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Forgotten manners
MALAYINA
May 12th 2018
I'm relatively positive I had my first sex dream last night.
I woke up this morning moaning and I'm pretty sure I was climaxing at the same time. Waking up in a pool of my sweat with my body tangled between my sheets isn't my usual wake up stance. I vividly recalled the visions of his sweat cladded body on top of mine. His hips slowly thrusting forward with the sound of our coupling filling my ears, overriding all my senses, confusing me from what was real and what wasn't. It felt almost alien-like and erotic at the same time for me. I was so wet I had to rub myself into a toe-curling orgasm with him heavy on my mind.
Hours later and I'm standing behind the bar listening to Lisa ramble on about what I'm meant to do. But all I can think about is Amar making sweet sweet love to me and he's due to make an entrance through the door any moment now.
How am I meant to look him in
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