Xoxo Nyx
I know what you must be thinking. Why?
Why would you, retired veteran and practical shut in, Kinsley Nyx Knight, be hiding behind a hedge too tall in a skirt too small? Donned in a jacket that has too many wrappy straps to know what to do with? Let alone one in front of a conglomerate that can get you black listed from every decent job in this city?
Nicky. That’s right. You guessed it. Just like everything else that has gone wrong since I got back to Haven, this is all my orphan brother Roman Nikolai Cross’ fault!
Ever since the little imp named me after the stray cat outside our orphanage, whenever something smashes, crashes, cracks or breaks, I’m certain to be in the epicenter of said kerfuffle.
My current predicament of running through the Upper East Side in stripper wear for a working interview is unfortunate, but something I can live with. Lucy, as well as Ryan, reassured me that this is what corporate ladies wear, so I’ll go with it.
Believe me, weirder things have happened in my life.
Still, having to dive in a bush, spill the best coffee I’ve ever tasted down my borrowed silk blouse, all to hide from Nicky’s latest attempt at returning my fate......
Oooooo. If that were only the half of it!
I never had any feelings one way or another on dating sites or people meeting via the internet. Not until the blasted Witch made me a fake dating profile. This has to be Nicky’s demented version of a pager, if not a foot stamp, considering I haven’t called him back since the first non-con blind date he set up.
He’s still able to track every step I take somehow. Sending new hoards of circus performers after me daily since I moved to the city and went radio silent. Believe me, the Witch meddling in my ‘dating life’ is not out of a sense of concern in any respect.
It’s just his need for as much drama as entertainment in the no horse town of five hundred residents. A town he claims, ‘hasn’t been the same since I left.’ Even if it weren’t for Brian I’d be here and not Crest.
I may have joined the Allied Forces at eighteen, but it was always my hope to come back to one day. This place is as exciting and beautiful as it is magnetic. I really can’t explain what’s so alluring about Haven, but considering it’s up there with Paris, Rome, Hawaii and all the other must-see tourist traps of the world. I’m not alone in the fascination.
I do realize that Nicky and I were run out of the best city in the world, in the worst way possible during the draft, but that was just a few bad eggs. Not Haven itself. It’s also not like the Witch can’t get on his broomstick and be here in a few hours either.
Even if the tweedle twap twerp takes the bullet train, it’s not that far.
Insult to injury, he can actually afford a ticket with his promotion to Chief of Staff. Unlike me, who will continue to ignore his temper tantrum via otherworldly, if not humiliating summons.
Religious as my upbringing was. It's hard not to be a bit 'off' when you grow up in the most wild, if not superstitious place on the planet. Nicky and I only came to Haven after spending our formative years in the Carpathian Mountains of Transylvania.
Near every Romanian believes that they are cursed, and knows the saying, este în sânge în engleză. It’s in the blood.
That’s not my excuse though.
Not entirely.
The Gypsies, also known as ‘wanderers’ told me every one had a birth name and a true name. One that was given to them by their families when they turned thirteen. For some reason, the most unlucky number, signaled adulthood to many cultures.
Regardless, even I knew better than to question, let alone defy actual witches.
So when the singular friend I ever made turned thirteen, I gave him the best name I could think of. Nikolai. As in Nikolai Vlademyre. The unofficial King in our region. So sure that when it came my time to be named I’d get full reciprocity. Ending my bad luck for good.
While all names have power, true names can work for you rather than against you. So when the day came, I couldn’t have been more excited. The Witch truly could have chosen anything. Someone powerful, brave, graceful, beautiful, but NO! Instead, he names me after the cataclysmic kitten!
The stray the two of us fed outside our orphanage got the name of the primordial goddess of night due to her black fur and pension for mischief. No, she never went looking for it, but it always found poor Nyx. Just like it has me since he gave me my 'true name'.
Nicky said that it was her sweet nature and big blue eyes that made him do it! Ha! He was just jealous that no matter how many times he tried, he couldn’t achieve naturally blonde locks like mine. Much to my chagrin.
More infuriating was when I tried to take his back. Name him after a toad instead, Nicky just laughed. Said that once given a name couldn’t be undone.
Even so, he’s a witch king.
Anything Nicky decides he’s made happen since we were kids. So if I make it through my current predicament. No way I don’t ride the broomstick he gave me for Wonderlight all the way back to Crest and beat him with it!
I do understand that he’s upset. If not worried about me living on my own. After all, he and Alex more or less spent the last two years, teaching me to read, write, walk, talk and use the toilet on my own again.
Still, I was only a fully developed infant when I came out of my coma. As the swelling went down, the rest came back naturally. Not my memories, but the basics. Including my know how as a former physician.
I also passed every competency test there was. Proving that I’m back to being a full-grown adult after eighteen months of rehab. Along with three months of working right along doctor fancy pants at his hospital in Crest.
So he can’t tell me I’m not capable of an honest day’s work. Of Finding a new career after the military and standing on my own two feet. Nicky was the one who recommended I start as a research analyst in the first place.
At least until I completed the exams and practice hours required to get my Physician’s license back. One I don’t want, but he was too busy setting me up with a married man to listen.
It wasn't enough to get me black listed from the hospital in Crest. No, my brother's latest nonsense has interfered with EVERY position I've tried to get since returning. Including the latest shot I have at a working interview at a Vet’s office. Not a veteran like me but an actual DVM.
Chapter 1:2 Onto the Next Disaster, Xoxo Nyx
Chapter 2.6 What About Rick # Grimm“Thinking about it like that, I feel so conceited and self-important, like I’m above it all. I think most autistics are though. We just know……” she raspberries, and it’s the point of the evening I’ll cut her off and sober her up before we go where we’re heading.I keep the conversation relaxed and my wandering hands below the knees while we discuss her being an Aspie. From the list of symptoms she rattles on I’m half convinced I have it before she bolts up to pull up a website for us to take some tests.At this point, I can push as much food as water while we travel back to the sober realm. It also gives me access to her arms and hands. Letting me passed the initial barrier and bubble of her personal space.It doesn’t take effort, or patience beyond the fact I want to kiss her more than I care about taking my next breath. She’s even more than I thought she’d be. Sporadic, witty, intelligent and someone who knows how to roll with the punches.I swear
Chapter 2.5 Happy Endings # GrimmClearly she’s going with a red, or phoenix type ensemble for the masquerade. Regardless of the tint to her curls, there’s no mistaking those eyes of hers, and I know I’m caught hook line and sinker for more than one reason.“So what did Dracula tell you was going to happen?” I ask grabbing my own glass of champagne, before settling in for the long anticipated tale. I can’t weigh my options until I have all the pieces, and I’m in no rush for it.Her eyes still aren’t meeting mine, which means I’ll get to enjoy taking my time, unravelling the little mystery. “Well he just said that my massage came with a happy ending,” she says chewing her lip.“I’ve never had a massage in my life, but I still have access to the internet. I mean, especially after almost a year of not having sex, I’ve watched every type of porn there is.... Well reasonable types or.... non-gross types.. or......” I feel my eyebrows lift as she trips over the conversation.Not able to kee
Chapter 2.4 Curse of the Blue-Eyed Kitten # Grimm……. One Week Ago ……Hard to say why I always get a zing during pandemonium every year, but far from home or not, I still feel the unique energy that comes with the parade of a thousand demons.Must be a Fey thing.Still, it’s weird that whenever I’m not on assignment during Harvest Fest, I always find myself drinking in a random public place waiting for something inexplicable to happen.A bottle in, I could really care less about the evil eye the little old Cantonese lady is giving me. In a half devil’s mask, I happily tip my head in a happy internal jig, drinking straight from the bottle I didn’t buy from the floor to ceiling bar she’s eyeing me from.Being plastered is one of the few breaks my brain gets being a genius, and sorry, but no five dollar bottle of swill she’s got is going to do the trick, no matter how high she up-charges for it.Grouchiness aside, I’m a good guy.Or at least I’m trying to be. New lease on life and all tha
Chapter 2.3 Leave It To Lucian # Grimm“I’m so sorry. I just don’t.... I’ve never..... good grief he’s going to have a field day with this.” Eventually, she drops her hands and looks to the ceiling, biting her lower lip in a prayer for patience. Or possibly to be swallowed up by the floor she’s so embarrassed. “Do you... I mean.... can you just sit and ….. not.. just not....”“I’m here to please you, however that happens, but have to admit I’m better with my hands than my mouth.” Not really, but she doesn’t need to know that just yet.The comment makes her wiggle and sputter a bit before moving to the living area to guzzle a drink in one gulp. With her back turned I take in her hourglass figure, toned limbs and the ass of dreams attached to them. I lick my lips not really sure what I want to start with.It’s all damned delicious if I’m being honest.I note the small jolt of her figure, and hook nervous hook of her foot around the opposing ankle. Moving slowly back to her face, to see s
#Grimm“I have been trying to reach you most urgently, Luca. I’m in need of your singular talents this evening.” Ugh, why didn’t I check before I answered it? Lucian Gaines is on that list of the first and last person you want to hear from simultaneously.Considering how things went down, I wonder if he doesn’t have the wrong number. At least I would if the man was capable of making that kind of mistake. He’s not called a robot for nothing. “I’m on assignment,” I clip.“We both know you are in the city and more than capable of making good on our bargain,” Lucian mocks darkly. Confirming I have every right to be paranoid about screwing him over like I did.I’m a fucking idiot. Not handing over everything I had, doesn’t change the fact that I found it. Can’t unsee, undo, or unknow that I rifled through his life with a fine tooth comb. The more I found. The more I fell.People claim that the first rule of spy craft is not falling for your mark. I think that’s ridiculous because it’s inevi
Chapter 2.1 Blue Eyes #GrimmUgh. How am I not dead?Scrubbing my face as I come to on the shore with the sun feeling like a hundred pound hammer securing a chisel in my skull. The spike seemingly inserted behind my eye is hammering away with the tune of my pulse.Letting me know I’m at least still half alive after another rumble and barely successful arrest.Can’t claim or complain that my new assignment is boring, but with how hard I’ve been hitting the bottle, won’t pretend there aren’t days I don’t miss my desk. More like the blue-eyed Titan that eyed me from the other side of it.Ugh, get it out of your head.If I’d just napalmed that bridge like I should have, I wouldn’t be stuck in the in-between like I currently am. Unlike half the A-listers in this city, kink and BDSM was never really my cup to tea.Sure, I had to understand it. Play along with it if I had any chance of getting out of the AF, but end of day, I’m all about organic ‘relations’. Probably why I was so successful a