His gaze remained on me. I saw the moment his eyes softened at what he heard. The serene of the wind caressing my back made me gasp, not because of the cold it brought but because of Alforo reaction.
"Seems familiar?" he chuckled.
I averted my gaze from her. I cleared my throat as I watched him looking at me intently.
"Start it, Demi."
She nod.
"I don't cry, but that was a lie."
"I don't want to make it on myself."
"Cause when tears were going down, running through my cheeks."
"It's so hard to say goodbye."
I didn't mind him. I gently close my eyes. I was forced to put aside all my thoughts. I found his eyes, and I could see how soft his stare was. Somehow the acid dripped within me. There's something wrong with me when he's near or not.
"So let's make things clearer."
"Its a sign I'm scared."
"To let things fall when you're gone."
"But I know in time, you'd be here again."
"But I think its all a lie ..." I whispered the last line.
My eyes immediately darted at Alforo. He's biting his lip while I'm in so much awe drifting my gaze on the camera. I smiled there, genuinely.
"Finished?" he said nonchalantly.
"Yeah ..." I uttered weakly.
"Who wrote that?"
I followed him with my gaze. I remained calm, and even my heart was beating rapidly for an unknown reason.
I folded my arms. "I don't know."
"Really?" he said, amused.
I turned to him. I let myself stare at him for a long time. Its also the same for him, his eyes stayed too long, weighing what's coming on my eyes or it tells.
A smile appeared on his lips.
"I didn't compose it, Alforo."
"It's good ..." he looked away.
Our gaze was cut off when Demi spoke. She looked excited, removing her gear. Likewise, the two, I sighed defeated.
"Your game is over?"
He still turned to me. "Not yet. We are the last game."
They nodded. "We'll be next."
I let the three pull me over after hearing his last sentiments. Alforo then glanced at me. I smiled sourly as he almost handed me his belongings next to me.
I even muttered a curse for him. Especially when the three of them stared at me.
"She already had a boyfriend, Alforo. Just give me that!" Jamie laughed as Demi immediately stared.
I shook my head and grimaced at him. "W-what?"
He smiled devilishly. "Hand me this after."
"They can do it. And I won't be here for long either. I'm just wasting my time here." I lamented.
He looks stunned at my words, and I noticed that. I immediately bit my lower lip. I put that aside. What a freaking mouth, Riani!
"Uh ... Fine. Hand me that."
He looked at me.
"Are you sure?"
"If you don't want to, it's okay," he said calmly.
I feel the sincerity in his tone. And I feel bad he take it that way. I shook at my thought. Trembling in my chest as he sat close to me. Damn this feeling.
"It's okay," I said wearily.
His figure doesn't fit here in this long chair. I sighed and noticed that I was too affected especially if he was there. I stayed composed, but I just can't contain it.
I tried to watch the game in front of me. I was just staring at it blankly when I noticed Alforo's stare in the corner of my eye.
"Why do you fond of staring at me by the way?" I ask languidly.
"Hmmm." his baritone filled my ears.
"Am I intimidating you?"
His Adam's apple moved as he swallowed hard. I was immediately alarmed there. I even saw his jaw clench while waiting for my response.
"Not at all. Suppose I didn't know that you're cousins with Klaud. I would have thought you had a bad plan." I mocked.
He laughed. Even with so much yell and screams, his baritone voice did not escape me. It felt soothing in ears.
"Really? That's why you're so cold the first time you laid your eyes on me."
My face heated, I no longer remember that. It was a month ago. I just find his aura strongly opposite for my ideal. Knowing that Klaud had a soft feature while he was more bold and ruthless.
"I just hated you for staring, Alforo that much."
His lips twisted. I stepped back there.
His brows shot up.
"Why will I stop staring, huh?"
I slowly looked at him.
"I don't know. Maybe you're a pedophile. I don't hit an old man." I said frankly.
The amusement was now totally etching on his face. He sucked his lips, tilting his head a bit. I was a bit caught off guard when I notice it.
"Why? You know it doesn't matter now." he utter.
His voice sent shivers down my spine. I know he's too straight forward. He can always be transparent to his words but this brute.
"I just didn't want it. Maybe a four to five gap works."
His lips protruded. "Do I have hope?"
My eyes glazed over at him. He's joking, but my system can't just digest that. I Stared at him like a dagger. His eyes were on me as I saw his lips rose teasingly.
He chuckled. "I'm twenty. Come on, Riani..."
"That would work, huh?"
I rolled my eyes. I smiled at the thought—the face of this brute. I shook as I carefully avoided glancing at him.
"You're still too old for me."
His lips parted. I glimpse at him swallowing hard. I don't know if he's serious or not. But the thought of that spontaneously crossed my mind. I sighed as I watched Alforo.
The game went on, and he's fucking turning to me every time he got the point or what. I was embarrassed to look at a few glancing at me. I smiled shyly, cursing Alforo to sprain his ankle.
"He's turning to you, huh?" Demi whispered.
I looked at Demi. I do not know what to say. But it intimidates me more when after the game he approaches me.
"Congrats! Here!" I held.
I bit my lip. He's mint scent stung my nose. And the ruthless face of Alforo glancing at me made my system numb for a reason.
His gaze diverts at me. My eyes narrowed at him curiously. It was only then that I noticed his gaze firmly on my lips.
"W-why?" I stuttered.
"Nothing, Riani."
I nodded, not criticizing the last thing he said. I don't want to have another petty fight with words on him, because I feel different.
My eyes widened as I noticed that the water bottle I had got was different. I thought it sealed, but it's not. My cheeks turned red as I met Alforo's staring gaze. Dumbfounded I shook my head, grimace for my doings!
Don't tell me that this is Alforo's!
Fuck!
"I'm sorry. I thought it was mine." I bit my lip.
His eyes were sharp. He smiled casually. His thin lips were now in a grim line while he sucked it looking away. His jaw tightened as I caught his eyes on my lips.
He stared at me, darkly. I am now alarmed. Did he close his eyes firmly, holding back? I didn't know.
"I-its fine," he said patience.
"You okay, Ria?" Demi looked concerned at me.I approached him. And I could feel the length of his eyes on me."I was watching you with, Klaud…" he said softly.The volume of the sound were still there. The only difference is the neon lights were change in color playing in each direction. I approached our table. The wine and liquor were there, I sighed there."What did he tell you?" aniya.I look at Demi straightly. His forehead furrowed sharply as I just stared at him. I bit my lip there. I eyed my phone, and it's dead."What?" she asked curiously."What time is it, Demi?" I chuckled.My chest felt like a drum with excitement. I sighed when I heard I left one hour more. I seem to have poured cold water over there."It's eleven, Ria." Demi uttered.I nodded there. I smiled as a few people came to our table. I even didn't think to entertain anyone. I couldn't even answer Demi's question. I gasp when I heard
I didn't know that staring at him this long may bring slight pain at me. Like everything felt nostalgic the way he looked at me. As usual. The memories had all back as I glanced at him again. I have a lot to say. But I can't uttered any a single word as I gasp when a memory of prom entered my mind.And, I saw how Klaud gaze were instills on me.I don't know how I endured his stare at me. His eyes were tainted with pain, and I can sense it the way he looked at me. I’m a little sad for that. It's really true that for one wrong move you can dent something. Whether it's tangible or not. I noticed how long his eyes were on me. Like he's reading something through me. I averted my gaze from him there.The melancholic music sent chills down my spine. The bitterness bit me even more when he spoke again. Like he's saving every second for me to finally divery my attention to him. I bit my lip as he turned sharply."Can you look at me, Ria." he whispered huskil
I could hear in the absence of hearing Rina's knocking. My eyes were still swollen from last night. I sighed as I adjusted myself."We're all waiting for you, Ria…""Including, Demi."My chest tightened. I thought they wouldn't care for me after all. My lips trembled when I saw what lay on the table. It is consist of invitation every year. It was as if someone had caressed my chest with those who saw it.My name with an intricate design made me shivers. My heart ache everytime I remember what Alforo said. They didn't forget me. Even if I leave, even for too long. My eyes swelled as I faced Rina. I let go of the invitation I was holding. I still didn't book a flight.I sighed as I turned to Rina. Her eyes were down at me as Elton behind him whispered something."Ria, breakfast…" he invited.I nodded there. I heard how Elton gasp when Alforo immediately on my sight. Her eyes widened as Rina stared at me heavily. Elton orde
I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
Everything went black when I heard his voice in my ears. The cold enveloped me there. The rush of memories waving appered in my mind as my heart ache.From the first day, I was avoiding him. Everything about him."Are you avoiding him?" Demi uttered.My forehead furrowed. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Eh why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." he said carefully."I can't.""Just once?" he insisted."I'm reviewing, Demi." I mocked at him.He laughed at my sigh. I drifted my eyes at her. She step closer and giggled comfortably."Eh Alforo is Sir's substitute again" she exclaimed.All the heat rage on me. I was almost stunned to hear. I heard Demi laugh when she saw my reaction."It's only a matter of time."I don't want to go. I'll just read here."He blinked as I turned my attention back to what I was reading. Its been a week since I didn't face Alforo. I also didn&rsqu
I was sleep through all unrelenting thoughts. Alforo stared at me, as I watched him too long. My heart skipped a bit when I noticed how I'm still intimidated by him. It seems just like before. But the different is noticeable. I can't quite tell it in urgent but I know it changed a bit.I did not smile. I closed my eyes firmly before looking away. I was cold there. I was shivering by my own thought. And it didn't help that the news were on him. I didn't turn it off. I don't want to be bitter.My lips parted as I finally realized. My chest tightened as I let myself listen. But I can't take that long when I heard enough."He's a doctor…" I uttered weakly in awe.Cold crept within my system. Thousand of assumptions felt futile at what I heard. I was cold there. I bit my lip. Gradually, the bitterness of realizing overwhelmed me.I thought he wasn't serious for it the whole time. My lips were trembling as my breathe hitch heavily. My lips tremble