LOGINNyra
The garden’s warmth wrapped around me. Sunlight washed away the shadows of my past, the wind played gently in the leaves, and the birdsong mingled with the sweet perfume of flowers. I sat barefoot in the grass, the green blades sliding between my toes, the earth soft beneath my soles. Every sense of mine drank it in greedily, as though I had been starving for this miracle all my life without ever knowing it existed. Shyly, I lifted my eyes to him, then back down to the grass. My voice came out rough, not with fear, but with curiosity. “Is it always this peaceful here?” He sat nearby, resting an arm across his knee, watching me. At my question his expression softened, and his smile was quiet, honest. “Not always. Sometimes storms come. The wind tears the leaves from the trees. But the storm passes. And the garden always comes back to life. Always.” I listened, his words sinking deep. My own life had felt like an endless storm. I had never believed that silence might follow. Yet here, in this garden, I felt for the first time that perhaps even my storms could fade. My lips trembled into a fragile smile—hesitant, shy, like a flower opening for the first time. I bent my head, playing with a single blade of grass, but the smile remained. “It’s been… so long since I last smiled,” I whispered. His eyes caught mine, and for a moment he said nothing. The weight of his silence was reverent. Then softly: “Then it’s an honor… that I was the first to see it.” Something shifted inside me. Not tears this time, but the spark of a beginning. The garden breathed with me. Sun, grass, birdsong—all of it whispered that perhaps life was worth living. But the peace broke with the sound of footsteps—heavy, urgent. Cassian entered the garden, his movements brisk, his face shadowed. Tension swept through the air at once. Aedan rose instantly, every line of him sharpened, alert. “Your Majesty,” Cassian said, “trouble. Rowan is gathering men. He claims you questioned his authority unjustly. He’s rousing them to rebellion.” Rowan’s name pierced me like a rusted blade. My body trembled. Yet something else rose within me too. When I pictured Aedan in danger, my chest tightened. It wasn’t myself I feared for. It was him. Before I could stop myself, the words slipped out. “I’ll go with you.” My voice was low but firm. And I meant it. He turned to me, surprise in his eyes—not anger, but wonder. The girl who had hidden in shadows now wanted to stand at his side. He stepped closer, carefully. “Nyra… you’re still weak. You don’t have to risk yourself.” I shook my head. My voice shook too, but the truth was steady. “Not for me… For you.” For the first time, I didn’t feel ashamed of the words. He lowered himself so our eyes met, and his voice gentled into something that was almost a plea. “I’m grateful. But I need you safe, here. Just for now. One day, we’ll fight together. But today—I need to know you’re waiting for me.” I trembled, but I nodded. I knew he would not abandon me. He was only leaving now… to protect me. His hand touched my shoulder lightly, as soft as wind. My breath caught at the tenderness, at the trust that pulsed between us. His fingers brushed my chin in the gentlest of gestures, like touching the petal of a flower. My breath shivered—not from fear this time, but from the fragile, growing trust that bound us. He didn’t need to say it, but his eyes spoke: I will come back. For you. Then he turned, striding away with Cassian toward the palace where the storm already gathered. I remained in the garden, two guards keeping a respectful distance. My heart ached with each beat, fear for him twisting through me. I stepped back into the cool silence of the corridors, clutching the promise in my chest like a shield. I will come back. For you.The sun was hot, yet the air in the palace corridors felt cold.Not a natural coldness, not one that came from outside, but one that seeped from within—the stone, the walls, the runes.I had felt it for days.Something was changing.Not quickly, but inevitably.Kael had changed.Not overnight, but now it was undeniable. The boy was only seven months old, yet his movements, his gaze, even his silence carried a weight far beyond that of an infant.Sometimes he looked at me as if he knew exactly what I was thinking.And that thought refused to leave me in peace.That morning Cassian came up from the courtyard, and the moment he saw me, he spoke.“The runes on the western wall have changed,” he said. “Their light… it’s darker. Not dimmed, but thickened. As if light and shadow existed within them at once.”“Has Rhaell seen it?”“He has, and he can’t explain it. He said it’s as if the two forces—light and darkness—weren’t fighting, but intertwining.”I stopped at his words. That was not a g
The day started slowly, but the air was strange from the morning on. Heavy, sharp—like even the stone walls were sweating. The Moon was still in its waxing phase, and the runes on the eastern edge had been glowing faintly since the night, as if something outside was pounding against them.Cassian was already waiting in the courtyard when I stepped out.“Something’s wrong with the runes,” he said instead of a greeting. “It’s not an attack, just… movement.”“By themselves?” I asked, pulling on my leather gloves.“More like something pressing on them from the inside.” He crouched and scratched a line into the dust. “The vibration isn’t coming from outside. It’s coming from below.”I didn’t like what I heard. Beneath the foundations of the house, several old passages ran—some sealed, others protected by magic. If there was movement in one of them, it wasn’t good news.“Call Rhaell from the rune chamber. I want to see it.”Cassian nodded and disappeared.Kneeling by the wall, I touched the
A naptár szerint a Hold három napra van a telitől. Ez nálunk azt jelenti: a gyerekek gyorsabbak, éberebbek, az alvásablakok rövidebbek. A mai tervet már hajnalban átírtam: kevesebb inger, több csend, zárt kör a tréninghez, délben rúnamérés, estére „biztonsági üzemmód".Hatkor már a belső udvaron vagyok. A vászonnal fedett szalmapálya száraz, a kötélkör feszes. Kézzel végigmegyek a csomókon. A pad alatti merevítést tegnap kicseréltettük, most nem billeg. A rúd alacsony, csiszolt, két oszlop tartja. A fal felől Cassian két emberrel ellenőrzi a rácsokat. Az egyik szárnyas csavar lazább volt, szólok, meghúzzák. Nincs díszítés, nincs zászló, nincs néző. Ez nem cirkusz, hanem munkafelület.Visszafelé menet beugrom a konyhába: a főzet aránya a tegnapihoz képest módosult. Mae kérte, több fehérje, kevesebb fűszer. A szakács már beállította. A dajka tálcája készen, két pohár víz, két kisebb csupor hígított kása. A nevük ráírva. Nem azért, mert nem ismerjük fel, hanem mert rendszer.A lakosztály
According to the calendar, the Moon is three days from being full. For us, that means: the children are faster, more alert, sleep windows are shorter. I rewrote today’s plan at dawn: less stimulus, more silence, closed circle for training, rune assessment at noon, “safety mode” for the evening.By six, I’m already in the inner courtyard. The straw track covered with canvas is dry, the rope circle is taut. I run my hands along the knots. We had the brace under the bench replaced yesterday; it no longer wobbles. The bar is low, polished, held by two pillars. By the wall, Cassian and two men are checking the grates. One wing screw was a little loose; I point it out, they tighten it. No decoration, no flag, no audience. This isn’t a circus—it’s a workspace.On the way back, I stop by the kitchen: the brew’s ratio has changed since yesterday. Mae asked for more protein, less spice. The cook has already adjusted it. The nursemaid’s tray is ready—two glasses of water, two small cups of dilut
Six months have passed.The sound of two tiny steps in the corridor is no longer a toddler’s shuffle but a short, sharp sprint. At first, I thought it was the servants’ children running into the inner wing—but no. They’re mine. Selin and Kael.The nurse caught up to them at the corner, but too late. They dart into my study, stop on the carpet, and turn toward me at the same time. The air carries a mix of sweat, milk, and morning porridge. Their eyes are alert. Their stance is steady. This is no longer the “learning to walk” phase. This is running.“Stop,” I say in a normal tone. I don’t raise my voice. I don’t need to. Both of them stop. Selin first, Kael half a step later. They don’t topple, don’t fall. Solid.The nurse pants, fatigue draped on her shoulders like stage props. “My lord, the latches are useless on the playpen now. Two moves and—” she gestures toward the children as proof.“I know.”Behind the “I know” lies two weeks of testing: higher bars, stronger locks, new straps.
6 a.m., and I’m already on my feet.The stone floor is cold in the room, dust sits beneath the edge of the rug—tiny triangle in the pattern. I must have missed it during last night’s cleaning. I open the window two finger-widths, count to forty, close it again. At the threshold, the guard shift changes as usual; the order of the clicks sounds like a drum solo: bolt, latch, buckle. The guard on the right is new—half a head shorter, but his posture is good. A nod, no words.Nyra is still asleep. Lying on her side, blanket to her waist, hand on the pillow. Her breathing is steady, no glistening sweat on her forehead—good. Kael is in the cradle, the cloth strap tied to the rail unmoving. I lay my hand on it, give it three long arcs, slow and steady. The baby stirs only on the second: a small, half-sound, then stillness again. Selin is in the next room with the nurse; I won’t bring her in right away today. First, I’ll get things in order outside.The chainmail rests on the chair. The shoul







