MasukJULIANSeeing that Fred had gone to clean himself, Abel and I no longer waited. We entered the car and drove off. I didn't feel the need to visit the hospital again. Especially after what happened today, I felt the need to be more cautious now. This pregnancy wasn't only going to change my body from now on. It would also change my life, and I guessed it was time to talk to Xavier. He needed to speak with the director. It wasn't like things were unknown to the director to begin with. The drama... Especially my scenes, they needed to be rushed. I rubbed my belly as I closed my eyes, intending to rest for a bit longer. However, the earlier scene played in my head the moment I closed my eyes, and a frown formed on my face. How was I supposed to face Fred again after this? Calculating things on a rational ground, I seemed to owe Fred twice now...With this thought in mind, I gradually fell asleep. Opening my eyes again, I saw myself being held by Xavier, whose eyes were extremely
JULIANMy eyes widened when I saw what happened. I tried to control myself and even tried to step back, but my body suddenly seemed to weigh a thousand tons. I couldn't even do anything. I held my belly as I threw up almost all the food in my belly and the earlier ginger tea I had taken. My mind was in a mess. I was both panicked and distressed. What was this again? I'd been okay since I woke up that I'd forgotten about my health and condition. How could I be so careless?I closed my eyes as if that would erase what I had done, but my mouth kept pouring them out. Damn it. Why was Fred not stepping back?He stood there with his mouth open like he wasn't scared something might directly fall into his mouth, and no matter how I pleaded with my eyes, he seemed to have... lost his soul. What was I expecting? Fred hated me so much that he wouldn't even look at me twice on a normal day, but here he was, being soaked with my filth. How mortified must he feel at the moment? I really
JULIANThe doctor turned around in a second with a curious expression on his face. He looked like he was ready for a gossip, and his ears perked up. I smiled secretly. Then, I gestured for Abel to hand over my bag. Rummaging through the bag with my free hand, I found the marriage certificate I'd always kept with me and handed it over to the doctor. "You can see for yourself," I said to him. The doctor frowned. He seemed to have noticed something wrong as he took the certificate from me while he continued looking at my face, seemingly searching for clues. But I kept my smile innocent. The doctor's brows raised, and then, lowering his eyes, he glanced at the marriage certificate in his hand. His eyes widened. He took a step back. His lips parted as he tried to let out a word, but he seemed too shocked to say anything. This went on for a while longer until the man was finally able to calm down. "This... This is that Mr Xavier? The one..." I nodded, interrupting his stammering.
JULIAN That couldn't be right. There was no way he would risk his life to save me when he hated me so much. He was a scum who would gladly watch me die without doing anything, so how could he think about saving me?I must be hallucinating. Everything I remembered was wrong. "Abel," I called with a cracked voice. The bad premonition in my heart was unbearable. I really didn't want to believe it. "Hm?" Abel replied. I looked into his eyes, hoping he would tell me something different and crush the silly thoughts in my heart. "Who helped me?" I asked in a low voice. Abel's expression changed. His earlier soft smile disappeared, and he looked at me worriedly. My heart sank. Could my memory be right?No, it shouldn't. "Tell me," I whispered, barely able to keep my composure. Abel's grip on my hand tightened briefly, and he sighed. "Fred already saved you before we got there. He also performed an emergency CPR on you." Abel explained. My thoughts collapsed, and so did my heart
JULIANMy eyes widened, and my heart raced violently. Looking at the water that got closer with each passing second, I felt like my body was devoid of blood and panic rose from my chest. Splash!My body hit the water, and water splashed everywhere. I swan around in panic, unable to control myself and the heaviness that came with the sudden fall. Fortunately, I didn't hit anything in the water, but that didn't reduce the fear in my heart as... I couldn't swim!My head was slowly drowning in the water. I frantically tried to call for help but swallowed water instead. My stomach lurched. Fear and panic grew stronger from within. Along with them came regret. I should have listened to Xavier and Abel. I shouldn't have stepped out alone. I shouldn't have been so lost in thought that I fell into the water... now, who would protect my baby?Who would save me?My right hand went to my belly while my left hand continued moving in the water, trying to pull myself out. Someone needed to
JULIAN I initially thought it would be difficult for me to act out the scene with the discomfort in my chest and my average acting. But I was wrong. Seeing the disgusting acting of Fred and the female lead who was crying but whose eyes showed she was enjoying it, I could barely keep my anger under control. Everything made me wonder if the actress acting as the female lead was being naive or plainly stupid. The scene could have been acted with sense. Fred didn't need to show so much of her breasts publicly if he truly loved her as she thought. He would have protected her even more. But that wasn't the case. Not only did Fred almost expose her entire breasts publicly, but he even slid his hand into her panties while she also looked like she was enjoying it. My anger blared and watching became difficult as time passed. Seeing that it was time to act, I moved, but the female lead's pleading eyes, which seemed to say I shouldn't move, made me sit back. I clenched my fingers around







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