LOGINBy the time training ended, Lisa’s hands were raw.
She rinsed the dirt from her palms at the pump behind the healer’s den, rubbing until the cold water turned her skin red. Mud swirled away between the cracks of old stone, but it did nothing to wash off the heat still clinging to her from the sparring ring. Or the memory of Adrian hand around her wrist. She shut the pump off hard. The yard beyond the den had nearly emptied. Most of the young wolves had already gone to breakfast, their voices fading into the larger hum of pack life. Smoke curled from the central kitchens. Somewhere deeper in camp, children were laughing. It should have felt ordinary. Safe, even. Instead, Lisa felt watched. She looked behind her . No one was there. Still, the back of her neck prickled. “Lisa.” She turned sharply. Mia stood in the doorway of the healer’s den, arms full of folded cloth, one gray brow raised. She was small and wiry and at least sixty, though everyone in Black Moon knew better than to mistake age for weakness where Mia was concerned. She missed very little. “Are you planning to drown yourself at the pump,” Mia asked, “or are you coming inside?” Lisa forced her hands to unclench. “I’m coming.” Mia held the door open with her hip. The den smelled of dried herbs, smoke, and the bitter edge of crushed roots left too long in a mortar. Shelves lined the walls, packed with jars and bundles tied with twine. Lisa had spent enough years here to know every creak in the floorboards and every stain on the worktable. It was the closest thing she had to a refuge. Mia set the cloth down and glanced at Isla’s scraped knuckles. “Training again?” Lisa gave a short nod. “And?” Lisa crossed to the table and reached for the pestle, mostly so she would have something to do with her hands. “And nothing.” Mia snorted softly. “That look on your face says otherwise.” Lisa began grinding dried willow bark harder than necessary. “It was the same as usual.” That part wasn’t a lie. Adrian had mocked her. The others had laughed. She had ended up in the dirt. What was not usual was the way her pulse still jumped every time she replayed that brief moment between them. The jolt. The locked stare. The fury that had come into his face afterward, sudden and violent as a storm rolling over the mountain. Mia watched her for a long moment. “Did the Alpha’s son make trouble you again ?” Lisa kept her eyes on the mortar. “When doesn’t he?” Something in Mia’s expression sharpened. “He put hands on you?” “No.” The answer came too fast. Isla slowed herself. “Not like that.” Not like that. Yet even saying the words made her feel strange, as if she were standing too close to a truth she didn’t want named. Mia said nothing. That was one of the unsettling things about her. She knew how to wait. She would let silence do the work people thought questions had to do. Lisa ground the bark until it was powder. Finally Mia said, “Then what happened?” Lisa almost brushed it off again. But the pressure in her chest had been building all morning, and some small part of her wanted to say it aloud just to hear how impossible it sounded. “When we touched,” she said carefully, “something happened.” Mia’s stillness changed. Not dramatically. Just enough. Lisa noticed. “It was probably nothing,” she added quickly. “Describe it.” Lisa swallowed. “Like… a shock. Only warmer.” She hated how uncertain she sounded. “It happened twice. Once when we both reached for the same staff. Then again in the ring.” Mia’s face gave nothing away now. “And he reacted?” Lisa thought of Adrian’s expression — that raw flash of recognition, followed almost immediately by anger. “Yes,” she said quietly. Mia turned away first, busying herself with bundles that did not need sorting. “I see.” A knot tightened in Lisa’s stomach. “You do?” Mia did not answer right away.She looked away from her When Mia finally looked back, her eyes were unreadable. “Sometimes wolves imagine meaning where there is none.” Relief and disappointment hit Lisa at once, tangled together. “So it’s nothing.” “I didn’t say that.” Lisa set the pestle down. “Then what are you saying?” Mia crossed the room and placed a small jar of salve on the table between them. “I’m saying you should be very careful.” The answer irritated her more than it should have. “That tells me nothing.” “It tells you enough for your own good .” “No, it doesn’t.”Lisa heard the edge in her own voice and hated it, but she couldn’t stop. “If this is some pack thing everyone knows except me, then just say it.” Mia’s expression softened for only a second. “Child, there are some things better understood slowly.” “I’m tired of things happening around me and I’m the last one meant to know.” Mia sighed, old weariness moving through her face. “The mate bond doesn’t always arrive gently.” The room went silent. Lisa stared at her. No. It’s can’t be . The word echoed through her mind before her mouth could shape it. Mia continued, more cautiously now, “Sometimes it starts as instinct. A pull. Recognition. Skin knowing before the mind catches up.” Lisa felt suddenly cold, though the den was warm. “You think Adrian is my mate?” “I think,” Mia said, “that you felt something real.” Lisa gave a breathless, disbelieving laugh. “That’s impossible.” Mia said nothing. “It has to be impossible.” Lisa pushed away from the table. “He hates me too much to be my mate.” “Hate and fear wear similar faces in young wolves.” “He humiliates me in front of everyone all the time .” Mia’s gaze held hers. “Yes that am aware of .” Lisa folded her arms tightly over herself. “That is not how mates are supposed to act.” “No,” Mia agreed. “It isn’t.” The quiet that followed was different now. Heavier. More dangerous. Lisa turned away and crossed to the small window, staring out at the frost still clinging to the shadowed side of the yard. A pair of younger wolves ran past, shoving each other and laughing, unaware that the world had just tilted. Mate. The word felt unreal attached to Adrian Thorne. To his cold smile, his cutting voice, the contempt in his eyes whenever he looked at her. Mates were supposed to be stories told by the fire in winter — rare, sacred, once-in-a-lifetime. Not this. Not humiliation in the dirt while half the pack watched. “If anyone finds out…” she began. Mia’s tone sharpened. “Has anyone said anything?” Lisa thought of the whispers from yesterday. The girls in the yard. The half-heard word that had sounded like a joke. Her stomach dropped. “I’m not sure .” Mia was beside her in an instant. “Maybe is not good enough.” “I don’t know,” Lisa said. “I heard people whispering. I didn’t think—” “No.” Mia gripped her chin lightly, forcing Isla to meet her eyes. “Listen to me. If this is what I think it is, you tell no one. Promise me .” Lisa pulled back. “Why?” “Because if he rejects the bond publicly, you’ll carry the shame of it for the rest of your life.” The words hit hard. Rejects the bond. Of course he would. The certainty of it came so fast it hurt. Adrian , future Alpha, adored by the pack, cruel even before this—why would he ever accept a mate like her? A half-forgotten girl raised in the healer’s den, useful only when she was quiet and out of the way. Her throat tightened. Mia saw it. Her voice gentled. “I’m not saying he will.” “Then what are you saying ?” Mia hesitated. That was answer enough. Before Lisa could speak again, the door to the den swung open. One of the younger apprentices stumbled in, breathless. “Mia—Alpha Thomas wants the salves brought to the south barracks immediately .” Mia straightened at once, the moment broken. “I’ll come,” Lisa said quickly, grateful for anything to do. Mia studied her, then nodded once. “Fine. Take the blue basket.” Lisa moved automatically, collecting jars and bandages with careful hands. But inside, everything felt ragged. Too sharp. Too close to breaking. She left the den through the back path, hoping to avoid the training grounds. The path curved through the pines before opening near the lower barracks. Needles crackled beneath her boots. Her breath fogged white in the air. She kept her eyes down, focused on the basket in her arms. That was why she didn’t see him until she nearly walked straight into his chest. Adrian caught her by the elbows to steady her. The basket tipped. A jar rolled free and shattered on the ground. And the bond hit her like fire. Not a spark this time. Not a question. A violent rush of heat tore through her chest, stealing the air from her lungs. Lisa gasped and stumbled backward, but Adrian hands tightened instinctively before he let go as if burned. For one raw moment, neither of them moved. His face had gone white. He knew. There was no mistaking it now. No denial. No uncertainty. He looked at her the way a man looks at the blade already sliding between his ribs—shocked, furious, disbelieving. Then his mouth curled with something cruel. “Well,” he said softly, “that’s unfortunate.”Morning came cold, bright, and merciless. Snow covered Black Moon in a clean white layer that made everything look calmer than it was. Roofs glittered under pale winter light. Smoke lifted in thin gray lines. Wolves moved along the packed paths with lowered heads and reddened hands, but there was a strange tension under the ordinary rhythm of the morning, something watchful and expectant. Lisa felt it before she even left the healer’s den. She stood near the hearth, her fingers wrapped around a cup gone lukewarm, while Mia sorted dried herbs at the worktable with the clipped efficiency she always used when irritated. Raymond hovered by the door like a man expecting disaster. Adrian had already dressed, though Mia had muttered three different threats about stubborn patients and torn stitches while he did it. No one said much. No one needed to. The camp had seen enough yesterday. Adrian standing beside her in the yard. Adrian taking her hand. Adrian making it impossible for an
The walk back to the healer’s den felt longer than the whole mountain descent.Not because the distance had changed.Because now the entire camp had seen.Lisa could feel it on her skin as clearly as the cold evening air — the attention following them, the shock still rippling outward from the yard, the way conversations had stalled and then restarted in low, urgent murmurs the moment Adrian took her hand. No one called after them. No one was foolish enough for that.They didn’t need to be.Black Moon had already understood.Mia reached them first, furious in the efficient, deadly way only Mia could manage. She stopped directly in front of Adrian, took in his pale face, the tension in his jaw, the fact that he was upright when he absolutely should not have been, and said, “Have you completely abandoned self-preservation, or are you simply determined to test whether I meant what I said?”Adrian, to his credit, had the sense not to answer immediately.Raymond did it for him.“Bit of bot
The kiss should not have happened in daylight.Not there.Not after the elders had just left.Not with the whole pack circling the truth like wolves around blood in snow.And yet it did.Adrian’s hand at her neck was warm and steady, his mouth slow on hers in a way that felt far more dangerous than the fevered hunger of the night before. This kiss was not desperation. It was not accident. It was not something either of them could pretend had only happened because of pain, exhaustion, or the mountain.It was a choice.That was what made it terrifying.Lisa felt it in the way the bond deepened under the contact, not flaring wildly this time but settling with a fierce, almost aching certainty. She kissed him back before caution could reclaim her, one hand catching lightly in the front of his shirt, and felt the answering shift in him — the controlled inhale, the restraint tightening and then softening under her mouth.He broke the kiss first.Only barely.His forehead rested against hers
The next morning, the den felt different. Not because anything in it had changed. The fire had burned low in the hearth overnight. The shelves still smelled of dried herbs and pine resin. Mia was already awake somewhere in the back room, moving jars with the brisk, purposeful rhythm of someone who had decided not to comment on last night yet, which was somehow more threatening than if she had. Snow still lay thick outside the shutters, whitening the world into silence. No, what had changed was harder to name. It lived under Lisa’s skin. In the memory of Adrian’s mouth on hers. In the heat that still seemed to linger at her waist where his hand had rested. In the simple unbearable fact that the bond no longer felt only like conflict. It felt aware. Intimate in a way that had nothing to do with fate and everything to do with choice. She had slept badly because of it. Or hardly slept at all. Every time she drifted close, the memory came back — the low roughness of his voice, th
After Mia’s interruption, the room never quite settled again. The healer’s den remained warm, the fire low and steady, the snow tapping softly now and then against the shutters, but something had changed in the air. Lisa could feel it in her own skin. In the way her wrist still burned where Adrian’s fingers had held it. In the way her breathing never seemed to return fully to normal. In the silence that now stretched between them — not empty, not awkward exactly, but thick with everything that had almost happened and had not. You almost kissed me. Yes. The simplicity of his answer had done more damage than denial ever could have. Mia returned, moved around the room, refreshed a poultice, muttered something about stubborn men and untreated egos, then finally announced that if no one planned to start dying in the next hour, she intended to sleep. Raymond , still on watch outside, was replaced sometime later by one of Richard’s guards. No one came in. No one asked more questions. A
Night settled slowly over the healer’s den. By the time the last of the light had drained from the windows, the snow outside had turned the whole camp hushed and distant, as though Black Moon had been wrapped in wool. The usual sounds of evening came muted through the walls — a door shutting somewhere across the yard, the low bark of a dog, voices passing and fading into the storm-dark. Inside, the den glowed amber with lamplight and hearthfire, warm in a way that should have felt safe. It didn’t. Not with Adrian there. Not with the bond alive and restless between them, quieter now than it had been on the mountain but deeper somehow, settled under Lisa’s skin like an ache that shifted every time he moved. Mia had finally bullied Raymond into taking first watch outside the door after Richard’s guards had made their presence known at the edge of the yard. The Alpha himself had left at dusk, carrying silence behind him like a threat postponed. Mia had then declared that if Adrian re
For one terrible moment, none of them moved. Snow gathered softly along Adrian’s black fur, melting where it touched the heat of him. His breath came in rough, uneven pulls. Up close, the damage was clearer — blood along his foreleg, a torn line at his flank, shallow scrapes across one shoulder wh
Hello guys I’m so sorry for the late updates on the novel I was actually sick but thank God im getting better I hope you guys like and comments on the book and tell me what you think 🥰😊By afternoon, the entire pack knew something was wrong. Not the truth. Not yet. But Black Moon had always bee
The next morning, the summons came before sunrise. Lisa had barely slept. She had spent most of the night turning Mary’s warning over in her mind, listening to the wind scrape against the healer’s den and wondering which was worse — Adrian’s cruelty when he felt in control, or whatever might come
The dining hall never fully recovered after Adrian left. Even once the noise returned, it came back unevenly, scattered and too bright, like people were trying to sound normal while listening for the next crack in the floor beneath them. Lisa kept her eyes on her food, even though she had no appe







