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It had been a month, a complete month since my life fell apart. I was surprised at how the hell I was still standing. I didn’t think I would even be able to survive this long. I sat on the edge of Sylvie’s couch, my legs tucked beneath me, a warm cup of tea in my hand. Her house smelled of freshly baked goods, and I loved it. “I’m serious,” I said, forcing myself to smile as I looked at her. “You can believe I’m over Derek. He can go to hell for all I care.” Sylvie raised a brow, and I knew she wasn’t convinced, not even a little bit. “You know I’m always here for you, right? Whatever you need.” “I do,” I said, stretching my hands to hold hers. “But I’m fine. Sometimes when I think about it, it hurts… a lot, but not as much as it used to. Cathy got Derek, so what?” I smiled. “Fine,” she said, smiling back at me. “I believe you.” I held on to her hand tightly. Coming back to Elyndor was actually the best thing I could have done for myself. I had my mother and my best friend with me. What more could I have asked for? I knew I wasn’t totally healed, but I wasn’t as broken as I was when I first came back. “But what I do need is a job,” I said, changing the topic. “A job?” she said, staring at me with surprise. “Already?” she asked. “Why would you want to work when you just came back a month ago? You know if you need money, all you have to do is ask, right? I have more than I know what to do with.” “I know, Sylvie, and I love you, but I really need a job. I don’t want to keep staying indoors.” “Then go out and have some fun.” “Really?” I said, raising a brow. “The last fun I had, I ended up drunk and sleeping with a random guy. I just want to work and get my mind off things.” “Okay…” she said thoughtfully. “I could talk to my brother, the king. He would definitely be able to find something for you to do.” “Wait… really?” I said excitedly, but my thought was cut short when a wave of nausea hit me. My stomach twisted, and I got up, a hand pressed to my stomach as I rushed to the washroom. The moment I reached it, I was on my knees, vomiting violently. By the time it stopped, I was shaking, my throat burning, and my eyes watery. Sylvie was there instantly. “Elysia, are you okay?” Her voice was filled with worry. “Yeah,” I said, raising my head to look at her. “It’s probably something I had to eat.” She didn’t look convinced. “Are you sure? Has this happened before?” “Calm down, Sylvie. I’m fine. It has happened only once or twice. You have nothing to worry about, okay?” I reassured her. “I’m definitely sure it has something to do with what I ate.” “Alright, but if it happens again, I’m taking you to see a doctor.” I nodded, relieved when she let it go. We sat in the living room for a moment without her saying a word before she finally spoke. “I have an idea, but I don’t know if you would like it.” “Sylvie, since when have I never liked any of your ideas?” “Let’s just go to the palace so my brother can see you.” I blinked. “Wait, now?” “Yes, now,” she replied, already on her feet. “There’s no point in us waiting. I know he’ll give you the job, so let’s go.” I hesitated for a moment. “Sylvie, I don’t know.” “Oh, come on, Elysia.” A mischievous smile appeared on her lips. “You know I’ve always wanted to introduce you to my brother. Maybe you both can—” I laughed, cutting her off. “You are royalty, for crying out loud. Your brother is a king. He’ll never go for someone like me. You know that.” “Don’t ever say that,” she said, stretching her hand toward me. I took it, and she led me straight to the carriage. We got in. As we rode through the city, I was reminded of how magnificently beautiful Elyndor truly was, from the tall buildings with stone walls to the lamps on the streets. I glanced at Sylvie, who was looking out the other window. When she talked about her brother, I felt a little bit of excitement, but I wasn’t ready for that. Even though I had told myself I was over what happened with Derek, it felt so hard to just move on. And I couldn’t get my mind off the stranger from that night at the pub. “You know, it’s weird that we’ve been friends since we were kids, but you’ve never actually been to Elyndor’s palace before,” Sylvie said, still staring out the window. I didn’t reply, but she was right. We’d been friends since childhood, but when I was seven, my family moved to Vethania. Ever since then, we were only sending letters. That was where my father married that witch, Cathy’s mother, and I was more than sure she bewitched my father because I knew how much he loved my mother. When we got to the palace, the massive gates opened, and the carriage came in. I was starstruck; my jaw literally dropped. The coachman got down and opened our doors, and I stepped out, my eyes still trying to comprehend what I was seeing. “Oh my Goddess, Sylvie, this place is beautiful,” I said. She smiled, clearly pleased. I’d heard some things about the palace, but it was nothing compared to what I was seeing right now. “Come on, Elysia. Let’s go inside. You’ll be more surprised,” she said, taking my hand and leading me in. But before I could take it all in, she pointed ahead. “That’s my brother,” she said. I quickly adjusted my posture, but when his face came into view, I froze. It was him. The man from that night. The man who claimed to be the King of Elyndor—and I laughed at him. The man I had slept with and couldn’t get out of my mind. It was him.ElysiaI had expected my room to feel more spacious, but the more of my stuff I took in, the smaller the room became.I didn’t know why. No matter how hard I tried, I still ended up folding my clothes really slowly, but when I was done, I closed my trunk, and the sound made it feel much more real.The job at the palace was amazing. I wasn’t even sure if I was going to get it. I would have been fine with a servant position, but instead I got one of the best positions—royal secretary.I was excited, but at the same time extremely terrified. But why?I was just overthinking things. I told myself he probably didn’t even remember. I was the one letting it weigh on me.Gabriel was a king, and he had so many women at his disposal, so I wasn’t sure little old me was like a second thought that crossed his mind.“Elysia…” I heard my name, and my head quickly moved in the direction the sound came from. I found my mom standing at the entrance of my room, a bright smile on her face. “The carriage
Elysia“Elysia… Elysia,” Sylvie called behind me, but I didn’t stop. I walked faster.It felt like I couldn’t breathe, and I would pass out any minute now. I was slowly becoming dizzy, but I still didn’t stop. I was totally confused and had not even a single clue where I was going.By the time I reached the open courtyard, I was gasping for air, hand resting on my knee. It felt like my head had been dipped underwater for way too long, and I’d forgotten how to breathe.“Elysia!”Sylvie finally caught up to me. She grabbed my arm, firm, gently but firm, forcing me to straighten. “What’s wrong?” she asked, worry detectable in every line of her face.I didn’t reply. I was quiet for a very long moment.“Elysia,” she called again. “Look at me.”I turned my head slightly. “What’s going on?” she asked, her voice more softer.“Did my brother say something you didn’t like?” she asked, totally confused.“No… no…” I said quickly, my voice trembling. My stomach twisted, waves and waves of nausea
GabrielIt had been thirty days—thirty straight days of restlessness and lack of sleep. I never thought it possible to be obsessed with a person, but I was… and I didn’t even know her name.I sat in my study, sunlight slipping in through the tall windows. Carl stood in front of me. I saw his mouth moving; I’m pretty sure he was talking about something… I didn’t know. I zoned out of his conversation a long time ago.My thoughts wouldn’t leave her. I’d tried everything to find her, but Elyndor was too big, and there were so many women with the description I gave. It was like finding a needle in a haystack.But this wasn’t just affecting me; it also affected him. Zaine was restless, and it felt like he was trying to curl his way out of me.Was she a witch… had she bewitched me? I clenched my jaw. Enough, I said to myself. This was madness. I was a king, for crying out loud. I had responsibilities. I had a kingdom to run. I wasn’t going to let myself go insane because of a woman I didn’
ElysiaIt had been a month, a complete month since my life fell apart. I was surprised at how the hell I was still standing. I didn’t think I would even be able to survive this long.I sat on the edge of Sylvie’s couch, my legs tucked beneath me, a warm cup of tea in my hand. Her house smelled of freshly baked goods, and I loved it.“I’m serious,” I said, forcing myself to smile as I looked at her. “You can believe I’m over Derek. He can go to hell for all I care.”Sylvie raised a brow, and I knew she wasn’t convinced, not even a little bit. “You know I’m always here for you, right? Whatever you need.”“I do,” I said, stretching my hands to hold hers. “But I’m fine. Sometimes when I think about it, it hurts… a lot, but not as much as it used to. Cathy got Derek, so what?” I smiled.“Fine,” she said, smiling back at me. “I believe you.”I held on to her hand tightly. Coming back to Elyndor was actually the best thing I could have done for myself. I had my mother and my best friend with
Gabriel The pounding on the door was frustratingly loud, dragging me from sleep. Who the hell was it? “Open the damn door, Gabriel!” I groaned, my eyes squeezing shut. I knew exactly who it was—Sylvie, my sister. What exactly did she want this early? I turned toward the other side of the bed. I wanted to hold her, the woman from last night. I wanted to feel her warmth, but… it was empty. My chest instantly tightened. Sleep left my eyes, and I sat up abruptly. I scanned the room. There wasn’t a single trace of her, only her scent from last night. It clung to the sheets and to me. A low growl rumbled in my chest. “She’s gone. She left before sunrise,” Zaine, my wolf, said, his voice filled with what felt like regret. I felt an unexpected pain spread through my chest. Last night wasn’t supposed to mean anything. It was just supposed to be a mistake, but I was wrong. I felt a strange connection to her. It wasn’t just the connection. I felt like I was subconsciously being push
Elysia I had no idea when the laughter started, and I wasn’t even sure what the hell I was laughing about. My cheeks burned, and my stomach ached from how hard I’d been laughing. As I leaned against the wooden table, the man across from me—who I had forgotten the name of—was talking, trembling over his words, and it all sounded like gibberish to me. But he was funny… I think. I wasn’t sure. I was way too drunk, and everything sounded funny to me. I laughed again, louder this time, at something random he’d just said. I was drunk… but not that drunk not to notice what he started doing. The alcohol dulled the ache in my chest, and it made me forget about everything. But I wasn’t so lost in the alcohol enough to miss the way his hand lingered too long on my arm, or how he leaned closer with every laugh, his knees slowly brushing mine, his fingers sliding everywhere they had no right to be. I frowned, and instantly the haze in my head cleared just enough for me to put him in his pla







