It was past two o'clock when I woke up feeling heavy. My vision is blurred while my whole body hurts like hell especially my lower region.
I roamed my eyes around the room. Gradually, frustration overtake my feelings when I did not see the person I was expecting.
What can I expect? It all happened because of lust. We were just carried away by the heat of our body, nothing more nothing less.
"AHH!" I yelled as I tried to sit up and fell back again on the bed.
Fvck! I didn't knew it would hurt like hell. I didn't insist moving anymore, I just let myself lied down.
Seems it's my bad luck today. I think I will also have a flu because my muscles really throb in pain.
I smiled bitterly. "And my husband was not by my side after what happened to us," I whispered softly.
I want to cry but it is my fault. I let my body be slaved from his touch and kisses.
"Maybe I just got hurt because I was expecting a bit. Maybe because even though our marriage started like this somehow I want it to be fine. I know it's very impossible because there's other people involved," I stated then smile."Yeah right it's really impossible. Especially if they keep meeting," my friend said then rolled his eyes.I raised my eyebrow. "How did you know?"She just pointed at my back with her lips so I looked at it.Oh yes, please remind me that I will never go back to this coffee shop because it looks like they used to be together.The girl's arm was happily hooked on Andrei while he seemed to be seriously ordering at the counter. As usual they did not notice that someone was looking at them."Let's go bar later game? I'll bring a driver," Ayesha invite."Maybe you forgot I already worked Ayesha," I reminded while rolling my eyes.
(WARNING: MATURE CONTENT)My eyes widened when he put me in his car.I could still hear his weak swearing."Did you kiss him?""Who?" I asked with my eyes closed."That bastard," he hissed."You mean yourself?" I laughed then he stiffened.He started his car and drove it fast.In less than a few minutes I could smell the familiar smell of his condo. He led me to the bedroom and laid me down. He went to the closet and came back next to me."Sit. I'll change your clothes."I did what he wanted. I sat down even though I seemed to fall because of the dizziness.He unbottoned my office top. I just watched him seriously undressing me. I could see the tension in his jaw as he put on me an oversized shirt."Now stand up." He commanded coldly."I can't.." I want to punch mys
We both woke up from a moment of drowsiness when the doorbell rang."I'll look, just rest" he said then put on his boxer shorts and went out.Because of drowsiness I just let him. Plus the fact that I am really sore down there I don't think I can walk properly."Oh! Did you just wake up? Sorry we were so early we just wanted to visit you."Daddy?"Where's Cassandra?" I heard Mommy ask.Fvck!."She's still sleeping mom." Andrei replied to her.I sat down and quickly looked for my clothes but I couldn't find it. In the end I just get Andrei’s shirt and swiftly take it on.As I expected Mommy just entered the room. Her jaw dropped as she looked at me and around.Damn it! Our clothes were scattered."Is she awake?" I heard Daddy ask behind her followed by Andrei.Shocked. Mommy and I bo
It's been a week since Daddy died until now I still don't expect everything to be this fast.I looked at Mommy who was next to Daddy's grave, she was just silent as she caressed his tombstone. "Imissyou" she said then started sobbing.It hurts me to see Mommy so weak but I can do nothing because even I am not ready for all this. I approached her and hugged her tightly.I want to cry but I have to stand up for mommy. I am the only one she can draw strength from in this situation."I said not still but why ? Why did he still leave me immediately?" she said while sobbing.I tightened my hug with her then kissed her on the forehead. "I'm still here mom. Iloveyou."We stayed for a few more minutes before deciding to leave. We both didn't want to leave but we knew we had to get on with our lives without Daddy."Do you want mommy at home to stop me first?" I asked as
I was just dumbfounded while looking at the laptop in front of me.Our kitchen scene this morning repeatedly replayed in my brain.It's already noon and I'm here in the office, I've been here for a few hours but I still don't finish any paper works."You fvcking bitch! Who are you to command a goddess like me ?! Be thankful I can't stand you" my friend said annoyed as she walked quickly towards me.Immediately my mood changed, I felt like I was a kid who won a game when she arrived."Did you bring it?" I asked excitedly.I saw her rolled her eyes then dropped herself on the chair in front of me."I hope you asked me first if I was okay before you asked me your purpose" she said before throwing a plastic full of mangos in front of me.I quickly scanned and got depressed because she did not bought what I want.I looked at her with tea
We are currently eating at an expensive restaurant. Even though I was wondering what he was doing, I just let it go.I do not want to think negative things so that my baby will not be sad. It's funny to think that even though he's only been in my stomach for a week, that's how I immediately thought."How's work?" he asked formally."It’s okay, I have a problem sometimes but it will be resolved immediately. You?"He let go of his spoon and wiped his mouth. He drank first before looking at me."Hectic, tiring." he said sincerely."Did something happen?" I have the courage to ask."There was even a project in Cavite that failed so that's what I've been fixing these past few days. It's a good thing everything is fine, now I'll be with you." he said then smiled at me.Stilled.I fake a laugh to lose myself on the tension. He continued to
"Damn, you're just kissed in everyone’s eyesight" my friend said as we walked into the restaurant. I scolded her even though in my heart my shame was there.Andrei parked the car so he let us inside."Is it yummy?" Ayesha laughed at me."Reservation for Mr. Villa Cruz" I formally told the staff who greeted us. He took us to our place."Girl, I think something is wrong" my friend said seriously as she sat down.I rolled my eyes. "What are you thinking again?" .She touched her lip and acted thoughtfully. "You said he will file an annulment right?"The bitterness automatically spread to my chest. "Yes""If that's his plan, why is he like this to you? Couldn't his lover just shitting you?""Stop imagining things. We know he was just forced into our wedding.""How can you say so? Did he say he was just forced?"
I woke up in a white room. I saw Mommy next to my bed sleeping while holding my hand. I just remembered everything there.My baby .."M-mommy" I mumbled. She immediately woke up and quickly examined my body."Yes princess. Is anything wrong with you? Tell mommy" she said.I started to cry in fear. "Mommy please tell me, m-my baby, please tell me my baby is safe." I begged her while pressing her hand."Ssshh., calm down please, that will stress you out. Yes, yes, the baby is safe. Now calm down dear." Mommy smiled at me as she caressed my face.I just closed my eyes and took a deep breath. My hand immediately landed on my belly.Thankyou baby .. Thankyou for fighting .. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."I'm so scared Mommy. I thought ... I thought she would take me." I admit."I know, I know." she said.I just noticed And