LOGINNoah Hawkins is the broken brother. The one with the dangerous smile and the kind of eyes that promise sin. He's the one who's always having episodes and has been termed bipolar. He's the bad boy with a history and a mean streak of breaking girls' hearts. He maims, destroys and breaks everything he touches. – Isabella's scholarship to college comes with a price... no dorm, no place to stay. And the only spare room belongs to her boyfriend's brother. Noah. He's not supposed to want her. She's not supposed to want him. He tells himself he'll stay away. Until he doesn't. Because Noah's never been the kind to ask permission. And when he decides he wants something... He doesn't stop until it's his. Even if claiming her means breaking everything in his path... including her heart.
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"Noah! What the fuck, man?" Hardin curses, as he reaches for the sheets and throws it around my naked body, pulling it tight. At the same time, he's fumbling around, his hand slapping against the mattress, searching for something, anything, to cover his dick. Which was currently doing a very impressive job in standing at attention. Then he turns, eyes blazing, to his brother, who's sitting on the only sofa in this room, a smug grin plastered across his face. Like he didn't just barge in on us, without a single knock, cuddling nakedly. Fuck! I'm too mortified to speak. Too stunned to even form a coherent word. I can't even bring myself to look up at Noah. My heart is racing. Fuck again! How much did he see? My ass? My breasts? Noah is fucking out of his mind. Seriously. Normal people know how to knock. Normal people won't gleefully watch their brother and his girl naked on the bed. But who am I kidding? Noah isn't normal. Not at all. He thrives on chaos, on pushing boundaries, on making everyone around him uncomfortable. I wrap the sheets tighter around my body, pulling them up to my chin, glancing down to make sure every curve, every inch, is hidden from his piercing gaze. "Come on, it's just nudes. You don't have to be shy about it, Minnie." He says, leaning further into the couch he's on. There he goes again. That infuriating nickname. He knows just how much I hate his nicknames for me, especially 'Minnie'. And he knows exactly how to get right under my skin, how to push every single one of my buttons. "Isabella." I say, my chin jutted out with a hint of defiance. "Minnie." He mumbles, his smirk widening. "Isabella." I say again, not knowing why I'm even doing this. I know that he enjoys riling me up and I'm only feeding his satisfaction by reacting, but... Aargh! There's just something about this guy that keeps making me feel things I absolutely have no right feeling. Like now. While he's being a complete dick, a total asshole, I can't seem to focus on my anger because he's shirtless. And have you seen Noah Hawkins shirtless? It's a fucking meal. His chest is broad, sculpted, covered in a roadmap of intricate tattoos that snake up his arms and disappear under the waistband of his low-slung jeans. The ink, dark and mysterious, would make you think he has an obsession with them or something, each one telling a story I'll never know. And just thinking about it makes me feel like the worst person on earth. Because I'm dating his brother, Hardin, who's the sweetest guy you'd ever find, kind and gentle, and everything Noah isn't. I take few deep breaths and glance at Hardin, who's still glaring daggers at his brother, and then his eyes soften when they meet mine. I nod. "It's fine. I just... hate your brother." Noah snorts like I'm being unreasonable for not enjoying being walked in on naked. I glare up at him. "What do you want?" "First of all, Drama queen, I'm here to talk to my brother. Not some..." He eyes me up and down. "Naked Minnie mouse." Hardin runs a hand over his face. "Can you stop? All you had to do was knock." Noah shrugs. "Like I said, it's just nudes." He looks at me, that annoying smile spreading. "Why cuddle when you could have just fucked?" Oh heavens! The vulgarity of this guy makes my stomach churn. "Shut the fuck up man!" Hardin lunges for his brother. He's held back only by the fact that he's still tangled in the sheets, and I'm clinging to his arm, trying to keep him from actually throttling Noah. "Leave her alone. Must you be a dick to Bella?" Hardin looks strained. His muscles tense under my arms. And he's really, truly angry. And Noah just laughs some more, infuriating Hardin the more, making him strain against my grip. "Right. I know. You two haven't fucked yet." My cheeks heat up. That's... that's just how much I can take from this imbecile. My limit has been reached. I can't stand another second of this. I make sure that the sheet is covering every part of my body and kiss Hardin. "I'll be in the bathroom." I say, and he nods. Now that I'm alone, and I can think about something other than my boyfriend, I hurry and get cleaned up, splashing cold water on my face. The steam from the shower feels good, cleansing. By the time I'm walking back into Hardin's room, wrapped in his fluffy towel, Noah is gone, thank goodness. "What did he want?" I ask Hardin, who's reaching his arm out, around my wet body, pulling me close. The towel is doing its best, but my hair is still dripping onto his shoulders. "Eww... You stink." I push him off me playfully, pointing at the door of his bathroom. "Go shower you big lug." "He's throwing a party for later. He wants to use the house." Hardin explains, as he strips of his boxers. I quickly turn my face to the bedside table, pretending to be utterly engrossed in the dust motes dancing in the morning sunlight. I can feel the tips of my ears are burning, a tell-tale sign that I'm blushing furiously. Fuck me! If Hardin notices that, he doesn't say a word. He just chuckles from the bathroom. A few moments later, he calls out, his voice slightly muffled by the running water. "I'm sorry about my brother, okay? He shouldn't have just barged in us like that." I nod, even though he can't see me. "You don't have to apologize. He's just Noah." And that, unfortunately, explains everything. I take out my phone from my bag and sigh at the number of texts and missed calls. Most importantly, I log into the portal of Greenville University. Because that's what matters the most to me. My scholarship. The one I applied for last month after Hardin convinced me to. Not that I thought I had any chance in the prestigious, private, university but... Oh Fuck! "I got in." I murmur. "Babe?" I turn around, facing Hardin. He's butt naked. "At this rate, you should take the towel as yours." He smiles, his gaze on the towel around my chest. "I got in, Hardin."ISABELLAHe's fine. Ethan is fine. At least he's playing with his sister and there's no tears now. No blood. I can finally breathe now. Harriet isn't mad at me like I initially thought she'd be. But... I'm still quiet. She looked so scared. And I think she has every right to be angry. Only, she isn't. "Noah is here." Madelyn tells me softly and I nod. It takes few minutes before he enters the room. He stops when he's next to me, giving me a concerned look. "What happened?"I just shake my head, because I don't know how to react. What to say. I've washed away the blood on my hand. Madelyn asked me to wash my shirt and I did try. But the blood is still there."Minnie, talk to me." He says, kneeling in front of me and taking my hands in his. "Can we just... go home?" I mutter and he nods immediately, helping me stand while Madelyn picks my bag. The car ride is silent. Noah doesn't push. I'm sure he must have an idea of everything that happened. He just wants to hear it from me. He k
ISABELLANow I just think that I should have stayed at home and not go anywhere. If I had... then... then... I sniff and shut my eyes.The ambulance arrives before Madelyn does. The sirens are distant at first. Then closer. Then right outside the house. Everything after that moves too fast and too slow at the same time.I know when the paramedics rush in. They take over immediately, their hands replacing mine. One of them gently but quickly peels back the blood-soaked cloth.“That’s good pressure,” he says. “You did the right thing.”I don’t feel like I did.They wrap Ethan’s head in thick gauze, checking his pupils with a tiny light. He whimpers weakly but he’s still awake.“Stay with us, buddy,” the paramedic murmurs.When Madelyn arrives, she hugs me tightly and I think I really need the hug. At least it makes my sniffing stop. When she pulls away, her eyes take in the blood on the rug, on me, on everything... but she doesn’t hesitate.She goes straight to Eliana, lifting her from
ISABELLAMy hands are so slippery with blood that I can barely grip him.“Stay with me,” I whisper, my voice breaking into pieces. “Please… please…”He lets out a weak, broken cry.I don’t even remember moving, but somehow I’m kneeling on the nursery rug with him cradled against my chest. Eliana is still screaming in the crib, her tiny fingers white from gripping the rails.My brain finally tells me what to do.Phone.I need my phone.I lower Ethan carefully onto the rug for half a second, ripping my hands away only long enough to dig into the back pocket of my jeans.It’s there.Thank God.My fingers are shaking so badly I can barely unlock it. The screen blurs through tears.Harriet.I press call.It rings.And rings.And rings.“Pick up,” I sob. “Please pick up.”Voicemail.No.No, no, no.I hang up and call again immediately.Straight to voicemail.My heart feels like it’s collapsing in on itself.I switch contacts.Noah.He’ll answer.He has to.It rings longer this time.Each se
ISABELLAThe playroom looks like a toy store exploded and left its contents in here. Honestly, I don't know what to say. I'm speechless. Not even Nadia has this many toys. Blocks everywhere. There's a pink dollhouse tipped on its side. One sticky-looking crayon is melting into the little white rug.I glance around and spot Ethan halfway up a low bookshelf. Already? Absolutely not. I walk forward and scowl at the grin he gives me. "Eli?" I say, walking further into the room. She’s seated perfectly cross-legged on a tiny velvet chair, watching him. “Bella,” she says calmly.Wow. I don't know how she knows my name. Or why she's this excited to see me? “Yes, hi, that’s me,” I murmur, scooping Ethan off the shelf before he can attempt the final summit.A few minutes later I have them both on the rug. Eliana tucked under my arm while I read a picture book about farm animals. Ethan keeps poking the cow and shouting, “Moooo,” at volumes that would wake the dead.But slowly… gradually… th
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