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Nineteen: Goner
"I'm waiting." Renee cut me off my thoughts. To be frank, I was debating with myself. I was horrified, not sure of what she would do if she had to hear this from me.
For the first time in a long time, I felt tears in my eyes. It wasn't just the tears, it was the fact I was scared to lose someone this special to my heart. The day I had met her, I had never thought this stupid game would unite us. I had thought she would be like every other woman I knew, so I hadn't felt a bit bad that I was faking a relationship with her. But now, I wanted nothing but to be with her.
"Please." My voice came out low, seeming as if I was speaking with my last breath. "Please, when you hear what I have to say, I need you to consider forgiving me."
A tear rolled down her face. The hurt I saw in those eyes kept me wondering if she had an idea of what was going on.
"Speak," she commanded.
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