ZEDANE
I don't want to look at her. I don't want to touch her. I don't want to be in the same space as her. Dammit! What the hell have I done? Why would I let my impulse take control of a situation I could've avoided?I'm mated to a freaking Omega wolf. Of all of the she-wolves in existence, it just had to be an Omega wolf that I would swear away my existence to.The mating bond and all the magic that comes with it is settled over me in a chokehold. I can barely breathe against the danger that is cloaking me in flavored scents."Do you speak?" Kiena asks as the van rolls away from her father's territory and back towards my own.I don't respond. Don't even turn around to look at her. That she is perched that closely to me in this small space is already doing enough to me."Zedane, right? I'm talking to you." She tries again.I still do not respond. Just continue to stare out the window beside me."Are you being deliberately rude? You can let me out here if you're going to be so ridiculously annoying. I like my company on the mature side.""I'd let you out as soon as we get out of your father's territory. I might not want you close to me, but that does not mean I would want to endanger your life." I turn to look at her. "I trust that you would have the sense enough to steer clear of him and all that concerns him.""I find that very insulting. I don’t remember forcing you into doing anything that you perhaps didn’t want. If I remember correctly, you were the one who claimed me as a mate mere minutes after I ran into you."I don't bother with a response anymore. I simply turn my head back towards the window and let the winds wash my face as the car speeds.She has no idea what all I risked to save her. My sanity, peace of mind and safety, everything that has managed to stay intact despite all of the loss, and now I throw it away all for her. For someone I do not even know.We approach the gates of my manor and they roll open in welcome.“Whoa! Your entire pack is locked up in a single place? Isn't that dangerous?” Kiena finally starts to speak again.“Not as dangerous as having them being picked up randomly as hostages,” I quip.“Wow. So polite,” she murmurs.I cast a glance at her, tempted to speak up concerning her definition of me, but I decide against it. There's no point trying to win her over, the less she likes me, the more likely she is to avoid me.We park in front of the giant Manor, its Victorian style archs curving over us in royal shade. I don't bother waiting for her, I step out of the car and march inside.I hear her footsteps as they hurry after me. “You know, your attitude is really starting to grate on my nerves.”“I made a suggestion to drop you off somewhere. You don't have to put up with my attitude.” I neither stop nor turn around as I respond.“What the hell is your problem? You're acting like I've offended you somehow.”“Prepare the queen's room for the lady here.” I turn to Eric who has been trailing us.“Yes, Alpha.” He bows and hurries along.“You're putting me in a room different from the one that you use?” She asks incredulously.I turn to her with a blank expression. “Where did you expect to sleep?”“The hell kind of question is that?”“The kind that would better help me understand your thought process?”“Where am I expected to sleep?” She thunders again.I shrug. “That's what I want to know.”“You claimed me as your mate,” she quips as if that explains everything.“Yeah. To save you from being forced into a mating you didn't want.”“You don't know me. It should definitely go beyond that if you're risking a pack war to save me.”“Exactly. I don't know you. So it shouldn't be anything beyond the fact that I choose to be a good person.”“I need to know something, Zedane.”I give her my best bored look. “What do you want to know, Kiena?”“Why did you defend me in front of my father?” She yells, frustrated beyond measure.“Because contrary to what you think, you're not strong enough to face them on your own. You have no wolf, so even running away is not an option for you; you'd definitely tire out before the wolves.” I take a deep breath before I continue. “You'd be dead before you even made up your mind in a fight. So what do you think my defending you was all about?”Hurt flashes in her eyes, followed by a pool of tears.“I don't need you or anyone else to defend me, Alpha Zedane. I might not have a wolf but I am more than capable of holding my own in a fight, and that includes one against wolves.” She tips her chin higher. “I'd stay out of your hair, and I expect that you would do the same. Because I would not hesitate to hurt you if you come even remotely close to me.”I smirk at her. “Exactly how do you intend to manage that?”Her nostrils flare. “Try me, and you'll find out.”She turns on her heels and struts away, anger holding her shoulders rigidly as she goes towards her bedroom.Good. I would rather she is mad than sad. I do not have the strength enough to live with myself if I hurt any more females.“Alpha.” Herome runs towards me, panting and looking frazzled.“Is something wrong?” I ask, my instincts already blaring crazily.“It's… it's Lady Elma.”“What's wrong with her?”"She... she..." He stutters. "She's dead."ZEDANE The rain is cascading down the roof in strong pellets. A storm that marks the grief that has settled over the pack since the news a week ago.“Alpha,” Tunil, my second in command and best friend, calls my attention from the door.I turn to face him. “What do you want?”He eyes me up and down. “You might want to put that attitude aside for a while. Everyone is grieving and you don't get to be the one who takes his out on everyone else.”I would have his tongue out by now if he wasn't my best friend, and right.“What do you want?” This time my voice is darker and has dropped several degrees.“The funeral rites are about to start. We cannot keep waiting on the rain to let up, so we made a makeshift shelter to hold the fire.”I cock my head, looking at him but somehow unseeing. “We will wait.”“Alpha, we…”“I said we will wait!” I thunder.He squares his shoulders and shifts from pack subordinate to friend. “I already told you that we cannot keep waiting. It's been a whole week. An
KIENA“Excuse you?” I throw back immediately.The hell is wrong with him? He's the one going all unhinged caveman on me and he dares to ask me what is wrong with me? He pins me with a blank stare. The stare is filled with anger and so much darkness.I try to pull my hand away again but he refuses to free me.“Let go of me, Zedane.”“Answer my question.” His voice is low and intimidating.“The hell kind of question is that? How am I even supposed to know what you're talking about? You're the one who pulled me here so angrily and yet you're asking what's wrong with me? Isn't it obvious which one of us has something wrong with them?”“You're cursed.” His voice is so low that I am unsure if I heard him right.“What did you just say?” I ask.He drops my hand like it stung him and walks back a few steps. “You're cursed. You're a curse, Kiena.”I cannot believe my ears. I'm staring at him in shock while he stares at me with so much hatred that I almost shrivel up.“What do you mean by that?
KIENA I have no idea where it is that I'm going, just that I'm upset enough and I'm going there.Screw Zedane Rhage! Screw my impulsive decision to get mated to a man I don't know! Screw Dimitri Vocci for using me as a pawn in his game of politics! And Screw Xhecon Luther for not being a man worth tolerating!I stomp onward in angry strides. My feet are screaming for a reprieve but I can't stop. I can't bring myself to go back to the unfair reality of my cursed existence so I continue to march forward. Oh, that reminds me. Screw the moon goddess for making me latent! It's all her fault. Everyone I've ever come in contact with thinks of me as a worthless liability and all I can do is fight every second of every day to prove that I am not.Screw every single one of them! I hate them all! Especially Zedane douchebag Rhage.“Ouch!” My foot gets caught on something that viny and I drop to the ground in a painful roll.Something warm trickles along the skin on my calf and I look down to s
ZEDANE"What is your problem? Why are you looking at me with so much disgust on your face? It was you who asked me to show you in the first place, so don't go acting irritated by the sight of it."She glances down at the injury in question and turns to glare at me again. "It's not even that gross. It's just a narrow cut that runs along my skin."I clench my fists tighter, trying to tame the beast that is pulling at me to take charge. Something is seriously wrong with this woman, it's like a she cared about is starting a war."Go, Kiena. Leave now!"Hurt flashes in her eyes for a second before she masks it and folds her arms over her chest in defiance."Why the hell am I the one who's expected to leave? If you're that grossed out, then get out!"I shake my head in a move that's meant to clear it, but instead it jumbles my thoughts even further. I pull at the hair on my head."You need to leave now, Kiena."She scoffs."I already told you, if someone needs to leave here, it's you. Now g
KIENAI didn't think twice about what I was doing after I got the parchment delivered directly to me. I woke up to the knocks on my chamber's door and found that I'd gotten a delivery - much to my surprise.As soon as I open the folded piece of cloth to see the familiar lines of writing that belongs to none other than Estina, I got into overdrive.There was no contemplating involved as I took a hurried bath and got into a car in the Alpha's garage or when I drove up to the huge gates and rolled the windows down to gain passage. They opened the gates for me with such swiftness and tons of head bows that for once I didn’t exactly hate the idea of being the Luna of Blackwater pack. But there seems to be an overabundance of second thoughts as I stand just a few steps away from the hidden gateway of Whitevalley pack that's only used in cases of serious emergency.I let out a heavy sigh and take a step forward, ready to step back into the territory of Alpha Dumitri Vocci, my former Alpha a
ZEDANEI haven't been in the same space as Kiena ever since the incident in the woods two nights ago, but all that changed the moment I got a call from pack security that she had just driven out of the pack.I contemplated letting her be for a while, thinking that she might have decided yo up and leave finally after the last stunt; but knowing how proud Kiena is, she definitely would not have left with anything that belonged to me or my pack - that includes the pack car.Hence my decision to go after the little fireball, and I couldn't be any more grateful that I did. Damn, the woman has a death wish, suicidal tendency and genocidal tendency all wrapped up in that delicately hot body of hers.I force in a harsh breath through my nose and turn to cast a glance at the flesh and blood representation of chaos sitting beside me. She has her face turned to the window and her expression is drawn into something terribly sad. The visual of her hunched shoulders, glossy eyes and sad face strik
KIENA“Luna,” a tentative voice calls from behind me and I turn around.I'm lying in my bed, my head tucked comfortably on my pillow and cushioned by the swaddling of sheets that pool at my neck.“May I help you?” My voice is soft even though I want to snap instead.It's not the fault of the little girl that she belongs to a pack with a jerk as the Alpha. Matter of fact, all Alphas are jerks. From Dimitri Vocci to Xhecon Luther and now, Zedane Rhage; every man is far worse than the last.She shows me her hand. “I brought you a plate of brownies, Luna. I didn't know what you liked so I also picked two cupcakes and two muffins just in case.”My forehead furrows in a mixture of confusion and suspicion.“Who are you?”“I'm Lina. I'm an Omega wolf and all the wolves tell me that I'm weak and…”“They tell you that?” I interrupt her, anger skimming my blood all of a sudden.She looks shocked by my reaction and her nod of affirmation is tentative. I raise myself up into a sitting position and
I had a simple saying, "never react in blind panic when you're faced with a scary situation."Guess what though? Fate had a saying too. "Never make rules without consulting me first."After its saying is a maniacal cackle that I would normally have found comical, not so much today.Panic, of the hot, blind and wild variety, is swimming through me; running along my veins on torrents of fire.My eyes scour the entire congregation of smiling faces, coming to rest on the one person I don't want to see today or ever, sitting ramrod straight in the first pew.Our eyes lock on each other and a veil of anger covers me from the inside. Proud and stubborn, regally dressed and oozing selfish success is none other than my traitorous Alpha - because I refuse to call him my father - Dimitri Vocci.His golden gaze burns on mine, a silent dare for me to question his authority. His lips are pressed in a flat line, awaiting patiently the submission he knows would come next.I lower my eyes, dropping t