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Chapter 58
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1 month has passed. And still Aga hasn't back. She said she was going back soon? I admit that I really miss her so bad. She's the first person who didn't leave me. She is my my bestfriend. I'm kinda worried but I know I must trust her.Dwyne and I are currently hanging out with Hilary and Freya. I don't know where Dwyne's friends are. Maybe they have projects.I don't know but all of a sudden the people who sees us are whispering—no, they're only looking at me. They're gaze are all on me as if I did something wrong.“Oh my holly golly! Look at this!” We looked at Hilary when he suddenly exclaimed.She showed us her phone. And there we saw a video playing, we watch it.As we watch it, my eyes widened and my body trembled. I suddenly felt chills down my spine. I suddenly got scared...A man and a woman is making out in that video. I can assume that they're drunk...no, the woman in the video is drunk based on her face—it'sRelated chapters
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 59
---DwyneI had a bad feeling about Xy's sudden leave. I don’t know why I feel such concern. It was as if something bad was going to happen.I also don't believe Agatha called earlier, not that I don't trust Xy, it's just that it feels like something was off. Because if it was Agatha, she wouldn't have reacted like that when I asked her who called.She seemed suddenly anxious. Then she suddenly left without saying where she was going.If it was Agatha who called, why would she call? Did something happen? Or maybe Agatha is already home and it’s asking her to fetch her from the airport? But I doubt that Xy will agree to fetch Agatha at this time, she and Angel are in a big issue she will definitely refuse.And she looks nervous. She also seem in a hurry. So I’m sure, it wasn’t Agatha she was talking to.Why didn't she tell us? Doesn’t he still trust us all? Or maybe it's all just too complicated?~ You're so fucking precious when
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 60
---"Are you the woman in the video.""Why is there another man in the video? What about Mr. Harrison?"'No she's not me. I'm not that woman in the video' If only I can say that. If only I can deny that I am not that woman. But... there's no way! There's no way for Xiera to escape this... except me. Xiera can't handle this whole thing by herself. She just got raped... and then got viral.Maybe it is time for me to sacrifice myself. Maybe it is time for me to just give up my dignity. This os all for Xiera. Just for her. If I won't do this, then who will? No one... but me.The consequences will totally ruin me. But I can face it. I'm strong right? I already surpass so many challenges, this is only one of them. I know some day, I will have my own happiness. Yeah, someday. I have Dwyne afterall."I just want to clarify that yes I'm the woman in that video. Why do you should make a fuss about it? This is nothing to do with you, and to the whole univers
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 61
---“You were everything, everything that I wantedWe were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost itAnd all of the memories so close to me just fade awayAll this time you were pretendingSo much for my happy ending, oh, oh, oh, ohSo much for my happy ending, oh, oh, oh, oh "You are all I want, Dwyne. You're the only one I love so much! I thought we were for each other, but I was wrong. Because in just the very beginning... you're pretending. It was as if all our happy memories were suddenly started fading, just because of this. Because I found out that you really don't love me.“You’ve got your dumb friendsI know what they say, they tell you I'm difficult, but so are theyBut they don't know me, do they even know youAll the things you hide from meAll the shit that you doYou were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be”I'm a challenge for them, so they
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 62
---I averted my eyes and then headed to the fire exit. I then started walking away planning to leave this place immediately, but I had not yet gone far when suddenly a familiar voice called to me.“Hey, Xy!” I stopped walking, but didn't turn around to see him.Suddenly someone grabbed my arm and turned me to face him. But he was shock when he looked right into my eyes. He immediately averted his gaze from it.My eyes are showing clearly no emotions. Sadness? Happiness? Pain? Anger? Name it! There's just...nothing. It will just looked like you're staring into a blank paper.He looked at me worriedly. How I wish that concern was real. How I wish Dwyne really loved me. But, it's just an illusion. He's just pretending. All his action aren't real, 'cause all of it was just an act. To make me fall for him.“What are you doing here, Xy? A-And why are you like this?” he asked. I stared at him.
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 63
---XieraI woke up when I suddenly hear a knock on my door. I didn't realize that I fell asleep while crying. I stretch up first before heading to the door and opened it.As I open the door, I saw mommy with a big smile plastered on her face. I tried to smile back at her, cause I actually still can't be able to smile like I used to because of what I'm facing right now.But all I know, what's happening right now is all my fauly. If only I didn't...We sad on my bed.“My daughter, Xiera. I want to tell you something, that'll make you very happy!” mommy said. Make me happy? So, did they finally sort things out with my twin?“You've already sort things out with Xyna?” I asked. Mommy suddenly frowned. ‘Oh it's not it?’“Don't be ridiculous, Xiera. Please don't say her name in front of me, you're just making me remember how disrespectful and she is! What a disgrace” I secretly clenched my fist and gri
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 64
---XynaAfter my encounter with Dwyne, I went home immediately. And there I cried and cried in the living room.My cellphone rang one after another.I looked at it. It was a notification from facebook, from people tagging me on their posts and comments. I decided to look at them, even though I know it will hurt me. But I don't actually care now. Now that I've already lost everything?First, I took out a deep breath.Post 1: She's very good at pretending to be innocent so she got us, we didn't notice what a loose bitch she really is! What a whore.Post 2: I hope you and Dwyne break up! You cheater! You don't deserve him! He's too perfect to just be with a whore like you!Post 3: What a slut, you have Dwyne already, but still not satisfied and still sex with others!Post 4: You don't deserve Dwyne, you che
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 65
---I smiled bitterly for the last time.I was about to stab it in my neck when suddenly someone hands stopped me.I looked to who it is. It's Agatha!“What are you doing Xy?! Let go of the glass!” I didn't let the glass go. Instead I glared at her.“Just let me die, Agatha! The pain was overwhelming. It was excruciating. I can't handle it anymore. I'm tired. I'm so tired with my life. Just let me rest, please. I can't take it anymore. I-I can't—” I sobbed and shouted at her.“No! I won't let you, Xy! What about me? We? We who love you! You're leaving us just like that?!” she shouted back while crying.She then tried to snatched the glass from me again and she succeed. I let her succeed. I don't have any strength left anymore afterall.She threw the glass away from me.I just cried.Aga hugged me, I hugged her back too.‘I really need you now. I re
Chaos 'N Burdens Chapter 66
---XieraI immediately went to Dev's house because of what Aga said.I don't know, but I'm really feeling nervous now. Why was Aga's tone like that? Like somethingjust happened.If so, then did something happen to Dev? It has to be. And now that I think about it, it just made me feel even more nervous.When I got to Dev's house, I saw the gate and also the door of my twin's house hang open so I entered, I closed it as well.When I entered, I saw that it was...okay. Everything is fine. I went to the living room and I was surprised by what I saw.Lots of scattered glass, from the glass table as well as the vase was on the floor. The sofa's also fell down. This time, everything's a mess!I saw Dev lying on the floor, she's looking out of nowhere while crying as if thinking about something painful.I immed
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