ANMELDENCHAPTER TWO
JULIA “Welcome home.” Steve smiles. I step out of the car, gazing at the house. It is beautiful. It gives old money vibe. I walk towards us. The steep gabled rooflines create a dramatic silhouette, which makes the house feel grand and established. The windows are arched, and the entryway seems warm and very elegant. The house’s colour is like taupe, or warm beige, something like that, with charcoal trim, and it makes it timeless. “Do you like it?” Mom asks, but I’m too busy looking at the landscaping,g which seems intentional with manicured hedges, sculpted shrubs, and symmetrical planters. This house is so expensive. The driveway is curved and trimed, which means the neighborhood is upscale. “Why don’t we go in?” Steve suggests, and I nod. He walks ahead and opens the door. Mom and I walk in, only to be hit by a vaguely familiar scent. I frown, trying to remember it, but it keeps escaping my reach. The foyer is grand, it has a high ceiling and a chandelier. A chandelier. Mom laughs at my gobsmacked expression. The hardwood floors are polished, and there’s an arched doorway leading deeper into the house. “You like it, eh?” Steve grins, proud of himself. “Wait till you see the rest of the house.” I no, and follow him to the living room. There are large windows, a fireplace, and nice furniture. The kitchen is open-plan, with marble countertops, custom cabinetry, black hardware and a long island. My heart skips in delight. “Your mom tells me you love to cook. Does this meet your standards?” He smiles. “This is perfect. Thank you, Steve.” I whisper, and he nods. He shows me the rest of the house, from the dining hall to the bedrooms, and the backyard. I feel so pleased. All my worries have faded away. I love this place, and I cannot wait to turn it into a home. “So, what do you think, Diana? Julia obviously loves it.” He is proud of himself. “Yes, she does. Thank you, Steve.” Mom kisses his cheeks, and he melts against her. “Our bedroom will be downstairs. You can take one of the bedrooms upstairs. The twins have the ones on the left. Or you can make your pick, there’s an empty bedroom downstairs and two upstairs.” He explains, and I nod, thinking about it. “Can you give us a second, Steve?” Mom asks softly. “Alright, baby.” He nods and walks away, giving us privacy. Mom looks at me for a moment before asking, “What do you think? What do you really think? The naked truth.” I exhale deeply, “I wonder if the twins will like me. I don’t know. I just hope they do. I’m a bit bummed that I have to start again, start making friends, and all that.” “Or, you can look at it from a different perspective? You get to make new friends. There’s an endless possibility of what you can do. It’s exciting. We get to experience a different life, a different culture, a different world. In a year, you’ll be in college, so why don’t we make the best of this? I know I will miss you. I will miss you so much.” She holds on to my shoulder. I nod, because she’s right. I can make the best of this. “I think I’ll take the bedroom on the other end, keep a bedroom between the twins and me.” I decid,e and she nods. “Alright, let’s unpack and settle you in.” She grins. I frown and propose, “No, let’s not do that yet. Help me bring my bags upstairs, then go to Steve. I’m sure he misses you. I’ll be fine. All I have to do is settle in.” She frowns, “Are you sure? I can help you. Steve can wait.” “I’m nineteen, Mom, so I’m sure. Don’t help me. I’ll settle in and come to you.” “Alright. I’ll order Pizza or something.” She kisses my cheeks, then leaves. Steve helps me with my bags, then he leaves too. I am alone. I don’t panic or worry. Instead, I make the bed, then try to set up my library. However, I encountered some problems with it, so I left it and got to other things. I work on my closet, arranging my clothes on the hanger, then my shoes. I hang up the curtains and let sunlight seep in, bathing the room in a warm glow. Satisfied, I turn back to my Library, but I still can’t fix it. Something with the wedges and hinges. Frustrated, I walk out of the room. I need to find Steve. I walk down the hall, then stop when I hear a sound. Laughter. A woman’s laughter. What? My mom and I are the only women in this house. Curious, I walk towards the bedroom. One of the twin’s bedroom. The door is ajar, and laughter flows through, as well as a deep voice. Goosebumps break over my skin immediately. I should turn away and leave, but I can’t. So, stupidly, I walk forward, and peek through the ajar door. My mouth falls open in shock as I see a young woman on the bed, wearing only a bralette, and … and a man, one of the twins, kneeling between her legs, with his head buried in her … oh, God! I squeak in shock. My eyes widens as the woman glances at me. Blood rushes to my head, and I turn around to run, only to bump into another man. One of the twins. Oh God. This is not how we were supposed to meet. I try to slip away from him, but he grabs my wrist and pin me to the wall. My heart is pounding. His eyes are so blue. His hair is blonde, and he has a smirk on his lips. The door opens. His brother and the woman walks out. “Well, well, well, look what the cat dragged in.” He smirks, digging his fingers into my wrist.CHAPTER 118SILASSix people in one room.I feel the weight of it before anyone speaks. The specific pressure of shared knowledge, finally shared, with no one holding a different version of the truth. It changes the air. I notice these things. I always notice these things.Rowan spreads his intelligence on the table.Not paper. Just words, deliberate, chosen, the way a man speaks when he's been carrying something carefully for a long time. I watch his face as he talks. The small things. The way he pauses before the details that cost him. The way Bree's hand finds his knee under the table without her looking at him.I stay still.Three rogue wolves confirmed.Possibly four.Sourced from outside territory. Disbanded pack, two years leaderless, hungry for direction. Rowan traces the scent signatures east, three territories, maybe more. Money changed hands. Promises were made.My father makes good promises.I know this better than anyone in this room.Sebastian is beside me. I feel him pr
CHAPTER 117JULIAAlicia arrives two days later.She looks afraid. She's terrified.We put her in the kitchen.Sebastian leans against the far wall with his arms crossed and his jaw set. He does not look at her like someone who used to love her. His rage is palpable. Silas takes the chair across from her.I stand beside Silas.Rowan is in the doorway."You have five minutes," Sebastian snaps. "Use them."She looks up.She starts at the beginning.She'd been with Sebastian for seven months, and she was happy. She says this without sentimentality.Then Steve called her in.An invitation that was the shape of a request and the weight of a command. She went. Of course, she went. He told her she was important to him, that he valued her specifically, that she had a particular kind of intelligence he wanted close. She believed him. "My mother told me," she says. "She'd heard things. About Steve, about the way he operated, about what happened to people who got close to him and stopped being
CHAPTER 116SEBASTAINMorning comes with trouble.I smell them before Rowan finishes his sentence.The scent memory of them, transferred, the way scent moves through a space and leaves fingerprints on everything it touches. Three distinct signatures, rogue and unaffiliated and unmistakable because I memorised them the night I found Julia on the ground, and I have not forgotten them, and I will not forget them.They've been near our territory.Rowan is at the kitchen table, both hands around his coffee, and he's using the voice he uses when he's delivering information he knows is going to be badly received, careful, level, stripped of editorialising. I've known Rowan long enough to know this voice. I've been on the receiving end of it before.I've never wanted to put my fist through a wall this specifically while hearing it."Two sightings," he says. "Northeast perimeter, both within forty-eight hours. Not passing through, the pattern suggests they're mapping something. Learning the ed
CHAPTER 115JULIAWhen we finally move, we do not collide out of hunger.Instead, there’s a certain softness in the air, a tenderness like no other, as if they are being cautious, not because they are trying to treat me like a porcelain plate, but because this changes everything.Sex won’t be just sex now. It’ll be different. We’ll be merged as wolves. I might not have seen my wolf yet, let her embody me, but I can feel her, patient, simmering, waiting for the perfect time. Sex will involve marking. They’ll have to bite me, sink their essence into me, and hope that my wolf can survive it. I know we can. Everything has built up to this moment, amongst others. We were always inevitable.Sebastain reaches for me first.I feel his heartbeat as if it’s pounding in my own heart, loud and awake.He presses his mouth to my wrist, then runs his mouth over my wrist, sending shivers down my spine. My heart roars in my chest, and I lean into him, pushing my whole body against his. He wraps one h
CHAPTER 114JULIAIt's the small things that accumulate.The shower water, for instance.I know immediately now when it's exactly the right temperature, before I put my hand in. I can feel the steam and calibrate from it, some register in my skin that didn't exist six weeks ago. I've started running it cooler than I used to because my body runs warmer. I am different. I didn't notice this happening. I just noticed one day that I was warmer.Next are my hands. I look at them a lot now. They look the same, but they are not the same. The door handle was the first thing, but not the last. I've been quietly testing edges, privately, in moments when the twins aren't watching. How much can I lift? How fast can I move through the upstairs hallway in the dark without touching anything? The feelings are the thing nobody warned me about.Joy, when it comes, is almost physical.I was on the phone with Bree two days ago, and she said something that made me laugh. The laugh moved through me like
CHAPTER 113SILASShe learns the way she does everything, completely.I've been watching Julia learn things since September, the layout of the house, the rhythms of the pack without knowing it was a pack, the specific language of Sebastian and me, without knowing she was learning a language. She absorbs. She observes first, longer than most people can tolerate observing without acting, and then when she moves, she moves with a precision that suggests she'd already run the calculation internally and was just waiting for confirmation.I didn't know, back in September, what that meant.I know now.She was always built for this.__We start before Sebastian is awake.So it's just Julia and me in the pre-dawn grey of the backyard, her in the old training clothes she'd found somewhere in the house, hair pulled back, looking at me with that expression she gets when she's about to be taught something.I know all her expressions now."We start with stillness," I begin calmly.She blinks and sc
CHAPTER 100JULIAI smell the bonfire before I see it.Wood smoke and something underneath it, sharper, that makes the back of my neck prickle before I've even turned the corner onto the field. I tell myself it's the cold. I turn the corner.There are maybe sixty people here. Alicia said some peopl
CHAPTER 99JULIAI wear the green dress.I wear it for myself. I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself for a moment. This isn't bravery.I know what bravery feels like; it has a performance to it, a squaring of shoulders, a decision made against resistance. This isn't that. This is quiet
CHAPTER 98JULIA – POINT OF VIEWBree opens the door before I knock. Rowan’s place is cosy. His parents are out of town, and they are playing house.She takes one look at my face and steps aside without saying anything, which is one of the reasons she is my best friend.I sit on the couch.She brin
CHAPTER 97JULIAIt happens at breakfast.I come down in a good mood, which feels important to note. I'd slept well for the first time in days, and the morning is doing that thing where the light comes through the kitchen window at the right angle and makes everything look deliberate, considered. S







