LOGINISABELLA
I spend the next four hours mechanically pouring coffee, flipping plates, and running on pure adrenaline and the lingering, confusing high of the Greenville acceptance letter, even as the room of the Noah situation loomed. The instant my shift is over, I throw my apron on the hook. "Later, drama queen!" Chloe yells after me, a knowing laugh in her voice. "Don't call me that!" I call back, already halfway out the door. Drama queen was yet another of Noah's nickname for me. Leo just gives me a wave and a gentle, annoying smirk. "See you tomorrow, Minnie." I resist the urge to flip him off. That name is going to be the death of me. My walk home is short, but the mood shift is immediate and brutal. 'Home' isn't a place of comfort; it's a carefully managed minefield. The moment I walk up to the small, unkempt house, the giddy feeling vanishes, replaced by a familiar knot of anxiety in my stomach. I hate this feeling. The one where I have to mentally prepare for battle just to walk through my own front door. I push the door open, trying to be quiet. No such luck. "Isabella! What time do you call this?" My father, James, is immediately in the entryway. He isn't loud, but his voice is cold and precise, like a fucking scalpel. He's already seated in his armchair, a newspaper lowered in his hands, but his eyes... dark and judging... are locked on me. "I finished my shift, Dad," I reply, trying to keep my voice even. "I had a double today. It was busy." "A double?" My mother, Greta, appears from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a dishtowel. She looks tired, but her eyes hold that familiar, tight resentment. "Well, that's what you're paid for, isn't it? To work. So, you're late, you're tired, and you're still not doing enough." I just sigh. There's no winning this. "Never mind that," my father cuts in, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Your payday was yesterday. Where is it?" I mentally brace myself. This is the real reason for the greeting. "Dad, I already told you, I need to keep some of it back this time." I walk over to the armchair, pulling the crisp bills out of my wallet. I count the half of what I'd earned. "This is for the bills, but I need the rest. I'm going to Greenville." My mother's eyes widen, a flicker of something sharp passing through them. "Greenville? What nonsense is this now? You've already wasted enough time and money on those applications." "I got in, Mum," I say, trying to push past the familiar dread and hold onto a tiny piece of my earlier excitement. "I got the full scholarship. I'm going." The silence in the room is heavy. My father takes the money I offered him and stack it neatly on the table. He doesn't look impressed. "Scholarship or not, you will still need to contribute to this household, Isabella. We've housed you and fed you for eighteen years. You owe us." He reaches out and grabs my arm, his grip surprisingly firm. "Hand over the rest of the money." I pull my arm away. "No, Dad. I need it. I have to buy things for the dorm. Textbooks. I need a security deposit." "A security deposit?" my mother scoffs, crossing her arms. "For what? You think you're too good for the university dorms now?" I take a deep breath. "The dorms are full, Mum. I have to live off-camous. The rent is.. it's going to be a lot, even with the scholarship covering the tuition." My father stands up, his gaze intimidating. "So you expect us to pay for this 'off-campus' luxury whike you swan off to your fancy education? Absolutely not. Every single dollar you earned stays in this house until you leave. And if you're leaving, you leave nothing but debt behind." He walks towards me, holding out his hand, his eyes demanding the rest of the cash. "Dad, I swear, this is for my future. I can't afford to go if I don't have this money." I plead, my voice cracking a little. "It's quarter rent, it's not too much, but I still need it." "Quarter rent? Don't make me laugh," my mother snorts. "You're living in a fantasy world. Give him the money, Isabella. Now." I stare at them both. The lack of pride, the complete dismissal of my achievement, the focus only on what they could extract from me... it's all so predictable, and yet it still stings. This is why the scholarship means everything. It's my ticket out. Finally, I pull out the remaining bills and slap them onto his waiting palm, the anger and resentment bubbling up. "There. Happy? Is that enough to tide you over for another month?" My father counts the money again, his expression unchanged. "The attitude is unnecessary, Isabella. You will learn some respect before you leave this house." "I'm leaving for college, Dad. It's not a punishment." I mumble, fighting back tears. "It will be if you go broke and have to come crawling back," my mother says, a cruel, satisfied look in her eyes. "Now, I need you to clean up the kitchen. You're home late, so you can make up for it by doing the dishes." "But I just worked a double!" I protest, throwing my hands up. "And now you're home," my father states simply, the final word on the matter. "Do what your mother says." Defeated, I turn and walk into the kitchen, tears stinging my eyes. The plates are piled high, and the sink is full of greasy water. As I scrub, all I can think about is my rent. Quarter rent. I have to get my money back. I just have to. I can't move in without a security deposit. I can't even buy a lock for my door. "This is ridiculous," I mutter to myself, scrubbing a particularly stubborn pot. After I finishe the dishes, I retreat to my small bedroom, closing the door softly. I pull out my laptop and stare at the email, the glorious, life-changing acceptance letter. Then, I open a new browser tab. *Greenville off-campus housing.* *Apartment security deposit laws.* *How to secretly move out of a parent's house.* My hands are shaking as I type. I'm going to find a way. I have to. And I need to talk to Hardin about the money immediately. Maybe he can front the deposit. Maybe I could pay him back. He'll understand. He always does. I pick up my phone to text him, but pause. The thought of adding my financial disaster to the already complicated Noah situation makes me hesitate. Maybe I should wait until the morning. No. I can't wait. *Me:* Babe, call me. Urgent. It's about the security deposit. 😔 I throw the phone down on the bed, my head spinning. I have to get out. The air in this house is suffocating. I need space to breathe and plan. And I need to figure out how I'm going to survive not just Greenville, but the impending roommate situation with the man who calls me Minnie and whose abs I was apparently a secret admirer of.ISABELLA"I'm not arguing. I just... worry about you. We all worry about you. Ever since he left, you haven't been the same, and you know it. You keep hiding the way you truly feel behind little things. You enjoy the little happiness that comes from small things. We are worried about you, Bella.""You don't worry about people who are fine."Chloe finally turns, running a hand through her hair. "Fine. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for saying it like that. And for worrying about my best friend."I watch her closely. "That will work." I smile reluctantly. Mostly because I do not have the sheer strength to argue. Or to be taught. Or to be lectured about what I already know. I don't need any of that."Yeah. Where is she going?" She nods to Nadia who has toddled over to the couch, attempting to climb it. She lets out a little grunt when she slips, then she tries again. I move to her, lifting her easily and settling her on the cushion. "There my love," I murmur, as she beams at me. Chloe rolls her
Three Years Later.ISABELLAI'm staring at the fresh ink on my thigh, with a content smile on my face. It's an infinity symbol. Very small, compared to the ink I've got on my back. I wonder what Derek will say when he sees this one. He always has something to say.My hair, now longer and darker than it was at nineteen, falls forward, shielding my face as I lean down to inspect the work. At twenty-two, my face has lost its soft roundness. All I can see when I look at the mirror are sharp edges and distant eyes.Suddenly, a pair of hands clap onto the shoulder. "Boo!"I jump, looking up to see Chloe's grinning face. In her arms is a toddler with curls and chubby cheeks. I grin at Nadia. She looks so much like her mother even at two. Yes. Nadia is Chloe and Leo's daughter. Those two really went all in when they had this little girl. "Got you," Chloe says."You are the worst," She steps forward, drops Nadia on the floor and wraps one arm around me carefully. "You look good, bestie." She
ISABELLAThe sunlight filtering through the gaps in the curtains is too bright, and for the first time in weeks, I don't want to hide from it. I stretch out across the sheets. My body feels heavy, but in a good way... relaxed, cherished, aglow. Last night was fun, hot and definitely going to be repetitive. I smile, reaching out a hand to the other side of the bed, expecting to feel his heat. Empty. The sheets are cold.I sit up, pushing my hair out of my face with a small smile. Of course, he's probably in the kitchen, I think. Noah's little gestures are what make him a better man. I groan, sliding out of bed and grabbing one of his discarded flannels from the floor and slipping it on. It swallows me whole.I head to the bathroom first, humming under my breath. After brushing my teeth and worrying about my bleeding gums, I turn the shower on, letting the steam fill the room as I catch my reflection in the mirror. My lips are slightly swollen, and there’s a faint bruise on my collarb
NOAHI love her. I love her enough to leave. I love her enough to let her hate me as long as she keeps her scholarship and her dreams. I can't choose myself. I've never been worth choosing anyway. The bourbon in my hand hasn't done its job. It was supposed to numb the image of Kol's smug face. It did nothing. I still see him pointing at me and jeering."I’m a fucking coward," I whisper, closing my eyes."Noah?"I force my eyes open. Is she really standing there? Or are my eyes deceiving me? Or... maybe it's the alcohol. "Are you kidding me?" Oh shit. It's her. It's fucking her! She starts moving toward me. "Do you have any idea what time it is? I’ve been calling you! Giovanni didn't know where you were, and I’ve been walking around like a crazy person looking for you!"She reaches me and grabs my arm, hauling me upward with more strength than I expected. "You’re wasted! Do you smell yourself?"I let her pull me. This is it. I should tell her. But my mouth doesn't open and I all I d
NOAHI've always known that my brother is a coward. But then... I didn't know that his cowardliness surpassed all understanding. I didn't know that he was tethering. Any moment from now, he'd be falling into a pit he dug for himself. Sure enough, I didn't call her. I'd been running around, seeing staff, trying to placate the higher-ups who would take a bribe, just so Isabella's dorm room could remain dormant. I mean, she can't leave my apartment. Not now. Not ever. And if it means paying double or triple for that empty dorm room in the stupid fucking fancy hostel, I will. But then what's his excuse? What reason does he have? I think of all he could possibly use and everything is useless. It makes me even wonder. The Hardin I used to know would never do such a thing. He was reckless and a fake but then... he didn't play about his girl. He adored her. I used to think he was a better option for her. Until he was not.I run a hand through my hair, shaking it a little as I kill the engin
ISABELLAGiovanni is sitting on one of the grey couches as I enter, my duffel bag in my hand. The straps are fucking digging into my palm, and my fingers are already sore from gripping them. I stare around the place, breathing in the familiar calming scent."Hey," He says, raising a hand. "Hi," I tell him, forcing my feet to move as I walk inside fully. "Is... Noah home?" He shrugs, before smiling that annoying smile he always gives. "Don't know. Go check." "Gio..." I don't have the time for this. I inhale, narrowing my eyes. "Is he home?""Yes. Can't you take a joke?" He frowns, leaning back on the couch he's on. "He's in his room."I don't wait to hear the rest of this commentary on my mood. It's a sour one, thanks to my mom. When I get inside my room, I drop the duffel on the floor and throw the curtains open, letting the sunlight flood in. I just stand there for a second, staring around.Then I grab my phone.I stare at the screen. I don’t even know what I’m waiting for. A not







