Chapter #71

The audacity this man has to send me flowers as an apology. I am going to lose my mind.First I lost my heart. Then I lost my mind. I am inundated with feeling. I feel like a pinball machine on tilt. All the buzzers are ringing, lights are flashing, and I am about to fry my circuits. Nothing is coming in,and nothing is going out. I feel electrified. The wires ignited, sparked, and fizzled. I want it all to slow down.

My nerves needed a break, not a reminder of how much pain I am in. I prowled around, but it didn't help. I still felt like my skin was on too tight. There was this constant urge in me to tear my insides apart,

I didn't know why. By the time I made my mind that it was impossible for me

to do, there alighted the fear, haunting me with the words that rang

constantly in my head, "You're not brave enough".

I didn't feel devastated, I felt the urge to be devastated. But not anymore I am brave enough to go and talk to him.

And the next thing I know, I was stomping my feet on the