Antara's pov
In my 20 years of life I never thought that one day will come when I will take this extreme step.
Today is a very special day for me at least that's what I always thought in the past but now I don't think like that.
Today is my wedding day or I say the day of my destruction. For any girl her marriage is a very big thing and a very happy occasion because they get married with their own will to their chosen partners but in my case neither the marriage happened with my own will nor my husband is the one whom I chose or loved.
Technically I'm already married to him before only but that was in the papers. today he marked me as his property in front of the whole world.
Yes property because they think a wife is equal to property.
But I can't do this anymore. I have already lost many things I can't lose anything else.
It's time to get free from this cage that everyone calls life.
I took out the strip of sleeping pills from inside of my blouse that I hid when I was getting ready.
Taking the water filled glass I gulped all the pills and sat on the beautifully decorated bed…
I felt drowsy and decided to lay down. I closed my eyes and started to remember how my life changed drastically.
Flashback few months before
Antara's pov
"Shh! You will wake her up. Don't make so much noise kids!" I heard Amma saying to the kids
I suppressed a giggle sensing the trouble she is facing with this little devil.
They all think I'm sleeping but if they knew I'm wide awake and just acting to be asleep. I don't want them to ruin the surprise they planned for me.
" Amma it's Prithvi who is making noise. We are silent." Preeta complained like everytime about her twin
"When did I say anything? Why are you lying? Amma see what she is saying." Prithvi whined
"Both of you keep quiet for now. Let's place the things quietly and decorate the place then we will wake her up." Amma said in a hushed tone and I can imagine all of them nodding their head in yes
If you still don't understand what they are doing then let me tell you. Today is my 20th birthday to be specific. Finally I'm not a teen anymore…
Oops I didn't give an introduction about myself, how silly of me.
So I'm Antara. Only Antara with no surname behind her name like other people because I'm an orphan. Well I don't know if it is my real name or my name was something else because this name is given by Amma to me as there was no pendant or bracelet with my name or anything. Maybe it's my real name or maybe not. But who cares? I'm happy with my name.
I don't know who my parents are as well. I only know that my parents died in a car crash and Amma brought me here after rescuing me from the crash.
My father was unconscious but my mother was conscious Amma was passing by when she saw the car.
She reached there to see if she could help or something.
My mother who was injured gave me to amma and before amma could call for help the car caught fire and I lost my parents and became an orphan. I was 3 years old at that time and the trauma of the accident made me forget everything.
Amma brought me here in "Hope orphanage" where kids like me who have no one are raised.
Amma is the caretaker of this orphanage but she is like a mother to us so we all call her Amma.
I bought up with other kids here. Many people tried to adopt me but I didn't want to go so amma didn't force me to go. It's illegal but still she managed to not send me with them.
I was supposed to move out when I turned 18 but I didn't want to leave anyone and for another reason as well that I will tell later so I took the job of dance and art teacher here and now staying here.
I love dancing. It's like I'm a born dancer. Maybe my mother was one as well. From my childhood I'm interested in dancing and Amma made sure I took training in dance and now I'm myself a dance teacher but as we say there is no end of learning so I'm also learning new dance styles and forms.
The owners of this orphanage are very kind and good people. They never let us face any kind of problems may it be about education or safety and even let us do the extra curricular activities as well.
So back to my birthday they want to surprise me but I know about their little plan but don't want to make them sad so here I'm pretending to sleep.
I hear their talks and footsteps while they are working.
After some time I started to feel sleepy for real but kept myself awake.
"Finally we are done and only 5 minutes are left until 12 am." Amma told the kids
"Should we wake her up?" Pakhi asked
Pakhi is Amma's own daughter who is 17 years old.
"Yes wake her," Amma said and I became normal like I'm sleeping for Real
"Di wake up," Pakhi called me but I turned aside
Can't wake up immediately and let them know that I was acting.
"Di wakey wakey!" Anusha called tapping my cheeks in her baby voice
She is 5 years old and the youngest one here.
"Diii!" Everyone screamed in top of their voice and I woke up
"What?" I asked them pretending to be shocked
"Happy birthday Di!" They all said together and I saw the clock has hit 12 am
"Thank you so much." I told them and they all attacked me with a bear hug.
There are 10 kids excluding Pakhi in this orphanage for now.
All are various ages ; none is the same age except Preeta and Prithvi as they are twins.
They are left by their mother who is apparently a teen single mom.
Their mother had left a letter and it was mentioned there. I can't even blame her completely because she is all alone and taking care of two kids when you're a teen yourself and that too without any support is tough and almost impossible but then the kids are innocent why punish them? I can bear anything but not something wrong. I believe in good works and their fruits. I always protest against wrong things.
"Di what are you thinking? Come on let's cut the cake already." Pakhi said breaking my train of thoughts
I nodded my head and tied my hair in a bun before getting up.
Amma has baked my favorite strawberry cake for me like every year.
She baked cakes for everyone on their birthdays and she knows who likes what.
I blew the candles and cut the cake and fed it to Amma first as she is older among us and then Anusha because she is the younger one among us.
After that I feed others as well and then they feed me back.
And like every time they applied cream on me and I let them do it because they will be happy.
Their happiness matters to me very much. They are my little angels.
After it they all gave me gifts obviously that is their hand made cards and crafts that I taught them making in art class and left leaving me with Pakhi in the room as Pakhi and I share a room.
We both are best friends though I'm just 3 years older than her.
"Happy 20th birthday Di. Finally you are not a teen anymore." She said with a smile
"Yes finally now I can go out and try to explore other things as well." I told her
"By the way won't you give me my gift?" I asked her as she didn't give me anything
"I will buy tomorrow. And I have a surprise for you as well." She said with a mischievous smile on her face
"What surprise?" I asked as I know it must be something mischievous
"What kind of surprise would it be if I told you now?" She asked and I made my best puppy dog eyes in front her
"OK ok I will tell actually tomorrow….." She was about to say something when my phone rang suddenly
It is an unknown number.
Who Is calling me now? That too this late? I decided to ignore it but again it started to ring
"Di pick it na what if it is something important?" Pakhi said and I nodded my head
She is right, it can be something important.
I received the call and when I heard the voice of the person in call the smile from my lips vanished and anger took on.
Antara's pov I received the call and when I heard the voice of the person in the call the smile from my lips vanished and anger took on."Happy birthday beautiful." I heard that creep's voice The audacity of his that he dared to call me. "Why the hell did you call me?" I asked him calmly as much I can because today is my birthday and I don't want to ruin my mood "is it wrong to wish the person you love on her birthday Antara?" he asked and honestly telling I want to smack his head on the wall hard "Stop your nonsense and dare you to call me again and again I will lodge a complaint against you." Saying I cut the call and blocked his this number "What happened? Who called you? " Pakhi asked me "kalpit who else. That idiot does not understand the meaning of no. God knows when he will stop bothering me. He is a local gang leader that's why has so much to worry about. I said I will lodge a complaint against him but what's the catch? He will be free in the next hour. He and I both kn
Antara's pov "if I was you I would not do this mistake that you are doing right now." a voice said with authority making all of us looking at the owner of the voice Oh my god it's him! But what is he doing here? Suddenly I felt the grip of kalpit's hand lotion around my wrist and totally vanished. I looked at him to find him staring at HIM with widened eyes. Good for me actually. "may I know what's going on here?" He asked with authority in his voice "Yes sir! You can. This kalpit is forcing Antara Di to marry him and was dragging her with himself." Pakhi jumped and said even before I could react "is it? I did not know that a girl's consent is not needed for a relationship or wedding." He said in a mocking tone and I can't help but admire him even in this situation " I love her but she is not ready to accept me and my love that's why I have to force her. "Kalpit said but his voice is shaken a bit It will shake because many big people shake in fear in front of Raichand family
Antara's pov I looked at them with a questioning look but they just continued to talk. By they I mean the kids and Aashish ji. They just ignored my presence. "you came finally, what took you both so long?" Amma asked me with concern "nothing happened. We were just chilling outside." I told her I don't want to give her tension by telling about Kalpit. "Yes ma it's nothing don't worry." Pakhi supported me I looked at Aashish ji who was giving me why did you lie. But I just gave him my puppy dog eyes so he won't spill about Kalpit. It's like he understood my words and nodded his head, making me smile. "You both go and freshen up. I have some work with Mr. Raichand." Amma said "Oh please don't call me Mr. Raichand I'm not that much old you see that you have to call me that. You can call me Ashish after all I'm like your son only." He said and again my heart melted like butter in the heat of his words "we are coming." I told her and went inside my room without looking at him I o
Aashish's pov "where is he?" I asked my man who just came out from the basement "In cell 13 boss! We have treated him exactly the way you asked us to do so." He replied with a satisfactory smile on his face "good. I would like to deal with him all alone." I told him and he nodded I go inside of the basement where many torture cells are filled with their preys. But I care less about them for me now that man is the most important thing to handle. Opening the door I looked at the half dead man. " enjoying my privileges?" I asked him "please boss leave me I was not aware of your liking for her if I did then I would have never eye her. I'm sorry please forgive me." He said but I just tsked "you know what Kalpit that's the problem of men like you. They only think of girls as a thing and they can do anything with them without their will. And that's not right at all. If you like or love someone you approach them gently and make them like you not force them. "I told him " I'm sorry p
Antara's pov " Um will you go on a date with me?" It's the only thing is ringing in my earDid he really ask me to go on a date with him? "Antara?" He asked waving his hand in front of me "Huh?" I asked him dumbly"Are you ok?" he asked me and I nodded Did I dream about him asking me to go on a date with him? Maybe I did otherwise why would he ask ME for a date? "You are not dreaming about anything I did ask you about to go on a date with you. So tell me are you ready to go? I know it's too early to ask that but I like you so… " he trailed off "Yes I will go with you." I told him even before I register what I said Did I Really say yes to him? That too without asking amma? Without taking her permission? Like really? She will grill me alive ugh! "That's nice. Then be ready tomorrow I will pick you up at 5 pm and don't worry I will drop you before 8 pm and will take Amma's permission as well." He said like he read my mind "OK! I should leave now. Bye!" I told him but he hold m
Antara's pov I came downstairs and found Aashish ji talking with amma. "Antara di is here !" Prithvi said pointing towards me I felt very conscious about my appearance. "you're looking very beautiful, Anatra. See Aashish ji is here to take you for the event. But come back on time." Amma said with a smile on her face but I got the warning behind her words "Yes amma I will drop her back on time. Don't worry about it. She is safe with me." He said and I looked down at my feet "I know that. But I'm like her mother. I have raised her and you know the mother's tension for their daughter." Amma said and my heart filled with happiness It's true that she has loved me like her daughter. She never differentiate between Pakhi and us.. " don't worry your daughter is my responsibility I won't let anything happen to her ever. "He said and I felt his gaze on me but I didn't looked up " Shall we go to Antara? "He asked and I nodded in yes and took steps ahead My heart is thudding inside my r
Antara's pov Life takes so many turns too without any warnings that sometimes you are confused about how to take everything and believe that this is really happening. And that's what is happening with me. My life has taken so many twists and turns in just 3 months that I'm having difficulty believing everything. From getting proposed by the man whom I liked very much and now love to then realising my love for him then getting engaged to him. Yes I'm getting engaged today and I can't believe that. I'm already dressed in my engagement dress that is a Black pearl work lehenga with balck full sleeves petal work blouse...with a net black dupatta with work borderIt's chosen by him only. His family has accepted me very well. Me being an orphan hasn't created any problems in the wedding talk. They are not only rich by bank balance but their hearts as well. Only his elder brother is the one who is still a mysterious person for me other than that it's perfect for me. "Dii are you done
Anirudh's pov Gorgeous is a very small word to explain what she is. Her beauty, her innocence is out of this world. I can not find a proper word to describe her. Looking at her smile anyone can forget their pain and tension… These innocent and heavenly beauty's are really rare; they are very few in this world but the few here are with someone who is worthy of them, not someone who is unworthy. Antara is only that an innocent and heavenly beauty that should be with me not my worthless brother. He does not deserve her but I do. I was searching for her god knows where and she is here with my younger brother as his fiance… Those beautiful kajal (kohl) filled eyes twinkling with happiness as she talked. She is 20 yet her childishness is still intact inside her.. That day in the temple she bumped with me and screamed at me. If it was someone else I would have killed him or her that instant but i couldn't say anything to her killing her is something impossible. I only could see her