief as he turned to face me, and after seeing the seriousness in my eyes, his face quickly changed into something borderline furious.
“What? Are you kidding me?” he exclaimed, shocked.
I shook my head and went on to explain everything that the doctor had told me about the mix-up at the fertility clinic. It took me ages to complete the simple story since I kept on bursting into tears intermittently. By the time I was done, Zack had realized that this was not a joke, and he grew livid.
“Are you serious right now? How could this even happen?” he shouted.
I grabbed onto him to stop him from rising and storming away in anger.
“Zack, I would never lie about something like this. I, I do not have the foggiest idea what to do Zack. I don't know, I'm just, I'm just so lost," I sobbed.
I start to cry, unable to hold back my tears any more, “I’m so sorry Zack.. So so sorry!”
"No it can't be true, tell me you are joking and that what you just said is a fucking lie" he yelled, clenching his hands into tight fist by his sides.
I shook my head, “no Zack, it’s not a lie. It's the truth."
Zack stood frozen by the spot as he stared at my still flat stomach. I could see Zack's face distorting from rage to anger. His eyes becoming a shade darker, the once calm temperature in the room had already gone up by many degrees.
"Bitch!!!" Zack yelled, startling me immediately after I finished telling him everything.
“I fucking knew it. I fucking knew you were a whore all these times. Tell me, it was your plan with the doctor huh? You told him to switch the sperm with that of your lover, didn’t you?” His voice was filled with so much rage as he grabbed me roughly over the shoulder.
“Zack please stop! You’re hurting me” I start to plead but his grip only tighten.
"How dare you?!" Zack rages on staring intensely at me, "How dare you bring back a bastard child and try to call it mine?!!, you've got some guts coming back here to tell me you're pregnant?!"“Zack please, it’s not like that. The doctor said it was a mist….”I didn’t even get to finish my sentence before he interrupted me midway, "..if it was a damn mistake like you claim then why did you even bother to come back in the first place. Why didn’t you get rid of it”My eyes widen at his words as more tears continued to trickled down my cheek. Did he just said to get rid of it? Just like that?Gosh, I don’t know what I was expecting but this wasn’t the reaction I was hoping he'd throw at me. Zack was like a totally different person right now and it’s scaring the life out of me.
“ Zack please, I know you are upset but please, let talk about this calmly”“The only time I’m going to be calm is when you go back there and flush out that thing you carry” Zack said pointing at my stomach, causing me to flinch backward, my eyes wide with panic.The more i listened to Zack's words, the more I was starting to realized how wrong I was to think he'd be more reasonable. His words were too harsh and I don’t know how long before it get blown out of hand."But Zack, I can't do this, we've tried so much before I was able to get pregnant!" I said, trying to argue but my words did not affect Zack as he only glared at me in a threatening manner."Do you think I'm going to accept that bastard of yours as mine? Because if that’s the case then you must be delusional""But...."
"Don't but me!!" Zack yelled, making me shiver visibly.
"If you know what’s good for you then you would head back to that damn hospital and have that doctor rid you of that child""But Zack, this could be the answer to our prayers. This could easily be the moon goddess's gift to us after so many years of trying, I wouldn't want to do anything to it!"I grab hold of his hand before placing it against my lower abdomen so he could feel the little heart beating within me an for a moment, I saw something flashed through his eyes and i sighed, looking hopefully at Zack hoping he was going to change his mind.
"A gift?" Zack laughed maniacally, as he pulled his hand away, "You dare call that bastard a gift!"
"But it's a gift," I said, trying to argue even though I knew I had no point.
"Shut the hell up! Don't you dare call that bastard a gift in front of me!" Zack barked, "Go back to that doctor of yours and get rid of that thing, or else you will regret it!"
"But I can't abort it, it already has a life!" I sighed, touching my stomach and looking at Zack hoping he was going to say something.
"I don't care if it has a life or not, get rid of it and do it fast if you still want to be my Luna" Zack threatened.
I shuddered, staring at Zack not believing my ears. never imagined that he would react this way. He was normally calm and collected, but this was different. I could see the fury in his eyes and hoped that he would understand that the situation was not under our control.
"Zack, don't make me do this, this could be our child!" I pleaded.
"Our child?" Zack laughed, "You call that bastard my child! How dare you?!"
"But..." I fumbled with words not knowing what to say next.
"Are you going to get rid of that bastard or do you want me to do it for you?!" Zack's voice came again.
"I...."
"Answer me!" Zack yelled, cutting me off. His eyes were already red from anger and his veins were already bulging out of his head.
"I can't touch it, it already has life!" I muttered slowly looking at Zack who was staring at me murderously.
"So you won't get rid of it!" Zack's voice suddenly became calm as he stared at me.
"Do you think I wouldn't get rid of it for you?!" He frowned as a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "I'll be asking you one last time, it's either you get rid of that thing yourself or I get rid of it for you!"
"But..."
"Answer me!!" Zack yelled.
At this moment, I knew he wasn't joking, he might do something to me and the fetus.
I didn't want to abort the baby, but the fear of Zack doing something had clouded my mind at this moment and I couldn't think straight.
I wanted to refuse but I couldn't do it. I had no other choice but to accept at this moment.
With my voice trembling, I spoke up, "Fine, I'll abort it!"
"Fine, I'll abort it!"Zack nodded, and before he left, he looked at me and said, “You made the right choice. I hope you never put me in this situation ever again.” And left without looking back.At that moment, I felt like my world has completely fallen apart, even more so than it did at the hospital because somewhere deep inside me I had wanted to keep this child.I loved my husband, but this baby was my chance for motherhood. I realized that I was between a rock and a hard place and had to make a decision.I was scared of what Zack would do if I chose to keep the baby, and at the same time, I couldn’t bear the thought of losing him. He wasn’t just my mate, he was my everything and I can’t afford to throw it all away just like that. I broke down in tears as soon as he left the room. I had just lost everything - my mate, his trust, and even my own self-respect. The thought of killing my own baby stung me deeply, but I felt like I had no other option.I sat alone, filled with remorse
It took me quite a while to find myself back at the hospital, the anxiety that returned by the time I found my way into the hospital halls was crippling. It also did not help that the weather was now overcast and rain was falling with a vengeance. As I sat in the waiting room at the hospital, I couldn't help but feel a sense of unease. The stark walls and floors, the uncomfortable chairs, and the hushed silence all served to amplify my anxiety.I tried to take heart in the fact that today was one of doctor Vera's working days and at the very least she would certainly look out for me and try to ease my worries before the abortion. As lost in a maze of nervousness as I was, I did not notice a dark haired man sit down next to me until he turned to me and asked, "Are you okay? You look like you've seen a ghost." I managed to offer up a weak smile and told him I was fine. "Are you pregnant?" he asked suddenly. I was taken aback by his question and a bit offended too. The very las
I paused at the door to doctor Vera's office, outright freezing up once the door loomed before me. My anxiety returned once more, almost crippling in its intensity. I took the time to contemplate the intricacies involved in what I was about to do.I, both as a matter of principle and as a person, did not look favorably upon abortion at all. The reason was not quite religious or even remotely related to any religion, and was quite simple.You see, my mother had tried to have me aborted while I was about four weeks old. She had tried a dozen times, had gone about it a dozen different ways, but had not succeeded in the end. My twin (sister I would like to imagine) had taken the fall for both of us and left me to live on. While that was in no way traumatic - I don’t know jack shit of what was happening at the time -, the fact that my mother had drummed that story into me during my early years may have definitely been.She had been quite clear that I was, in fact, a big colossal mistake,
Doctor Vera led me down the hallway towards the room where the ultrasound was going to be performed. The hallway was white and sterile with a few doors opening up to various medical offices. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air and made me feel uneasy. As we approached the door, Doctor Vera turned to me and smiled reassuringly."Okay, we're almost there. Just a few more steps and we'll get started," she said softly. I nodded nervously, feeling a mix of excitement and anxiety all at once.The room itself was dimly lit, with a small window on one side that let in a bit of natural light. The walls were painted a pale yellow and there was a large, cushioned exam table in the center of the room, positioned in front of a large monitor. The ultrasound machine was set up nearby, its small screen illuminated with faint blue light. Next to it, there was a small stool for the technician to sit on as they performed the examination."Alright, if you could just have a seat here please," Doct
I drove around the city without any particular destination, allowing my thoughts to drift aimlessly as my mind processed everything that had been happening somewhere in my subconscious. I felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders, and each thought I had kept piling up the pressure.The city has always felt like an overwhelming place, but it was doubly so in my current state. The tall buildings and siren sounds made me anxious, and I could not bear to think about how I would ever be able to face Zack. I knew he would be upset, disappointed, and most probably, angry with me.In what felt like a dozen hours too soon the sun began to set. The sky turned pink and orange, streaked with shades of purple and red. It was beautiful, in a painful sort of way. I hated it.Eventually, I found myself pulling up to Jessica's house. At that moment, I felt like I needed someone to talk to, someone who might understand what I was going through and Jessica was the only one who made it to the
Lin’s PovAs I sat in the waiting room, my mind was preoccupied with thoughts of the woman I had just met. She had been sitting in the corner, and immediately I saw her, I could not help but notice her striking appearance. Her long, dark blonde hair cascaded gracefully down her back, and her light blue eyes seemed to shimmer perpetually with tears unshed.I couldn’t help but feel shaken by the look of despair on her face and the weight of her emotions. It was clear, through her eyes, that something worried her deeply. I had been at the clinic for my mate’s regular check-up, but my attention had been drawn to the woman who looked so very vulnerable.I was consumed with a mix of empathy and concern for her. It was easy to see that she was carrying a heavy burden, and her worried expression only added to my own unease. I couldn’t help but think about the many possible reasons that led her to be in that state, and my heart went out to her. That had been the major reason, above all else, t
Lin's Pov "Ash?" I called, trying to start slowly. "Yes honey?" Ashley responded, turning to face me."What did the doctor say about the procedure?" I had not been with her and the doctor since I had arrived rather late.Ashley turned back to the window, and after a few seconds mumured something I couldn't get."What was that?" I prodded. "I couldn't quite get that."Ashley sighed and turned to face me."Well, there was a mix up or something, and the surrogate mother is nowhere to be found."I immediately hit the brakes and pulled over."What?!" I exclaimed before reigning my shock in and bringing my voice low. "Well, I can't say I'm surprised. I told you it was a bad idea.""It was not meant to happen," Ashley snapped."Oh, maybe; certainly; but it did," I said, my voice rising in sudden frustration. This was a sensitive topic for me, and we had argued severally on whether having a surrogate or not was a good idea. "I told you from the very beginning that we should carry the baby o
The living room was filled with tension as Zack and I faced each other. Zack breathed deeply, looking at me with an angry gaze that made my skin tingle. My emotions were all over the place, my stomach roiled and churned as I stared at Zack from across the room. I had no idea what he was going to do next, and I did not want to find out. He could be so very harsh when consumed by his emotions like this."I had given you a choice, Meghan," he said, his voice suddenly low, all his anger seemingly gone. "And I am going to give it to you again." He strode up to me suddenly and I backpedaled in fear until my back hit the wall. My vision was blurry - my eyes covered as it were in tears - but I could still make out Zack's silhouette looming over me. I looked down, not wanting to meet his eyes but he grabbed my chin and forced my gaze up."Me," my mate growled. "Or the two fucking bastards you have growing within your stomach. Pick one Meghan."Another sob escaped my lips."Zack I... It is no