LOGINAedan
I leaned against the doorframe in silence. My eyes followed patiently as the two healers approached her. They were seasoned women, their hands tempered into gentleness by tending to hundreds of wounds. I did not move. But my body was taut, like a forest before a storm: still, yet every leaf quivering, waiting for the first strike of lightning. Nyra sat at the edge of the bed, wrapped in a blanket. In her gray-blue eyes flickered the shadows of her past, panic lingering in every breath, every twitch. I could see how every nerve in her rebelled against touch — even if these women came not to harm, but to heal. Every cell in her longed to run — and yet she stayed. She stayed in my shadow. With the first fragile shoot of trust in her soul. “Little one, we must cleanse your wounds,” said Galena, the elder healer. Her voice brushed the air so softly, as if afraid that a single harsh note might shatter her. “With warm water and herbs. It will not hurt, I promise.” Nyra trembled, then nodded. The movement was barely perceptible, yet it was enough. In the wooden basin floated petals: lavender, marigold, arnica. The clean fragrance filled the room, washing away the stench of the prison, whispering the promise of a new beginning. The healers never touched her without asking first. Every motion was preceded by words — words that built a bridge to her wary heart. “Now we are only loosening the fabric,” said Galena. “We will not harm you.” Nyra flinched but did not retreat. Slowly, trembling, she allowed the tattered garment to be peeled away. The blanket was carefully tucked around her, leaving exposed only what was necessary. Warm cloths pressed gently against her skin. “Your shoulder… I’m only cleansing it.” “Your back… it will not hurt.” I watched in silence. I saw every tension: the tightening of muscle, the shuddering breaths, the inner battle waged against the shadows of her past with each passing moment. And within me burned a vow, solid as stone: whatever the world demanded, whatever the cost, I would never again allow anyone to make her look around with such terror. Not while I drew breath. Again and again the cloths dipped into the water, wiping away not only dirt, blood, the lash’s trace — but fragments of the past as well. When they reached her back, the wounds pulsed red with pain. Even my own stomach clenched. Galena sighed softly. “Who could have done this…?” she whispered to herself. I did not answer. My gaze was the reply. The fury I did not unleash hung hot in the air around me. When the cleansing was done, they brought out ointments: fragrant, thick balms, laced with herbs to ease pain, to cleanse, to heal. Each wound received its own care, as if each touch spoke to her skin: There will be no more pain. At last Galena lifted a small vial. The room filled with the scent of mint, sage, lemon balm. “This is a draught for pain,” she said. “It will help you rest. But I will only give it if you wish it.” Nyra nodded slowly. Fragile, but with something to hold to. Galena held the cup with both hands. The girl drank in small, hesitant sips, yet obedient. I watched her eyelids grow heavy, her shoulders — for the first time since I had known her — ease a little. When she sank back onto the pillows, her breath steadying into a calm rhythm, I straightened as well. This was no victory. No triumph. Only the beginning. The greatest battle still lay before us: the wounds of the past. But tonight, we had won a small triumph. Nyra slept. And it was not from fear — but from trust. ⸻ Aedan I sat beside her on a hard wooden chair. Leaning forward, as though my body itself could shield her. Every sense of mine attuned to her. My heart matched the rhythm of her breath. But sleep was not kind. Her body tensed, her fingers clutched the sheets. Faint moans escaped her throat, growing sharper, ragged. The instinct to leap up, to seize her, to protect her surged through me — but I restrained myself. I could not yet touch her. I could not yet break through the wall behind which she trembled, guarding her fragile trust. The door clicked. Cassian entered, closing it silently behind him. He saw her tossing beneath the blanket. Nyra’s legs kicked, as if fleeing something only she could see in the dark. She panted, and suddenly a desperate sob broke free. “No… please… don’t hurt me…” she whispered, broken, then cried out as if even in dreams she fought. My fists clenched against my knees. Every muscle strained. The instinct to intervene struck like a hammer. But I knew: patience was my weapon now. Cassian stepped closer. “The people murmur,” he said quietly. “Rowan’s loyalists stir. Not all look kindly upon the new queen… an omega.” I glanced at him. My eyes burned with dark gold. “If they dislike it, they may leave. There is no place for them in this world.” Nyra sobbed in her sleep. Trembled beneath the blanket, wept, and the room filled with the weight of hopelessness. Even Cassian fell silent. Even he, hardened warrior though he was, lowered his gaze. I raised my hand. Hesitated. Then lowered it. I could not force her. I could not drag her back to life. Only my voice remained. “Nyra…” I whispered. Her name. Soft, gentle, like summer wind through trees. “You don’t have to be afraid. No one will hurt you. I am here.” My words bridged the chasm of her dream. Slowly, her ragged breath eased. The past still pulsed within her, but my presence had made the first step toward healing. Cassian withdrew with respect. “The pack listens to you,” he said quietly. “But Rowan… he has not yielded.” My gaze flashed cold. “Tomorrow I will confront him. Before all. And if need be… I will end his treachery.” Cassian nodded, then vanished. The door closed softly. I remained. Sitting, arms crossed, keeping watch over her. Sweat beaded on her brow, but her breathing was steadier now. I sat in silence, unyielding. Like an ancient wolf who never abandons what is most precious. One thought throbbed in my blood, in my instinct: No one… ever again… will touch her, unless she wills it. And I, Aedan, King of Lycans, swore in that silence: I will protect her. Against all things.The shifting chamber still pulsed with heat, the body-warmth of the freshly transformed wolves and the magic of the full moon condensed into one vibrating current. The healer had already sent everyone out; only two remained inside: Alexander and Thalia.The king had watched in silence as the girl fought her way through the painful process of shifting. He saw her body tremble, almost convulse, and he heard that soft, muffled whimper most wolves never make once the transformation is complete. But now, everything was quiet.Thalia lay on the stone floor in her wolf form, her snow-white fur clinging to her trembling body, her green eyes shimmering with exhaustion and pain. Her chest rose and fell quickly, each breath an effort. The trembling wouldn’t stop—her body seemed still to be trying to adjust to the shape the moon had forced on her.Alexander stepped closer. The massive black wolf moved in total silence, yet every motion radiated power. When he reached her, he stopped and lowered h
As the sun slowly set, the atmosphere of the palace changed completely. From the courtyard beyond the window came deep, echoing howls, the people in the corridors moved more quietly than usual, and even the candlelight seemed to flicker with a nervous edge. The air grew thicker; with the approach of the full moon, it felt as though every wall was breathing—slow, heavy breaths, in rhythm with something stirring in their blood.Thalia sat on the edge of the bed, her hands pressed to her knees, watching as the moonlight slid more and more strongly through the gaps in the curtains. Her stomach twisted. She knew what was coming—and she knew it never went smoothly for her. She had always been different. While others shifted easily, with a single movement, hers always came with pain. Her bones obeyed more slowly, her skin resisted the change, and every time she felt as though she were being torn apart from the inside. Her body knew what it had to do, but never truly wanted to do it.The thou
The day began with a strange tension from the early morning on. Thalia couldn’t say exactly what had changed, but everyone in the palace moved differently, spoke differently. In the corridors, instead of the usual chatter, she heard short, hurried instructions; the guards changed shifts more frequently, and the maids carried trays with nervous precision, as if preparing for some kind of examination. There was a barely graspable vibration in the air that made her stomach tighten.Late in the morning, the harem master appeared at her door and informed her that she would have a special assignment that day. He offered no explanation, only said, “prepare for the full moon.” Thalia looked at him in confusion, but did not dare ask questions. The harem master was always measured, yet now he seemed in a hurry — which was rare for him.In the bath, the water was already prepared. Two maids assisted her; usually they did their work in silence, but today they whispered nonstop to each other. Some
Early the next morning, right after the change of the inner guard, the harem steward appeared at Thalia’s door with two subordinates and a scribe. He briefly informed her that the relocation would begin immediately, then, following protocol, they itemized the personal belongings found in her current room — two sets of simple linen clothing, one comb, a bundle of cloth, a tattered notepaper and the card issued by the healer — identified the pendant around her neck, stamped the transfer form, placed everything into an inventory bag, and, positioning her among the escort, set off toward the inner courtyard. At the gate of the harem wing, a designated guard received them and recorded the time of arrival, her new identification mark, and the names of the escort.There was no shouting in the corridors, no jostling; the wing clearly operated according to an established routine. From the gate, a marked path led to her new quarters, which consisted of a small antechamber, a washroom, and a sle
By the next morning, Thalia could no longer delay the decision. She had spent the entire night awake, sitting on the edge of her bed, replaying Alexander’s words over and over again—those cold, measured sentences that offered no loopholes, only two clear paths: either she remained in the healer’s service like any other simple servant, forever under scrutiny, trapped in a web of whispers, mocking glances, and a precarious position, or she stepped into the circle they called the king’s harem—a closed, regulated system where every movement had its order, but at least no one would dare question where she belonged ever again.It was not an easy choice to weigh. One path offered freedom on paper, yet humiliation in daily life. The other meant confinement—but also protection, order, status, and a kind of silence she had been longing for months now—the kind of silence where no one dared speak her name in a corridor, even under their breath.Late in the morning she requested permission from th
Early the next morning, after the inner guard had changed shift, the harem steward appeared at Thalia’s door with two subordinates and a scribe. He briefly announced that the relocation would begin immediately, then—according to protocol—they itemized the personal belongings found in her current room: two sets of simple linen clothing, one comb, a cloth bundle, a worn note sheet, and the card issued by the healer. They identified the pendant at her neck, stamped the transfer sheet, placed everything into an inventory sack, and set off toward the inner courtyard with Thalia in their escort. At the gate of the harem wing a designated guard received them, recorded the time of arrival, her new identification code, and the names of the accompanying personnel.There was no shouting and no crowding in the corridors; the wing evidently operated according to a well-established routine. From the gate a marked route led to her new quarters, which consisted of a small antechamber, a washroom, and







