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WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE?
I watched Ashira as she sleeps soundly beside me. My eyes softened as I watched her resting face and smiled when she pursed her lips. Is she dreaming? Was she dreaming of me?
My mind flashed back to what we had shared. I can smell my scent all around her, a sign that we had complete the mating process and I can't help but smile as my possessive instinct flared.
She's mine.
I'm not sure if she is but I want her. I want her mine. All the searching for answers and solutions started being clear now, it's all an act of denial.
Ashira mumbled a low moan and my bare member immediately reacted to it. Shit.
I had the urge to flip her, hovering above her, and bury my shaft inside her this instant but I held myself.
Damn, I can't believe I'm having difficulty with my restraint. And not to my wolf but myself!
I've bedded a lot of girls, a lot of who
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