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~ANYA POV~
“Yaya!” The shout cut through the bass-heavy music pounding inside CÉRRO Nightclub. I didn’t need to look up from the drink I was mixing to know it was Athena. Only she called me that. I glanced anyway. There she was, strutting across the bar like she owned it—blonde hair glowing under the neon lights, lips glossed to perfection, and that mischievous grin plastered across her face. The grin that meant trouble. “No,” I said flatly, sliding the cocktail across to the waiting customer. He didn’t take the drink right away. His eyes were too busy glued to my chest. Typical. “Would you like anything else, sir?” I asked, forcing my voice into customer-service-sweetness. “Yeah,” he yelled over the music, leaning way too close. “Your number.” I clenched my jaw. Great. Another drunk who thought spitting on me while shouting counted as flirting. He wasn’t ugly—late twenties, maybe, with dirty-blonde hair and a smirk that screamed “I’ve watched Wolf of Wall Street too many times.” But still. Not my type. “You know…” he dragged out the words, breath smelling like cheap whiskey, “I could take you outta here. No more slinging drinks. No more shitty customers. Just me. You. Shiny things.” I almost laughed. His order was the cheapest drink on the menu. Shiny things? The only shiny thing he could probably afford was a discount keychain from the gift shop across the street. Behind me, Athena was trying not to burst into giggles. My annoyance must’ve been written all over my face. “Why so quiet, baby girl?” he asked, raising his brows like he’d just dropped the line of the century. I gave him the fakest smile in my arsenal. “Not interested. Thank you.” Then I spun on my heel and walked away before he could argue. Rule number one of bartending: never let them think they’re winning. Athena was waiting, leaning against the counter with a piece of paper in her hand. She fluttered her lashes at me. “What now?” I asked, wiping down the sticky counter with a rag. She slapped the paper against my chest. “Another love note. From Mr. Tall, Dark, and Probably Toxic.” I sighed. “How many times do I have to tell you? You’re my best friend, not my girlfriend.” She gasped dramatically, clutching her heart. “Tragic. Rejected again.” Then she tossed her blonde hair and sauntered off like the stage queen she was. I shook my head, grabbed the next set of orders, and let my hands do the work. Mojito. Sidecar. Californication. Quick, smooth, automatic. Bartending was muscle memory now. When I pushed the tray back to Athena, she shoved it right back. “Not me. I need the ladies’ room. Or maybe the men’s.” She winked, then disappeared into the crowd, leaving me stuck with delivery duty. “Of course you do,” I muttered. *********************** “Mattie, cover me for two minutes,” I told our co-worker, balancing the tray. “What’s in it for me, sweet cheeks?” Mattie smirked, adjusting his perfectly tailored vest. He was hot enough to make the straight girls swoon and just gay enough to never let them forget it. I winked badly. “A back-alley makeout.” He recoiled, fanning himself dramatically. “As if. Standards, babe.” “Fine, fine,” I laughed, weaving into the crowd with the tray. The drinks were for a table shoved into the corner—teenagers, barely legal, all pretending they weren’t. I dropped the tray onto the sticky surface, plastered on my fake smile, and bailed before one of them tried to ask if I knew where to score pills. “Fuck my life,” I muttered under my breath, heading back to the bar. Here’s the thing: I really do love my job. Loud music, flashing lights, endless chaos—London nightlife is its own beast, and I thrive in it. Wild. Free. Untouchable. That’s me. But sometimes….just sometimes….the loneliness hit. Being thousands of miles away from Mijas, from family, from the warm sun and sea breeze… it stung in the quiet moments. Not that there were many quiet moments at CÉRRO. At least I had Athena. She wasn’t just my co-worker. She was my childhood best friend, my roommate, my partner in crime. Tall, legs for days, and curves that made men trip over themselves. Compared to her, I was the shorter, curvier, redheaded best friend with a resting-bitch-face. But hey…..I had my looks. I knew I was beautiful. I didn’t need anyone else to tell me that. “Yaya!” Athena’s voice yanked me out of my little daydream again. She snapped her fingers in my face. “Hello? Earth to main character?” I blinked. “Sorry. Zoned out.” She rolled her eyes, then leaned closer like she was about to spill a secret. Before she could, Mattie’s voice cut through: “Closing time countdown, babies. Two more hours!” Two more hours. I could make it. Then home, bed, peace. Still… Abuela’s old words echoed in my head: “Cuando el alma se inquieta, algo viene detrás.” (When the soul feels restless, something is on its way.) And tonight? My soul was restless. I just didn’t know why.THE ACCEPTANCE~ANYA POV~(Three years later)The Paris house smelled like vanilla cake and chaos, balloons tied to every available surface because Marcello had insisted on "a million balloons" for his sixth birthday party.I was standing on a stepladder trying to hang a banner that read "Joyeux Anniversaire" in glittery letters while my very pregnant belly made the whole operation awfully more difficult than it should have been."Let me do that," César said from below, his hands coming to steady my hips. "You're going to fall and then I will have to explain to the doctor why my five-months-pregnant wife was climbing ladders.""I'm fine," I said, but I let him help me down anyway because my center of balance had shifted and the last thing I needed was to end up in the emergency room on Marcello's birthday.Three years.It had been three years since that trip to Marbella, since visiting Diego's grave, since admitting to my mother that I loved César even though I didn't want to.Three y
~ANYA POV~The cemetery was on a hill overlooking the village, old stone walls surrounding graves that dated back centuries, and Diego's was in the newer section, a simple marble headstone that read "Diego Torres, Beloved Son and Brother, Gone Too Soon."I stood in front of it with Marcello's hand in mine while my mother and Emilio stayed back to give us space, and César stood even further away with his guards, respecting the boundary."Who is this, Mama?" Marcello asked, looking at the headstone."This is your Uncle Diego," I said, my voice thick. "Remember him, my brother. He was very brave and very kind and he loved me very much.""Where is he?""He's in heaven, baby.""Why?"How do you explain murder to a three-year-old? How do you tell him that his father killed his uncle? How do you reconcile those two truths?"Because sometimes people go to heaven before we're ready," I said. "And we miss them very much."I knelt down in front of the grave, pulling Marcello down with me."Diego
THE HOMECOMING~ANYA POV~The drive from Marbella to Mijas took less than an hour but felt like crossing between two different worlds, the polished wealth of the coast giving way to whitewashed villages clinging to hillsides, narrow streets barely wide enough for our armored SUV, and with every kilometer closer to my childhood home. I felt myself becoming smaller, younger, the version of myself that existed before César Navarro saw me at that alley and decided I was his.Marcello was pressed against the window watching the landscape change, pointing out things that caught his attention...a donkey in a field, colorful flowers spilling from balconies, old men playing cards in the shade...and César sat beside me with his hand on my thigh, silent but present, while two more SUVs followed behind us carrying enough security to invade a small country."That's excessive," I had said when I saw the convoy forming."That's necessary," César had corrected. "Your family lives in the open. No wal
THE RETURN~ANYA POV~I knew we were getting close when the landscape started looking familiar in ways that made my stomach turn, olive groves giving way to manicured estates.The Mediterranean glittered in the distance like broken glass, and every kilometer closer to Marbella felt like traveling backward through time to a version of myself I had tried desperately to bury.Marcello was asleep in his car seat, his head leaning at an angle that would give him a crick in his neck, completely unaware that we were driving toward the place where his mother had been broken piece by piece.César was quiet in the seat next to me, his hand resting on my thigh in a gesture that was probably meant to be comforting but just made me more aware of how tense I was, how my entire body had gone stiff the moment we had crossed into Andalusia."We can turn around," he said quietly, the first words either of us had spoken in an hour. "If this is too much, we can go back to Paris. I will make an excuse to
THE FAMILY~ANYA POV~Lucrecia showed up the next morning unannounced, stepping out of a black town car at ten AM like she owned the street, wearing a dove grey suit that probably cost more than my monthly expenses used to be.And I watched through the window as César went to greet his mother with the kind of warmth I rarely saw from him.I was still sore from last night.I could still feel César between my legs.I could still hear myself saying "yours" like it was a prayer instead of a surrender.And now his mother was here.The woman who had threatened to keep me in a coma. The woman who had made it clear four years ago that I was disposable as long as the baby survived.I smoothed down my dress and tried to prepare myself for whatever fresh hell this visit would bring."Anya, querida," Lucrecia said when she entered, her smile warm and terrifying. "You look radiant. Motherhood suits you."The mockery of her calling me radiant when she had once threatened to turn me into a sedated i
THE THIRD ATTEMPT~CÉSAR POV~The call came at three in the morning while I was lying awake in the guest room listening to the house settle, my phone vibrating on the nightstand with Iñigo's name lit up on the screen.I answered before the second ring."Talk.""We intercepted another team," Iñigo said, his voice tight. "Four men. Diaz cartel. They had the house layout, schedules, photos of Anya and Marcello. They were planning to move tomorrow night during the school run."My blood went cold."Where are they now?""Dead," Iñigo said. "All four. But César, this is the third attempt in six months. They're not stopping. They're getting closer each time. Better intel. Better timing. Eventually one of these teams is going to get lucky."I was already out of bed, already pulling on clothes."I'm coming to the site. Don't move the bodies yet.""Patrón....""I want to see them," I interrupted. "I want to see the faces of the men who thought they could take my family."I ended the call and sto
THE SCHOOL VISIT~CÉSAR POV~The preschool was painted in cheerful yellows and blues that hurt to look at in the morning sun, all bright primary colors and cartoon animals on the walls and the sound of children's laughter spilling out through open windows, and I was standing across the street with
THE EXECUTION~DIEGO POV~The warehouse looked exactly the same as it had the first time they had brought me here, all concrete floors and metal beams and the kind of oppressive quiet that made you hyper-aware of every breath you took, every heartbeat that felt too loud in your chest, and I was bac
THE BODY~ANYA POV~The hostel room smelled like industrial cleaner and someone else's cigarette smoke that had seeped into the walls over years of transient occupants who didn't care enough to complain, and I was sitting on the edge of a bed that was more springs than mattress, staring at the tiny
THE SEARCH CONTINUES~CÉSAR POV~The Lisbon penthouse had become a tomb, all expensive furniture covered in dust and empty whiskey bottles lined up on the marble counter like soldiers waiting for orders that would never come, and I had been living here for six months now, six months of staring at s







