LOGINBELLE
I stood in the lobby in disbelief, and the only sound I could hear was that of my heart pounding so fast like it might explode.
I got the job. I did it!
I closed my eyes, feeling overwhelmed by the news, when Faye broke the silence.
"Don't get too excited. You'll be fired before the end of the week," Faye sneered before storming off.
I hadn't even realized she was still watching, and I didn't care. For the first time in a long while, something was finally going right.
"Miss Anderson?" A voice called.
"Y-yes?"
"The boss sent for you," the woman said before turning away.
I inhaled a deep breath, unsure of how to face him, as memories of that night resurfaced. I'd been too excited to think about the consequences of working with him.
What if he thinks I am a whore?
What if he finds out I had his children?
How would he even know? It's been years. He probably doesn't even remember me...
Shoving the thought aside, I went into his office hesitantly. "You sent for me," I said, clearing my throat.
Andrew gave me a disapproving look as he walked out.
"Are you familiar with the fashion world?" Zalden asked without looking up from his computer.
"Yes sir, I am actually a design..."
"Answer only what I asked," he cut in, finally glancing at my resume. "This is quite impressive," he said, as he reviewed my resume. His gaze sharpened. "You said you're a designer. Do you have your portfolio?"
I froze. "I... I didn't bring it. I wasn't expecting..."
"We only employ real talents here," he snapped. "If you're not capable, resign now," he hissed. "You applied for a designer role without a portfolio? What were you going to show the interviewers?"
I was in a rush. I didn't even know Kara applied for that role. I was just desperate to get a job. I'd be glad to get a role of a receptionist in a company as big as this, but it seems like I might have given him the wrong impression.
"I... I was..."
"... going to use other tactics to get the job?" He said coldly.
I was right. So he did think I was a whore. I remembered the way he offered me money after that night, and my stomach twisted.
Tears pricked at the corner of my eyes, but I blinked them away. This was not how I imagined my first day.
Just then, he rose to his feet and took careful step towards me, his eyes never leaving mine. He stopped when he was few inches away and my heart pounded against my rib.
God, he smells the same. Clean, blend of leather and cedarwood... it's intoxicating.
It was just like that night.
The way his height towered over me made my stomach clenched.
"Go on," he murmured. "How do you intend to secure this position?"
I swallowed the lumps in my throat, looking anywhere but his eyes.
Coming here was a big mistake.
"You didn't plan to sleep with the interviewer, did you?" His fingers brushed my arms gently, sending fire beneath my skin. I stiffened.
My stomach twisted excitedly, and it felt like something was awakened in me. "Or was it me you were aiming for all along?"
My eyes dropped to his lips, and I bite my lower lips without thinking.
What the hell am I doing?
His eyes darkened as he watched me. He could see exactly what his touch was doing to me, and so help me, god, this is thrilling.
"I... I think you are misunderstanding something," I said with a shaky breath.
"Oh? Then enlighten me." His fingers skimmed the side of my neck, drawing lazy circles on my skin, and all I could think of was how his mouth felt on my skin.
It's been five years, but it feels like it all happened yesterday. His finger lingered on the hem of my shirt, and it felt so... wrong.
I should feel disrespected about this. I should be angry. He's indirectly calling me a slut, insulting my intelligence, and all I could think about was how good he smelled.
I took a step back, trying to regain control. "I'm good at what I do. I didn't come here to seduce anyone. I came to work."
"Hmm." He gave a slight nod, his eyes drifting to my chest. Heat pooled in my stomach, and I hated how my body reacted to him.
I need to focus!
"I at least know one thing good you at," he said, his eyes locking with me. "But if you think that is how people climb the ladder here, you're mistaken."
His voice dropped. "You have one month to prove yourself. One month. If you can't, resign before I fire you."
His words felt like a punch in the gut. "I didn't sleep around!" I snapped before I could stop myself.
He raised a brow. "I don't care about your personal life," he shrugged. "But you will not raise your voice at me. Is that clear?"
"Y-yes sir." I whispered.
"Now get out. Andrew will show you around."
I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding as soon as I was out of his office, when Andrew came into view.
"Follow me," he said curtly.
I followed behind him as he led me into a bright, modern workspace. He turned to address the room.
"Miss Anderson here is our new employee." Andrew announced. "She'll be rotating through departments for the next month to learn the basics of the company. As Mr. Marlowe's secretary, she can't afford to be naive. I expect all of you to train her properly."
"Yes, sir," they said in unison.
Andrew turned towards the far side of the room, and I followed his lead.
"Faye, she is under your supervision. You're the team leader."
The room fell silence, and my throat suddenly went dry.
Fuck no. Not Faye again.
She nodded slowly, but I didn't miss the way her eyes glint with pure malice. She walked towards us with a confident smile. A bit too stretched if you ask me.
"Of course! It'll be my pleasure."
My stomach twisted.
I forced myself to stand still. To breathe. This was it. The moment she has been waiting for.
Faye would do anything to sabotage my stay here, and I can't allow that to happen.
She leaned in close enough so that no one else could hear.
"Welcome to hell, sister."
BELLE The past few weeks have been really busy for me. I shuffle from work to looking out for Jamie, to preparing for Kara's big day and somehow, Zalden and I have gotten pretty close along the way.That was something I never saw coming. It started with him coming over and insisting that we all hang out together to make Jamie happy, to him checking up on me to ask about my day and now, I found myself staring at my phone subconsciously, waiting for his text.“You've been staring at that phone since forever. Are you expecting a call?” Kara shot me a look because we were meant to decide which wedding dress best suited her style and my mind was elsewhere.“What are you talking about?” I feigned innocence. “Is it Zalden?” She asked, taking me by surprise.“Zalden…who?”“Don't give me that look,” Kara rolled her eyes. “I know you two have grown closer these days and even though I was never his fan, I must admit that he has changed a lot.”“We are co-parenting for Jamie's sake so yes we ke
BELLE For the first time in months, I didn't sleep or wake up in Jordan's room. After last night, I have come to realize how unfair my actions must have been on Jamie. She lost her brother and her best friend and I wouldn't stop reminding her about it every time.I woke up earlier than usual to make breakfast for Jamie and I also think it was about time that I returned back to the office. My personal assistant has been handling everything since Jordan's death and even though it still hurts, I guess I'd have to learn how to live with it after all, a child's death is not something a parent could ever forget.“What is that smell?” Jamie's sleepy voice snapped me out of my trance. I turned back to see that she was still rubbing the sleep away from her eyes and a smile tugged my lips.“Mommy? You're the one cooking?” She sounded surprised to see me in the kitchen.“Good morning, sweetheart,” I kissed her cheeks and she wrapped her arms around me, hugging me tightly.“I missed you so much,
ZALDEN Today marks exactly three months since Jordan passed and I thought it would be best to take the day off and spend some time with Jamie.We have grown quite close over the months, and as much as I knew it was impossible to make up for the time lost, I didn't want to miss out on any more moments in her life, because nothing is promised.I still blame myself for not trying to be their father earlier. The occasional what-ifs still crossed my mind but there was nothing I could do to change the past now. All I can do is focus on Jamie and be the best father she could possibly wish for.“Hello sir,” a maid greeted me with a polite smile as I stepped into the penthouse. My eyes darted to Jamie who was sitting alone at the dining table with a frown on her face.“Sweetheart, are you okay?” I handed the paper bag in my hand to the maid as I approached Jamie.“Daddy,” she called dryly, still not paying me any attention.“What is going on dear? Where is your mommy? And why do you look so s
BELLE Gone. Gone where? I stared at Zalden's mouth but whatever he was saying after that didn't reach me. His words replayed in my ear over and over again until they began to hurt.What did he mean Jordan was gone? My boy is lying right here, sleeping peacefully. He was just cold and needed a blanket.My stomach churned as I shot the nurse a look. “Aren't you supposed to be a professional? Do something! We can't allow my son to remain this cold.”I held his cold hands in mine, rubbing them between my palms to keep him warm when Kara broke down in tears. “If you're going to cry then get out of here!” I snapped. “Jordan is sleeping and we cannot wake him up.”“Belle…” Zalden stepped closer to me and I swear if he mentioned anything about Jordan again, I'd kick him out and make sure he never set his eyes on my children ever again.“My son is sleeping,” I said through gritted teeth, wiping his face with the sleeve of my shirt.“They need to take him… away,” Zalden’s throat bobbed as he
BELLE Zalden didn't meet my gaze. His eyes darted to Jordan who was fast asleep on the hospital bed, then to the machine beside him and finally anywhere else in the room that wasn't me.My jaw clenched as I studied his face. His eyes were bloodshot as if he had been crying even though he seemed pretty much composed, his hair was rough like he had run his hand in it at least a thousand times but what seemed to gain my attention was his clenched fist. His knuckles were white from how tightly he was clenching them as I shook my head. “Tell me it's not what I'm thinking,” I gasped, staggering backwards, but he held me before I could trip.I slapped his hands away from my body as tears stung my vision. “Say something, Zalden. My baby is going to be fine, right?” My lips quivered as I searched his eyes for at least a glimmer of hope. Something I could hold onto to reassure me that I'm not losing my son anytime soon.“Right?” A lump formed in my throat but Zalden still wouldn't meet my eye
ZALDENBelle’s legs buckled and if it weren’t for my support, she’d have crashed onto the floor. Her body was trembling so badly that I could see how broken she was with just a glance. My chest tightened but I refused to welcome any negative thought until the doctor told me exactly what was going on with our son.“Speak at once,” I said through gritted teeth. “What do you mean he was brought in too late? Jordan will be fine, right? He has to be. That is my son we’re talking about,” I forced my voice to be steady despite the chills that ran down my spine.Belle’s nails dug into my skin, pinching me hard and I didn’t think she was even aware of what she was doing.“I'm sorry but there's nothing we can do to help him,” the doctor shook his head as he avoided my gaze. “We ran the scans, and... the collapse was caused by a tumor in his brainstem. It’s called DIPG. It’s really aggressive, and because of where it’s located, we can't operate.”I swallowed the lumps that formed in my throat a
BELLE “You weren't just hired, Belle.” His hot breath fanned my neck, waking every nerve in my bones, as goosebumps rose on my skin. “You're mine.”That is it?I snorted at his words, and whatever I was feeling was instantly replaced with anger.“I'm yours?” I took a step back, leaving a space be
ZALDEN And just like that, my weekend was ruined. I am probably the busiest man alive, but I can’t even focus on anything aside from her. The tension between us. It felt surreal. It wasn't supposed to be there. Shouldn't exist, but the moment she's next to me, I lose my damn mind, and all I wante
BELLE “Mommy, you promised to take us to the park today,” Jordan whined.“Yes Mommy! I want ice cream,” Jamie added with a pout, and I knew there was no way I'd win against these kids.“Fine!” I laughed softly. “But promise Mommy you'll stay put and be the good kids I raised.”“We promise!” They s
Zalden's POVAndrew called at the last minute to bail on today's meeting. As if that wasn't enough, he asked Belle to come in his stead.“Why didn't you tell me earlier?” I hissed for the hundred time on the phone. I have been trying to get her out of my head for the last few days, and he just had







