LOGINAedan
The first light of dawn slowly seeped through the cracks of the great window. It brushed across the stone floor, the carpet, then reached the edge of the bed, where she trembled beneath the blankets. The fire still crackled faintly in the hearth, casting shadows on the walls. I sat on a hard chair, motionless, shoulders leaning forward. I had not slept. I had not even tried. I only watched her. Every sense of mine fixed upon her, as if my mere presence could keep the shadows of her past at bay. When the first sunbeam touched her face, her body tensed sharply. She did not wake gently — it was reflex. In prison, light had always meant guards. If she wasn’t awake, she was punished. Now she gasped for breath, clutching the sheet, holding the blanket tight around her as though it might protect her. I leaned forward, bracing myself on my knees, and spoke softly. “Nyra…” Her name moved through the room like a prayer. “I am here. You don’t have to be afraid. You are safe.” Her eyes snapped open. Her gaze darted wildly: wall, window, fire… then me. She shuddered, tried instinctively to retreat, but her body was weak. “No…” she whispered. I did not move. I sat with open hands, unarmed, patient. “I will not hurt you,” I said quietly, but with weight. “No one will ever hurt you again.” ⸻ Nyra I stared at him. Black hair, strong features, eyes burning gold… but no anger in them. No disdain. Only calm. A calm I had never seen before. A long silence stretched between us. Not the threatening kind, but the kind in which perhaps I could take one step forward. I swallowed, forcing the chains of the past from my throat. “Where am I?” I asked at last, softly, like the breeze of dawn. “In the Great House,” he replied. “In your own chamber. Safe.” Safe. I understood the word, but I could not believe it. “They won’t take me back?” My voice shook. “Never,” he said. And in his voice was an oath. “As long as I live, no one will harm you.” My body convulsed. Then something broke free: a sob. Not the tears of pain. The first tears of hope. ⸻ Aedan I watched her weep. The light of dawn slid across her shoulder, as if the heavens themselves wished to convince her: now it is different. Now she is free. I said no more. I only sat in silence, like a rock in the storm. ⸻ Nyra I sat for a long time at the edge of the bed, the blanket wrapped tight around me. My breathing slowly steadied, but my heart pounded wildly, as though with every beat it summoned life back into me. The light crept more boldly across the walls. I tried to believe this was real. I shifted. With a small, hesitant movement I tried to sit up, but my body protested. My ribs ached, my back burned, my arm throbbed dully. A faint groan escaped me, and I clutched the blanket tighter. He moved at once, but slowly, carefully, so as not to startle me. He leaned forward, hands extended. He did not touch me, only asked with his eyes. “May I help you?” His voice was deep, steady. I trembled. Fear still lingered within me, but the pain was stronger. I nodded. He lifted me gently. As though he held the most precious treasure. My body tensed at his touch, but he did not grip. He only supported me, until slowly the closeness became bearable. “It’s all right,” he murmured. “You don’t have to hurry. You are safe here.” I gasped, trying to breathe evenly. His touch was different. It did not hurt. It did not demand. And there was something in it that did not make me want to flee. At last I sat, leaning back against the wall, struggling not to cry from the pain and the relief that washed over me at once. “Thank you…” I whispered. “There is nothing to thank me for,” he replied. His words carried more weight than any vow. ⸻ Aedan I remained by her side. I knew: if need be, I would stand against every storm in the world. But now was not the time for battle. It was the time for silence. For small steps. ⸻ Nyra Silence. No longer the silence of fear, but something else. Trust beginning to unfurl, like a snowdrop pushing through frost. My eyes flicked to him now and then, startled, but I no longer pulled away. Then my stomach growled. Loudly, shamefully. I flushed, lowered my gaze. Hunger had always brought punishment. I feared it would now as well. He did not laugh. He did not speak at once. He only rose slowly. Like a cautious giant, careful in every movement. “You’re hungry,” he said. It was not a question, but a statement. “I’ll have food brought.” My heart raced harder. Food had always been a trap. Punishment. I would have drawn back, but the wall stopped me. He noticed. He stopped as well. Placed his hands on the chair back, leaving space. “Only if you want it,” he said. “If you wish to eat, I’ll have food sent. If not, I won’t force you. But you should eat. Your body cannot heal in hunger.” His voice was calm, gentle. The choice was mine. For the first time in my life. My stomach growled again. Slowly, timidly, I nodded. He inclined his head. No praise, no easing of the moment — because he knew: for me, this alone was already an enormous step. “I’ll be right back,” he said, and slipped quietly out. I was left alone. Trembling, clutching the blanket around me. But for the first time, it was not fear that twisted my stomach. It was something else. A sweet, terrifying promise: that food might not mean punishment. It might mean life.The shifting chamber still pulsed with heat, the body-warmth of the freshly transformed wolves and the magic of the full moon condensed into one vibrating current. The healer had already sent everyone out; only two remained inside: Alexander and Thalia.The king had watched in silence as the girl fought her way through the painful process of shifting. He saw her body tremble, almost convulse, and he heard that soft, muffled whimper most wolves never make once the transformation is complete. But now, everything was quiet.Thalia lay on the stone floor in her wolf form, her snow-white fur clinging to her trembling body, her green eyes shimmering with exhaustion and pain. Her chest rose and fell quickly, each breath an effort. The trembling wouldn’t stop—her body seemed still to be trying to adjust to the shape the moon had forced on her.Alexander stepped closer. The massive black wolf moved in total silence, yet every motion radiated power. When he reached her, he stopped and lowered h
As the sun slowly set, the atmosphere of the palace changed completely. From the courtyard beyond the window came deep, echoing howls, the people in the corridors moved more quietly than usual, and even the candlelight seemed to flicker with a nervous edge. The air grew thicker; with the approach of the full moon, it felt as though every wall was breathing—slow, heavy breaths, in rhythm with something stirring in their blood.Thalia sat on the edge of the bed, her hands pressed to her knees, watching as the moonlight slid more and more strongly through the gaps in the curtains. Her stomach twisted. She knew what was coming—and she knew it never went smoothly for her. She had always been different. While others shifted easily, with a single movement, hers always came with pain. Her bones obeyed more slowly, her skin resisted the change, and every time she felt as though she were being torn apart from the inside. Her body knew what it had to do, but never truly wanted to do it.The thou
The day began with a strange tension from the early morning on. Thalia couldn’t say exactly what had changed, but everyone in the palace moved differently, spoke differently. In the corridors, instead of the usual chatter, she heard short, hurried instructions; the guards changed shifts more frequently, and the maids carried trays with nervous precision, as if preparing for some kind of examination. There was a barely graspable vibration in the air that made her stomach tighten.Late in the morning, the harem master appeared at her door and informed her that she would have a special assignment that day. He offered no explanation, only said, “prepare for the full moon.” Thalia looked at him in confusion, but did not dare ask questions. The harem master was always measured, yet now he seemed in a hurry — which was rare for him.In the bath, the water was already prepared. Two maids assisted her; usually they did their work in silence, but today they whispered nonstop to each other. Some
Early the next morning, right after the change of the inner guard, the harem steward appeared at Thalia’s door with two subordinates and a scribe. He briefly informed her that the relocation would begin immediately, then, following protocol, they itemized the personal belongings found in her current room — two sets of simple linen clothing, one comb, a bundle of cloth, a tattered notepaper and the card issued by the healer — identified the pendant around her neck, stamped the transfer form, placed everything into an inventory bag, and, positioning her among the escort, set off toward the inner courtyard. At the gate of the harem wing, a designated guard received them and recorded the time of arrival, her new identification mark, and the names of the escort.There was no shouting in the corridors, no jostling; the wing clearly operated according to an established routine. From the gate, a marked path led to her new quarters, which consisted of a small antechamber, a washroom, and a sle
By the next morning, Thalia could no longer delay the decision. She had spent the entire night awake, sitting on the edge of her bed, replaying Alexander’s words over and over again—those cold, measured sentences that offered no loopholes, only two clear paths: either she remained in the healer’s service like any other simple servant, forever under scrutiny, trapped in a web of whispers, mocking glances, and a precarious position, or she stepped into the circle they called the king’s harem—a closed, regulated system where every movement had its order, but at least no one would dare question where she belonged ever again.It was not an easy choice to weigh. One path offered freedom on paper, yet humiliation in daily life. The other meant confinement—but also protection, order, status, and a kind of silence she had been longing for months now—the kind of silence where no one dared speak her name in a corridor, even under their breath.Late in the morning she requested permission from th
Early the next morning, after the inner guard had changed shift, the harem steward appeared at Thalia’s door with two subordinates and a scribe. He briefly announced that the relocation would begin immediately, then—according to protocol—they itemized the personal belongings found in her current room: two sets of simple linen clothing, one comb, a cloth bundle, a worn note sheet, and the card issued by the healer. They identified the pendant at her neck, stamped the transfer sheet, placed everything into an inventory sack, and set off toward the inner courtyard with Thalia in their escort. At the gate of the harem wing a designated guard received them, recorded the time of arrival, her new identification code, and the names of the accompanying personnel.There was no shouting and no crowding in the corridors; the wing evidently operated according to a well-established routine. From the gate a marked route led to her new quarters, which consisted of a small antechamber, a washroom, and







