LOGINCHAPTER ELEVEN
*SOPHIA*
The arrests started forty-eight hours after we went to the FBI. Catherine was first, led out of her office in handcuffs while cameras rolled. She didn't look at me as they put her in the car. I watched from Isabelle's gallery, feeling nothing.
"You okay?" Isabelle asked.
"I expected to feel vindicated. I just feel empty." I turned away from the television. "Three executives from Sterling Enterprises were arrested this morning. The DA is talking about RICO charges."
"Alexander?"
"Clean so far. He wasn't involved in the illegal deals. But his father might face charges for obstruction."
My phone buzzed. Unknown number. I answered anyway.
"You destroyed our family." My aunt's voice was vicious. "Catherine is facing thirty years because of you."
"She's facing thirty years because she committed crimes for twenty years."
"She gave you everything. We took you in when your father died, raised you, paid for your education"
"She sold me to the Sterlings like property and murdered me when I became inconvenient. In another life." I hung up before she could respond.
Isabelle touched my shoulder. "You sure you want to stay in Seattle? Your family will make your life hell."
"Let them try. I died once already. They can't do worse than that."
But she was right. Over the next week, my family came out in force. Uncles calling me a traitor. Cousins posting on social media about my betrayal. My mother's lawyer issuing statements painting me as a vindictive daughter seeking attention.
The art world was worse. Gallery owners who'd courted me suddenly couldn't return my calls. Three exhibitions canceled my pieces. A review in Seattle Art Monthly called my work "derivative manipulation posing as depth" and questioned whether my previous success had been bought with family money.
Marcus Chen, my cousin who'd helped expose the Zhao Group, was one of the few family members who reached out.
"I'm getting disowned too," he said over coffee. "Apparently turning in criminals makes you the bad guy when they're family."
"Do you regret it?"
"No. But I didn't expect to lose everything." He stirred his coffee. "My trust fund is frozen. My mother won't speak to me. Half my friends think I'm a traitor."
"Welcome to the club."
"Is it worth it? The revenge?"
I thought about Eleanor's letter, about becoming what I hated. "I don't know yet. Ask me in a year."
Alexander's life was imploding differently. Sterling Enterprises stock crashed. Board members resigned. Clients pulled contracts. His father was indicted on three counts of conspiracy and obstruction. The mansion was seized as evidence.
We met at the diner again, both of us looking exhausted.
"Victoria's leading the board coup," he said. "They're voting tomorrow to remove me as CEO."
"Will they succeed?"
"Probably. I'm the face of the scandal. Doesn't matter that I wasn't involved in the crimes." He laughed bitterly. "I'm being punished for doing the right thing."
"That's usually how it works."
"My father's lawyer says he'll probably get five years minimum. House arrest if he's lucky." Alexander rubbed his face. "I keep thinking about that other timeline. How I destroyed you for years and faced no consequences. Now I try to do better and everything falls apart."
"The universe has a sense of irony."
"Is that what you tell yourself? When your entire family hates you?"
"I tell myself they hated me before. They just pretended not to." I pushed a folder across the table. "Eleanor's lawyer contacted me. She left you a letter too. It was in the safe deposit box."
Alexander opened the envelope. Read in silence. Finally looked up with something like horror.
"She knew. About the other timeline. About everything."
"What?"
"Listen: 'Alexander, if you're reading this, you've chosen Sophia over family. Over legacy. Good. You were weak in that other life, the one you dream about. You let me make you into something small and cruel. In this life, you're finally becoming dangerous in the right ways. Don't waste it.'" He put down the letter. "How did she know about the dreams?"
"Maybe she was having them too. Maybe whatever sent me back affected more people than I realized." I took the letter, read the rest. Eleanor's final words were characteristically brutal: 'Protect Sophia from herself. She'll try to self-destruct out of guilt. Don't let her. She's the only person I ever met who matched me, and she's better than I ever was. Make sure she survives to realize it.'
"She respected you," Alexander said.
"She destroyed me in another life."
"And felt guilty enough in this one to try to make amends. In her twisted way." He took back the letter. "She also left instructions for accessing a separate account. Fifty million dollars. She wants us to use it to help the people our families hurt."
"That's blood money."
"So give it to them with interest. Use it to make restitution. It's not enough, but it's something." He looked at me. "Or we could both walk away. Let the money sit there. Refuse to engage with her manipulation even from the grave."
I thought about it. About Eleanor's final game, trying to control us even in death. About the easy path of refusing everything she touched.
"No. We take the money and do something actually good with it. Not because she wanted us to, but because the people who were hurt deserve compensation." I stood. "But I'm doing it alone. You need to focus on saving whatever's left of your company."
"There's nothing left to save. Victoria's got the votes."
"Then start something new. Build something that isn't corrupted from the foundation."
"With what capital? I'm about to be broke and unemployable."
"You're a Sterling. Even disgraced, you have connections and knowledge." I grabbed my coat. "Or you could wallow in self-pity. Your choice."
He caught my arm as I turned to leave. "Why do you keep pushing me away?"
"Because every time we're together, we make each other's lives worse. In the other timeline and this one."
"Or maybe we're supposed to make each other better. Maybe that's the whole point of getting a second chance."
"That's a pretty thought. But I've seen how our story ends. I become a ghost and you become a monster. I'm not doing that again."
"We already changed the story. We're both alive. Both choosing differently."
"And both alone. That's the part we can't change." I pulled free. "The board vote is tomorrow at two. Make sure you have a plan for after. Because you won't have Sterling Enterprises to hide behind anymore."
I left before he could argue. Went home to my apartment, which felt emptier every day. The painting I'd been working on the woman who'd stopped screaming stared at me from the wall.
I picked up a brush and added something new. A door opening behind her, light spilling through. Not escape exactly. Just possibility.
My phone rang. Agent Morrison.
"Catherine Chen is cooperating," she said. "Giving up names, evidence, everything. She's trying to reduce her sentence."
"How many years is she looking at?"
"With cooperation? Maybe ten. Out in seven with good behavior."
Seven years. Not enough for what she'd done. But something.
"There's more," Morrison continued. "She claims you were involved in planning the Sterling kidnapping. Says you knew the exact details and deliberately withheld information to manipulate the situation."
My stomach dropped. "She's lying."
"Is she? Because her lawyer has emails between you and an FBI analyst. You asking specific questions about response times, hostage situations, how quickly agents could mobilize."
I closed my eyes. I had asked those questions. Had wanted to know how much danger Robert would really be in, how to time my intervention.
"I was gathering information to help."
"Or to calculate acceptable risk. Her lawyer is painting you as a co-conspirator who traded Robert Sterling's safety for leverage over his son." Morrison's voice was careful. "They're pushing for charges. Reckless endangerment at minimum."
"I saved his life."
"After letting him get kidnapped. The DA is reviewing the evidence. You should get a lawyer."
She hung up. I sat in my empty apartment and realized Eleanor had won after all.
She'd given me revenge and power and then arranged for it to destroy me anyway.
CHAPTER TWENTY SIX*SOPHIA*The opening was full by eight. London's art crowd moved differently from Seattle's. , more careful name-dropping, everyone watching everyone else's reactions before committing to their own. I'd navigated rooms like this in both lifetimes and knew how to read them.By nine the sculptor's bronze piece had three serious inquiries. The photographer's series had sold two prints. The painters were drawing the kind of sustained attention that meant reviews, not just purchases.I moved through the room doing what openings required, introductions and conversations and the particular performance of being present without being consumed by it. David had flown in from Chicago, which I hadn't expected, and seeing him across the room talking to one of the London gallery directors made something warm settle in my chest.Isabelle had come too. She was currently making a fashion designer she'd just met laugh loudly near the bronze figure, which was exactly where I needed som
CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE**ALEXANDER**I woke up on her sofa at six to the smell of coffee.She was already in the kitchen, hair pulled up, moving through her morning routine like I wasn't there, which somehow felt more intimate than if she'd made a production of it. She set a cup on the coffee table without waking me and went back to whatever she was reading on her tablet.I sat up. "Morning.""Morning." She didn't look up. "There's eggs if you want them."Just that. No awkwardness about the night before, no careful management of what it meant that I'd stayed. Just coffee and eggs and her reading in the early morning light.I made eggs for both of us because she was absorbed in whatever she was reading and I'd learned her well enough to know she'd forget to eat if something held her attention.She looked up when I set the plate beside her. Something shifted in her expression."You cooked," she said."Basic self-preservation. You forget to eat when you're reading."She looked at the plate
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR**SOPHIA**March arrived and Catherine was sentenced to five years.I heard it from Rebecca at nine in the morning and said thank you and hung up and went back to the exhibition mock-up I'd been reviewing. Yuna looked at me across the table and didn't ask. I appreciated that.By noon I'd told Marcus, who went quiet in the way he did when he felt something too large for immediate words. By two I'd told Isabelle, who cried briefly and then apologized for crying, which made me almost cry, which I didn't let happen because I had a four o'clock artist meeting.Alexander texted at three. *Heard about the sentencing. Are you alright?*I thought about the question properly rather than giving him the automatic fine.*Yes,* I wrote back. *Genuinely. Come over tonight if you want.*He arrived at seven with the coffee beans again and takeout from a place in Capitol Hill I hadn't tried. He set everything on the counter and looked at me once, assessing without making it obvious,
CHAPTER TWENTY THREE**ALEXANDER**Sunday arrived and I spent an embarrassing amount of time deciding what to bring.Not flowers, she'd find that performative. Not wine, too formal for her apartment on a Sunday. I settled on good coffee beans from the place near Pike Place she'd mentioned once in passing, because paying attention was the only currency she'd accept from me that actually meant anything.She opened the door in a dark green dress, simple, no effort performed, which meant she'd thought about it. Her apartment smelled like garlic and something warm."You remembered the roaster," she said, looking at the bag."You mentioned it once.""Three weeks ago.""I was listening."She stepped back to let me in and I followed her to the kitchen where something was simmering and the counter had the particular organized chaos of someone who actually cooked rather than someone performing cooking."Sit," she said. "It's twenty minutes out."I sat at the counter and watched her work. She mo
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO**SOPHIA**I didn't tell Isabelle immediately.That lasted exactly forty-eight hours before she showed up at the gallery with lunch and looked at my face and said, "Something happened.""Nothing happened.""Sophia.""We had coffee at my apartment."She set the lunch down slowly. "And?""And I kissed him."The sound she made brought Yuna out from the back room. Yuna took one look at Isabelle's expression, turned around, and went back without a word. I was going to give her a raise."Tell me everything," Isabelle said."There's not much to tell. It was one kiss. We talked. He left.""How was it?"I picked up my coffee. "Real."She looked at me with an expression I recognized, the specific Isabelle Laurent combination of delight and protectiveness that she'd been deploying since we were seventeen. "Are you scared?""Completely.""Good." She unwrapped her lunch. "Scared means it matters. You spent five years not letting anything matter.""Things mattered.""The gallery
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE**ALEXANDER**She texted me the next morning.Not about business. Not about the trial or the gallery or anything that required a practical response. Just: “I make good coffee. If you want some before the Tokyo call at nine.”I stared at it for a moment.She was inviting me to her apartment. Casually, like it was nothing, which meant she'd thought about it carefully before sending it, which I was learning was how Sophia operated. Nothing casual was actually casual.“Address?” I wrote back.She sent it.I arrived at eight fifteen with pastries from the bakery two blocks from my apartment because showing up empty handed felt wrong and flowers felt like too much. She opened the door in a grey sweater and bare feet, hair down, and for a moment I forgot how to form sentences."Pastries," she said, looking at the bag."Seemed right."She took them and let me in.Her apartment was exactly what I should have expected and somehow still surprised me. Clean lines, good light, a







