LOGINNoah Hawkins is the broken brother. The one with the dangerous smile and the kind of eyes that promise sin. He's the one who's always having episodes and has been termed bipolar. He's the bad boy with a history and a mean streak of breaking girls' hearts. He maims, destroys and breaks everything he touches. – Isabella's scholarship to college comes with a price... no dorm, no place to stay. And the only spare room belongs to her boyfriend's brother. Noah. He's not supposed to want her. She's not supposed to want him. He tells himself he'll stay away. Until he doesn't. Because Noah's never been the kind to ask permission. And when he decides he wants something... He doesn't stop until it's his. Even if claiming her means breaking everything in his path... including her heart.
View MoreISABELLA
"Noah! What the fuck, man?" Hardin curses, as he reaches for the sheets and throws it around my naked body, pulling it tight. At the same time, he's fumbling around, his hand slapping against the mattress, searching for something, anything, to cover his dick. Which was currently doing a very impressive job in standing at attention. Then he turns, eyes blazing, to his brother, who's sitting on the only sofa in this room, a smug grin plastered across his face. Like he didn't just barge in on us, without a single knock, cuddling nakedly. Fuck! I'm too mortified to speak. Too stunned to even form a coherent word. I can't even bring myself to look up at Noah. My heart is racing. Fuck again! How much did he see? My ass? My breasts? Noah is fucking out of his mind. Seriously. Normal people know how to knock. Normal people won't gleefully watch their brother and his girl naked on the bed. But who am I kidding? Noah isn't normal. Not at all. He thrives on chaos, on pushing boundaries, on making everyone around him uncomfortable. I wrap the sheets tighter around my body, pulling them up to my chin, glancing down to make sure every curve, every inch, is hidden from his piercing gaze. "Come on, it's just nudes. You don't have to be shy about it, Minnie." He says, leaning further into the couch he's on. There he goes again. That infuriating nickname. He knows just how much I hate his nicknames for me, especially 'Minnie'. And he knows exactly how to get right under my skin, how to push every single one of my buttons. "Isabella." I say, my chin jutted out with a hint of defiance. "Minnie." He mumbles, his smirk widening. "Isabella." I say again, not knowing why I'm even doing this. I know that he enjoys riling me up and I'm only feeding his satisfaction by reacting, but... Aargh! There's just something about this guy that keeps making me feel things I absolutely have no right feeling. Like now. While he's being a complete dick, a total asshole, I can't seem to focus on my anger because he's shirtless. And have you seen Noah Hawkins shirtless? It's a fucking meal. His chest is broad, sculpted, covered in a roadmap of intricate tattoos that snake up his arms and disappear under the waistband of his low-slung jeans. The ink, dark and mysterious, would make you think he has an obsession with them or something, each one telling a story I'll never know. And just thinking about it makes me feel like the worst person on earth. Because I'm dating his brother, Hardin, who's the sweetest guy you'd ever find, kind and gentle, and everything Noah isn't. I take few deep breaths and glance at Hardin, who's still glaring daggers at his brother, and then his eyes soften when they meet mine. I nod. "It's fine. I just... hate your brother." Noah snorts like I'm being unreasonable for not enjoying being walked in on naked. I glare up at him. "What do you want?" "First of all, Drama queen, I'm here to talk to my brother. Not some..." He eyes me up and down. "Naked Minnie mouse." Hardin runs a hand over his face. "Can you stop? All you had to do was knock." Noah shrugs. "Like I said, it's just nudes." He looks at me, that annoying smile spreading. "Why cuddle when you could have just fucked?" Oh heavens! The vulgarity of this guy makes my stomach churn. "Shut the fuck up man!" Hardin lunges for his brother. He's held back only by the fact that he's still tangled in the sheets, and I'm clinging to his arm, trying to keep him from actually throttling Noah. "Leave her alone. Must you be a dick to Bella?" Hardin looks strained. His muscles tense under my arms. And he's really, truly angry. And Noah just laughs some more, infuriating Hardin the more, making him strain against my grip. "Right. I know. You two haven't fucked yet." My cheeks heat up. That's... that's just how much I can take from this imbecile. My limit has been reached. I can't stand another second of this. I make sure that the sheet is covering every part of my body and kiss Hardin. "I'll be in the bathroom." I say, and he nods. Now that I'm alone, and I can think about something other than my boyfriend, I hurry and get cleaned up, splashing cold water on my face. The steam from the shower feels good, cleansing. By the time I'm walking back into Hardin's room, wrapped in his fluffy towel, Noah is gone, thank goodness. "What did he want?" I ask Hardin, who's reaching his arm out, around my wet body, pulling me close. The towel is doing its best, but my hair is still dripping onto his shoulders. "Eww... You stink." I push him off me playfully, pointing at the door of his bathroom. "Go shower you big lug." "He's throwing a party for later. He wants to use the house." Hardin explains, as he strips of his boxers. I quickly turn my face to the bedside table, pretending to be utterly engrossed in the dust motes dancing in the morning sunlight. I can feel the tips of my ears are burning, a tell-tale sign that I'm blushing furiously. Fuck me! If Hardin notices that, he doesn't say a word. He just chuckles from the bathroom. A few moments later, he calls out, his voice slightly muffled by the running water. "I'm sorry about my brother, okay? He shouldn't have just barged in us like that." I nod, even though he can't see me. "You don't have to apologize. He's just Noah." And that, unfortunately, explains everything. I take out my phone from my bag and sigh at the number of texts and missed calls. Most importantly, I log into the portal of Greenville University. Because that's what matters the most to me. My scholarship. The one I applied for last month after Hardin convinced me to. Not that I thought I had any chance in the prestigious, private, university but... Oh Fuck! "I got in." I murmur. "Babe?" I turn around, facing Hardin. He's butt naked. "At this rate, you should take the towel as yours." He smiles, his gaze on the towel around my chest. "I got in, Hardin."ISABELLA“So, you argued with Noah over something that petty?” Chloe asks, her mouth full with a large bowl of popcorn she has just made.I glare at her from across the couch. “Wow. Thank you. I feel so supported right now.”She shrugs, completely unbothered, popping another handful into her mouth. “I’m just saying… it sounds petty.”“It is not petty,” I insist, sitting up straighter. “He was acting like I needed permission to invite you over.”Chloe raises a brow. “Did he say permission?”“He said consideration,” I mimic, rolling my eyes. “Same difference.”“It’s really not,” she says, chewing thoughtfully.I scoff. “Whose side are you on?”“Yours,” she replies immediately. “Always yours. But I’m also not blind.”I fold my arms, already annoyed again. “Oh, here we go.”“No, listen.” She points a piece of popcorn at me like she’s about to give a lecture. “You live with the guy. You share a space. You inviting someone to stay... even me, your amazing, glowing, pregnant best friend... k
ISABELLAThis is upsetting. It's genuinely upsetting when Noah acts like this. When he starts this... authoritative stuff and tries to go all macho on me. “Noah, I genuinely don’t understand why you’re upset.” I say, crossing my arms and leaning against the kitchen counter, watching him pace the floor.He stops abruptly, turning to me. “Because you didn’t think to tell me first.”Not this again. There's no big deal. At least that's what I think. “Tell you what?” I throw my hands up. “That I invited my best friend over? Wow, Isabella, what a crime.”“That’s not what I’m saying and you know it.”“Then what are you saying? Because from where I’m standing, you’re acting like I just did something completely out of line.”Noah exhales. “Chloe just got married, Isabella. She’s literally on her honeymoon.”“And?” I blink at him. “She’ll be back. I didn’t drag her out of it. I said after.”“She should be with her husband,” he insists.I let out a disbelieving laugh. “Oh my God. She is with he
ISABELLAI tilt my head, studying him, a slow smirk creeping onto my lips. “Watch me.”Chase lets out a low whistle. “Damn. Someone grew a backbone.”“I’ve always had one,” I shoot back. “You just weren’t around to see it.”That lands. I see it in the way his expression shifts... just for a second.“Yeah,” he murmurs. “Guess I missed a lot.”I clear my throat, suddenly aware of how close we’re standing. “So… dinner. Are you in or are you going to keep acting like I need permission from Noah? Someone would think you're scared."He huffs out a laugh, shaking his head. “I’m in. Obviously. Free food is free food.”“You’re paying,” I remind him.“Right. Worst deal ever.”Before I can respond, my phone vibrates in my hand. Right. Noah. Of course. I almost forgot. Chase’s eyes flick down to the screen, then back up to me, one brow raised. “Speak of the devil.”I roll my eyes, but my stomach does this annoying flip. “Relax.”“Am I?” he says lightly. “Or are you?”I ignore that and answer the
ISABELLA "Relax, it's just me." My heart is pounding hard as I hear the familiar voice and the face appears in front of me. I squint my eyes at Chase who's laughing, his two palms placed on his both knees to emphasize how funny he thinks this is."What the hell was that for?" I narrow my eyes at him.He's still laughing. "I just thought it would be good to scare you. You know? It's been... a while." He shakes his head, his laughter finally dying down."You thought that was funny?" "Come on, I know it was." He tells me."Chase stop. I almost had a panic attack. You don't just go around scaring people." "I'm sorry. It was...""Not funny." I counter."Jeez. Can't you take a joke? What's up with the uptightness?""Nothing. You could have just come to me and said hello like every normal human being but no. You had to go and make me annoyed. Noah's almost here so..." My voice trails off."I'm sorry, okay? I saw you enter the hospital and I wanted to come say hi." He tries to explain."Y
ISABELLA The air in the waiting room doesn't just feel thick. It is thick and ionized by the static of the television and the confession hanging between us. I look at Noah, and for a moment, he is a stranger. Most times, I won't lie. Most times it does seem he's not the same person. I meant the
ISABELLAI linger in the room until my mother falls into a true, deep sleep... not the chemically induced haze of the ventilator, but the heavy slumber of someone who has finally exhaled. I press a final kiss to her knuckles and slip out, my legs feeling like they’re made of lead and light all at
ISABELLA I lean against the cool brick of the rooftop stairwell, shutting out the now muffled sounds of Tina's playlist and the girls' laughter filtering through the door. If you ask me how I feel? Well I'd tell you that I'm not all that good. If I can combust, I'd have done so. I mean... My face
ISABELLAIf you had told me this morning, that I would willingly let a lady named Tina boss me around, I would have laughed in your face. Now, I'm standing in the middle of a dimly lit rooftop, holding a clipboard while Tina adjusts fairy lights.Life comes at you fast.The place is… okay, fine...
Welcome to GoodNovel world of fiction. If you like this novel, or you are an idealist hoping to explore a perfect world, and also want to become an original novel author online to increase income, you can join our family to read or create various types of books, such as romance novel, epic reading, werewolf novel, fantasy novel, history novel and so on. If you are a reader, high quality novels can be selected here. If you are an author, you can obtain more inspiration from others to create more brilliant works, what's more, your works on our platform will catch more attention and win more admiration from readers.
reviews