You want me to be your PA?

Autumn's standpoint

"No, no, no! This can't be happening to me again!" I cried out.

What is wrong with me? I just found out I was developing a crush on Cai. I'm a bold and outspoken girl, always have, always will be. Can say whatever shit I wanna say and do whatever I wish no matter what people think. But my ultimate weakness was having a crush on someone. My first crush was when I was eleven, I was crushing on my math teacher.

At first, I was normal around him, it was just a student-teacher thing. He was nice to me and before I knew it, I suddenly lost the ability to speak in front of him or look him in the eyes. All I did was splutter, blathered, or stuttered like a fool. My face and neck were always red, my hands would shake like no man's business. In conclusion, I acted like an idiot and never said anything good when I had a crush. Luckily, my crush tend to die fast, it died in two weeks. The same thing went with my second crush at thirteen and he was my age. I made a complete f