ALEXIt seemed so hard, harder than I ever thought.I was seated in the office of the head of security, surrounded by stacks of paperwork and a never-ending stream of emails and messages. I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed, and tired of doing all this. And what was I trying to do? I was trying to multiply the profits of my father's security company and that was proving to be more challenging than I had anticipated. It seemed like every day brought a new set of obstacles and demands that required my immediate attention and it was making me feel so stressed.The responsibility of running a business was weighing heavily on my shoulders. I have never thought I'd be so overwhelmed like this, it seemed I didn't think this through before taking up the role. For the mob, I had always known that taking over something as big as that would be a significant undertaking, but I never imagined this security company, so little, would consume every waking moment of my life. The pressure to succeed a
ALEXMy back ached from sitting on the chair for that long. It was time to quit. I had worked for almost twelve hours. Sifting through documents, signing papers and crosschecking files. It wasn't my thing but there wasn't much of a choice. I hated the fact that I had to resort to the oddest situations anytime I got into a mess. I wanted to lead the mob, but here I was, sitting down like a clerk working in one of the lowest cover companies of my father. Anyone who heard my story would laugh, it would be a bigger joke when they'd realize my brother made it and I didn't. The task was to marry a girl, and I failed. I wished I could have taken one of the girls that went crazy for me and made an arrangement. I would have been the king now, not sitting here, typing and sulking at my unfulfilled life.I packed my things up, and stood up to get ready. It was my first day and I was already exhausted for the whole month. If I could I never wanted to come back there anymore. But I had to prove my
SOFIAI have been stuck since I woke up. My head and neck seemed to have disagreed on something and decided to turn their backs on eachother. I was scared to move, as doing so could break any of my precious bones. I didn't come to New York to kill myself, and I wasn't going to let myself die of a broken neck. My hair was scattered all over and my bangs were almost in my eye. This was a fatal position. I was a bit twisted and the amount of pain I was in made me feel like I had dislocated my neck while sleeping. As I tried to endure the position, it felt like my headache was getting worse. It'd been ten minutes and there was still no improvement. Just intense pain, constant blinking to avoid my hair getting in my eyes and a sore back from the stupid position I was in. I needed to put on a little fight with myself.I tried moving a little. "Shit!" I cursed under my breath. The pain was intense. It was extreme. After what seemed like an unbearable amount of time, my body summoned courage.
SOFIA"Where do I start from?" I stared at the suitcases with my hands akimbo.I was looking at the boxes and suitcases that surrounded me. It took two days to successfully transfer my clothes and other things into these cases and boxes without letting Olivia know. It was easy because we had different wardrobes, she couldn't look into my own stuff and I couldn't too. The moment I made the decision to run away, I knew I had to do it, there was no going back and I didn't regret it even though there was nothing that was bringing me steady means of income."Too much to do." I muttered. I couldn't help but feel a sense of dread wash over me. It had been days, or perhaps a week since I had run away from my stepfather and my mafia groom, and yet, I still couldn't bring myself to unpack. Part of me was afraid of what it would mean to unpack; it would mean that I was here to stay, and that thought terrified me. I had grown up with the constant fear of my step father's wrath, and the thought of
SOFIAIt was exactly past 6PM when I was fully done with unpacking and as I stood in the doorway of my new apartment, a wave of overwhelming despair washed over me. The sight before me was nothing short of a full blown disaster. Clothes were strewn across the floor, forming a chaotic maze that seemed impossible to navigate. And because of the way the house was old, the once pristine white walls were now covered in layers of dust and grime, revealing the neglect that this place had suffered for far too long.Here I was in New York, the reality of living in a small, old apartment was far from glamorous. The limited space made it challenging to keep things organised, and I had let the clutter accumulate over time. As I unpacked my belongings, I had neglected to find proper places for everything, resulting in an explosion of chaos that now surrounded me. I hate to arrange but I had no choice. Unpacking means I came here to stay, and still I would.With a heavy sigh, I took a step forward.
ALEXI had to try my luck again. I felt like a teenager that was in a new relationship constantly looking at my phone for a call or a message. It was disheartening. I sat in my hotel room thinking about where I could have done better. She must have forgotten by now. It'd been too long. I missed my easy life while I still played hockey. I should probably ask my private investigator to search for her again. I should bump into her somehow and act surprised. That was the only option I had. Coz there was no way she ignored my suggestion of the company. Did she have that much confidence in herself? I stood up to get ready.Things were going well back at home, and although it was hard to admit, it hurt that my father didn't bother to call or ask about my well being. He should have disowned me a long time ago. Somehow I still wanted to prove to him that I wasn't useless. I wanted to be better than him. I couldn't call the feeling I had love, it wasn't hate either. I just didn't like him somet
SOFIA“What does it take, to pick up a phone, and just swipe and return a call? Hmm? Is it hard?” I yelled at myself in the mirror, demonstrating my words as I shouted, pouring my anger out. It'd been too long. I was already ahead of my thoughts, imagining a lot of possible reasons why my call wasn't returned. Or answered. “Perhaps his phone was lost?” I stared at myself for a few minutes or so.What a joke. His phone lost? He's the fucking owner of a security company, of course he had his phone with him. It couldn't even get stolen. He looked like the kind of guy to notice every little thing. He seemed like he was good at kung-fu. He looked good generally. I slammed my head into the wall.“Stop. Thinking. About. His. Fucking. Looks." I wanted to blame myself. But I couldn't. He did look like something you'd want for dinner.I walked back to the mirror. I had this weird habit of challenging myself, anytime I knew I didn't do something the right way. Sometimes it was a bit extreme, f
ALEXI needed to get high. I didn't feel like being in my right mind. But doing that would say a lot about me, and it would probably make her want to keep her distance. As inquisitive as she is, she'd likely investigate and find out whom I really am, and let's hope she's not vengeful she might as well kill me before I kill her.She didn't seem like the type. She was easy going, with a clean record. Now that I think about it, I could kill someone else and then blame it on her. It would not be that bad. Would it?I brought my phone out and still stared at the notification from my call log. I guess it was good that I missed it. If not, she'd probably think I'm desperate or whatever. I was a businessman I had to be busy with stuff. Surely, she could understand.I watched as a stranger in front of me lit his cigarette. I wanted to snatch it. I'd just buy one on my way back home. I remembered what my brother used to say. “Cigarettes help you think better.” I frowned at the thought. “Indeed.