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The dark-haired, grey-green-eyed woman sitting in the passenger seat beside me looks absolutely pathetic. Why? Why does she look like guilt is eating her up just after saying the damned words that we both know are nothing but the truth? She calls me out, hits me where she thinks it hurts, and now she's acting like a victim. I click my tongue as I drive to a halt just outside the administrative department building, and Isabella glances around, her wide eyes meeting mine. "Get down," I say, my voice devoid of warmth. I don't have time for this emotional bullshit. She huffs, staring at me like she thinks I'm joking. One, two, three seconds tick by, and when she realises I'm dead serious, she scoffs. "Noah, you can't just drop me off here. It's the middle of nowhere. I don't know where to go from here." I raise a brow. "And?" I'm not interested in her whiny brattiness. I keep telling myself that. I repeat it like a mantra. But between us, she believes that. Myself, I know that's a lie. No matter how whiny Isabella gets, no matter how bratty she gets, or how spoiled she thinks she can be, I've always found myself getting sucked in, always found myself reacting. It's a fucking curse. "Noah, it's your school too. Aren't you going to show me around or something?" She's breathing slowly now, and for two seconds, my eyes drop to her fucking tits, the way her shirt strains just a little, before I yank my gaze back up... "Look, I'm sorry, okay? I shouldn't have said that. Just help me..." I snort, clearly entertained by her discomfort. "Doesn't that sound like the job of your boyfriend?" I glance around the empty parking lot, then back at her, a cruel smile playing on my lips. "Oh, wait... he's not here." Her lips pull together in a pout. "That's not fair." She mumbles. "Look, I went against my rules of not letting brats into my car by giving you a ride." I lift my chin. "Now, it's either you get down with dignity or..." "I hate you. I hate everything about you." She throws as she pushes the door open and gets down. My eyes follow those dainty legs, the flash of pale skin, before she slams the door shut with a resounding thud that rattles the car. I don't spare her another second, don't even glance in the rearview mirror, before I stomp on the gas and drive off, leaving her standing alone in the dust. As much as I enjoy annoying the hell out of Isabella Jordans, I have priorities. I haven't been in that house for a whole week. She'll be moving in soon. I know it's her last resort considering she'd rather sleep out in the woods with a sleeping bag than in my apartment. It's petty what she's doing with Hardin. Is that what people these days call a relationship? Gross. It’s like watching two puppies try to mate, all awkward and fumbling. For a certain, I know that they haven't fucked. Call it intuition or whatever, but my brother is a fake. The ringing of my phone makes me tap my earpods, anticipating the voice of the caller. "Did you pick her up?" "Just did. Done fucking your whore?" I let the last word linger on the tip of my tongue, knowing it will piss him off. "Don't... say it like that. Harriet needed me." I scoff. "Yeah? More like she was in urgent need of your dick and tongue. Don't play dumb. We both know how Harriet needs you." "Don't be a dick. You do understand why I'm doing this." I roll my eyes. "Make the fucking transfer ASAP. And don't fucking ask me for favours next time. This is the last time I'm cleaning up your messes. You hear me?" I tap the earpods, disconnecting him, a tick set in my jaw. I drive with one hand on the steering wheel, one hand nestled in my hair. A few minutes and I'm pulling up at my apartment. Hardin's car is already parked already. I get down, walking briskly until I'm inside the house. The familiar smell of loneliness welcomes me, a reminder of why I hate it here. Today however, is slightly different as there's much noise coming from upstairs. Hardin meets me halfway up the stairs, looking all sweaty, his hair plastered to his forehead, a sheen of perspiration on his skin. He's wearing a t-shirt and shorts, looking like he's been doing manual labour, which is a rare sight. "Don't you have classes today?" He asks, staring me all over. I resist the urge to smack him in the middle of his face. What's his fucking deal? "Noah, you know that she doesn't like you being around. I want her to feel comfortable on her first night here." "This is my house," I growl, taking a step toward Hardin. He's sensible to step back. "I'll go and come when I choose to. She doesn't own this place. And neither do you. Get that through your thick skull." "That wasn't the deal." Hardin tries again. "What deal? Right. The one where you lied to your little girlfriend about me agreeing to some ground rules? Real Classic, golden boy." I lean on the bannister. "You have to be good around her. That was the deal. You know you can't turn your back on your words, right? You promised to be good." I walk past Hardin, ignoring his babbling. Before I enter my bedroom, I take a peek in the empty one that's opposite it. The door is ajar, and I can see a carpenter, a scrawny guy with sawdust in his hair, still working, assembling furniture. He's already gotten her a bed, a closet, and a bookshelf. My eyes snag on a reading desk with blinding colours of aesthetic stuff adorning it, little trinkets and fairy lights, a fluffy pink pen holder. Fucking nauseating. "Boyfriend of the year," I mutter under my breath, before I turn and enter my room. "Took you long enough." A female voice purrs. Now I'm a guy, and all I see is pussy. Fresh, shaven, glistening pussy, spread invitingly on the rumpled sheets, with a vibrator moving in and out and that's enough to make me grin. She stands and gets on her knees in front of me, her eyes locking with mine. Her lips are parted, her body already arching. Give it a few seconds, just enough for me to kick off my shoes and for her to unbuckle my belt, and my dick is down her throat, a hungry plunge, my hands fisting her hair as I fuck her tight throat. Fuck! I cuss loudly. I've got a thing for girls who can deep throat me. It's a rare skill, a true talent. Well, I'm large down there. Incredibly large. Fat, huge and girthy. And this woman knows just where to suck and where to slurp. Her mouth is a hot, wet cavern. Her tongue, working me over with an expertise that makes my toes curl. She takes my cock all the way, her eyes watering slightly. I lose my hands in her hair as I feel my cock grow in her throat, swelling, throbbing. Her mouth widens to accommodate my growing size. With one long suck, I spill thick, long ropes of sizzling hot cum down her throat, pulling out slightly to smear the rest on her lips. "That was..." She starts to grin, her lips glistening with my cum, but I cut her off mid-sentence, gripping her hips. I flip her over, pressing her cheek to the bed and her ass in the air. "Looks like somebody's in a mood." She says as I stroke my cock twice, rolling on a condom. "You have no fucking idea," I growl, as I push into her. "Ouch!" Her lewd scream fills the room and fuck! If it's not a fucking symphony to my ears.ISABELLASomehow it's always me doing what's in my head. I get that now. Because even with Chloe insisting on my going to fix... Noah, I still didn't go. He left the house angry and now, Chloe is gone as well and the apartment feels... so empty and quiet. It's not the peaceful quiet. It's not even the quietness that's calm.It's just that quiet in a way that makes everything that I said earlier echo back at me. It sucks.I've been staring at the door for what? Five minutes? I've not been counting. I let out a long breath, dragging my hands over my face."Fix your man," I mutter under my breath.Easy for her to say. Still... she wasn't wrong. Ugh. I push myself off the couch and glance around the apartment likem I'm seeing something differently now... it's almost like I'm trying to look at it from Noah's side. Our space. Not just mine."Okay," I say out loud, clapping my hands once. "Fine. I'll... fix it."I don't exactly what she meant but I'm not texting, neither am I calling. I kno
ISABELLA“So, you argued with Noah over something that petty?” Chloe asks, her mouth full with a large bowl of popcorn she has just made.I glare at her from across the couch. “Wow. Thank you. I feel so supported right now.”She shrugs, completely unbothered, popping another handful into her mouth. “I’m just saying… it sounds petty.”“It is not petty,” I insist, sitting up straighter. “He was acting like I needed permission to invite you over.”Chloe raises a brow. “Did he say permission?”“He said consideration,” I mimic, rolling my eyes. “Same difference.”“It’s really not,” she says, chewing thoughtfully.I scoff. “Whose side are you on?”“Yours,” she replies immediately. “Always yours. But I’m also not blind.”I fold my arms, already annoyed again. “Oh, here we go.”“No, listen.” She points a piece of popcorn at me like she’s about to give a lecture. “You live with the guy. You share a space. You inviting someone to stay... even me, your amazing, glowing, pregnant best friend... k
ISABELLAThis is upsetting. It's genuinely upsetting when Noah acts like this. When he starts this... authoritative stuff and tries to go all macho on me. “Noah, I genuinely don’t understand why you’re upset.” I say, crossing my arms and leaning against the kitchen counter, watching him pace the floor.He stops abruptly, turning to me. “Because you didn’t think to tell me first.”Not this again. There's no big deal. At least that's what I think. “Tell you what?” I throw my hands up. “That I invited my best friend over? Wow, Isabella, what a crime.”“That’s not what I’m saying and you know it.”“Then what are you saying? Because from where I’m standing, you’re acting like I just did something completely out of line.”Noah exhales. “Chloe just got married, Isabella. She’s literally on her honeymoon.”“And?” I blink at him. “She’ll be back. I didn’t drag her out of it. I said after.”“She should be with her husband,” he insists.I let out a disbelieving laugh. “Oh my God. She is with he
ISABELLAI tilt my head, studying him, a slow smirk creeping onto my lips. “Watch me.”Chase lets out a low whistle. “Damn. Someone grew a backbone.”“I’ve always had one,” I shoot back. “You just weren’t around to see it.”That lands. I see it in the way his expression shifts... just for a second.“Yeah,” he murmurs. “Guess I missed a lot.”I clear my throat, suddenly aware of how close we’re standing. “So… dinner. Are you in or are you going to keep acting like I need permission from Noah? Someone would think you're scared."He huffs out a laugh, shaking his head. “I’m in. Obviously. Free food is free food.”“You’re paying,” I remind him.“Right. Worst deal ever.”Before I can respond, my phone vibrates in my hand. Right. Noah. Of course. I almost forgot. Chase’s eyes flick down to the screen, then back up to me, one brow raised. “Speak of the devil.”I roll my eyes, but my stomach does this annoying flip. “Relax.”“Am I?” he says lightly. “Or are you?”I ignore that and answer the
ISABELLA "Relax, it's just me." My heart is pounding hard as I hear the familiar voice and the face appears in front of me. I squint my eyes at Chase who's laughing, his two palms placed on his both knees to emphasize how funny he thinks this is."What the hell was that for?" I narrow my eyes at him.He's still laughing. "I just thought it would be good to scare you. You know? It's been... a while." He shakes his head, his laughter finally dying down."You thought that was funny?" "Come on, I know it was." He tells me."Chase stop. I almost had a panic attack. You don't just go around scaring people." "I'm sorry. It was...""Not funny." I counter."Jeez. Can't you take a joke? What's up with the uptightness?""Nothing. You could have just come to me and said hello like every normal human being but no. You had to go and make me annoyed. Noah's almost here so..." My voice trails off."I'm sorry, okay? I saw you enter the hospital and I wanted to come say hi." He tries to explain."Y
ISABELLA "Your mother would be so proud of you." Dad tells me as we're walking side by side, almost at Greta's hospital room door. He thinks? I never knew the woman. It's been Greta. It has always been Greta. If he had not said those words, I wouldn't be thinking about them. Because in my head, I'm going to see my mom. I could even call it a muscle memory."I'm just doing it because Noah wants me to." I mutter."It doesn't matter why you're doing it. What matters is the fact that you are willing to go see her."I glance down at the batch of cookies I made this morning. "Do you think she'll want to eat cookies?" I ask. "She will if she knows you made them." He stops at the hospital door and pushes it open. Greta is still so still and silent. She's asleep. I gently drop the cookies and stand upright to take her all in. It's a good thing she looks good. Her skin is better than the last time I saw her. In fact, Greta looks healthier than the last time I saw her. "She looks happy." I
NOAHI hate it here. I hate dinners like this. I can't stand it. I can't stand them. It starts with the way the dining room looks. It feels like a tomb. It's too bright, too white and it smells like herbs.The next irritating thing is Hardin who's now preening across from me. Beside him, the blonde
NOAHThe air on the terrace goes from cold to sub-zero in a heartbeat. I feel Isabella's hand twitch in mine, her fingers going ice-cold, but I don't let go. If anything, I tighten my grip, pulling her just a fraction closer to my side.Hardin's mouth is still hanging open as he stares at our inter
ISABELLANoah just tilts his head, his dark-blue eyes scanning the room until they land on me. "Is that right?" He swipes a hand through his long damp hair, sending a few stray droplets onto the floor."I am not jealous," I repeat. I look at the floor, then at the wall, then at Trisha... anywhere
ISABELLA"Hey," I say as I get into the elevator. I lean against the mirrored wall, watching the numbers glow as they climb."Hey, Minnie. Quick question... would you go on a family dinner with me tomorrow evening? I promise it will be quick. I just need to show up and...""Will Hardin be there? I







