I didn't know what to react all of a sudden. Why, I'm still at the verge of remembering him. That no matter how hard I try to bury it in oblivion, I still can't do it. I held a sigh as I paved my to stop the circling questions on me.
I looked up at Centru. His eyes were still on me as I tried harder to conceal all my irriational thoughts. He smiled at me cheerfully as I force mine too.
I thought if you feel pain thrice, you'll be immune for it. But it's too unbearable. You can still feel it, just like the same. Even for the people surrounded by me. I can tell how grief they are holding based on their eyes.
"So still, Doc…" I uttered calmly.
I sighed as I heard the cry behind the glass. It was as if a dagger had pierced me at the sight. It felt nostalgic to me watching it. Watching someone this in tears.
"Check the vitals, Ria."
I nodded there. I immediately came up to check for the patient vitals. And I smiled as a relief when it's al
"Say it to me, Ria?""Are you mad at me?" his voice were rasp as I tried harder to conceal how funny he is.He came up to hug me. I maintain my composure, the same as my cold facade. His brow shot up as he make a funny face at me.I shook there and laughed. We both bark a laughter as I lean against him. He let it go. Suddenly my irritational thoughts runs what may happen. I am trying my best now to be fully equipped what future might be. Because life isn't always taught smile along the way. You'll learned from it's pain and waves of obstacles."I'm not mad at you, Centru."His lips rose as he craned his neck to give me a peck of kiss. I smiled there sweetly as we both watch the gloomy skies in the bench. But why does every happiness had a cost? And it can be too much.I looked up at Rina and Centru there. They are busy with their papers while I finished mine. I watch them. I was stuck as I checked my phone. I smiled when Daddy saw that.
"I heard you sing but only once, Ria…" Centru state at me."I just caught you…"I immediately shook my head there. The camera were still focused on me as both Rina and Elton cheered for me.I could see the twinkle in Rina's eyes on the side of mine. Like she knows how badly I want to sing but I'm just avoiding it for some reason. Because I remember someone.But can I just be with ease now? Because I don't want Ambre to be sad up there watching me."Please?" he uttered calmly.All the rage of heat arises as I face him. I smiled there. I chuckled as they're waiting for my response. Rina was silent on the side as she dropped off some food.My lips twistded there."Fine, what would you like me to sing?" I stated curiously.Rina grinned at me."Whatever…""Let's say the one you're favorite to sing ..."I nodded there."You're beautiful ah?" Elton chuckled.I saw Rina stari
"Tita…" my voice started to tremble."Daddy poison himself…" my voice cracked.That's when my tears started to flow. How Daddy can leave me that easily. How life's so biased with me the whole time. I was not on my own as I watched the emptiness. Daddy died on arrival. I couldn't think properly. I couldn't eat. Everything. It's like I want to follow.I was breaking down as I smell the familiar scent of hospital. Tita held me tightly as I tried to hold back my tears. But I couldn't. All of us were in tears.I saw how the nurse look away after a minute. That's when I knew. I bit my lip as I always prepared myself for what I could hear. And I'm right. Dad leave me too.I closed my eyes as I remembered everything. The throbbing pain on me still awaken everytime I see his pictures. Why all of a sudden, Dy? I want to question everything, but I'm too exhausted for it.Daddy's cremenated. My eyes started to watered again at the realizat
Ingrid's Point of View. I watch my brown wavy hair on my back. I raised my gaze and hovered over the dim light in the living room. It's not too dark yet, so my complexion is noticeable. I eyed my phone, while my Mommy was busy putting a light makeup to even tone my skin."Will you send for, Frael?" aniya."He'll pick me up, Thomas."He looked up at me. I could see the shock in his eyes at what I heard."Don't you say you're flirting?" he said in a whisper.I looked at him nicely putting a little color on my face. I sighed when I heard her gasp when I tried to looked at her."There's nothing wrong with that-""How old are you again, hija? You're starting to be a model. I don't want you to be stuck with what you want just because of that love." aniya.Her mixed tone for sarcasm amd worried
Ingrid's Point of ViewAs far as I want to conceal the pain, I could do nothing, but to cry over and over. I can't quite imagine, how I endured his paralyzed stare, as he watched me. It seems that all the barrier I am putting to me, won't even pass by his alluring stare."Is it Sunday too, Ingrid? Do you have anything new ?!"My knees softened in his cold tone. I tried to compose myself, to look back with my blank expression, but I couldn't. It was as if he was manipulating me every time I tried to stare at him. It’s scorching, and I don’t want to think I’ll give up just in case.I put aside my thoughts and stared at his defiant gaze. It resembles those very intimidate eyes, that I once can't met before. It used to be, but as I try myself to remember how far he is to reach, I get depressed. Not because I like hi
My eyes then glided at Rina and Elton. The weddings over. I wiped away my tears as I approached them.Rina chuckled. "Single, Doc?"I shook there and laughed. I rolled my eyes at Elton who's behind her murmuring something."He doesn't seem to be crying…" I teases him.His brow shot up and laugh at my mocked. It was as if someone had caressed my chest there. Slightly my eyes found Alonzo. I immediately shuddered as he approached our band. I know he'll offer me again to try modeling.Rina and Elton said goodbye to go to a few tables. I nod at them as I glance to Alonzo. My eyes met who was with him. How would I never know, Ingrid huh?"Why not try to-" I grinned as I cut him.I laughed when I saw his reaction there. Ingrid laugh to as I smiled to her. My heart rumbled a bit as I recalled how like nothing changes."Model again?" I said.Alonzo caressed me as I sipped on the wine."Exactly, hija…"
"Lets say eight years?"Her eyes widened there. She shook his head there. When I started to work part time on Alonzo, Ingrid wasn't there. Just when, three years and counting huh?"Perhaps, you have no intention of coming back?" she asked curiously.My lips rose there. I'm expecting she's gonna question it. I bit my lip at the thought. How after those eight years I'm finally coming back at home. Free again. But I would dare if I had the chance too. So far, I'm fine with that. I sighed as I thought of a few details. I almost forbid to not remember any single thing of it.I chuckled as I lifted my eyes on her."I really don't know…""Busy, Ingrid." I added.He nodded there while sipping. She then glanced at me to ask another question and I hope it's not too tough."Uhm, you didn't do socials right?"I frowned there, before finally answering."Yeah, I don't have one…"I know she was so shocked fo
"You really resemble, Amber huh?"My chest ached for a moment at that. But I immediately conceal it."I miss him, Ate…""I hope he's not gone…" he said coaxing.My breath hitched as I tried to plaster a smile. I couldn’t help but smile forever as I turned to him. I just sighed and stoke his hair watching me."But he's watching us three right, Ate?" he asked innocently.I nodded there. I gasp as Rina hugged me tightly. My chest tightened as he kissed me hard. Her eyes started to watered when she lifted his eyes at me."Sorry, Ria…" she whispered at me.I smiled there indilgently as I eyed Elton and Centru."Congrats, Doc" he chuckled.I barely laughed there. I nod as a response as I glance at Centru who's looking at me intently. I craned my neck to fully eyed him. He smiled boyishly like before."It's nice to see you again, Ria…"I closed my eyes tightly to see the sa