46. Selfish

"Turns out it was mostly a lie. But, at least for a short while, it was a beautiful one.

~ Unknown

"Baby you need something?" Mom asks peeking inside my room, I weakly shake my head. I hear her sigh followed by her steps nearing me.

I feel the bedside dip, her warm hand caresses my head, her touch is enough for the waterworks to resume again.

I sob burying my face into the pillow, she gently tries to soothe me until I calm down.

"You need to get out of this room, let your wolf be free and feel the nature around you. It will make you feel better my child" she says lovingly.

I move around until my head ia resting on her lap.

I don't want to go out. I don't want to go anywhere.

It's been 3 nights since I witnessed that gut wrenching scene, I did wait for any explanation and directly ran to my parents house, since than I have confined myself into my old bedroom.

Mom and Dad were very hurt about the whole situation but they were kind enough to give me space, they also made sure to keeo ev