LOGINElysia
It had been a month, a complete month since my life fell apart. I was surprised at how the hell I was still standing. I didn’t think I would even be able to survive this long. I sat on the edge of Sylvie’s couch, my legs tucked beneath me, a warm cup of tea in my hand. Her house smelled of freshly baked goods, and I loved it. “I’m serious,” I said, forcing myself to smile as I looked at her. “You can believe I’m over Derek. He can go to hell for all I care.” Sylvie raised a brow, and I knew she wasn’t convinced, not even a little bit. “You know I’m always here for you, right? Whatever you need.” “I do,” I said, stretching my hands to hold hers. “But I’m fine. Sometimes when I think about it, it hurts… a lot, but not as much as it used to. Cathy got Derek, so what?” I smiled. “Fine,” she said, smiling back at me. “I believe you.” I held on to her hand tightly. Coming back to Elyndor was actually the best thing I could have done for myself. I had my mother and my best friend with me. What more could I have asked for? I knew I wasn’t totally healed, but I wasn’t as broken as I was when I first came back. “But what I do need is a job,” I said, changing the topic. “A job?” she said, staring at me with surprise. “Already?” she asked. “Why would you want to work when you just came back a month ago? You know if you need money, all you have to do is ask, right? I have more than I know what to do with.” “I know, Sylvie, and I love you, but I really need a job. I don’t want to keep staying indoors.” “Then go out and have some fun.” “Really?” I said, raising a brow. “The last fun I had, I ended up drunk and sleeping with a random guy. I just want to work and get my mind off things.” “Okay…” she said thoughtfully. “I could talk to my brother, the king. He would definitely be able to find something for you to do.” “Wait… really?” I said excitedly, but my thought was cut short when a wave of nausea hit me. My stomach twisted, and I got up, a hand pressed to my stomach as I rushed to the washroom. The moment I reached it, I was on my knees, vomiting violently. By the time it stopped, I was shaking, my throat burning, and my eyes watery. Sylvie was there instantly. “Elysia, are you okay?” Her voice was filled with worry. “Yeah,” I said, raising my head to look at her. “It’s probably something I had to eat.” She didn’t look convinced. “Are you sure? Has this happened before?” “Calm down, Sylvie. I’m fine. It has happened only once or twice. You have nothing to worry about, okay?” I reassured her. “I’m definitely sure it has something to do with what I ate.” “Alright, but if it happens again, I’m taking you to see a doctor.” I nodded, relieved when she let it go. We sat in the living room for a moment without her saying a word before she finally spoke. “I have an idea, but I don’t know if you would like it.” “Sylvie, since when have I never liked any of your ideas?” “Let’s just go to the palace so my brother can see you.” I blinked. “Wait, now?” “Yes, now,” she replied, already on her feet. “There’s no point in us waiting. I know he’ll give you the job, so let’s go.” I hesitated for a moment. “Sylvie, I don’t know.” “Oh, come on, Elysia.” A mischievous smile appeared on her lips. “You know I’ve always wanted to introduce you to my brother. Maybe you both can—” I laughed, cutting her off. “You are royalty, for crying out loud. Your brother is a king. He’ll never go for someone like me. You know that.” “Don’t ever say that,” she said, stretching her hand toward me. I took it, and she led me straight to the carriage. We got in. As we rode through the city, I was reminded of how magnificently beautiful Elyndor truly was, from the tall buildings with stone walls to the lamps on the streets. I glanced at Sylvie, who was looking out the other window. When she talked about her brother, I felt a little bit of excitement, but I wasn’t ready for that. Even though I had told myself I was over what happened with Derek, it felt so hard to just move on. And I couldn’t get my mind off the stranger from that night at the pub. “You know, it’s weird that we’ve been friends since we were kids, but you’ve never actually been to Elyndor’s palace before,” Sylvie said, still staring out the window. I didn’t reply, but she was right. We’d been friends since childhood, but when I was seven, my family moved to Vethania. Ever since then, we were only sending letters. That was where my father married that witch, Cathy’s mother, and I was more than sure she bewitched my father because I knew how much he loved my mother. When we got to the palace, the massive gates opened, and the carriage came in. I was starstruck; my jaw literally dropped. The coachman got down and opened our doors, and I stepped out, my eyes still trying to comprehend what I was seeing. “Oh my Goddess, Sylvie, this place is beautiful,” I said. She smiled, clearly pleased. I’d heard some things about the palace, but it was nothing compared to what I was seeing right now. “Come on, Elysia. Let’s go inside. You’ll be more surprised,” she said, taking my hand and leading me in. But before I could take it all in, she pointed ahead. “That’s my brother,” she said. I quickly adjusted my posture, but when his face came into view, I froze. It was him. The man from that night. The man who claimed to be the King of Elyndor—and I laughed at him. The man I had slept with and couldn’t get out of my mind. It was him.ElysiaMy entire body was killing me. Pain came from everywhere. I hadn't showered in days, and my foot—I was pretty sure it was infected. The swelling didn’t stop; it only got worse. The pain had spread all the way to my knee. I had cried so much, it felt like the tears in my eyes had run out.“Are you okay?” Lily asked, her voice filled with so much concern.Ever since I met her that day, the guards had kept us together. They wanted her to take care of me so that I would appear ready for sale. No one wanted to buy me because of my foot. Just thinking about it devastated me.“I’m fine,” I said, my voice cracking. I was shivering from the unbearable cold.It had been six days, and I had foolishly hoped—just maybe—someone would come to save me. I was stupid for thinking that. I had run from Gabriel straight into the worst misery of my life.The way the guards looked at me, even with my condition—they gave me filthy looks, staring at my body. Thinking about it disgusted me.And Lily—sh
GabrielI sat at the end of the long table. The council members were busy discussing taxes and borders. Honestly, I wasn't really paying attention. I kept drifting in and out of the conversation. I just wanted to leave.Sometimes, I hated being a king. I wished I could just be normal. Not royalty, nothing like that. But if only wishes were horses.The door opened, and Carl walked in and came straight to where I was. He leaned in and whispered into my ear.“We can't find her.”I frowned, trying to understand what that statement was supposed to mean.“Can't find who?” I whispered.He froze for a moment. He paused, looking half terrified, half confused.“Elysia,” he said.“What?” I snapped.The council went quiet.I stared at everyone before standing up and walking out. Carl followed quickly behind me.“What the hell do you mean you can't find her?” I said when we were in the hall.“When the maid went to attend to her this morning, she was nowhere to be found,” Carl said. “And we have se
ElysiaI held onto a tree, trying to steady myself, but even the slightest step made pain shoot through my legs, and the sound of the horses grew even louder. From a distance, I could see the torch lights.“No, no, no, no, no,” I whispered. “I can't let Gabriel's men take me back to that devilish place.”I heard a branch snap behind me, and I started running, even with the pain.“Over there!” I heard somebody yell.But I didn't stop. I dragged my feet. The pain was unbearable. My legs were totally swollen from the first steps. I wasn't going to be a prisoner to Gabriel, not again.“Stop running!” I heard someone call from behind me.I ignored them.I pushed through the bushes, my breathing ragged, my heart racing so fast it made my chest ache.But no matter how I ran, I was too slow. I couldn't outrun the horses.And suddenly a horse appeared in front of me, blocking my path. I looked around and realized I was completely surrounded. There was nowhere for me to run.A rider jumped down
ElysiaI tried to calm down, but my heart wouldn't stop racing. I followed Stella through the quiet halls of the palace. Every step felt like it echoed through the entire hall, even though we were walking as quietly as possible.“Stay close to me,” she whispered, turning to make sure I was still there.I nodded, pulling the cloak tighter around myself.We turned a corner and suddenly Stella grabbed my arm, pulling me back into the shadows. Two guards walked past the corridor, their voices low as they talked about something I couldn't hear.I held my breath.My heart was beating so loud, the sound scared me. “If they turn around, they’re going to see us, and everything will be over before it even starts.”But it didn’t.They kept walking, not looking back.Stella waited until the footsteps were far enough and we couldn’t hear them anymore.“This way,” she whispered, moving fast.We walked through a narrow hallway, and I looked around. I had been to a lot of places in the palace, but no
Elysia I paced my room back and forth, restless. I didn't know if this was the right time, if what I was about to do was even right, but I knew I had to do something. I wrapped the cloak I wore tight around me. My heart was racing so fast, it felt like everybody in the palace would be able to hear it.I tiptoed to my door and pressed my ear against it. I could hear guards, but they weren't close. "Oh, goddess, what the hell am I doing?" I whispered to myself. I wasn't even sure if my plan was going to work.But I couldn't wait anymore. The longer I stayed here, the more uneasy I became—and I was also really worried about my mother.For the past couple of days, Sylvie had been acting a little suspicious. I tried my best not to give anything away, but I wasn't sure I was convincing enough. I knew she just wanted to help, but I couldn't even face her properly because, out of everyone in the world, I had to be pregnant for my best friend's brother. Slowly, I pushed open the door of my
SylviaI was furious at him. Absolutely furious. But that didn’t mean I didn’t love him.And that was the problem—only if there was a way to be mad at him without caring.I found him exactly where I knew he would be—at the balcony in his chambers, staring at the sky.I stood still for a moment, just watching him. And he looked lost. Broken. And it broke my heart to see him like this.“Do you know you’re an asshole?” I said, stepping closer.He didn’t turn immediately. Then slowly, he looked over his shoulder.“Gabriel, what the hell is wrong with you?” I scolded.He stared at me, confused. “What are you talking about?”I walked further into the room, folding my arms across my chest. “I know what you did.”“Okay… what did I do?”“Don’t play dumb with me, brother.”His jaw tightened slightly. “You have to be more specific, because I have no idea what the hell you’re talking about.”“I know what you did to Elysia. Even if she refuses to speak to anyone, the guards aren’t blind. They talk
GabrielIt had been thirty days—thirty straight days of restlessness and lack of sleep. I never thought it possible to be obsessed with a person, but I was… and I didn’t even know her name.I sat in my study, sunlight slipping in through the tall windows. Carl stood in front of me. I saw his mouth
ElysiaI had expected my room to feel more spacious, but the more of my stuff I took in, the smaller the room became.I didn’t know why. No matter how hard I tried, I still ended up folding my clothes really slowly, but when I was done, I closed my trunk, and the sound made it feel much more real.
Elysia“No.”Those words left my mouth before I even understood what he had just said.“No,” I repeated, shaking my head violently. “That’s not possible.”The room suddenly felt too crowded, and all the eyes on me made it feel even more uncomfortable. I kept shifting my gaze from Carl to Sylvie to
Elysia“Elysia… Elysia,” Sylvie called behind me, but I didn’t stop. I walked faster.It felt like I couldn’t breathe, and I would pass out any minute now. I was slowly becoming dizzy, but I still didn’t stop. I was totally confused and had not even a single clue where I was going.By the time I re







