Sick

I was all alone as I stood on a blood soaked battlefield and watched the bodies of my loved ones litter the field like fallen leaves in autumn.

The scene twisted my heart and made it bleed because this was my worst nightmare. I was back in it again and I couldn't do anything.

I watched as a cold, black shadow swept all over their bodies, one by one and sucked out their souls leaving their bodies looking ice cold.

I hated this nightmare but like the thousand times I've suffered through it before, I had to silently wait for it to get over.

So I kept on watching in silence as one by one the Black ghost sucked out their souls, feeling helpless and crushed.

Like the last three times I woke up in my bed with a jolt. I was sweating all over and breathing hard. Oh I hate that nightmare...

I've been seeing it constantly since I returned from Blue Eclipse. I knew it was just my fears and anxiety manifesting itself in the worst possible ways but I still couldn't get used to it.

I slowly beckoned