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Lala "What is your name?" The man sitting in front of me asks, but my eyes trail from his sharp blue eyes to his manly fingers ticking on the file he's holding. Right, my records. "Your name?" he asks again, this time looking up at me. My lips widen into a smile as I lean closer to him. "Huh? Which one do you have there?" I respond with a slur. He glares at me immediately. "Oh please, don’t give me that look, I go by many names." I shrug my shoulders, my hands bound together with chains that are also connected to my legs as I sit on the chair. "Fuck, these feel numb... Jeez, it’s only been twenty-four hours since I was caught. Can never get used to this damn thing." I mumble as I try to adjust myself to a position that’s more comfortable, ignoring the piercing look he’s giving me. "Lala Robinson," he says, and the name sounds like a sweet melody in my ears. “Damn! You make it worth being caught again, Gamma Kael… it’s been a decade since I was called by my real name… you know, I’m either the Blood Widow, the Witch of Oakwood Pack—” He cuts me off with a glare that says *shut the fuck up.* The room is too quiet after that. There’s only the soft hum of the ceiling light and the click of his pen as he flips through my file. He’s not even giving me the satisfaction of a reaction, just sitting there, all rigid shoulders and that calm, cold aura that screams authority. He looks like the kind of man who hasn’t smiled in years. The kind of man women look at and is a well coloured red flag, and still want anyway. Yeah, I sure as hell will be colour blind too. I sit back, letting the chains rattle against the floor, and watch him. His jaw flexes a little as he reads, like every line on that page makes his blood pressure climb. "You cut off a prison guard’s dick and left him to bleed the last time you were dragged back from your escape, correct?" he asks flatly, not even looking up. His voice is deep, low, like he’s used to people obeying before he finishes a sentence. I tilt my head and grin. “Oh, that. That was five years ago. The asshole tried to rape a female inmate. I did nothing wrong.” “Oh but it was such a pitiful size…I apologized though…to the young girl.” He finally lifts his eyes, they don't move but I can tell he’s measuring me, waiting for me to slip, maybe to show guilt or shame. He won’t find any. “You stabbed a fellow inmate to death with a fork, correct?” I roll my eyes and sigh loud enough to make him pause. “Why ask me when you have the file right there? Can we get this over with and move on?” He doesn’t like that. I can tell by the way his hand freezes, the pen pressing too long against the paper. Then his eyes rise again, darker this time. “Answer me.” His tone drops lower, commanding. The sound of it sends a weird chill through me, and I flinch before I can stop myself. My heart skips, not out of fear, but—something annoyingly human that I refuse to acknowledge. I swallow and quickly mask it with a smirk. “Well,” I drag out, my voice light again, “who puts a beautiful girl like me in a prison with male prisoners? It wasn’t fair. I mean, look at me, your honor, I’m just a girl.” His brow arches slightly. For a second, I think I see something flicker across his face, maybe amusement, maybe disbelief. But it’s gone as soon as it came. He leans back in his chair, flipping another page. “These records show too many terrible things,” he says in a calm and detached tone. “Three escape attempts. Multiple murders. The massacre of two hundred pack members… Is that something *just a girl* can do?” I press my tongue against my cheek and give him a slow once-over. He’s too composed, too careful. I can tell he’s testing me, but hell…I hate cocky dudes. “But look at me,” I say, feigning innocence, widening my eyes. “I look like I’d break if you squeeze me with one hand. Do I look like I can do all that?” His eyes narrow slightly, and he doesn’t answer right away. I can see the muscle in his jaw move again. He’s trying to figure me out, probably deciding which version of me fits the monster in the reports. He can stare all he wants. I’m used to it. Finally, he says, “Are you saying you’re innocent and not responsible for the massacre?” For a moment, I just stare at him. The air between us thickens. His question shouldn’t mean anything — I’ve been accused, hunted, locked up, branded a monster. But no one ever asked. Not once. In ten years. Not a single person cared whether I was guilty or not. They just wanted a name, a face to blame, I was dragged and declared guilty without even a trial. But, I didn't feel bad for whatever happened, I watched them smash my child against the wall with no mercy, my husband was cruelly burned to death with silver for failing to hand me over to Alpha Goldenrod of Camwood Pack, he wanted me as his breeder and I refused. They all caused me terrible pains. Why then should I care about all of them going to hell? “Wow,” I breathe, letting out a small laugh, though it sounds hollow to my own ears. “Are you really that interested?” He doesn’t answer. Just keeps that same calm face, like nothing in the world could shake him. His eyes stay on mine, steady, unblinking. I lean forward slowly, the chains pulling tight, the metal biting into my skin. “If I tell you, will you believe me?” For the first time, I see something shift in his expression. It’s small, a twitch of confusion or maybe curiosity. Then it’s gone again. “It doesn’t matter,” he says finally, voice dropping flat like a stone along with my heart. “Whether you have a different story from what’s recorded or not, the council already proclaimed you are guilty.”LalaMorning sunlight spills through the tall windows of the Moonshard house, stretching across the wooden floor and warming the quiet living room. I sit cross-legged on the rug while Rosella kneels in front of me, her small hands resting on her knees as she watches me with wide, curious eyes.I still cannot believe this is real.Even now, hours after holding her for the first time in as my child after so long… part of me keeps expecting someone to wake me up and tell me it was all a dream. My chest tightens every time I look at her face, because there are pieces of her father in her, in the shape of her eyes, in the small way she tilts her head when she is thinking about something.It was a lot to take in yesterday, when Mabel told her I was her real mother. The explanation both Kael and I couldn't give, thank the goddess for Mabel’s help.I finally settled realizing she never lacked love, I told Kael I wanted to see the old man my husband had given Rosella to that day, I should than
KaelThe drive to Moonshard feels longer than it ever has before.I sit behind the wheel, my hands steady on the steering wheel even though my mind is anything but steady. The road stretches ahead of us in that familiar winding path through the woods, sunlight filtering through the tall trees, the tires humming softly against the pavement.Beside me, Lala sits quietly.I glance at her from the corner of my eye for what must be the tenth time in the last five minutes. She has her fingers laced together in her lap, twisting them every now and then without realizing it. Her gaze stays fixed on the road ahead, but I can see the tension in her shoulders.She is nervous.Honestly, I cannot blame her.After everything she has been through, after believing her daughter was gone and then finding out the child had been right here all along, breathing the same air, walking the same ground, that kind of truth is enough to shake anyone.“You okay?” I ask gently.She exhales slowly, like she has be
KaelI wrap my arms around her before my mind can even catch up with what my eyes are seeing.For a second I just stand there, holding her so tightly I am afraid I might hurt her, but I cannot loosen my grip. My hands move over her back, her shoulders, her hair, as if I need to check again and again that she is solid, that she is warm, that she is not going to disappear the moment I blink.“Kael,” she breathes softly against my chest.The sound of my name coming from her lips almost breaks something inside me.“You are here,” I whisper, my voice rough. “You are actually here.”She tilts her head up to look at me, her eyes shining, and there is a faint smile on her lips that looks both happy and tired at the same time.“I told you I was real.”I shake my head slowly, still staring at her face like a man who has not seen water in years. “I buried you,” I murmur. “I watched them lower the coffin.”Her expression tightens, and her hand comes up to touch my cheek.“I know.”The air between
LalaHe is staring at me like I might disappear again, like if he even blinks too hard I will dissolve into thin air, and for a second I almost laugh because this is the same stubborn man who used to argue with me over the smallest things, yet right now he looks completely undone, soaked from head to toe, hair dripping onto his shoulders, eyes wide and uncertain.“Say something,” he whispers, his voice rough, like it hurts him to speak.“I already did,” I reply, trying to steady my breathing because my own heart is racing just as fast as his. “I told you to stop acting like a fool.”He swallows, still staring at my hand wrapped around his wrist. I can feel the tension in him, the disbelief fighting with the part of him that knows me too well to deny what he is seeing.“I watched you die,” he says quietly, and there is no anger in his tone, only confusion and something dangerously close to breaking.I do not answer with words.Instead, I step closer, close enough to feel the warmth of
KaelI turn and see a silhouette standing just beyond the garden fence.At first I thought it was one of the neighbors passing by, someone who lost their way and wandered too close, but the shape does not move, it just stands there, framed by the bright morning light, and something about the posture makes my breath stall halfway in my chest. The sun is behind her, so I cannot see her face clearly, only the outline, the curve of shoulders I know too well, the way one hand hangs loosely at her side.My fingers loosen around the small shovel I am holding, and it slips from my grip into the soil.I blink once, as if my eyes are the problem.She steps slightly to the side, out of the harsh glare, and the blue of her dress becomes visible. That shade. I know that shade. I remember the way it moved when she walked, the way it caught against her thighs when the wind picked up.My heart does something strange, like it forgot how to beat for a second and then rushes to catch up.“No,” I murmur
KaelI jolt awake with my heart hammering so hard it feels like it punches straight through my ribs. My hand shoots out instinctively, searching the other side of the bed before my mind catches up with my body. The sheets are cold. Empty. Of course they are.Sunlight is already forcing its way through the curtains, too bright, too honest for the kind of night I just had. I drag a hand down my face and sit up slowly, my head heavy, my eyes burning like I barely slept at all. Because I didn’t. Not really.The dream lingers, not clear enough to hold onto, but sharp enough to hurt. I remember her voice. I remember turning toward it. I remember reaching. And then nothing.I swing my legs off the bed and sit there for a moment, elbows on my knees, staring at the wooden floor. The house is quiet except for the low hum of the refrigerator downstairs and a bird tapping somewhere outside. Morning has already begun whether I’m ready for it or not.“Get up,” I mutter to myself, pushing to my feet
KaelThe pack hall feels tighter than usual, like the walls are somehow listening more closely today, and I keep shifting in my seat because everything about this meeting irritates me. The elders are bickering over security patrols and border rotations, and normally I would be right there, arguing
LalaThe guards walk me out of the pack hall, Kael's voice still ringing in my head, and the sound of their boots hitting the stone floor stays loud enough that it feels like someone is pressing it right up against my ears. I keep my eyes forward because it’s easier than looking back at the place I
LalaMy head is still pounding like someone is inside there hitting pots together, and honestly I deserve it because I was the idiot who decided drinking on an empty stomach last night was a good idea. Even now, in the afternoon, my tongue tastes like old metal and something sour, and I swear the a
KaelDerek keeps pacing in my head like a restless animal, growling and snapping at shadows that aren’t even there, and the sound of it just keeps building and building until it’s impossible to ignore. I try to shut him out for a second because my body is still heavy from earlier and my head feels







