Broken but Beautiful

Chapter 1. Bitter Truths.

"Mr. Montgomery, so here are your reports". The doctor came into the cabin with an envelope in his hand. He smiled gently to Cyrus who was bit uneasy and excited to know.

"I was actually wondering why you need to go for a complete checkup when your husband is pregnant and healthy". The doctor asked again. Cyrus smiled a bit sheepishly.

"I... Uh.. Actually I was reading the booklets you gave me. And there I found that... Pregnant people tend to get horny in their second trimester. So... I wanted to know about myself so that I could better umm understand his needs". Cyrus said with a tint on his cheeks making doctor laugh out.

"Okay okay. I get it. So according to the reports... You...." The doctor fell silent as he thoroughly went through the reports but the frown on his forehead made Cyrus scared in his heart. Something was not right.

"Doctor"!!!! He couldn’t say anything. His heart was beating frantically.

"According to these reports......"

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Cyrus was in a mess as he was driving to home. His mind was in a chaos. The discussion with the doctor was echoing in his mind like a tape recorder on repeat mode.

/*Flashback*/

"Doctor what is it"? He was getting impatient.

"Well. There is a little problem. According to the tests, you have been diagnosed with a rare disease where the sperms of a male die at 99.5%, making them almost barren, but considering the fact that your husband is 5 months pregnant. It’s either you are lucky to get your husband pregnant in that 0.5% or... It’s a miracle I would say". The doctor explained and it only added to the lines on Cyrus's forehead. He didn’t know to feel relaxed or lucky or….

Louis Valentine, his husband, was pregnant 5 months with his baby, and here the doctor said that he was almost barren. What the hell...

/*Flashback ends*/

He smacked his hands on the steering wheel. He was holding to that 0.5% of hope. Louis was a proof of him being able to impregnate. It’s just that he needed to be extra careful and take care of his diet and Louis's needs with cautious.

He wanted to talk to Louis regarding the issue. He wanted his comfort. To say he was distress, would be understatement. He felt his whole world crumbled down for once.

He parked his car in the garage of his mansion, the Montgomery Mansion that he shared with his cousin brother and his husband.

He went inside but Louis wasn’t in the lounge or the kitchen. He must be in his room. He thought to himself before going upstairs. But just then he heard Louis giggling. The sounds were coming from Gabriel's room. His lips stretched into a smile. Louis and Gabriel had surely bounded well. He was now less worried when he had to leave Louis for work. He knew Gabriel would accompany him.

He was about to open the slightly ajar door but the voices coming from inside were no less than a thunder to his ears.

"Gabe… no...." He heard Louis giggling loudly.

"Why no, huh? Come here you little tease. Let me tell you how it feels to tickle". May be Gabriel was chasing him.

"No … no. Gabe no. Hhahhaahahhha. Don’t throw me like a potato sack". Louis was laughing and then maybe pouting. Cyrus couldn’t move an inch.

"Awe. You are potato. My baked potato. Look at you Lou. You are so beautiful. Pale. Smooth. Your skin. Hmmm. So buttery". He heard Gabriel smooching him. It was loud enough for Cyrus to hear it. Cyrus felt his knees fumble. He felt he would just fall down.

"Uhmm Gabe..." Louis moaned softly. At this point, Cyrus fell down on his knees, kneeling with the walls. He clasped his mouth with both hands not to produce any sound.

"Oh God Lou. I can’t get enough of you baby. See these swollen nipples. Umphhh". Gabriel lapped his tongue on the slightly swollen nipples. Making Louis arc his back.

"Not here, Gabriel... Nnnggghhh. Ahhh Gabe. Be gentle". Louis was thrashing his head as Gabriel was sucking on his extra sensitive nipples. Softly gently. Slight tingles sent shivers down his body.

"Ohhhhhh... Mmmmmhhhh". Maybe Gabriel was pleasing him so good that he couldn’t stop himself to moan.

"What baby? Hmmmm"? Gabriel moved down to kiss his belly. "Hey baby. How you doing? Sorry love I can’t hold myself. Bear with me okay". He was talking to the baby making Louis chuckle.

"Come on Gabriel. Don’t tease... I had waited so long for you". Louis tugged his hair pushing him down who was as eager as him.

"Just a moment baby. And then you will just scream my name". Gabriel locked their lips together for a breath taking kiss while he moved his hand down in Louis's boxers.

"Yeahhhhhh...." Louis moaned loudly. The hand was working up and down on his shaft. He was always craving for Gabriel but these days he was extra horny. Blame on his hormones. The doctor told him that it was normal. 

"You like it love? You like me touching you hard and rough? You want me to jack you fast huh? You want to cum badly"? Gabriel was moving his hand fast up and down talking all dirty.

"Unnnnhh. Yes yes Gabriel. Ahhh yes I want move it fast ... Nnnnnnghhhhhh". The loud moans from Louis were indicating how much he was aroused. "Am cumming.  I am cumming Gabe.... Aaahhhh". He shed his load into Gabriel's hands with a satisfied grunt. But he knew Gabriel was no way close. He could never be satisfied with this.

"Good boy. Get on four now". Gabriel guided him to carefully bend on his four. He pushed his ass out slapping and biting it.

"Oh God Gabriel. Anghhhh". Louis was shivering with the intensity of those hands and teeth, groping and biting his firm muscles.

"Just a moment baby". He lapped up his hole with his tongue rimming it. Wet and slopping. Slurping and sucking. Louis was getting hard again. Those hands working on his back were not helping him at all.

"Are you ready baby"? Gabriel settled on his back carefully aligning his cock on the wet hole.

"Don’t you fucking ask? Ohh fuckkkkk". His cursing was muffled into pillow when Gabriel settled inside him balls up.

"That’s it. Scream now. No one will listen to you. Go ahead. Scream my name baby". Gabriel pulled him by his hair fucking his ass rough and fast.

The room was resonating with high pitch moans, grunts and screams. And well Gabriel was right. No maids or house staff was at home. And no one could imagine Cyrus coming back to home early in the evening. And here he was trying to muffle his sounds in his knees, covering his ears with both hands.

"Fuckkkkk Louis, don’t clench. Aarrhgghhh". Gabriel growled before emptying his sacks inside Louis.

"You monster". Louis was giggling as Gabriel pulled out his still semi hard cock and lay down on his back facing Louis. "Let’s take bath". He suggested in ragged breaths.

"On one condition, I want more. I am so horny these days". Louis said rubbing his swollen belly.

"I will give you as much as you want beautiful. Why am I here if not satisfying you"? Gabriel picked him, smooching his lips loudly, going to the bathroom to fuck him again and again.

Cyrus wanted to run away. He didn’t know how much his eyes were shedding tears. His body had a mind of its own. He couldn’t move his fingers even if he wanted to. He was just sitting there, helplessly crying. His 3 years married life was at stake. All full of lies. He trusted his husband with his brother, and they both broke him into shreds.

He never heard Louis moaning and complimenting him while he made love to him. He would always go straight and that was it. He never participated; he never told him how he liked it to be? Cyrus was always gentle with him; he assumed maybe Louis wasn’t into rough and hard sex. Sometimes he would just fast asleep not caring if Cyrus was satisfied or not. But Cyrus never complained. Especially after he found out Louis was pregnant. He was extra warm, gentle and caring towards Louis.

So what’s with Gabriel? And for how long? Was Louis cheating? Wasn’t he happy? But he was pretty okay till Gabriel was not here. He was in states when Cyrus got married to Louis. He came after a few months. And they clicked instantly. Cyrus didn’t bother at it. He was happy in fact to see them close. He thought about the times when Cyrus took Louis to shopping and Louis would buy lots of things for Gabriel. All his favorites. And yes a few for Cyrus too, not considering the fact if Cyrus would like it or not.

He never knew what Cyrus liked to eat but yes he would prepare a whole course meal for Gabriel. From his favorite coffee to his favorite drink. He knew everything about Gabriel.

"Can it be that ...."????? Suddenly a thought came into Cyrus's mind and his eyes open wide in shock. His heart skipped a lot of beats as a pain was shooting inside him. He was short of breath. Suffocated and nauseated.

He ran upstairs to his room and to the bathroom, throwing up everything in the bowl. His stomach was churning in pain. New set of tears rolled down his eyes. It was too much to bear. A sharp knife was cutting him from inside. He wanted to go down and confront them both. He wanted to scream and yell. But he held himself. Rather he made a decision. It was already night. And so far both of them had not noticed if Cyrus was at home or not.

Cyrus changed into nightwear and slept in his bed. A part of him wanted to wait for Louis but seems like Louis was sleeping downstairs because he had his room downstairs too, sometimes if he wanted to sleep alone or if Cyrus was out of town.

He woke up at the sound of alarm. His head was throbbing with pain. He pressed his temples hard before stepping in the washroom to take bath.

"Good Morning". Gabriel and Louis were startled hearing Cyrus from the dining table. "Come come. The food will be cold. You guys need to restore your energy. Had fun last night"? He was pouring coffee for himself and talking like nothing happened. But every word was like a poison coated tablet for Gabriel and Louis that they had to gulp.

"What? Not hungry? Oh I forgot you must have eaten each other that you don't want to eat any real food right? My bad. But just to be courteous, join me as it would be my last meal with you guys". This time Cyrus stood up and that was the moment of reality for Gabriel.

He looked behind Cyrus and saw his luggage packed into bags.

"Sir the car is ready". Just then his driver came inside.

"Thank you James. Please take my bags in my rover. I will be out soon". He motioned hid driver to take the bags before turning to get his mobile from the table.

"Cy... Cyrus wh... Where are you…Go... Going"? Gabriel came to him, stuttering. His instincts were telling him something horrible was going to happen. He held Cyrus's hand only to be slapped hard. It was the first time ever in his life that Cyrus had slapped him. He never even raised his voice at him. He felt he was looking at a different person than the one he was familiar with.

"Don’t you dare". Cyrus raised his finger. Louis was rooted at his place, shocked with the turning of events.

"I brought you up. I provided for you. I made sure that you are fed not considering my growling stomach. I provided you with the warmth of clothes in the chill cold night while i spent whole night shivering. I built this home for you to have a shelter in sun and rain to sleep even if i had to spend sleepless nights. I gave you my time, my support to fulfill your dreams even if it cost me my studies. Why? For this day? I didn’t think i was feeding such ungrateful bastard under my roof.

And you, Louis". He moved to Louis who unconsciously took a step back. Cyrus chuckled bitterly. "Wow. Look at you. Stepping away from your wedded husband. Why? To hide in the arms of this man"? He pointed his finger at Gabriel on the floor.

"Ohh. I realized late. How dense I am. Here I was trying to understand that you are reserve kind of man, the one who needs his own space and time to open up. How stupid of me to think that you didn’t open up to me in 3 years and how long will you take? Forever. Tell me why Louis. Did I ever impose on you? Physically? Sexually? Did I ever lack in listening to you. Did I not give time to you? Did I never fulfill your needs and demands? Tell me. But no. Wait. Don’t answer. I don’t need a fucking answer from both of you.

I trust you both. The most important people of my world. One, my baby brother. Even if same age I always took you as much baby. I loved you Gabriel. I trusted you Gabriel. And you Louis. You were the man I loved most. The first one to enter my life and love. Tsk. And now I doubt whether the child you are carrying is even mine? But I guess I already know the answer.

I am leaving this filthy place that was once my home. The place I loved. But now i feel nauseated just thinking about spending time here. It loathes me to even think how many places you did it. Yuck. I hate this place. The table I was eating on. The chair I was sitting on. The kitchen I cooked in. Oh god. It’s revolting even to think and imagine. So live in it, leave it, up to you. I am leaving this place forever. And I don’t want to see you or hear you guys ever". Cyrus moved to the door to go out. But just then he turned back to face them both.

Gabriel was crying on the floor. His face screamed sorry and regrets. Louis, he was shocked and guilty. He was just standing.

Cyrus walked to a frozen Louis, kneeling on his knees to face the swollen belly. He softly caressed the skin. Totally opposite to how cold his face was. Or how deadly his glare was. Still the touches were soft. Gentle. Gabriel was looking at him with fearful eyes. No doubt it was his baby. His and Louis's.

"Hello Angel. It’s going to be 4 more months for you to enter this world right. But let me tell you. This world is not a happy place. It’s not rainbows and unicorns and butterflies. It’s full of monsters Angel. It’s not at all a safe place for a pure soul like you. They will spoil you too. The monsters and demons will kill you too buddy.

So listen to me love, go back. Go back to the safe heavens that have the happiest moments for you. Don’t come to this life. They will stain your purity with the dirt and filth of their touches. Go back Angel and stay happy there". He patted the soft skin before standing up and going out of the door.

Gabriel was shocked. Louis was horrified. He wrapped his hands on his swollen belly. His tears were falling endlessly. He was staring at the door where Cyrus exited a few moments ago. It wasn’t the person he was married too. It wasn’t the man who always kissed his belly before going to sleep.

It was not the Cyrus Montgomery he called his husband. For sure he had broken Cyrus so bad that he was turned heartless.

Tabby