LOGINSERENA’S POV
The words landed like a quiet blow against the liquor already warming my veins. “You shouldn’t be here, baby girl.” My head turned toward him so fast the room tilted once before steadying. The tumbler rested in his hand where he had taken it cleanly from mine. His eyes stayed fixed on me without apology or softness. The name “baby girl,” pulled something deep and long buried under my ribs. No one had spoken those two words to me in over fifteen years. The sound of them stirred an old playful ache I had not allowed myself to feel since the night everything changed. I forced the sensation down and focused on the man in front of me. The alcohol sat heavy enough to loosen my tongue and blur the sharper edges of tonight’s event, yet left me clear enough to track every shift of his posture and every breath he took. I was not gone. I knew exactly where I sat and what exactly was happening right now. “Who the fuck are you?” My voice came out low and rough from the whiskey. He set the glass down on the polished wood with deliberate care. “Someone who’s been paying attention longer than you realize.” The answer settled wrong between us, too calm and too certain. Suspicion flickered through the haze. I reached across the short distance and closed my fingers around the tumbler, tipping the rest of the liquid down my throat in one continuous pull. The burn chased the unease for a moment. I lifted two fingers toward the bartender. Another measure of amber liquid appeared without a single question. “Go away,” I said, my eyes fixed on the fresh glass. “I didn’t ask for company and I don’t want it.” He remained on the stool as if the seat had been waiting for him all along. “Sitting out here alone is a stupid idea, don’t you think? You know better than to make yourself a target.” I turned fully this time. Heat climbed my neck that had nothing to do with the alcohol. “What… what did you say?” His gaze never wavered. “You heard every word, baby girl. This place, this hour, this condition you’re in, none of it is safe for someone with your history.” The phrasing scraped against my nerves. I still hadn’t forgotten the humiliation that brought me here. I lifted the new glass and drank half of it without pause. “I don’t want your opinion or your warnings, Mr. Stranger,” I muttered, staring into the remaining liquid. “How about you leave me the fuck alone so I can celebrate my fucking birthday.” He chuckled but said nothing for two minutes as he watched me drink the remaining liquid. “He’s a jerk,” he muttered under his breath as he turned his head scanning the environment for something. “And you are a bigger jerk for letting a nobody ruin your day. Your father taught you more than that.” “My father? Wait?” I said looking up at him. “How do you know…” His voice cut through my words, low and firm. “We need to get out of here now.” I let out a short and bitter laugh, the sound scraped my throat. Then I set the glass down hard enough that the ice clicked against the sides and shifted on the stool until my knees brushed his. The liquor made me bold, and the ache in my chest made me reckless. My hand settled on his thigh without asking permission. “Why?” The question left my mouth crude and direct. “Do you want to fuck me?” I watched his face for every flicker of reaction. “Oh come on,” I teased, my voice dripping with lust and alcohol. “I know you want it as much as I want it.” His jaw tightened. Something darker moved behind his eyes while the muscle along his cheek flexed once. He stood up slowly, reached into the inner pocket of his coat, and dropped enough bills on the bar to cover everything I had ordered. His hand closed around my upper arm with steady pressure. “Come on, Princess.” I slid off the stool. The floor tilted under my heels before it steadied again. He guided me toward the rear exit instead of the main doors that faced the street. Cool night air struck the damp fabric of my dress the moment we stepped outside. The rain still fell in a fine continuous mist that beaded along my bare arms and shoulders. He did not lead me toward the brighter sidewalk. Instead he turned down a narrow alley that smelled of wet brick, and distant traffic. My heels clicked against the uneven ground as water pooled in the low spots. I pressed closer as we walked, my fingers trailing along the front of his coat and testing the solid line of muscle underneath. The alcohol and the leftover anger made my hands restless. I let them slide higher across his chest and felt the controlled rise and fall of his breathing. He did not push me away. A side door opened into a quieter building. Dim hallway lights cast long shadows across dark wood floors. A short corridor ended at a heavy door that he unlocked with a key already in his hand. The room beyond smelled faintly of clean sheets, polished wood, and the lingering chill of rain that had followed us inside. I barely registered the path that brought us there. The door shut behind us with a solid click that sealed the night outside. He turned me to face him, his both hands settled on my waist with firm possession. “Get some rest,” he whispered. There was something restrained beneath his calm, something that told me he wanted this as badly as I did. “I don’t want to rest,” I insisted, “I want you deep inside me.” He swallowed hard on nothing. “Do you understand what you’re asking for right now?” His voice stayed controlled yet rough. “Listen to me, if we continue past this point you will be making a mistake that will come to find you later. A mistake you might regret later.” I met his gaze without looking away. The haze sat in my blood but clarity remained sharp enough. I knew exactly what I was asking of him, the stupidity of my request. But for one night I just wanted to be reckless. “I don’t care.” I rose onto my toes and slammed my mouth against his. The kiss landed hard, all teeth, all the desire, and the sharp taste of whiskey shared between us. His hands tightened at my waist for half a second before he answered with equal force. I pushed the heavy coat from his shoulders. It hit the floor with a dull sound. My fingers found the buttons of his shirt as I began to unbutton them one by one while his mouth claimed mine again, deeper this time. The heat of his bare chest met my palms as the last button gave way. He lifted me without breaking the contact. My legs wrapped around his waist as he carried me the few steps to the bed. The mattress dipped under our combined weight. Cool air touched my skin when he dragged the soaked dress up and over my head in one continuous motion. The wet fabric landed somewhere behind him, his shirt followed a moment later. My palms mapped the heat and the hard planes of his chest as his mouth moved to the line of my throat and the sensitive place just below my ear. “Mhmmm…” I moaned as his teeth grazed that spot. His hands slid under the thin lace still covering my breasts, his rough palms mapping every curve as if he already knew the exact shape of me. I arched into the touch and chased the friction, my fingers threading into the dark hair at the nape of his neck. “Ohhh… fuck…” another sound escaped, half broken breath and half moan, when his mouth returned to mine and his thigh pressed between my legs. The last of my restraint burned away under the solid weight of his body and the deliberate way his hands explored. He pulled back just enough to look down at me. His dark gray eyes swept over my flushed skin, the rise and fall of my chest, and the way my lips parted for air. Something decisive settled across his features while the muscle in his jaw flexed once more. “Fuck… Princess.” Those words carried weight that filled the quiet room.SERENA’S POV “AHHHGGGGGGHH…” I groaned and pressed both palms against my temples as if pressure alone could hold the pieces together. The room tilted when I forced myself upright. My stomach rolled and my mouth tasted like ash mixed with last night’s whiskey. Soft morning light filtered through the curtains yet even that gentle brightness made my eyes water. I sat on the edge of the bed and tried to piece the evening back together. The last clear memory was the question I threw at Stefano in the car. ‘Do you actually feel anything for me, or am I just something you pick up and put down when it suits you?’After that everything blurred. But I could remember that somewhere in that haze I saw him standing outside the open door, tall and still, his mouth moving as if the words mattered more than anything else in the world. But what was he saying? Was he confessing his feelings for me? “Damn you, Serena,” I groaned in frustration. “Why the fuck did you get yourself so drunk like that?”
STEFANO’S POV“Stef— do you… actually feel anything for me, or am I just something you pick up and put down when it suits you?” That question hung in the air as I wondered what my answer would be. I kept my hands on the wheel and stared at the dark stretch of road ahead as I repeated the question in my head over and over again. “I—I knew it… you will never love me—” she slurred. I felt my heart break into a thousand pieces. She thinks I will never love her. She believes that I hate her and that I would never fall in love with her. What the fuck? How could she even think that? Isn’t it obvious enough for her to know that I was going crazy because of the feelings I have for her? “Serena,” I called softly. There was no answer. I turned in my seat and looked at her. Her head had tilted against the window, her lips were slightly parted, one hand resting loosely on her lap. The streetlights washed over her face in brief flashes of gold and shadow. She looked peaceful, vulnerable and
SERENA’S POV The car stopped so suddenly that my body shifted hard against the seatbelt and the world tilted for a second before settling again. My head felt heavy and warm from the alcohol I had poured into myself on purpose, yet the edges of everything stayed sharp enough that I understood exactly where I was and who was speaking. Stefano’s voice cut through the quiet interior with a roughness I had not heard from him before.“How could you go on a date with another man and look that happy about it?” I forced my eyelids higher and found his face turned toward me from the front seat. The question made so little sense that a short confused sound left my throat before any real words formed. He had spent the entire day watching me with Marko and had done nothing to stop it. He had driven me there. He had sat twenty feet away while another man made me smile. Now he sounded angry that I had looked happy.My tongue felt thick and the words came out slower than I wanted, each one sliding
STEFANO’S POVThe book fair doors opened into a low roar of voices and the dry scent of paper and ink. Serena stepped inside with Marko’s hand already linked through hers as if the contact were the most natural thing in the world. The sight of those fingers laced together sent a fresh spike of pure hatred through my chest. I wanted to kill someone and it was not her. It was him.Marko walked through the crowd like a man who had never been denied anything, flawless and calm and completely without the faults I kept searching for. Why did he have to be this perfect? Why could he not stumble once so I could use that as an avenue to prove to Serena that he’s not the right person for her? I followed at the required distance as every muscle stayed locked. Last night I had been buried in another woman’s body and still the only name that left my mouth was Serena’s. She was the reason I never got the satisfaction I needed. She was the reason I masturbated before going to sleep. Wasn’t she th
SERENA’S POVMarko held the chair for me with quiet courtesy and waited until I was settled before taking the seat across from me. His eyes moved over the red dress once, steady and appreciative without ever dropping lower than necessary.“That color suits you,” he said. “It makes you look confident and completely at ease. You look so good.” The compliment made me feel at ease. There was no lingering stare, no remark about how the fabric clung or how much skin it showed. Other men would have turned the same dress into something cheap within the first thirty seconds. Marko simply noticed and moved on, and the restraint won more ground than I wanted to give him. I had chosen this outfit specifically to make him uncomfortable, to push him into the kind of judgment that would let me walk away clean. Instead he treated it like ordinary elegance and the first crack in my plan appeared before the water even arrived. “So I heard from your Father that you are into writing,” he said with gen
STEFANO’S POV “Make sure she has her breakfast no matter how stubborn she tries to be,” I whispered to Leonardo on the phone. He took a deep breath. I could hear Zoe’s voice from the background, she was yelling at the chef. “I will try my best, Boss,” Leonardo replied before dropping the call. I sighed softly. Zoe was being stubborn and angry because of last night. I failed her, I had told her that I was going to be gone for an hour or two but I stayed out late drinking myself to stupor. I will explain things to her when I return back tonight. I dropped my phone in my pocket and stepped back into the main hall. The moment I stepped inside I caught the faint scent of bacon and coffee still hanging in the air. The American breakfast I had quietly arranged through Elena that morning had already been cleared. Plates sat stacked on the sideboard and Serena’s seat at the dining table was empty. I had wanted to watch her face when she saw the familiar food waiting, the small proof tha







