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NOVA
I thought my sophomore year in high school was bad enough. But junior year? It's on a different level. Only God knows how senior year will be. My backpack slides off my shoulder as I kick the door shut behind me. Classes has been brutal enough already... three quizzes, one failed interview attempt with the lacrosse captain, and Mia Thompson hovering around the media room like a vulture waiting for my weakness. Which, unfortunately for me, she'd probably find soon. Because tomorrow morning's publication deadline is hanging over my head, and I still don't have a story strong enough to stay ahead of her. I blow out a breath, rubbing my temple as I walk toward the living room. Maybe I could ask Noah for something. Not willingly, obviously. My older brother treats hockey secrets like classified government information, but if I caught him in the right mood... or half asleep... maybe I could squeeze something useful out of him. A fight during practice. A rivalry. Recruitment news. Anything. Anything before Mia gets her claws into another story and steals the spotlight again. I round the corner into the living room... and stop. Enzo Moretti is sprawled across our couch like he pays rent here. Actually, correction. He practically does live here. One arm is stretched across the back of the couch while the other lazily flips through channels with the remote. He's shirtless, blonde hair still damp like he just showered after practice. I know about that all too well. The TV throws shadows across the sharp, sharp lines of his face. I stand there for a second longer than necessary. Okay, maybe several seconds longer than necessary. Because this is normal. Enzo has been in my house for as long as I can remember. Him and Noah became friends in middle school, and after Enzo’s parents started traveling constantly for work, he just… stayed. Family dinners. Movie nights. Holiday mornings. Enzo was always there. He’s basically another older brother. A very annoying older brother. My eyes drift over the tattoos lining his arm before I can stop them. “Enjoying the view?” I nearly jump. His lips twitch without him even looking away from the TV. Heat crawls up my neck instantly. I roll my eyes, tossing my bag onto the armchair. “You wish.” That finally gets his attention. Enzo turns his head slowly, dark eyes dragging over me with lazy amusement. “Sweetheart,” he says, voice rough from sleep or practice or both, “you’ve been standing there staring at me for, like, thirty seconds.” I roll my eyes. “Mhm.” he probes. He's not going to let it go. “I was thinking." I say absentmindedly. “That explains the creepy staring.” I grab one of the couch pillows and throw it at his face. He catches it easily, not even bothering to look away from the TV. “Someone ever tell you you're so damn annoying?" I mutter. “And yet you keep coming back.” “This is my house.” I narrow my eyes at him while he grins, completely at home in our living room. Honestly, I’m pretty sure Enzo spends more time here than in his actual house. Mom already treats him like her third child. Dad asks about his games more than Noah’s sometimes. And Noah? Noah would probably cry if Enzo ever moved out. Deep down in my head, I would pay real money to see that day. Although I think it's almost impossible for him to officially move out. Why? I'd say because the two of them have been inseparable since they were twelve. Sleepovers turned into weekend visits, weekend visits turned into random weekdays, and eventually Enzo just became… permanent. Like a tattoo nobody regretted getting. Unfortunately. “You look stressed,” Enzo says after a moment. “I’m fine.” “Mhm.” I hate when he does that. That low little hum like he can see right through me. Sometimes I think he can. I move toward the kitchen instead, grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge. “Mia posted another exclusive before I could.” I complain. Enzo groans immediately. “You people take school media way too seriously.” I nod. “It matters.” “It’s just gossip. Fucking gossip." “It’s journalism,” I correct. “No, you wish it was journalism. It's teenagers ruining each other’s lives for attention.” I blink at him. Well, that was unnecessarily aggressive. I know he and Noah hates what I do at school, but he's never been this mad and upfront about his dislike for my stuff. He finally glances over at me, expression unreadable now. “What?” he asks. “You really hate my job that much?” “I hate how obsessed you get with it.” He tosses the remote onto the couch cushion beside him. “You act like getting the next big story is life or death.” Easy for him to say. He’s already the story. Star captain. Future draft pick. Campus golden boy. People practically trip over themselves to talk about Enzo Moretti. Meanwhile I’m fighting for relevance against girls like Mia Thompson who somehow always know everything first. “I just don’t want to lose my spot,” I mumble. His expression softens for half a second before footsteps thunder upstairs. “Noah!” I yell. “Your boyfriend’s downstairs!” “Shut up!” my brother shouts back. Enzo snorts. Noah finally comes downstairs wearing sweats and carrying a bowl of cereal. “You ate my food again?” he asks Enzo. “Your mom made it.” “Still my food.” I tune them out halfway through the argument, checking my phone again. Mia’s article already has over three hundred shares. Three fucking hundred. I swear she sold her soul to get information this fast. I turn around, grabbing my backpack with a frown still on my face. I make it halfway upstairs before realizing I left my water bottle in the kitchen. With a sigh, I turn around quietly. Voices drift from the living room before I fully step back in. “…she’s serious, Enzo.” That's Noah’s voice. I pause because something about his tone sounds off. “She can’t keep springing this on me now,” Enzo says. My brows pull together. Springing what the hell exactly? “She’s pregnant,” Noah snaps. “That’s not exactly something small.” The world stops. I freeze halfway down the staircase. Pregnant? My heart starts pounding immediately. Questions are running through my head. Who is pregnant? Is it someone I know? “Noah, keep your voice down.” Enzo says in a hushed whisper. “She told you she was late weeks ago!” Noah obviously doesn't care. “I know that.” “Then why the hell are you acting surprised?” “I can’t have a kid right now.” Every muscle in my body locks. So basically, a girl is pregnant, and it's Enzo's baby? Amazing. “I’m about to get drafted,” he continues. “My entire future’s riding on this season.” “So what are you saying?” “I’m saying she needs to get rid of it.” I stop breathing. “You don’t mean that.” “Yes, I do.” There’s no hesitation in Enzo’s voice. None. “She’s freaking out,” Noah says. “And instead of helping her, you’re talking about the baby like it’s some problem you can erase.” “What do you want me to do?” Enzo fires back. “Throw away my career? My life?” My fingers tighten instinctively around my phone. “She said she’d handle it,” Enzo mutters more quietly now. “She just wanted money.” Something ugly twists in my stomach. Money. God. That's such a mean thing to say. “She’s terrified,” Noah says. “And so am I!” I don’t even realize I’ve opened the voice recorder app until I see the timer moving. 00:12. 00:13. 00:14. This... This is huge. I'm not even kidding. It's not high school gossip huge. It's career-ending huge. The golden captain of Ridgeview Hockey caught in a pregnancy scandal before draft season? My brain is already spinning. The Headlines. The Clicks. The Public reaction. The media room exploding tomorrow morning. And then another thought crashes into me immediately after. It's Enzo. Downstairs isn’t just some random hockey player. It’s Enzo. He's the boy who taught me how to ride a bike. Who stayed at my bedside when I had the flu at thirteen. Who calls my mom “Ma” without thinking about it. He's family. Or… almost family, it doesn't matter. I stare at the timer on my screen. 00:31. I should stop recording. I know I should. Instead, I stay completely still and keep listening.NOVAI trace the grain of the wooden coffee table with the tip of my finger. The anger that flared in my chest a moment ago is slowly being replaced by a cold, sinking feeling."If she sends it," I say quietly, not looking up, "it won't just be between you and me, Enzo. If she sends it to Noah... or to my parents...""I know," he interrupts. "I've already thought about that. Believe me, it's all I've been thinking about since I walked out of that room.""And?" I finally look at him. "And I'll deal with it," he says, his jaw clenching. "If she sends it to your brother, I'll take whatever he has to dish out. I'll take a punch, I'll take a broken nose... hell, I'll take whatever he wants. But I am not going to let her ruin my promise to you. I am not going to let her dictate who I talk to, who I care about, or what I do with my life."Well, I should take his word. He does sound sincere. Oh God. It’s terrifying how easily he can make me believe him, even when I'm not supposed to, given t
ENZOI storm out of the living room before I do something I'll regret. Something like smashing every fucking thing in this house. My mother's laughter follows me to the stairs."Don't forget to thank me when you're playing in the NHL, Lorenzo!"I flip her off without turning around."Such a lovely gesture!" she calls after me.God, I fucking hate her. I make it halfway up the stairs before the realization of what just happened hit me. I squeeze my eyes shut.Okay... I'm not seriously worried about what her reaction would be right? That's fucking right. I'm worried about what her brother's reaction would be when he listens to that recording. I practically tore his sister apart with every disgusting word.But then... I'd said those things to protect her, right? To make my mother believe there was nothing between us. And now my mother has a recording. A fucking recording.I pull my phone from my pocket and open Nova's contact. My thumb hovers over the call button.What am I supposed to
ENZO“No, you listen to me, you miserable...”I bite my tongue hard, my chest heaving like I’ve just played three consecutive periods of brutal overtime. I can’t do this here. Not with her standing in the entryway looking at me like I’m a malfunctioning machine.I turn on my heel, shoving past her, and storm up the stairs two at a time, leaving her screeching complaints against the walls.Once I hit the second-floor landing, I pull my phone out of my pocket, my thumb swiping. I can still remember what I told Nova downstairs. What we were going to do before my mother arrived unannounced. I open a browser tab. How to be good to her?A bunch of sappy, useless relationship blog links pop up. I stare at the screen, let out a scoff at some generic advice about "active listening and emotional availability," and delete the search. I try again. How to be a boyfriend.I scroll through a few more articles until one headline actually makes me snort. Signs you're failing as a boyfriend. Yeah, well
ENZOWhat is she doing here?That's what I think first when I sight my mother glaring at Nova. It's nothing new. It's been established that she doesn't like Nova. She doesn't care much for Noah but Nova... we all know she dislikes the girl. Then after the recording stuff... her hatred for the girl grew.My mother’s eyes... icy, and sharp, takes in the scene. First, they land on me, holding Nova’s hand tightly in mine. Then her gaze drags over to Nova. She takes in her damp hair, and the plain black shirt swallowing her frame... my shirt.I feel Nova flinch beside me, as she tries to yank her fingers out of my grip. Panic. She’s terrified. I don't let go immediately she tries to get her hand off. I tighten my grip, letting her know I’ve got her, before letting my fingers slide away."Mom," I say, stepping between them. I square my shoulders, blocking Nova from my mother's line of sight. "You said you weren't coming back until Sunday.""Evidently, I came home early," she replies. She do
NOVA The sun is scorching, shimmering, but that is the last thing on my mind.My palms are slick with sweat. My stomach is doing dangerous, acrobatic flips. And my brain? My brain has left me completely, leaving behind a mess.Yeah, I'm a mess. I'm a panicking mess.We haven't spoken since last night. Not a text. Not a glance across the hall at school. Nothing.I wouldn't even be standing here right now if Noah hadn't literally cornered me against my locker during fourth period, pinning me with his protective older brother glare and telling me, “Go see Enzo after school.”Easy for him to say. He didn't make a life-altering, utterly terrifying deal with his best friend to pretend to be a couple while secretly harboring feelings.I stand on the front porch of Enzo’s house, staring at the brass doorbell as if it's a venomous snake. I've been standing here for approximately five full minutes, my inner monologue screaming every possible worst-case scenario.What if his parents are home? T
ENZO"You heard me.""No, no. I'm just making sure I heard you correctly. You're saying you'd be relieved if Nova spent more time with me?""Yes."I stare at him. This motherfucker. This trusting idiot. He has no idea what he's handing me.No idea what his suggestion means when I've spent the last twelve hours trying to convince myself that I can be normal around his sister.No idea that every time I think about Nova, my brain helpfully supplies a hundred different ways I could get closer to her.And now he's giving me permission to do exactly that. I shake my head. "That's a bad idea.""You said she was going to tutor you, right?"My fingers tighten around the bottle. There it is. The universe has officially decided to fuck with me. "Yeah.""Then use that."I blink. "Use what?""The tutoring thing. Tell her she needs to come over after school. You know, to help you study."I stare at him."I'm serious. If she's spending time with you, she'll have less time to hang around Caleb.""Eve







