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I Wonder

Author: Rucaramia
last update Last Updated: 2025-11-13 09:45:31

Gaara suddenly felt like that eleven-year-old boy again, standing in front of his mother’s coffin, staring at her face for the last time before she was lowered into the ground. He remembered Uncle Yoshi holding him tightly, sobbing uncontrollably, while his grandparents stood nearby with cold expressions carved on their faces. His father had spent hours smoking in silence without shedding a single tear. That was the day Gaara began to understand how cruel the world could be.

“Love is such a foolish thing, isn’t it?” His voice turned low, almost like a whisper. “Mother died a pointless death because she loved the wrong person too much.” He paused, his tone softening further. “And I was still there, still needing her, still willing to do anything for her. If she had wanted it, I would have given her everything, even all my love, just so she wouldn’t die. But she didn’t want that.”

For a fleeting second, Esther could swear she saw pain flicker in his eyes. But just as quickly as it appea
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