Rainn POV
As I sat at the kitchen table picking at the bagel still in my hands I was quickly pulled from my reverie as my dad cleared his throat, my eyes shot up to him as I began nodding, a smirk on my face as I thought of Kai.“I’m super excited, can’t wait for my birthday dad. I’ll finally be able to have Kai mark me, it’s all I’ve ever wanted." And as I spoke those words a weird spark shot through the place where Beau had held onto my arm just two days ago, my brows furrowed as I cupped my other hand over the spot, not understanding why I had felt it and why I was feeling it right now.
My parents both gave each other a concerned look before facing me again,
“Everything okay sweetheart?” nodding I merely pulled my headphones on over my ears and was about to cram up the volume to my tunes when mom came to pull them away from my ears,
“Well, in preparation for your birthday and union with Kai. Your dad and I have a lot to do before the full moon on Saturday, the day of your ceremony with Kai. So- we need you and Kai to travel to our neighboring tribe, Fianna. Alpha Burton and luna Ebony’s daughter Fala is meant to come and stay with us for a few days as our tribe governs over all the other twelve tribes.”
My brows furrowed as I tried to understand the reason this other she-wolf needed to come and stay with us, but before I could voice my concern my father spoke up which made me swallow my words down hard,
“Fala has just turned eighteen, and she was meant to have found a mate within her own tribe. Unfortunately, this hasn’t happened. In which case, alpha Burton and I have decided she come here for the full moon run, where she hopefully will find a mate. In which case she will then return home with a mate who will become alpha of tribe Fianna, to then rule allowing her to take her place along his side as his luna,” smirking I just shook my head,
“Wait, you mean you’re just going to allow her to come here and take one of our wolves as her mate, seriously?” I said now feeling irritated by this stupid idea,
“Rainn, tribe Fianna is a mystical one of nature. Fala has to find her mate soon before word gets out that she still hasn’t done so, otherwise rogue wolves will come and try their luck and capture her because of the power their tribe possesses. Fala is in danger so yes, as our neighboring tribe I decided as I am still the alpha, that she could come here for protection and hopefully to find her mate. Surely you cannot be opposed to helping them, can you?” Scoffing I just stared at him in disbelief before smirking,
“Can we send Beau away to become her mate,” I said feeling smug at my little comment, mom’s eyes narrowed slightly as she watched me intently,
“Why Beau?” Rolling my eyes I held up my hands in defense,
“I’m just saying, Beau hasn’t found his mate yet and a change of scenery might be good for him that’s all,” I should have known that mentioning Beau leaving would ruffle my mother and father’s feathers somewhat, they absolutely love Beau, he could do no wrong.
I mean they loved Kai too, of course, but, for some unknown reason, they had a serious soft spot for Beau, which really peeved me at the best of times.
“Well, if Beau turned out to be Fala’s mate, then there wouldn’t be anything we would be able to do to keep them apart, so-” Mom looked indifferent as she turned to look at dad, but I knew they would seriously be very sad if Beau ended up being Fala’s mate, I, however, would find this to be the best news ever, not having Beau hovering over me like a principle to its student would actually really be nice for once.
“In any event,” Dad said as he crossed his arms to look at me, “we need you and Kai to please go and fetch her, today,” I was immediately taken aback as I merely stared at him,
“You want us to go and fetch little miss Fala, today?” nodding both my parents just stared at me with a this isn’t up for debate expression on their faces. Huffing I rolled my eyes at them,
“Fine,” I said as I pulled my headphones on over my ears once more before turning up the tunes to Linkin Park’s, Heavy,” as I got up and walked back up towards my bedroom.
Entering my room I noticed Beau’s black t-shirt scrunched up in the corner of the floor, remembering that I had tossed it there two days ago.
I really hoped that Beau would be her mate, so he could leave and whatever the hell had happened two days ago could just be over.
Lying back against my pillow I closed my eyes as I listened to the lyrics to the song as my jaw clenched, only four more days until I’m mated to Kai. I could do this, I could do this- I kept telling myself over and over again.
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Just like that, as per arrangement Kai and I found ourselves getting into the jeep as we prepared to leave for tribe Fianna, I smiled at him as I bit my bottom lip. I loved this boy so much, he was everything to me and I couldn’t wait until he was officially all mine. Four more days Rainn, we could do this I told myself and Kala as I whispered it to myself.
As we drove off Kai turned to look at me with an adoring look on his face as he intertwined his fingers with mine,
“I can’t wait for our birthdays,” He said in a low husky tone and I swear my stomach did a summer sault right then and there.
“Only four more days,” I said as I gave him my most seductive little smile, to which he squeezed my hand in a smiling acknowledgment to what that meant.
I wanted him so badly and I knew he was finding it incredibly difficult to keep his hands off of me as well, so with all this sexual tension hanging in the air, Kai and I headed towards tribe Fianna, a two hour drive of fighting the urge to tear each other’s clothes off and make passionate love with one another, yeah this was going to be a very long drive, I thought with a smirk on my face as I gently squeezed Kai’s hand.
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As we arrived at tribe Fianna I couldn’t help but be in absolute awe at how beautiful it was, like a nature wonderland of plants and animals. I tried to think back to the one time I had met Fala, I think we were like four or something, so I couldn’t really remember her all that much besides her long black hair that hung all the way down to her hips and her green eyes.
So as we got out of the jeep we started making our way over to their pack house, which looked more like a utopia with all the nature that was surrounding it. I mean our pack house was impressive and earthy but this place, holy cow, definitely took the cake when it came to being one with nature.
We were very quickly welcomed by luna Ebony as she took both our hands in a gesture of good hope,
“Welcome, Rainn and Kai. It’s so good to meet both of you, I vaguely remember the two of you the last time I saw you’re parents, I believe you were both four at the time,” nodding both Kai and I smiled, “I remember you two being joined at the hip back then, I see nothing’s changed much,” she said winking at us.
I felt a blush form on my face but quickly looked down to hide it, “So you know why you two are here right?” she asked looking at both of us optimistically, nodding we both replied, “yes,” as we again looked up at her. “Good, okay, so alpha Burton is away today on official business but Fala has already said her goodbyes to her dad, so she’s good to go.”
As she said this a girl stepped out from somewhere behind luna Ebony as she came out of the front door of the pack house with a green backpack slung neatly over her shoulder, I knew straight away that she was Fala, I did in fact recognize her face even though she had all but grown up.
Her eyes were still the same color and her black hair still hung down past her hips, she looked like a fairy of some sorts with her thin crown of flowers that had been threaded together which was placed on her head, she wore a short summers dress that was covered in little flowers and earthy leather sandals, I looked down at her long legs in relief as she luckily had a pair of tights on under there.
She was definitely a girly girl she- wolf that was for sure, she seemed shy as she slowly made her way over to us. I immediately felt guilty for thinking that she should be mated to Beau, he would break this poor girl in half, and I had to quickly shake that thought from my mind as I definitely didn’t want to imagine him naked.
“Oh Fala my dear, here you are. I would like you to meet Rainn, alpha Edgar and luna Gabriella’s daughter,” as luna Ebony introduced us I held out my hand to shake hers, her hands were so soft, definitely not a fighter that was for sure.
I tried to imagine her in her wolf form but found it hard, if she was such a timid little thing, then what would her wolf be like I thought to myself. Nodding she smiled as she looked at me,
“Nice to meet you,” her soft and gentle voice flowed from her and sounded exactly as I would have imagined it to be, like a porcelain doll to the ways of our world.
“And this is Kai,” she said as she introduced him to her, “I believe you are the son to the Beta of the tribe?” nodding Kai smiled at her as he held out his hand to Fala, who gently took his in hers. That’s when Kai gasped and so did she as they just stood staring at one another in a very strange way. And as if shaking off whatever that weird moment was between them Kai smiled as he said,
“It’s nice to meet you Fala,” nodding her eyes lit up as he said her name which caused my brows to furrow.
Before I could give it any more thought however luna Ebony clapped her hands together which sounded like crystal shattering, which shook all of us out of the strange moment of energy that just a moment ago had been flowing around us.
“Well, it will be getting dark soon and I know it’s probably about a two hour drive back to your own pack, so I think you kids should all get going,” nodding we all smiled at luna Ebony before quickly making our way over to the jeep. I
got into the passenger seat as Fala got into the back, Kai got in the driver’s side as he started the ignition. I couldn’t shake this weird feeling I suddenly felt as we began driving away, like something was wrong and I couldn’t place it or quite understand why I was feeling that way.
Kai gave me a small smile before turning up the music in the car, obviously not wanting it to be an awkward silence home, and I internally thanked him for this because I didn’t really feel like talking about the weather right now.
I felt strange and by the looks of things Kai was picking up on that too, so off we drove back towards home with Fala in the backseat of the jeep.
RAINN It's the next morning and I haven't seen Beau, he never came home last night after he stormed out of the pack house. I can't remember ever seeing him so upset, and yes, I know I messed up big time. Laying in bed I'm in no mood to even get up, I know I have a lot to do today, there's pack business to attend to, tribe rituals to adhere to, and in the mix of all the chaos, I'm weirding out over some guy I'm connected whom I don't even know. And on top of all of what's already so overwhelming, I had to find Beau's tipping point, kissing Kai... I'm so stupid, why would I even do something like that? I love Beau with all my heart and soul, kissing Kai was a stupid mistake, a moment in which I stumbled. And why? Closure for something I had with him since I was born, something I thought would always be ours. The moment I looked into his eyes and saw the gutwrenching pain in them, I instantly felt guilty for the happiness I had with Beau. I acted and he reacted, the only thing I felt w
Rainn The moment Kai and I barge into the packhouse I'm literally feeling like I can't breathe, I'm clutching on to the drawing we just dug up, a picture I drew when I was just a kid, the most startling part is the name attached to it, Groban. As if sensing my distress, Beau comes rushing out of the kitchen in an instant with Fala right behind him, she looks a mess, her perfect pixie-like complexion tells me that she's been crying, but I can't focus on that right now because it feels like I'm about to have an out of body experience at any second. You know the moment you realize that you've known about something far longer than you thought you had, but that somehow you had just forgotten about it, yeah it's like that except worse. I feel like puking as I fall into Beau's arms, not being able to even get out one single word. It's Kai who ends up speaking because as pissed off as he is right now about the whole Fala situation, I'm the one having the panic attack. "What the fuck is go
RainnI find Kai halfway down the dirt road and I start running to catch up to him, I call out to him but he doesn't stop, he's marching off towards his parents' house and I know I have to stop him, he can't go barging in there with his wolf ready to take someone's head off."Kai!" I'm shouting his name now as I pick up the pace, but he's still not stopping or answering me. My wolf feels annoyed and I suddenly start sprinting towards him, and as I'm about to crash into him he swings around to face me which causes me to do just that.My body collides against his hard chest with an oomph as he grips my shoulders to steady me from falling, my eyes fly up to meet his hardened stare on mine."Go home, Rainn, I need to be alone." His voice sounds cold and disconnected and it feels like being punched in the gut to see him in so much pain, "I can't do that, best friends don't leave each other when the other one is hurting." My words come out hopeful, hopeful that he would allow me to be ther
RainnBeau and I made our way downstairs twenty minutes later after we had gone for a quick shower and changed into some fresh clothes, the looks we got from Fala were enough to make me feel completely self-conscious. If not for the fact that my mate was standing right beside me I know I would have completely turned beetroot red."Um, so who wants coffee?"Honestly, I didn't know what else to say, the fact that both Kai and Fala had walked in on Beau and me having sex was more than I could take, not so much Fala but Kai... ah man that was one moment in my life I wanted to erase right there and then."So you guys ready to discuss the reason we're here?" Kai seemed slightly annoyed, more than he was before."Of course, let's get something to drink, coffee, tea?" Beau asked before I even could.It felt really strange having Beau waiting on anyone in the packhouse, but especially his own brother. How things had cha
RainnMy eyes flew up to meet Kai's as my mouth went completely slack, I was trying to read him right now but he seemed so calm, what did he mean that he knows, and are we even talking about the same thing right now. We surely couldn't be talking about the same thing because if we were then he wouldn't be this calm. He would be shouting and screaming at Fala, surely right?"What do you mean, you know?"Kai looked down at me as he smirked, wiping stray tears from my cheek he gently placed a peck against my nose,"Your face goes all puffy when you cry, but you're still the most beautiful girl, you know that?""Stop changing the subject, Kai, what do you know?" My brows furrowed as I pulled my face back to show my point of irritation, sighing he furrowed his brow in response,"I know about the deal Fala made, I know what her mom did, I overheard them talking about it just the other day.""And yet you'
Rainn The moment we got back to the packhouse, as we laughed and jokingly made our way in through the front doors we were instantly met with curious eyes, the eyes of- "Kai, Fala... what are you two doing here, aren't you meant to be looking for..." My eyes immediately widened in horror as I stared at Fala wide-eyed, "You're dad, he isn't... is he?" Grimacing she shook her head, "No, I mean we still haven't found him, not even a trace. It's like he just vanished somehow." Sensing her anguish I nodded as I gestured for us all to go in toward the kitchen, "Come on, I'll make us all some coffee and tea." Everyone including Beau followed behind me as I led the way, and the moment that I reached up to get the cups off the shelf Beau was right there leaning up further to reach them for me. Huffing I shook my head as I smirked, "Sucks to be short, I swear I keep wanting to move
Rainn It was ridiculous to feel nervous about something like this, I mean Beau and I were already mated right, we had already given ourselves to one another right. So then why did I have a hundred butterflies swirling around in my belly at the very thought of us allowing our wolves to mate with one another, was it because of their animalistic attributes that I suddenly had reservations about the whole thing. Again that was just daft right? So Beau had told me to go ahead into the woods, he wanted his wolf River to come and find Kala because River was all hunter when it came to tracking something down that he really wanted. I decided to not make it easy on River, so I masked my scent splashing droplets of scented lavender and citrus all around the area before finally making my way further and much deeper into the thickest part of the woods. If River was going to find me I wanted it to be based on him working
Rainn I woke up to find Beau missing from my bed, furrowing my brow I sit upbringing the blanket up to cover my breasts. Wiping the sleep from my eyes I wonder where he could be, I must have passed out cold after last night. The thought of how amazing he was and how connected I felt with him instantly heated up the clenching knot of excitement deep within my core, I love everything about Beau... His smell. His scent. His eyes, nose, lips... his body, tattoos... I felt the fluttering of excitement dance across my skin and immediately needed him, but where was he? At that very moment, the door slowly opened and the man of my dreams suddenly appeared holding a tray with what smelt like- "Pancakes," I breathed as shimmers of gold began floating across the irises of my eyes. A massive grin spread across his face as he took in my form on the bed, "Hey, sleepyhead, I thought I'
Beau My eyes shoot open to the loud panting beside me in bed, still feeling slightly disorientated I sit up with a start as my eyes land on Rainn, she's sitting upright in bed with her hands wrapped around herself, her eyes wide open and gazing ahead as if she's left the present and replaced it with a reality I can't see. Protectively I stretch out my hand to touch her shoulder, but the moment that she flinches away from me my brows furrow with concern. "Baby, what's wrong?" I exclaim as I stare at the faraway look in her eyes. She isn't there, not really. As her face turns away from me she stretches her hands out in front of her as she begins to mumble something in a language I can't place, not until I lean in closer and realize that the language she's mumbling is Gaian. Immediately grabbing for my phone beside me I begin to record what she's saying, she keeps repeating this one sentence over and over again as she seems t