Masuk“Go sit down,” He suggested, loosing his grip. I turn around in his arms.
“I want to dance some more—” He narrows his eyes. I look away. “I'm going to get another drink. I'm thirsty.” He smirks, humming dubiously, as I stalk away. That bastard. I'm doing it because he suggested it—I'm alittle parched is all. All that submissive shit is bs, anyway. What am I? Anna from 50 shades? Although... Anyway, I'm not weak. I'm not submissive. And I'm drinking because I want to. I pout, looking out at that criminal Niko. He's talking to another guy. He's hot too. I read their lips as best I can, but it's hard from this distance, and the lights don't help. All I get is: Where is the rest? The other man says something like, Moving in to... something. That damned criminal glances at me, and I stare back at him. He quirks a brow, his mouth moving. Soon enough, the other hottie leaves. He stares at me across the club. His long elegant finger reaches out, crooking, dragging me toward him with invisible strings. I'm up and moving before I even realize it. He puts his arms around me. “You know what else marks a submissive? How cute they get around a dominant. Look at this adorable expression you're making.” I look away. “Aw, you're pouting,” He teased, crooking a finger under my chin, directing it toward him. “Are you mad at me, little one?” Far cry for Doctor Korovin isn't it? “My name is Anastasia,” I say more petulantly than I meant to. He smiles at me, a sly smile, like he knows something I don't. “I'm going to call you, Little One. You can call me Master.” M-master? Is he out of his mind? “You're crazy,” I seethe, pushing him away. I just wanted to mourn my relationship in peace. How did I get tangled with this lunatic? “Little One,” He whispered, pulling me in close to him. My heart pounds. Ba-dum. Ba-dum. There are so many people around, but it's like we're alone, tucked in a corner of the universe where no one else exists. He starts leaning toward me. I swallow roughly, because what the hell do I do? Do I kiss back? Do I push him away? What if there's glitter on my face, and he just wants to wipe it away, and I lean in like an idiot? His lips find mine, soft and warm. Mesmerized, I lean into the tender kiss. Our lips collide beautifully, sweetly, until somehow, we're grabbing at each other, ravaging one another, unable to get enough to be satisfied. Cherries and alcohol fill my mouth, indulging my taste buds. Irish Spring fills my nose. He groans in my mouth pushing me up against the wall. His hand rests beside my head as he mercilessly attacks my lips. I fall into him, into his kiss. It feels never ending, like a black hole, I keep falling, falling. But then I have to breathe. He pulls away, eyes hooding, chest heaving. We're both panting now. I think he meant for a soft kiss. That's not what that was. Remanents of the electricity between us crackled, as he peered at me through his thick, black lashes. His eyes glowed, sparking. I can't deny one thing. We have chemistry. Not the high school lab kind, either. Explosions, gasoline fire burning the darkness away. I kissed the criminal. Oh God. What's wrong with me. I look away, wanting to fade away, wanting to pull him in again, wanting to... “Don't shrink away from me,” He demanded gutturally, “It's okay,” He coaxed in that baritone voice of his. “Kiss me.” Is it okay? Is it okay to kiss him? Is it okay to like it? Is it okay he sought me out to have sex with me? Is any of this okay? He licks his lips, his eyes on mine, andding a hoarse,“Please." And that does it. The noise is filtered out as I slowly slide my hand in his hair, pulling him close. We're in that pocket of space and time again, just us. It's silent and still, as our lips come together once more. This time it's soft, sweet, chasye. I pull away. Forcing my eyes open. He's staring at me, and a second passes, before I'm drowning in Irish Spring again. He's devouring me, and devouring him, nothing of us left in that little space we exist in when our lips touch. Ba-dum-ba-dum-ba-dum-ba-dum My heart might explode at this rate, he's driving me up a wall literally, discontent with the space between us. We rip apart, violent as the chemistry we share. He pressed his forehead against mine. “I'm gonna take you home with me tonight,” He says gruffly. He clears his throat. I bite my tender lip. “Okay,” I whisper.He takes my hand as we make a break for it. He hails a taxi, old fashioned. He gives the address, his words decisive and firm. My mind is clouded and he makes sure to keep it that way, fogging my mind with kisses the whole ride. The car stops. He gets out, leaving me in back seat panting. The door nearest me opens, and I'm being dragged out, into his arms into his house, frantic. He throws me against a wall making me flinch. His lips press against my neck, as he destorys my clothes, to get to me. “Mh," I moan as he fondled my breasts, “Niko..." He comes up to my lips, pressing against them lightly. “Oh yeah, my name isn't Niko. My name is Nikolai Sokolov. Remember it." N-nikolai Sokolov? You mean... He smirks at my wide eyes. “So you've heard of me?” He licks my lip. “Well that just makes this easier.” Nikolai Sokolov. The future Mafia Don? Maybe it's another Nikolai Sokolov. That's a common name in Russia, right? Right?! “Shhh,” He whispered. “Quiet your mind. Look at me,” He murmured. I do. He smiles. Lifting his hand, his fingers brushing myeyelashes. “Those puppy dog eyes,” He breathes. He kisses me again, taking my breath away, questions away. We eventually make it to the bed. Undressing roughly throughout the house.NATALIA'S POV The phone rang.I answered immediately.“Yes?” I said, already standing.There was no greeting on the other end. Just breathing. Controlled. Careful.“Well?” I pressed. “Did she die?”“She survived.”The word hit harder than it should have.“…Say that again.”“She survived the crash. She’s in the hospital. ICU, but stable.”I closed my eyes slowly.“You’re telling me,” I said evenly, “that after everything, after the brakes failed exactly when I instructed, after the speed, the impact, the timing—she survived?”“Yes.”My grip tightened on the phone. “And Nikolai?”“He arrived within minutes. He’s still there.”That did it.The glass in my hand shattered against the floor. I didn’t flinch.“Useless,” I said softly. “Every single one of you is useless.”“We followed your instructions—”“And failed,” I snapped. “Do you know what happens when you fail me?”Silence.“Disappear,” I said. “If I see you again, you won’t need an accident.”The line went dead.I stood there, ches
NIKOLAI'S POV I moved to the waiting area without being told, sitting down hard, elbows on my knees, staring at nothing. The sterile smell of disinfectant mixed with the low hum of machines made my skin crawl.Sergei remained standing. “Security is already pulling traffic footage.”“Good.”“And Nikolai,” he added quietly, “Larisa will hear about this.”I looked up slowly.“Let her.”My phone vibrated.Once.Then again.Larisa’s name lit up the screen.I didn’t answer.Instead, I stood, turning toward the ICU doors—those heavy glass barriers separating me from her.She had laughed in my house. Challenged me. Looked at me like I was both a threat and a mystery.And now she was lying behind those doors, unconscious, broken, alone.“I told her I’d protect her,” I said quietly.Sergei didn’t respond.“I told her I wouldn’t let anyone hurt her again.”My fists clenched. “And the moment she leaves my sight—this happens.”“This may not be connected,” Sergei said cautiously.I looked at him.
NIKOLAI'S POV The door hadn’t even finished closing behind Anastasia when I turned back to them.The silence she left behind was suffocating, but I didn’t give it time to settle.“This ends now.”Elena stiffened first. Larisa followed more slowly, her face already hardening into that familiar mask of control.“You will not speak to me like that,” Larisa said coldly.I stepped forward. “I will speak however I like. You’ve both pushed far enough.”Elena scoffed, crossing her arms. “This is because of her, isn’t it? One appearance and suddenly you’re throwing everything away?”I turned to her fully, my gaze sharp. “There was never an everything to throw away.”Her eyes widened. “Excuse me?”“You were never my choice,” I said flatly. “You were a contract. A strategy. And it’s over.”Larisa slammed her palm against the table. “You don’t get to decide that alone!”I laughed—once, humorless. “Watch me.”Elena’s voice shook with anger. “You stood there and humiliated me in front of her.”“No
ANASTASIA'S POV I leaned back, letting it all sink in—the fear in Larisa’s eyes, the helplessness of Elena, and the strength radiating from Nikolai. And I realized something terrifying and thrilling: I wasn’t the only one in control anymore.I had him. And for the first time since the crash, since the accident, since the haze of memory loss… I felt alive.The silence that followed was heavy, brittle, like glass stretched too thin.Larisa was the first to move.“You’re enjoying this,” she said to me, her voice sharp with accusation. “Playing games in a house you don’t understand.”I smiled slowly. “Funny. I was thinking the same about you.”Nikolai didn’t turn, but I felt the shift in him immediately. “Mother.”“Don’t,” Larisa snapped. “Don’t defend her again. She doesn’t belong here.”I tilted my head, studying her openly now. “You keep saying that. But you haven’t explained why.”Her lips pressed into a thin line.I pushed. “Is it because I survived?”Elena inhaled sharply. Larisa’s
ANASTASIA’S POV I laughed, letting the sound fill the room. “So… that’s it? You’re my husband?”Nikolai’s jaw tightened, eyes narrowing but calm. “Yes.”“Oh, Nikolai,” I said, shaking my head. “Do you even realize how ridiculous this all looks? You, calling me your wife when I don’t remember you? When I don’t even know what this… this relationship is supposed to be?”“You don’t remember me,” he said quietly, deliberately. “But that doesn’t change how I feel. I don’t need my memory to know that I care. I don’t need my memory to know you’re mine.”I blinked, surprised. “…Mine?”“Yes,” he said, stepping closer, voice low, deliberate. “Even if you don’t remember, even if I don’t remember everything, my feelings, my instincts, my decisions, they are all yours. They’ve always been.”I crossed my arms, smirking, trying to hide the tension curling in my chest. “Well, isn’t this convenient. We don’t remember the past, we don’t know each other, but somehow, you just know.”“You’ve survived,”
ANASTASIA'S POV The next dayI didn’t hesitate when I woke up.There was no dramatic moment of doubt, no internal argument about whether I should go or not. The decision had already been made the night before, sitting quietly in my chest, solid and unmovable.Nikolai Volkov had looked at me like he already knew me.Not curiosity.Not interest.Recognition.People didn’t look at strangers like that.The Sokolov estate rose before me like a fortress—cold stone, iron gates, quiet menace. The kind of place built to remind visitors that power lived here and would outlive them.The gates opened without delay.That alone told me enough.Someone had been expecting me.I stepped out of the car and walked toward the entrance, heels clicking softly against marble. Before I could reach the door, a woman appeared, as though summoned by my presence.She was elegant in a way that felt deliberate. Controlled. The kind of beauty that had never been allowed to soften with age. Her eyes swept over me







