DANIEL
I specifically requested Gianna to place Liam on office cleaning duty today. I haven't had time to talk to him in the last two days. I have been avoiding him in hopes of suppressing my desires. I want him badly, and avoiding him hasn't dampened that.I am expecting him to walk through the door any minute now, with cleaning supplies. The very thought of seeing him scares me delightfully. There was a light knock, and the knob turned. I swallowed hard. The door opened, and he peeked in, shyly at first. When his eyes found mine, he smiled, and it was contagious. I reeled in the comfort that I wasn't happy alone. He wanted to see me, and I, him.“Hey,” he walked further into the room, closing the door. He was standing just a few meters away. “ Hi.” I answered, getting on my feet. He fidgeted, clutching onto the mop tightly.“What is it?” It was obvious he wanted to say something. “You know you can trust me,” He seemed to think about it. My gaze didn't stray from him.“I have a question…” He began warily, getting me interested. “A Sensitive one…” he trailed. “Go on.” I encouraged firmly. He hesitated for a while, “Let's say I want to buy protection in here…”At the mention of buy protection, my eyes widened.“Things you do as payment are not pretty," I cut him off sternly. That was an easy of saying that his ass was the preferable payment. It always is.“I don't have to do anything, I have cash,” he exclaimed, offended somehow. He is more naive than I had thought. The silly boy doesn't understand the implications of anyone catching a whiff that he has some bills with him. I shudder at the possible outcomes. “Where did you get the money from?”“Does it matter?” He shrugged, upsetting the warden in me further. These are the same crimes I have been trying to eliminate, and here I was with a scared bunny, confessing of the same.It was a bad idea to get involved with him. I was sure of that now. “I am just trying to survive like everyone else,” Liam retorted softly. Here I was again getting weak, for him. I took a deep breath, the man in me feeling like an asshole, for tramping on his effort, to keep himself safe, the only way he could. But the warden wanted to know how he managed to get cash. Could be his father, or perhaps his arrogant cousin. When I didn't say anything for a while, he became suspicious. The accusing glare in his face didn't sit well with my heart. “Liam…”“I shouldn't have told you,” he snapped. “You are judging me already.” He looked away in frustration.Do I understand his perspective? Yes.But the situation wasn't amusing, at least not for the man of law. I made a mental note to increase security at the visitor's bay. If someone as innocent as Liam could sneak cash through, only heavens know what others manage. I exhaled, pondering on what to do. A thought crossed my mind, maybe I could use the opportunity to pin down some notorious inmates and the guards involved. “Give me a day, I will find out which inmate can protect you from everyone else. “ I would do exactly that, but in a way that will aid my investigation. I will have Gianna sight someone, and then prompt Liam and once we are sure he has been paid, we will keep a close eye on him.It will probably help us unmask how money gets spent and by whom. Without risking Liam, of course. “I just want to stop looking over my shoulder every step I take.” Liam insisted.“And you will,” I promised. “But you have to be careful. If anyone suspects you have money, that sh*t will spread faster than wildfire. And you will be in grave danger.”“You are the only one I have told.” I breathed out in relief. “Come here,” I commanded lightly, surprising him and me both. I would have taken my tone back, but he took a first cautious step and I stepped forward and met him halfway. I raised my hands and placed them on his shoulders, surprising him further. Our gazes locked, “I am with you, not against you.” I assured,“ Okay," he visibly relaxed. Unknowingly, I pulled him closer, and he obliged willingly. His body fit perfectly with mine.I wrapped him in a much-craved hug and inhaled his scent. His breath hitched, spinning my senses back. I realized my mistake too late because his hands had already wrapped around my waist, as his head laid comfortably on my chest.Two years later…DANIEL POV“ Everything looks good, baby,” I murmured, wrapping my hands around his waist and pulled him back against my chest. “Urgh, you have ruined my plating,” he grumbled, making me chuckle lightly. I tightened my hold on him, and stared at the counter. The various dishes he had managed to cook looked absolutely flavorful and tasted just as much. Trust me, I was the taster.“ I still can't believe we are doing this,” I referred to his birthday party which we were hosting and invited his family, mine, and our friends. “ Help me put them on the table. “ My boy retorted, instead wiggling against my hold. “ Daniel!” He growled after an unsuccessful attempt to pry from my hold.“ Shhh…" I hushed, kissing his neck. I then stepped aside, picked two dishes, and proceeded to the balcony where we had set the table and the grills. It took us twelve trips, to set everything, with Liam barking instructions which I followed to the letter. He was excited about it and I trie
LIAMI balanced the tray with one hand and used the other to open the door. Daniel was still buried deep under the duvet, snoring softly. I placed the tray by the bedside table and climbed in bed and patted him softly. He groaned when I uncovered his head, “wake up, sleepy head.” I murmured, placing a simple kiss on his lips. Sleepy eyes landed on me and widened when he realized I was fully clothed. “What time is it?”“ Half-past one,”“What? How? I never sleep in this late.” He threw the duvet aside and leaned on the headboard.I found myself taking my favorite position on his lap and his hands automatically wrapped around my waist. I plopped my head on his shoulder and inhaled deeply. “ Mmh…” I moaned, rubbing my nose on his shoulder blade. “There is no way, you weren't made for me" “I am yours,” he rasped, pulling back to kiss my lips. “And you are mine, forever, if that's what you want too.”“Forever sounds just right!” “ With you, I won't settle for less,” Daniel confessed,
DANIELDinner with Liam's dad and family was a thrilling experience. A good distraction that came in hardy.I had a ton of unavoidable thoughts flooding, and it was nice to be around different people.I got to meet his cousin, Alexander, under better circumstances. But the guy still has some reservations about me, unlike his adorable boyfriend, Christian.By the time we got back home, Liam didn't need prompting as he disappeared in the bathroom to prepare himself, I suppose. Before he left, he has some orders to dish out.“Wait for me in the balcony, preferably naked.”“Balcony?” I asked, surprised considering how chilly it was. “ Yeah, it's my favorite spot in your house.” He shrugged, “and it's also the only place we haven't had sex yet.”“It's chilly, baby. “ I reasoned.“ With what I have in mind, you will be hot in no time.”When he reappeared, I was sitting naked on the bed. It had begun drizzling, and I hate cold. “Balcony is out of the question today.” I disappointed, “Can w
LIAM“Bullshit!” Daniel jumped on his feet, getting to his brother's face. For a second, I feared fists might start flying. “So now I am to blame,” he whispered with so much pain I wanted to kill someone. The whole room went silent, each with their thoughts.From where I stood, Daniel's mother is to blame. She cast this enormous barrier among her son's without even knowing it. Kevin has lived with not only the guilt of her death, but the burden of being hated by his younger brother. “It's not your fault, Danny. It has never been. As your elder brother, I failed you.” All the anger escaped Daniel. He exhaled, running in his finger through his short hair. “Is that why you became a priest?” Daniel asked curiously, “you were never a religious person.” Daniel cited the fact that his brother was a reputed surgeon, but bailed their mother's fiasco. “I figured if I do his work, I might get some long-overdue peace of mind.” Kevin replied, glancing at the sky, helplessly fighting back tear
DANIELIt's hard to anticipate the outcome of this journey, and that unravels me. Deep in my gut, I know I won't like what I will find, and I guess that's why I let Liam tug along. I may not tell him, but having him here is giving me strength. To deal with whatever goes down between Kevin and me.Nineteen hours later, we are both staring at the sign post. A hundred meters ahead, it read. I hadn't realized my hands were shaking until Liam placed his on top and gave me an encouraging smile.“I know I'm no prize,” he began, staring up at me. “And I am confusing most of the time and I will probably annoy you to death, but I am here, for a lifetime, if you want me.”His words brought forth this warmth in my heart and I didn't feel so nervous anymore. I leaned in and kissed his cheek before we stepped out of the car, and continued by foot. Liam just followed quietly, giving me time to gather my thoughts, as we made our way to the parish office.From the postcard I had got from Kevin last
LIAMShowing up at Daniel's door had seemed like a good plan initially, but I am not so sure anymore.My uncertainty had only grown as I got closer. As I knocked on his door, I contemplated turning back. I didn't know, how, or even where to begin. He might not take me back, which is scary, but maybe he might. It's a damn shame I can't predict the outcome.He seemed stunned seeing me on his doorstep when he opened the door. He does look as if he had lost weight, I thought, recalling something Gianna had said earlier.“What are you doing here?”“Can I come in, please?” I whispered.He stepped aside and locked the door after him. I looked around the living room, awkwardly wondering which word to utter first. “Don't you think we deserve another shot?” I asked. “I am sorry, but I can't talk today. I was just about to shower and head out.” He blurted.“Oh, that's fine, I can wait until you get back, or I could visit dad and come back tomorrow.” I offered. He didn't reply instantly. He