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The slap cracked across my face before I was fully conscious.
I jolted awake, my cheek on fire and my head pounding for some reason I could not remember. . The room spun as I took in my environment. unfamiliar walls, unfamiliar sheets, unfamiliar everything. My body ached in ways that made bile rise in my throat, and a strange male's scent clung to my skin, a scent that didn’t belong to the only male it should, my fiancé, Julian. "Get up." Dad's voice. No, just Victor now. The voice he used for pack business, and only for me when he was livid. My eyes fought to focus and I found him towering over the bed, his face twisted with disgust. Behind him stood Julian, my Julian, but he looked at me like I was someone else, and not his fiancé. My wolf curled in on itself, whimpering from the hatred in his gaze. What is going on? "Dad, I—" My voice cracked. I pulled the sheet tighter around my naked body. "What's happening? Where am I?" "Don't." His hand rose and I flinched hard enough to rattle the headboard. "Don't you dare play innocent with me." I’ve seen that hand come down before. Too many times. "I can't believe I almost made the biggest mistake of my life." Julian's voice cut through my panic. Those hazel eyes that used to look at me like I was his everything were stone-cold now. He was angry, like he wasn't looking at his future wife but a stranger who wronged him. I didn’t understand. Why was I in this room? Why did dad strike me? Why was Julian glaring at me? Why was I naked, away from my home, in this strange room? "Serena tried to warn me. She said you'd been acting out, Jealous anytime I spoke to her. But I defended you." Each word landed like a physical blow. "I told her you’ve changed." "Serena?" Memories flickered back, and I gripped the sheets around me tighter as my throat tightened. The bachelorette party. My stepsister's unusual kindness: "Let's have one drink, just us sisters. I'm sorry for how I've treated you. I want us to be close, Ella. Really close." The sweet red wine, that tasted wrong. The way the room had started tilting after one cup. Her smile as the world went dark. I should have known. How could I have been so stupid? "No." The word came out broken. "No, she drugged me. Julian, you have to believe me, I would never—" "Enough!" Victor grabbed my arm, yanking me from the bed. My shoulder screamed. I stumbled, barely keeping the sheet wrapped around myself, marble floor ice-cold under my bare feet. "You disgrace this family with your lies. I always knew you were weak, but this?" Weak. He called me that my whole life, every time I cried. Every time I wasn't as strong as my brothers or as perfect as Serena. Because of my omega wolf. "Serena warned us about you. About your deception, killing the livestock and blaming her, biting her and claiming it was rogues. But I defended you." Tears rolled down my face as Victor sneered. "I should have known you were just a dirty slut. Not a daughter of mine. Not like my Serena." The door opened as if on cue. Serena stepped in, tears streaming down her beautiful face, Julian's jacket draped over her shoulders. She looked every inch the wounded innocent, the loving sister whose heart was breaking for me. I wanted to rip her throat out. She planned this. She always wanted Julian, ever since we were kids. Even when Julian called her his best friend every time I expressed concern, I knew she had other plans. I had no idea she could go this far. "I'm so sorry, Ella." Her voice broke with fake sympathy. "I tried to stop them from coming, but Father insisted..." She turned those big blue eyes to Victor and Julian. "I didn't want you humiliated like this." My wolf snarled, throwing herself against my ribs, desperate to break free. "You bitch." The words tore out of me. "You did this. You drugged me, you set this up—" "You see?" Serena turned to them, her performance flawless as it always was anytime she turned everyone against me. "Even now, she blames me. She's always been jealous that Julian and I connected, that we understand each other—" "We're fated mates!" I screamed. I turned to Julian, desperate for him to believe me just this once. "Please. You know me. You know I would never—" "I know that you've always been possessive. I know that every time Serena and I talked, you throw a fit." He stepped closer, and for one heartbeat, I saw conflict flash in his eyes. “I still chose you, despite all the signs.” Then it hardened again. “But clearly I was wrong. You are every bit of the weak, evil sister Serena told me about. A cheat. Maybe the bond was wrong. Maybe the Moon Goddess makes mistakes." The world tilted. No. He couldn't— "I, Julian Thorne, future Alpha of the Silverpine Pack, reject you, Ella Ashford, as my mate and my bride." The bond snapped in my chest. Pain tore through my chest unlike anything I had ever known. My soul was being ripped apart, every cell on fire and freezing simultaneously. I collapsed to my knees as agony consumed me. The sheet pooled around me. I didn't care. I just lost everything. This wasn't supposed to happen. We were fated. The Moon Goddess herself had chosen us. We were supposed to have pups with his eyes and my laugh. I was supposed to be his Luna, his queen. Through my blurred vision, I saw Julian's face spasm with pain, he felt it too, the breaking of the bond. But he didn't take it back. Instead, he turned away. And reached for Serena. My stepsister took his hand, leaning into him like she'd been waiting for this moment her whole life. The look on his face, the concern, the tenderness, the way he touched her cheek was a second knife to my already shredded heart. "I'm sorry you had to see this, baby." Julian's thumb stroked her cheek the same way he used to touch me. "But at least now I know the truth. At least now I know who really deserves to be my Luna." Baby. He never called me that. "Julian." Serena's voice was honey-sweet, her eyes innocent. "Are you sure? I don't want to come between—" "You could never come between anything. You've been honest with me from the start." His voice was firm, certain. "It was always her causing problems. I should have known it was always you.” He tilted her chin up. And in front of me, still gasping on the floor, still bleeding from the rejection, he kissed her. Serena's eyes opened mid-kiss, locking with mine over Julian's shoulder. And she smirked. "Get up." Victor hauled me to my feet by my hair. I cried out, my hands flying to his wrist, but his grip was unmoving. "Get dressed. You have exactly three minutes before I drag you downstairs to face the pack council." "Father, please—" The slap came faster this time. My head snapped to the side, the taste of blood flooding my mouth. "Alpha Ashford. You lost the right to call me father when you spread your legs for some random male the night before your engagement. Do you have any idea what this does to our family's reputation? To our alliances?" I wanted to scream that I didn't remember. That Serena had done this. But the words died in my throat. No one would believe me. They never did. Serena had spent years painting me as the jealous, unstable sister. Every tantrum she threw in private became my fault in public. Every time Julian had chosen her company over mine, it was because I was too clingy, too possessive, too much. She played this perfectly. And I walked right into her trap. “Once I am done with you, you would regret ever existing.”He knows. Oh goddess, he knows. “Leave, Thorne,” Levi said. His voice was deadly calm. “Before I forget we have an alliance between our packs.” “I already let her go,” Julian said. His smile widened. “Looks like you’re the one who can’t.” His gaze slid between us. I could see him putting the pieces together. How Levi had appeared so quickly. The possessiveness in his hold. The fury in his eyes when Julian hurt me. “Does Nate know his brother plays with his toys?” Julian asked. His voice was dripping with malice. “Or is this your little secret?” “Get out,” Levi snarled. Julian laughed. The sound was bitter and evil. “Good luck, Ella. You’re going to need it when your husband finds out exactly what kind of wife he married.” He paused at the door, looking back. “At least I’m not the only one who made a mistake tonight.” Then he was gone. My knees gave out. I can’t believe I almost married that monster. Levi caught me, lowering us both to the balcony floor. His hands were gent
The balcony off the east wing was mercifully empty and dark. I leaned against the railing, gulping in the cool night air, trying to calm the storm raging inside me. Three days married to a man who confused me at every turn. Three days of feeling Levi’s eyes on me constantly. Three days of watching Julian slowly realize he made a mistake. No. I couldn’t think about that. Couldn’t let myself care that he was starting to regret choosing Serena. It was too late for regrets. “Running away from your husband already?” I spun. Julian stood in the doorway. His expression was dark. He loosened his tie, and there was something off about his eyes. Too bright. Too focused. Too desperate. “I just needed air,” I said carefully. Every instinct was screaming danger. “I’m going back in a moment.” “Are you?” He stepped onto the balcony, closing the distance between me and the door. The smell of whiskey rolled off him in waves, sickening and scaring me all at once. I knew Julian, and I knew Juli
I should have known the first week of marriage wouldn’t be easy.I just didn’t expect it to be a special kind of hell.The formal dinner was Nate’s mother’s idea. A celebration of the “happy union” between the Blackthorne and Ashford packs. Which really meant: parade the unwanted bride and watch her squirm.I sat at the long dining table, feeling like I was on trial. Nate to my left, cold and commanding. Levi across from me, those dark eyes tracking my every movement.Down the table? My father. Nate’s mother. Julian and Serena, sitting so close they might as well be fused together.Except they weren’t.Not really.Julian’s hand rested on the table instead of holding hers. His eyes kept drifting to me when he thought no one was watching. His mouth got tight whenever Serena laughed too loud at something Vivienne said.“More wine, dear?” Vivienne Blackthorne asked with a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. “You look rather tense. Understandable, I suppose. These first few days of marriage
The door clicked shut.I spun to find Nate standing between me and the exit, his ice-blue eyes glacial in the dim light.“Where were you?” His voice was dangerously soft.My heart hammered against my ribs. “I… I just needed air. Your mother…”“Where. Were. You.” Each word was precisely enunciated. A command from an alpha who expected absolute obedience.“The hallway. I was in the hallway. I was upset and I needed…”“Alone?”The question hung in the air like a blade.“Yes,” I lied, praying he couldn’t hear my heartbeat spike. “I was alone.”Nate moved closer, backing me against the desk until I had nowhere to go. He towered over me, all controlled power and leashed violence, and when he leaned in, bracing his hands on either side of my hips, I felt like prey.“Let me make something very clear, wife.” His breath ghosted against my ear, sending an involuntary shiver down my spine. “You belong to me now. Every breath you take, every move you make, every man you so much as look at, it’s mi
The reception was held at the Blackthorne estate, a sprawling mansion that made my father’s house look modest. Everything was black and white and sharp edges, much like the alpha who owned it.I stood beside Nate at the head table, playing the dutiful bride, while he accepted congratulations from various pack leaders with the same cold courtesy he’d shown at the altar. His hand never left my waist, fingers splayed possessively over my hip.I was hyperaware of every touch. Every time his thumb brushed against my bare skin where my dress dipped low in the back. Every time he leaned in to whisper something in my ear, his breath warm against my neck.And I was hyperaware of Levi, seated down the table, watching us with barely concealed tension.This was insane. I was married to one brother while desperately trying not to think about how the other had made me scream his name just hours ago.“Darling!”A woman approached, tall, elegant, dripping in diamonds and disdain. Her grey hair was pu
The wedding dress was white. A mockery of what isn’t.I stood in front of the hotel room mirror, and all I could think about was last night.Levi’s hands on my thighs, spreading them wider. The roughness of his stubble against my inner thigh before his mouth…Heat flooded through me. My core clenched with the memory.That’s it. Let me hear you.His voice, rough and commanding. The way he looked up at me from between my legs, eyes hungry, watching me fall apart on his tongue.I pressed my thighs together, trying to ease the ache building there. Tried not to remember how he’d felt inside me. How he’d filled me so perfectly. How he’d made me scream his name.How he’d held me after, his fingers tracing lazy patterns on my spine while I pretended to sleep because leaving him was the hardest thing I’d ever done.I’d never see him again.The realization hit me like a fist to the chest. In a few hours, I’d belong to Nate Blackthorne. Would go to his bed. Would let him touch me.Except it woul







