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Chapter Eighty-seven

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Tyla’s POV

There comes a day when I do not feel the Veil at all.

Not dulled.

Not distant.

Absent.

The realization doesn’t arrive with fear. It slips in quietly, between breaths, as I stand in the kitchen watching water heat over a flame that burns too low and sputters in protest. I wait for the familiar hum to settle in my bones.

It doesn’t.

For a long moment, I simply stood there, hands resting on the counter, listening inwardly for something that has been part of me for so long I stopped noticing it had weight.

Nothing answers.

I am not afraid.

I am… curious.

I didn't tell Arthur at first.

I go about the day as if nothing has changed, testing the absence the way you test a sore tooth with your tongue. I walk the streets. I pass arguments and laughter and mistakes unfolding without me. I listen more closely than usual.

The world does not feel thinner.

If anything, it feels fuller.

At the council hall, a debate dissolves into exasperated humor instead of escalation. In the lower marke
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